All Chapters of Scarred By My Alpha: Chapter 1 - Chapter 10

My heart was racing.The young Alpha of the pack was going to lay naked in my bed tonight, a privilege no lady in the entire nation had. But for the past two years, it had been my unorthodox luxury, a guilty pleasure no one else gets. And as much as I loved it, it didn’t only terrify me, but it had also shattered me beyond repair…and I only yearned for more. I swallowed nervously when my feeble wolf picked up Malric’s warm bourbon scent. He was here!I sprang off the bed, my nerves jittering as my anxious eyes scoured the room, checking one last time to make sure nothing was out of place. Malric was a keeper of symmetry, he loved everything to be in perfect order and if it wasn’t, I was afraid that he might cancel our rare meeting. These sporadic meetings with Malric were what kept my sanity in place. And whenever Malric changed his mind and cancelled any meeting, it felt like my world came crumbling down. Because even though I was just an omega in a secret affair with the Alpha

Draven had to be bluffing.I scoffed and shook my head. My fingers quivered and a cold, frosty feeling clenched my thumping heart. It made no sense. There was no way I was going to believe that my Malric was really going to…ha! I laughed, but even that couldn’t keep the tears from swelling up in my eyes. “Look at them!” Draven continued, “Future Alpha and Luna, don’t they look perfect?”The small crowd chorused a cheerful roar of approval. