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Chapter 16 :Elias POV For a second I could not answer her.The hallway felt too narrow. My pulse jumped hard enough that I felt it in my throat and at the base of my tongue. Liora’s eyes stayed on my face, waiting, and the east wing rose behind my thoughts whether I wanted it or not—the open door, Corbin’s smile, the shot, Cassian’s order to leave. Sweat cooled along my spine. I forced air into my lungs, unclenched my right hand only enough to keep it from shaking visibly, and made my voice as flat as I could.“I don’t know what you’re talking about.”She did not look away.“Didn’t you see me on Sunday morning?” I asked. “I was at Mass with you and Father.”Liora studied me in silence. Her gaze moved from my mouth to my throat to the line of my shoulders, searching for the crack in the performance. A dangerous glint sat in that attention—quiet, precise, unwilling to be soothed by a clean answer. The tall clock in the sitting room marked the seconds between us.Then she stepped aside
Chapter 15: Elias POV I could not sit still.The admission letter lay on the table under the lamp, the university crest facing up like a decision I had not agreed to make. Caldrith. Mechanical engineering. Full funding. A future my father could present to the parish with pride. I walked the length of the room, turned at the window, walked back to the shrine, then to the bed, then to the table again. Every route ended in the same pressure. Leaving meant abandoning the streets, the church, the east wing, the only physical places still holding Cassian’s shape. Staying meant another day of clean lies and empty searches.There had to be another means.Not my father, who had already given me one incomplete sentence and a brown envelope. Not the librarian. Not the parish surface, where every answer arrived polished and useless. I needed someone outside the Church’s mouth. Someone who answered to payment instead of reputation.I sat down and opened the laptop.Private investigators in Saint
Chapter 14: Elias POV I sat at the table for a full hour with the laptop light on my hands and the same unanswered questions turning through me.The room stayed dim around the glow of the screen. Outside, afternoon had begun to thin toward evening; a scooter passed in the street, then a woman’s voice called a child home. None of it touched the loop in my head. Cassian’s disappearance. The clean diocese story. The missing transfer file. The east wing stripped too quickly. The library books returned in the early hours. Every public explanation sat wrong against the private truth of that night.After sixty minutes of chasing the same dead ends, the conclusion landed hard and clear.I had been searching on the wrong axis.Waiting for him to come back was finished. If I wanted Cassian found, I would have to do it myself.The weight of that decision pressed down until my shoulders ached. A short Facebook comment under an old feast-day photo—someone writing how suddenly Father Riven had be
Chapter 13: Elias POV I had always known my son’s face better than he thought I did.That was why the change unsettled me so deeply. Since the night of his birthday, Elias had been wrong in small, persistent ways. His greetings came a second late. His smile arrived without reaching his eyes. He moved through the house like someone borrowing his own body. I watched it from the kitchen doorway, from the sitting room, from my place in the choir stalls, and told myself at first that young men sometimes turned inward after a celebration. The explanation no longer held.I had raised him in a house that ran on order and quiet attention. I knew the particular way his mouth tightened when he was holding something back. I knew the difference between ordinary tiredness and the drained look he now carried from room to room. Before the birthday night, he had been careful, yes—private, observant, always a little more contained than other boys his age—but he had still been readable. Now the pages
Chapter 12: Elias POV The disappointment did not leave when Mass ended.It settled lower, into my limbs, into the space behind my eyes, until even standing felt like work. By the time the congregation spilled down the steps into the bright street, I felt emptied out, as if the false hope of the black cassock had taken the last usable strength with it. My mother spoke to someone near the gate. I waited beside her with the correct posture and the correct quiet face, and felt the day already stretching ahead of me like something that would have to be endured rather than lived.The rest of it moved in a loop.Home. Change of clothes. The same streets under a higher sun. The same stone and salt air. I went back to St. Augustine because staying in my room would have meant listening to the unanswered email and the dead number with nothing to interrupt them. Volunteering at least gave my hands a task. The cleaning group had been told to help the new priest settle into the rectory and side r
Chapter 11: Elias povThe banging on my door pulled me out of a nightmare where Cassian's arms and Corbin's lifeless eyes existed in the same terrible memoryFor a second I still saw the east wing—the open door, Corbin’s face, the flat sound of the shot. Then the room came back in pieces: the hard edge of the table under my arm, the glow of the laptop screen gone dark, the cold sweat cooling along my neck and spine, and the dull ache in my lower back. Together, they told me I had fallen asleep waiting.” The email to Cassian was still in my sent folder. No reply. No sound from the phone.The knock came again, sharper.I dragged the curtain aside. Bright morning light cut into the room. The sky over Saint-Mireille was already clear and hard. I did not remember lying down on the table. I only remembered the empty inbox and the same question turning over until thought itself became exhaustion.The knocking grew persistent.I opened the door.My mother stood in the hallway, already dresse







