My Anonymous Lover Is The Alpha

“Go home now , I have a surprise for you” from an unknown number.

I stared at my phone for a long minute wondering who possibly could have a “surprise” for me.

Then it hit me, of course. It could only be one person.

A giddy smile crept up to my face as I re-read the text over and over again.

Kelvin Cain, my fiancé , has always been full of surprises, it was one of the reasons I fell for him in the first place.

I locked my phone and let my thumb rest against the dark screen, looking up at the blue sky, my smile refusing to fade.

“Surprise”.

The word alone was enough to send my mind wandering back to the last time Kelvin had said something similar, low against my ear, after a fight that had nearly broken us apart.

I still remember it, clear as day, that particular argument had me rethinking my life choices. Asking if it was even worth it, the most unnecessary fight had become our biggest battle.

We hadn’t spoken for days and that day he came back under a heavy downpour.

I was in the shower in our bedroom at that time, after my 4th cry session of the day. Next thing I know, firm arms went around my waist and pulled me closer to his broad chest .

My heart skipped a bit, it always did. Every time I was this close to him. Something always stirred below my waist.

“You’re showering without your husband” he said as he nibbled at my left ear lobe.

“You’re not my husband, yet” I said, with barely concealed desire.

His warm breath against my ear, how his hands were already roaming to locate my manhood.

I could feel my eyes roll back as he trailed kisses from my ear lobe to my neck.

He let out a soft chuckle, then turned me around to face him as he pinned me to the wall.

A gasp of breath left my throat, as our eyes met.

Days of us being apart had created a deeper level of yearning. I was in need!!!! of this man.

He leaned in and our lips met, it wasn’t a shy kiss like when we just started dating, or a rough kiss like when we’re in the middle of a dick meet and greet.

This one was slow, hungry, and meaningful.

It felt like there was no need for words anymore, this kiss spoke volumes, it spoke emotions that words couldn’t even begin to describe.

3 minutes later, we pulled away from each other trying to catch our breath. He raised his right arm to his now soaked shirt from standing with me under the shower, to unbutton it.

My eyes went from his face down to his neck and next to his chest, God this man was hot.

He leaned in to my ear “I have a surprise for you”

I raised an eye brow “How so”

“Oh, you’ll see. After we’re done here” he said, a smirk playing on his handsome face.

Slowly he went on his knees, when he got to my dick’s level he looked up.

“How about I say sorry in a way that you’d understand better and can’t refuse” he said before having my cock whole in his mouth.

I let out a moan of pleasure as I curled my fingers into his messy hair.

I could feel my legs buckle from the amount of pleasure I felt at that moment.

And what followed was sex like never before between us.

The noisy lobby of the hospital yanked me back to the present, my smile still on my face.

I walked out of the hospital to hail a cab.

I could not hold back my excitement as I imagined and wondered what exactly he had prepared this time cos the last time was when he had proposed.

My wolf felt it too, the hope in my eyes, the excitement within.

Kelvin and I had been having issues lately and had grown apart these few days, I dreaded the fact that he never came home.

Always at work for one project or the other, and I knew all those excuses were just for formalities, he was avoiding me.

“Vineyard” I said to the driver as I got into the back seat.

The car began moving and I looked out the windows into the lit up streets of Toronto.

Thoughts of my check up result came to mind.

5 hospital visits in just this month and still nothing could be found in my system. Regardless, my wolf and I could feel it, this wasn’t a gut feeling, it was a fact at this point.

For a few months now, I have noticed strange symptoms in my body.

Whenever I would talk about it, Kelvin would just brush it off as me being stressed from the wedding planning.

“You put in a lot of effort into making our big day a wonderful occasion baby, it’s not surprising you’re down with a fever now is it?” Kelvin had said

“This isn’t a fever, I can heal us of a fever but this strange ailment just won’t leave” my wolf hissed in my head.

“This is definitely not a fever, I need to go get my body checked out. It just feels very off” I insisted.

Kelvin just shrugged and walked off into the bathroom as I sat back on the bed trying to weigh what was actually wrong with me.

“Something is wrong with both our mate and our body. I don’t know what it is but I can feel it.” My wolf whispered in my head before retreating to the back of my mind.

The following days felt so unreal, we would fight over literally nothing, normally we made up just as fast but these times were different.

He would leave and not come back home for days, he wouldn’t take my calls and if he did come back he would sleep in another room.

I would beg and beg for hours but all that seemed to fall on deaf ears.

Days later he would just come back all smiles and try to make up. Even though we’d seem cool on the outside, I knew better.

He hadn’t touched me in the last 4 months and even when I tried to initiate, it was met with cold indifference “I have a lot of work tomorrow, I need my strength “

or

“Is this all you ever think about?”

This wasn’t the man I fell in love with, Kelvin wouldn’t keep his hands off me at the early stages of our relationship, and we were very happy with our compatibility.

I tried talking to his mom about it one night and she just looked at me in disdain.

“Maybe he is finally coming to his senses “ she said as she left for her room.

His mom Vivian Cain, the current Luna of our pack since her husband died and Kelvin hadn’t been crowned yet, had never liked me for so many reasons.

For one I’m a man, yes exactly.

She thinks her son was seduced by me and has lost his mind or I did some kind of voodoo to “change” his sexuality because she refuses to believe her only child is gay.

She considers me her son’s greatest shame and has never been in support of our relationship.

I had stood against my family for Kelvin, I had come out of the closet for him.

I had switched packs from the Eclipse moon pack to Stone creek pack.

I got disowned by my parents for him.

I lost everything in my name, my position, my family, my future, all for him. Even though his mom didn’t like me and treated me like a maid in the house, I didn’t complain, she’s my mother in law after all.

