This is the third day after my meeting with Kane. And it turns out that the man actually realized his wish to marry me next week. He has arranged all the preparations for our wedding party. Even my mother and his mother were not allowed to interfere in our wedding preparations. Everything had to be under his control, and he didn't want to be denied.
As a prospective bride, of course I am very happy. When my mother and mother-in-law were angry and upset, I looked relaxed with all the things of my wedding preparations. I think what Kane did was really really in my favor. I don't have to bother with all the arrangements for the wedding party. I will only come on my wedding day with him, then we will live happily ever after. Hmm, it must be really nice if I can serve him wholeheartedly. I will be the ideal wife by waiting for him to come home, then I will cook a lot of delicious food for him, and finally we will have a lot of very cute and adorable children. Kyaa! Perfect! I think it would be a lot of fun. I can't wait to carry out my role as a good and ideal wife.
Knock knock
I turned quickly towards the door of my practice room. Who's coming? I guess I don't have an appointment with anyone today and I've put a close sign on the door of my practice room. Maybe the person didn't know that I was in the process of preparing for the wedding day tomorrow. I need to be relax. But whoever it is, if he doesn't come on business, then I'll throw him out straight away.
"Come in."
“Doctor Laurel, am I bothering you?”
Oh my God, that's handsome Jared! The man always looked amazing and ravishing. The doctor's coat that wrapped around his muscular body stuck like a second skin on his biceps protruding beneath the fabric of his doctor's coat. On his face, he has a very sexy curve of lips, which is now smiling very sweetly at me. He really came at the wrong time. Right now I'm not in the mood to meet anyone and talk to anyone, but I can't possibly kick him out. I can't miss this man.
“Please have a seat Jared. What do you need from me?"
Even though I already have a perfect husband-to-be like Kane Stuart, but if God brings me the handsome Jared, then I will never be able to refuse him.
"It's not something important. I happened to be passing by and wanted to ask you about Mr. Harry's progress. Have you had a counseling session with him?”
“Yes I had, yesterday I met with Mr. Hary and we had a thirty minute counseling session. So far I've asked a few things to Mr. Hary, he is a little stressed with his illness and his family problems. But I think there are still some things that Mr. Hary hasn't told me yet. Gradually if Mr. Hary had put his trust in me completely, he would definitely tell me all his troubles. Don't worry Jared everything will be fine."
“Thank you very much for helping me. I'm a bit confused by the progress of his treatment which has regressed. The stress really bothered him.”
His face scrunched up. I wanted so badly to come forward and give him a hug to calm his nervousness, but now I found myself holding on to the edge of my desk tightly to hold my body almost moving towards him. Damn!
"You don't have to worry. Mr. Hary is just thinking too much about his problems and having a hard time sharing his worries with others. Maybe after three sessions of counseling and relaxation, he will be better. Trust me."
I really didn't anticipate his touch. Doctor Jared suddenly stepped forward and gripped my hand tightly.
"Thanks very much. You really are a great doctor, Laurel.”
"Eee... You're welcome, Jared."
I feel that right now the sun is shining very brightly in front of my face. To the extent that my eyes were too dazzled to stare at the sweet smile that Doctor Jared showed me. Can't he just stop smiling right now? If he keeps doing it in front of me, I'm afraid, my eyes won't be able to hold back the bright smile from his lips.
“Doctor Laurel, are you all right?”
"Wh-what?"
"Are you okay? I see you're a little daydreaming towards me. You see something strange in me?"
I quickly glanced at my hand. They were still there, gripping the edge of the desk and not being touched by Doctor Jared at all. Stupid! Stupid Laurel. Why would I do that in front of him? Oh my God, I want to hide my face right now. I had to find an excuse to take his focus off my face.
“That… I just…”
"You just?"
Damn it! Why is he so curious about what's in my head? Does my face look that stupid in front of him?
“I was just looking at the magazine you were carrying. Yes, I was looking at your magazine. I think I recognized the face of someone who was on the cover of that magazine.”
Lord, forgive this sin of your stupid human. I don't mean to lie to this handsome man, I just can't tell this man the truth.
"You're looking at this. Take it if you want, I'm not interested in cheap magazines like this," said Doctor Jared as he put the magazine on my desk.
I furrowed my brows. The first thing I saw from the magazine was a picture of a man posing in his haughty manner. Then I started reading the headlines of the magazine slowly. I think I recognize his face.
"A business man, Kane Stuart, who is rumored to be gay is getting married soon."
Oh gosh! It's Kane! The man who had agreed to marry me in just a few minutes. So all this time the news about him being gay was the truth. He just wanted to marry me to cover up his deviant sexual orientation and clear his name from bad public opinion. What an asshole! I won't forgive him. He has taken advantage of me, even seducing my mother disgustingly.
“Doctor Laurel, are you daydreaming again?”
"No, I'm just upset," I retorted.
Let Doctor Jared misunderstand and think of me as bipolar woman. I had acted so strangely in front of him so many times that I thought my pride had been completely crushed in his eyes.
