Chapter 14

I stroked the flowers near her grave softly. They were red roses. Her favorite kind of flowers. I also brought some chocolates, skittles, and Pringles. Her favorite flavor. Sweet and sour onions. She used to hug me tight and shower me with kisses every time I bought her stuff.

Earlier when she died, whenever I brought them to her grave, I would feel her presence around me. Peaceful, calm. Like she was finally free. I want to join her. I want to get out of this rotten world but not yet. I have to endure for while. I still have lives to ruin.

I sat before her grave with everything sprawled out on the green grass. I hadn't touched a single one of the snacks. I couldn't. They were all her's.

"I miss you Aera" I sobbed, letting the hot tears flow down my cheeks. "I miss you a lot. Why did you leave me? I told you time and time again that I didn't do it. I would never hurt you. You know how much I love you and yet, you still left me. We could have worked things out. I could have protected