Draven had to be bluffing.
I scoffed and shook my head. My fingers quivered and a cold, frosty feeling clenched my thumping heart. It made no sense. There was no way I was going to believe that my Malric was really going to…ha! I laughed, but even that couldn’t keep the tears from swelling up in my eyes. “Look at them!” Draven continued, “Future Alpha and Luna, don’t they look perfect?” The small crowd chorused a cheerful roar of approval. Were they all blind? Malric had thick, untamed black hair with subtle streaks of midnight silver near his temples! While she was blonde and not so good looking and… Oh, who the fuck was I kidding? My insides curled when I looked at her again. She was a goddess! With flawless skin and golden hair, gleaming as if she just floated out of the sun’s glorious rays. I took a deep breath. I needed to calm down and trust my knowledge of Malric. Yes, girls have always swarmed around him, ready to drop their pants at the slightest brow raise, but he has always been polite, gentle and kind in his rebuffs. He always had one excuse which repelled their advances. “I am the future Alpha and I am waiting for my Luna. I cannot frolic with anyone else.” I was the only one who knew that it was all a lie, a front just to ward them off. He was sleeping with me after all, I was his mate! The Alpha’s Luna had to be his mate, so as far as I was concerned, since the day we experienced the spark of the matebond, Malric’s search for a Luna had ended. I clenched my fists as I regarded her. Sure, she was pretty and sweet, but I knew Malric would burst her bubble very soon. All I had to do was wait for him to visit me. He couldn’t resist my scent, that would surely take his mind off Lyra…for good. *** For days, I thought that Lyra was the delusional one, but it all blew up in my face like a bomb. Walking through the hallway five agonizing mornings later, I caught sight of Malric and Lyra next to his locker. She was leaning against him and Malric wasn’t grimacing or flinching! He let her rub her body against his and they were both smiling at each other. My doubts swooped in immediately, like dark clouds threatening to release pellets of sadness to drench my heart. She covered his ear with her palm and whispered something into his ears. Malric grinned while she giggled. They were drawing in all the attention now. Everyone who walked past them either smiled or murmured something to the person beside them. I stood frozen to the spot, right in the center of the boisterous hall. Someone suddenly shoved me as he walked by and my books scattered to the floor. Draven only glanced at me impassively and walked away without an apology. “What a jerk.” The familiar voice of Chadwick said as he stooped to assist me. “You alright?” Of course, I wasn't! Fuck Draven, Malric and Lyra were swiftly becoming the talk of the school. Their names were on the lips of everyone, their relationship was the focus of the gossip at every gathering. I couldn’t take it! My heart pounded a hole into my chest each time I saw them, it felt like Malric was slipping out of my grasp and I could do nothing about it but watch! “Jeez, Alruin, are you alright? You’re sweating profusely!” Chadwick exclaimed, a note of worry in his voice. I slapped his hand off my shoulder and rose to my feet, “What?” I gasped breathlessly, “Me? Sweating? Of course not. Why would I be sweating when the morning is so cold? See you in class. Bye.” I held my head low as I briskly walked to class that day. I had high hopes for this particular night. I knew what this was. Malric was just creating a distraction. He was going to be with Lyra in public, then come to me in private. It wasn’t a jolly set up, but at least his intimacy remained exclusive to me. I rushed home that evening. Malric had promised that he would visit this week and today was Friday. He never visited me on weekends, so it had to be tonight. I had been saving up for a year now to be able to afford a bottle of Hennessy; his favorite liquor. He usually arrived by eight pm. I had my shower and went over the ritual of making sure everything was immaculately arranged. I even made sure I smelled like lavender; he loved it! It was nine Pm already and everything was perfect for this night. Only one thing was missing. Malric. “Where is he?” I mumbled nervously and bit my lip quivering. My heart sank to my stomach when the