“Looks like you're pissed off reading the headlines of this cheap magazine. You better not believe this cheap news, because they really love to write such shocking things."
“But, do you think this guy looks gay or something. I mean, usually a man will be more sensitive to the condition of another man, because they are of the same sex. So do you think Kane Stuart is gay or is he a sexually oriented man?”
Jared thought for a moment as he rubbed his hands against his chin with a serious look on his face. He looks very handsome like Brad Pitt in the series World War Z.
“I thought he was a normal guy. Even though I myself never listened to the news about him, but he has a very sharp eye and also firm, he can't be gay or anything like that. He is a normal man.”
"Oh, thank goodness."
I subconsciously mumbled those words in front of Jared, making the man look at me with a look of astonishment mixed with curiosity.
“So you are a fan of Kane Start? Wow, that really surprised me.”
“N-no, not like that. I'm just grateful, it turns out that the rich man does not have sexual orientation disorders. I'm just sorry if that actually happened to him. After all he is too perfect to pass up.”
“Well, you're right. By the way I have to go now. Thanks again for your help Dr. Laurel. When you have finished your counseling session with Mr. Hary, you can see me or call me. Then see you later."
Jared walked away from my room, and he gave me a sweet smile before he actually closed the door to my room. Ahh!!! Jared is a handsome man. Too bad I've been set up with that million dollar man. If I wasn't being set up with that freak, I might have asked Jared right away. Mom should have met Jared before setting me up with Kane so she would know that her beautiful daughter wasn't as bad as she thought.
Drt drt
Oh, my phone is vibrating. Who would call me at this rush hour?
"Halo there."
"Laurel, can you get a fitting wedding dress at the boutique downtown?"
I furrowed my brows while checking the name of the caller who was talking to me on the phone. As far as I know I never share my phone number with people I have nothing to do with. Then who is this man?
"Hello, who are you? I feel like I've never given you my cell phone number."
"Ahh, apparently my future wife is experiencing amnesia. Hey, I'm your future husband, did you forget?” asked the man in a curt tone.
I started matching his voice with Kane's voice I met three days ago. And it turned out to be true, the man who contacted me right now was Kane, my very precious and handsome million dollar man.
"Oh, sorry I forgot your voice. So what's wrong honey?"
Yieks, how disgusting my voice is. I barely recognized my own voice when I spoke to Kane. I don't think I'm suitable to talk to a man with a voice like that. Sounds like a bitch.
"Are you sick? Suddenly you're being sweet to me. Are you all right, Laurel? Maybe you were too nervous about waiting for our wedding day and you got the syndrome.”
This man! Good grief. Why would he call me a crazy woman when in fact he has a sexual orientation disorder here.
"I'm fine. How about you?"
"I'm fine. We will meet soon at the blessing ceremony at the church. I hope you don't dress up too pretty."
“So you want to destroy my reputation in front of everyone by asking me to dress up like I was an ugly duckling at my wedding? I'm sorry, that will never happen. I don't want to look bad in my wedding ceremony. I want to look as beautiful as possible on my wedding day.”
“Laurel, this is for our good. Do you want to ruin our wedding and make me itch during the blessing ceremony?”
Our goodness? Seriously. It was clear that all of this was for his own good. Ever since he proposed to me to be his wife, I've had a bad feeling about him. And it turned out that my hunch was right, he married me only for his personal interests. He wanted to use me as a tool to cure his strange disorder.
"Anyway, I don't care. During the blessing ceremony, I have to look beautiful and perfect. If you refuse, then our marriage will be annulled!”
Click
I disconnected the phone unilaterally, then I threw my cell phone hard on the table making a disturbing noise. Let him be angry or disagree with my decision, because I don't care about the strange phobia he has. Besides, I want to know, what can be caused by his strange phobia if he encounters a beautiful woman like me on our wedding day.
