CHAPTER 10.1

That night, I let him sleep right next to me. closed enough to feel each other's bodies warm. I even let him hug me from the back while on the bed.

But maybe it's not all enough. Yes, I could feel his body warm. It warmed mine, but didn't touch my heart or caress my soul. Instead, it made me feel weak, gloomy, unsatisfied, and lonely as it slowly crept inside me.

It was strong enough that even if his hug tightened and he tried to make me feel secure, it turned out differently. It felt unsecured and unprotected. He was at peace at night, while I was not.

I am just glad that he didn't take advantage of me. He was patient, even if it took me a few more days to finally live my life.

I yawned, then stretched my arms. I tied my hair and fixed my racerback sando and leggings. I think I needed to breathe some fresh air to regain my energy and to invite good vibes into the house.

I massaged my neck as I headed straight to the house gate and to finally at least walk around the subdivision.

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