clock ticked past nine thirty. It was too late, he never came so late. I sprang to the telephone on the bedside desk, my heart was racing, my bottled up tears made my eyes swell. I swallowed dryly and dialed his private number. I wasn’t allowed to text him normally, or call. This was my only access to him and most of the time, he didn’t reply. Sadly, this was one of those nights he didn’t reply. I paced around the room, my mind was in a turmoil, I could barely think clearly. I hated it when my fingers twitched, it always indicated that I was about to do something stupid…and I did. I scooped my phone from the bed with shaky fingers and did the forbidden. I called Malric. The tears I had bitten back long ago gushed out from my eyes the moment I realized that I had been blocked. He…he didn’t want me anymore. He had Lyra, I was nothing to him now…oh no, what did this mean? I had to talk to him somehow! *** My desperation to meet Malric made me break all the rules he had set for me. Two days passed, he still hadn’t called and my line was still blocked. In school, he avoided me like a plague, clothing himself in the attention his intimacy with Lyra drew to him. Something was wrong! I could feel it, like an itch at the base of my weary heart. I waited till after school that day, hoping I would get the chance to see him. This particular corridor on the last floor was empty as all the students were outside the building now. My heart almost jumped to my throat when I saw him sauntering out of his class room. I glanced around and rushed to him. The moment he saw me, his eyes widened with shock and panic. “Malric!” His deadly eyes darkened like fire choking on ash, molten rage blazing in them and they stopped me dead in my tracks. His voice hit my chest like an electric bolt, sharp and thunderous. “Haven’t I told you not to speak to me in public, you peasant?”Peasant?He never insulted me. No matter how much I annoyed him, the most Malric usually did was raise his voice slightly, but this…this was new. Nonetheless, I swallowed it up, seeing that I had limited time to talk to him.I heaved a deep breath, allowing my shoulders to slug as I exhaled, “Y-You’ve been ignoring me, Malric,” I stammered, unable to meet those ferocious eyes that looked like they’d burn me whole, “Why?”He breathed, shoved his hands into his pockets and glanced behind him. “Look, Aluin. I’ve been very busy lately.” A pang hit my chest firmly and the air around me suddenly turned bleak, “Aluin? Am I not your heat-kitten anymore?”His eyes flashed again and he seethed through clenched teeth, “Are you fucking crazy? You want me to call you that in public?” He snapped and swiftly scoured the surrounding area again. “You have to leave now.” “Not without the truth.” I said firmly, despite the shameless trembling of my lips.His eyes darkened, “What do you mean by th
The alarm clock rang.I ignored it, apathetic about breaking my perfect attendance record.My heart still laid at the base of my stomach, dismantled and drowned of every emotion I have ever felt. Not a flicker of hope, just melancholy swooping in like a deserted ocean. I sniffled and tossed the squeezed tissue into the trash can. It was already full, so it just hit another tissue and bounced to the floor. I knew that no one would even notice my absence today. Maybe Chadwick might, if he wasn’t too obsessed with gawking at Sasha Blackwell. I had told him severally, an omega will never get the chance to fuck someone as highly ranked as-A knock suddenly sounded on my door, sending a jolt through my body. Malric? My wolf sprang to life and growled excitedly. Maybe he had realized his fault and wanted to reconcile! Oh, how I had prayed for this at night!It had to be him! No one else knew where I stayed, this apartment was also part of our secret. I scrambled out of bed and a tira
It couldn’t be.Not this particular tree! I swallowed, tears welling up in my swollen eyelids. How could he bring her here? This spot under the slender branches of the massive willow tree was where Malric and I had first met. That special night his arms had curled around me, behind the cascading branches that created a curtain-like effect. We had touched each other here for the first time and that was the night that had rippled right through the normalcy of my life; the night we discovered that we were mates. That was how sacred this tree was and he defiled it by bringing her here! That night had been the last time I experienced a romance so pure and genuine. After that, Malric had hidden our love away, locked up in the apartment he bought for me, along with his promises and sweet words. And every emotion, every show of passion had resulted into something sexual since then. Even on the nights that I wanted to just sit and talk, bask in the fullness and warmth of his presence,