Flash back "You have a sexual orientation disorder?" The man was still silent with a flat face and arms folded in front of his chest. The look in his eyes was completely flat and unreadable, which made me a little annoyed and unsure as well. Maybe this guy is crazy and is plotting something to set me up. He wanted to pretend to marry me and then sell me to an old mob mobster. Or maybe he's actually an organ-selling mafia who has been frequently shown on midnight news programs. Kane would marry me, then he would kill me when the time was right to take my organs and sell them. “So you really have a sexual orientation disorder? God, I don't want to marry you. What would happen to me if I married a handsome man who was rich, but gay. I'd rather marry a cleaning service at a hospital, than marry a gay guy like you." "Can you shut up and not make a noise. I'm currently thinking of the right answer for you. Why do you like doing weird things
This day has finally arrived. My wedding drama day with Kane! I can't describe how I feel right now, a mixture of nervousness and sadness. I felt sorry for my mother especially for lying to her about our marriage. My mom thought I fell in love at first sight after meeting Kane at the cafe, but she was wrong. I haven't loved Kane at all. Even my heart doesn't beat loudly when I'm near Kane. This marriage happened because of an agreement between the two of us. I helped Kane cure his strange phobia, then in exchange he helped me to make my mother happy. Actually last night I was thinking maybe I'll be able to love Kane someday and vice versa. Kane will love me too then things will get easier.So this morning I don't want to burden my mind with strange things that are not necessarily going to happen. I eliminated all the bad thoughts that had crossed my head and then I just focused on my beautiful wedding dress. Finally I will be wearing a wedding dress by a famous desig
After a chaotic and harrowing blessing ceremony at the most historic church in Paris, we ended up in a limousine in a thick silence. The wind from the air conditioner was blowing very loudly between us who hadn't said anything since leaving the Notre-Dame Cathedral. Kane sat beside me nervously, his hands actively moving to scratch his itchy skin. But if the itching goes away for a moment, he'll put his hands on his lap and just sit still like a statue next to me. There is a ring on his finger. I then glanced at mine, it looked just as beautiful as his. But I'm still upset about what happened today. The expensive dress I was wearing had turned into a worthless pile of cloth in an instant. The soft satin was torn on all sides, especially at the tail of the dress which hung down at my feet because that was where the most of the trampled on. "You don't want to say something? Apologize to me maybe," I huffed. "Why am I apologizing to you? Not my fault." He still
I smiled, waiting for him to actually enter the house and his huge body disappeared behind the white double doors. After that silence completely surrounded me. The limousine and driver had left. Probably headed for the garage behind this house because I saw the car go by the side road towards the back. My eyes wandered through every corner of the building in this house, then my eyes stopped right at my feet, on my dress. It had been torn apart and looked terrible. Some parts of my dress are dirty with dust. I then lifted the torn hem of my dress. Sad to see how it looks bad. So there's no reason to keep the dress anymore. With my two strong hands I tugged at the hem of my dangling dress. The sound of torn cloth began to enliven the silence around me. It took five tugs until the torn tail of the dress slipped completely off my dress. Now I have a simpler dress. A knee-length dress with crystal stones on the chest and embroidered ornaments on the sleeves. Good! I can explore t
I've done walking around and meeting the people who live in this house. I don't think I have a problem with them. Everything was fine, and they accepted me like a family instead of seeing me as the young lady of the house. It's something I haven't had before. I mean I have a mother, but it feels incomplete because I don't have siblings or uncles or aunts. Just me and my mom. We complement each other of course and we love each other. But here there are more than two people. There is Mr. Robert the gardener, then there is Maxel the driver. Then Julia, Margareth, Joyce and Erika, they are amazing women. What Julia said was true, Joyce and Erika would get along with me and it proved to be true. We instantly hit it off like old friends as we chatted in the kitchen even though it was our first time meeting. Joyce is a cute girl with curly brown hair from Itterswiller. She has been a servant since graduating from high school. She said she decided to work here because she wa
How long have I been sleeping? Seems like a very long time. The room is getting very dark now and very cold because I haven't closed the curtains. The winter wind was blowing hard which made me wake up from the cold. I've been sleeping since six o'clock in the evening from exhaustion and boredom. There was nothing I could do after I finished dinner with my mother-in-law at five o'clock. It was indeed a very early dinner because tonight my mother-in-law has an event to attend at her friend's house. When my mother-in-law came home and got out of the limousine that picked her up, and walked into the house, I was terrified to meet my mother-in-law in the living room. He just got home around one o'clock in the afternoon. When I heard the sound of the car engine roaring in the front yard, I couldn't stop praying because I was too afraid of my mother-in-law's reaction when she saw me. I thought my mother-in-law must be very ashamed and angry about what I had done at church.
It's been twenty-four hours since Kane made his confession in front of me. The man looked frantic as he explained everything. He was really frustrated to make me buy his words. But I'm not an easy woman to convince after what he did to me. How dare he deceive me about his strange disorder. I knew he was just lying to me and wanted to test me. Kane doesn't really get itching when it comes to women he thinks are beautiful. He turned out to be just an excuse to cover up something else. His past.Fuck that guy. I've been silent on him since yesterday. We have spent twenty-four hours more silent than talking. Maybe the number of words I put out for him could be counted on my fingers right now. We were only talking when Kane's mother gave us a honeymoon ticket to Switzerland. And after that we didn't say anything until this morning we had breakfast on the roof of one of the best hotels in Bern.“My mother called this morning asking how our trip in Switzerland was. She
"Hi mom, I'm fine here." I was just getting out of the bathroom when mom called. I've seen it three times and this is the fourth time mom has called me tonight. But I really don't know if my cell phone has been ringing since earlier because I was busy enjoying soaking in the hot water with the liquid soap that smells of spring flowers which is very fragrant. I bought it at one of the souvenir shops I found in Old Town. And now I feel satisfied because the floral fragrance is so soothing and very comfortable on my skin. "I had just finished showering. This day is very exhausting. We were walking around Old Town when it was snowing hard.” I lay on the bed with a bathrobe wrapped around me and a towel over my head to dry my wet hair while listening to my mother talk about things. “Looks like you enjoyed your time with Kane well. The cold air there will add to the romantic atmosphere between you. Are you two lying on the bed to warm each other up?”