Introspection

Aloha Martinez

Although talking to Dave lifted a huge weight off my shoulder, I am far from being free. My mate is once again hanging between life and death.

I feel so terrible for treating my mate the way I did. She did not deserve it at all and there is no justification for the way I behaved with May. Had it been anybody else who had treated their mate the way I did mine, I would have ripped them apart.

In all honesty, May is not to blame for what happened at all. She's a victim of someone's trickery and here I am treating her as if she is the villain. Truth be told, I am actually the villain in her story. Everything in her life, went wrong all because fate was trying to bring us together.

The reason I feel that way, I guess you all know by now. She had to be beaten blue-black then got dumped in my territory. What I do not know was whether fate took advantage of the situation or if fate just allowed it all just to unite us.

Then, after finding her, I lost her, not the other way