I took a deep, shaky breath. I was done chastising myself for not listening to my wolf.Why did I think he’d ever choose me over his birthright in the first place? I thought Malric was a saint in the midst of the darkness that clothed this world, always striving to do the right thing no matter the criticism…but I was wrong. He was just like everyone else, a shadow thriving in the dark. I sniffled and picked up my bag. My stomach grumbled with hunger, but the light pulsing of my shattered heart was all I could hear. A reminder of the feelings I harbored for Malric. It broke me, and I let it. I didn’t want to cry at all tonight, maybe when I was out of the pack’s borders.To leave the pack, I had to be stealth, sober in fact. One wrong move could lead to my death. I should have taken Lyra’s help when she offered it. Leaving on my own was far more dangerous…but I had to. ‘But no, stupid, you just had to go and dismantle whatever was left of your fragile heart by meeting that monst
Malric’s povI called him a peasant.Fuck.I didn’t like calling Alruin names or even snapping at him, but I had to put on a show for Lyra somehow. Was he fucking crazy? That was the second time he had approached me in public recently! He had become far too clingy and what really pissed me off was that he didn’t seem to care about the dangers of that anymore. I sighed, watching the strippers Draven had brought in apathetically. Over the past year my mother has been introducing different girls to me, from high-class families and even from the royal houses of other packs. She had compiled a list of potential Lunas and each one of them I had politely rejected. “Why? Malric? What is wrong with Melissa?” She had finally snapped at me after I had declined the forty ninth girl. “Time is running out on you. You don’t want your father to take matters into his own hands, do you?”I had given her the same monotonous reply, “I didn’t feel the spark, mother. She has to be the right one, she
Alruin.They were excited. I sighed and glanced at Lorak, those steel-gray eyes that had cradled me at the verge of death, were gleaming with excitement now and weaving through the crowd that had gathered for this ceremony. The feeling was still quite overwhelming; from being hidden in an apartment for the fear of my identity, to being celebrated because of it. Preposterous, right?These people that danced and ululated, singing songs of joy while they casted euphoric glances from time to time at me were all gathered here because of…me. Lorak slipped his warm, comforting hand into mine and squeezed reassuringly. His pink, plump lips, graced by a gentle moustache below his nostrils, spread into a charming smile that made my heart tickle with warmth. He must have probably detected how breathlessly I was wheezing.“Don’t worry, moonbeam,” he cooed softly, “these people, they love you. Their eyes do not scrutinize you…they adore you. Bask in it.”Five years. It’s been five good yea
“W-What?”The words couldn’t form in my mouth any better than my thoughts tousled in my brain. What did he just say? A mate bond? I took deep, raspy breaths all of a sudden, my lungs felt empty and bleak, like a cold room being sucked of its air and life. I swallowed and looked away, a bump at the base of my throat serving as a block in the nervous passage. His words had certainly struck a nervous core in me, littering goosebumps all over my skin like confetti. “Alruin?” he called warmly and squeezed my palm again. I gasped at him blankly, “Are you okay?”Of course, I wasn’t! I was stunned by this offer that had sprang out of the blue! Not once in five years had Lorak mentioned or even hinted at anything like this. It had always been pure romance and raw, crazy sex on a regular basis…that was our show of love. The walks, the dates, the kisses,the sex…but a mate bond? It wasn’t just crazy, but audacious. Staring into his eyes now, I couldn't find the void I had once seen.