It’s my duty to serve and respect her and that’s what I’ll do.

My relationship with Kelvin hasn’t been made known to the pack members yet. Kelvin begged me to keep it a secret till after his coronation day, and the next week afterwards we’d be getting married.

He didn’t explain why, but it was a favor he’d asked of me so of course I did it.

I loved him so much, my world revolved around him, I was very content with just having him in my life.

I had no other purpose or dreams to fulfill.

These past few months had been rough for me, from how distant we had grown to my mysterious illness.

“We can’t find anything wrong with you” the doctor had said to me with pity in his eyes.

This was the 5th time this month I was coming back to the hospital and still, nothing wrong could be found in my system.

“I feel like I’m dying, and you say nothing is wrong with me? I asked on the verge of tears.

It didn’t make sense, nothing made sense these days.

“I’m sorry but our machines can’t find anything wrong with you. Have you tried other Doctors?” He asked

The words hung in the air as it left his mouth.

Trying other doctors meant leaving the Stone Creek pack, as each pack had just one hospital and one doctor.

Since I left The Eclipse moon pack and came to Stone Creek, I had never left.

I hadn’t had a reason to.

“I’ll think about it doctor, thank you” I said, getting up from the chair I sat on.

“I know someone, if you make up your mind tell me and I’ll book an appointment for you.” The doctor proposed.

“No problem” I had said as I left his office.

And that leads to now, in this cab currently.

30 minutes later, my cab pulled into the Vineyard estate. Next time we were at the Cain residence, I was home.

“Here’s your money, keep the change” I hand the driver a 100 dollar bill.

I had my head in the cloud as I walked in, but something felt off. The house was quiet, unusually so, especially considering that I was supposed to walk into a “suprise”.

“Where is everyone?” my wolf asked in bafflement.

“Maybe upstairs?” I asked in reply.

I looked around the sitting room, not even my mother in law was in sight. Which I found weird because she loves hosting tea parties downstairs.

I walked up the stairs, and decided to check our room, maybe the surprise was in there.

I got to the door and froze, I heard voices inside.

One of the voices belonged to my fiancé, Kelvin and the other voice belonged to his new assistant whom he hired exactly 4 months ago.

I had gone to the company to see him one day because he hadn’t been back home for days.

“Who are you and who are you looking for?” The receptionist asked when I got to the front desk.

“I want to see Kelvin, it’s urgent”

She looked me up and down before asking “Do you have an appointment?”

I didn’t have an appointment , but I didn’t need an appointment to see my man, did I? So I pulled out my phone and dialed his number.

One ring, two rings and then he answered but before I could say anything, a female voice spoke first. “Mr Kelvin is in the middle of a meeting right now, he can’t take calls.”

“Oh! Who are you?” I asked

“His new assistant” she answered efore the phone disconnected.

I looked up and the receptionist still had her eyes glued to me before she asked

“Should I book you an appointment or would you be leaving?”

“I would be leaving, he’s in a meeting. Thank you” I said as I left the building.

What were they doing in our bedroom, together?

I leaned in as quietly as I could, and pressed my ear to the door.

“When are you going to tell him?” The female voice said

“Tell him what? I don’t see the point. I’ll make you my wife on the day I get my crown, who cares what he does with his life afterwards” Kelvin replied

My heart dropped to the pit of my stomach,

“No wonder he’s been distant, he found himself a new favorite” my wolf says sarcastically.

“Oh how silly Chris is, following you around. He actually thought you guys had a future? You’re the future alpha of our pack, why would you settle down with a man? How are you guys going to have pups? Men don’t get pregnant, that’s absurd. He’s so delusional it’s unbelievable.”

The female voice rambled on her voice laced with poison.

“Give it time okay, in a few months we wouldn’t have to worry about him disrupting our lives again” Kelvin says in a mocking tone.

“Truly? How are you so sure?” She asked

“Because I poisoned him” he replied with so much confidence that it made my skin crawl.

“He poisoned us? I knew there was a strange substance in our body” I could feel my wolf’s anger rise inside me.

He had always been on the fence about me and Kelvin’s relationship from the very start but still supported me regardless.

Kelvin had shown me so much love, he cherished the ground that I walked on. He gave us no reason to doubt his intentions. Although our bond was a chosen bond and not fated, we stood strong. Because the moon goddess only bound a male to a female. But he loved me so much or at least I thought he did and I loved him too.

I wasn’t going to let the love of my life leave my life because the moon goddess is a homophobe.

“You’ve had your fun with him, now it’s time to think about your future” the female voice continued “and as much I hate that you even had anything to do with that lowly Omega, I forgive you my future alpha and I’m ready to spend the rest of my life by your side as your Luna”

My head spun, I just wanted the ground to open up and swallow me whole.

3 years of my life, I had dedicated 3 whole years of my life to this relationship, I had sacrificed so much. I had given up on so much. And this is what I get in return?

Different thoughts were going through my head all at once. The change in his behavior 4 months back.

How his mother would make comments like

“My son wouldn’t marry you, and if you know what’s good for you, you should leave on your own before you regret it.”

I had assumed she was just trying to get under my skin.

How he had started sleeping out claiming it was for work.

And how it was the same period I first started sensing these strange symptoms.

How had I overlooked it?

How did he even poison me, was it something I drank or ate? Did he inject me? How? When? Why?

If he wanted out he could have just told me.

I could feel my heart shatter into tiny pieces.

I wanted to run, I wanted to scream at nothing, cry and vent my frustration to anyone who would listen.

But I couldn’t do any of those right now.

“Let’s confront them” my wolf hissed an anger