I hated dinner time.Having to share the room with my father, mother and Lyra was an occasional, yet very dreadful and gloomy occurrence. Lyra had her eyes glued to her plate while I stabbed a piece of a perfectly smoked steak lazily with a fork. We were both waiting, nerves rattled and anxious.My father had that smoldering look in his eyes, failing to restrain the fury that charred beneath those gleaming, yet smokey pupils. It didn’t matter that I had taken the mark of the Alpha from him two years ago, my father was still regarded as the most powerful man in our pack and beyond. I loathed his silence more than his venom-spitting words and he was an expert at being torturous with it. The lines on his forehead deepened, exposing the wrinkled marks of time that he tried to conceal with proper sleep and healthy eating ever since he stepped down. His eyes narrowed and the edges of his thin lips twitched. I took a deep breath, my nerves holding my ice cold heart on an edge. Just fu
I hated dinner time.Having to share the room with my father, mother and Lyra was an occasional, yet very dreadful and gloomy occurrence. Lyra had her eyes glued to her plate while I stabbed a piece of a perfectly smoked steak lazily with a fork. We were both waiting, nerves rattled and anxious.My father had that smoldering look in his eyes, failing to restrain the fury that charred beneath those gleaming, yet smokey pupils. It didn’t matter that I had taken the mark of the Alpha from him two years ago, my father was still regarded as the most powerful man in our pack and beyond. I loathed his silence more than his venom-spitting words and he was an expert at being torturous with it. The lines on his forehead deepened, exposing the wrinkled marks of time that he tried to conceal with proper sleep and healthy eating ever since he stepped down. His eyes narrowed and the edges of his thin lips twitched. I took a deep breath, my nerves holding my ice cold heart on an edge. Just fu
“W-What?”The words couldn’t form in my mouth any better than my thoughts tousled in my brain. What did he just say? A mate bond? I took deep, raspy breaths all of a sudden, my lungs felt empty and bleak, like a cold room being sucked of its air and life. I swallowed and looked away, a bump at the base of my throat serving as a block in the nervous passage. His words had certainly struck a nervous core in me, littering goosebumps all over my skin like confetti. “Alruin?” he called warmly and squeezed my palm again. I gasped at him blankly, “Are you okay?”Of course, I wasn’t! I was stunned by this offer that had sprang out of the blue! Not once in five years had Lorak mentioned or even hinted at anything like this. It had always been pure romance and raw, crazy sex on a regular basis…that was our show of love. The walks, the dates, the kisses,the sex…but a mate bond? It wasn’t just crazy, but audacious. Staring into his eyes now, I couldn't find the void I had once seen.
Alruin.They were excited. I sighed and glanced at Lorak, those steel-gray eyes that had cradled me at the verge of death, were gleaming with excitement now and weaving through the crowd that had gathered for this ceremony. The feeling was still quite overwhelming; from being hidden in an apartment for the fear of my identity, to being celebrated because of it. Preposterous, right?These people that danced and ululated, singing songs of joy while they casted euphoric glances from time to time at me were all gathered here because of…me. Lorak slipped his warm, comforting hand into mine and squeezed reassuringly. His pink, plump lips, graced by a gentle moustache below his nostrils, spread into a charming smile that made my heart tickle with warmth. He must have probably detected how breathlessly I was wheezing.“Don’t worry, moonbeam,” he cooed softly, “these people, they love you. Their eyes do not scrutinize you…they adore you. Bask in it.”Five years. It’s been five good yea
Malric’s povI called him a peasant.Fuck.I didn’t like calling Alruin names or even snapping at him, but I had to put on a show for Lyra somehow. Was he fucking crazy? That was the second time he had approached me in public recently! He had become far too clingy and what really pissed me off was that he didn’t seem to care about the dangers of that anymore. I sighed, watching the strippers Draven had brought in apathetically. Over the past year my mother has been introducing different girls to me, from high-class families and even from the royal houses of other packs. She had compiled a list of potential Lunas and each one of them I had politely rejected. “Why? Malric? What is wrong with Melissa?” She had finally snapped at me after I had declined the forty ninth girl. “Time is running out on you. You don’t want your father to take matters into his own hands, do you?”I had given her the same monotonous reply, “I didn’t feel the spark, mother. She has to be the right one, she
I took a deep, shaky breath. I was done chastising myself for not listening to my wolf.Why did I think he’d ever choose me over his birthright in the first place? I thought Malric was a saint in the midst of the darkness that clothed this world, always striving to do the right thing no matter the criticism…but I was wrong. He was just like everyone else, a shadow thriving in the dark. I sniffled and picked up my bag. My stomach grumbled with hunger, but the light pulsing of my shattered heart was all I could hear. A reminder of the feelings I harbored for Malric. It broke me, and I let it. I didn’t want to cry at all tonight, maybe when I was out of the pack’s borders.To leave the pack, I had to be stealth, sober in fact. One wrong move could lead to my death. I should have taken Lyra’s help when she offered it. Leaving on my own was far more dangerous…but I had to. ‘But no, stupid, you just had to go and dismantle whatever was left of your fragile heart by meeting that monst
It couldn’t be.Not this particular tree! I swallowed, tears welling up in my swollen eyelids. How could he bring her here? This spot under the slender branches of the massive willow tree was where Malric and I had first met. That special night his arms had curled around me, behind the cascading branches that created a curtain-like effect. We had touched each other here for the first time and that was the night that had rippled right through the normalcy of my life; the night we discovered that we were mates. That was how sacred this tree was and he defiled it by bringing her here! That night had been the last time I experienced a romance so pure and genuine. After that, Malric had hidden our love away, locked up in the apartment he bought for me, along with his promises and sweet words. And every emotion, every show of passion had resulted into something sexual since then. Even on the nights that I wanted to just sit and talk, bask in the fullness and warmth of his presence,
The alarm clock rang.I ignored it, apathetic about breaking my perfect attendance record.My heart still laid at the base of my stomach, dismantled and drowned of every emotion I have ever felt. Not a flicker of hope, just melancholy swooping in like a deserted ocean. I sniffled and tossed the squeezed tissue into the trash can. It was already full, so it just hit another tissue and bounced to the floor. I knew that no one would even notice my absence today. Maybe Chadwick might, if he wasn’t too obsessed with gawking at Sasha Blackwell. I had told him severally, an omega will never get the chance to fuck someone as highly ranked as-A knock suddenly sounded on my door, sending a jolt through my body. Malric? My wolf sprang to life and growled excitedly. Maybe he had realized his fault and wanted to reconcile! Oh, how I had prayed for this at night!It had to be him! No one else knew where I stayed, this apartment was also part of our secret. I scrambled out of bed and a tira
Peasant?He never insulted me. No matter how much I annoyed him, the most Malric usually did was raise his voice slightly, but this…this was new. Nonetheless, I swallowed it up, seeing that I had limited time to talk to him.I heaved a deep breath, allowing my shoulders to slug as I exhaled, “Y-You’ve been ignoring me, Malric,” I stammered, unable to meet those ferocious eyes that looked like they’d burn me whole, “Why?”He breathed, shoved his hands into his pockets and glanced behind him. “Look, Aluin. I’ve been very busy lately.” A pang hit my chest firmly and the air around me suddenly turned bleak, “Aluin? Am I not your heat-kitten anymore?”His eyes flashed again and he seethed through clenched teeth, “Are you fucking crazy? You want me to call you that in public?” He snapped and swiftly scoured the surrounding area again. “You have to leave now.” “Not without the truth.” I said firmly, despite the shameless trembling of my lips.His eyes darkened, “What do you mean by th
Draven had to be bluffing.I scoffed and shook my head. My fingers quivered and a cold, frosty feeling clenched my thumping heart. It made no sense. There was no way I was going to believe that my Malric was really going to…ha! I laughed, but even that couldn’t keep the tears from swelling up in my eyes. “Look at them!” Draven continued, “Future Alpha and Luna, don’t they look perfect?”The small crowd chorused a cheerful roar of approval. Were they all blind? Malric had thick, untamed black hair with subtle streaks of midnight silver near his temples! While she was blonde and not so good looking and… Oh, who the fuck was I kidding?My insides curled when I looked at her again. She was a goddess! With flawless skin and golden hair, gleaming as if she just floated out of the sun’s glorious rays. I took a deep breath. I needed to calm down and trust my knowledge of Malric. Yes, girls have always swarmed around him, ready to drop their pants at the slightest brow raise, but he has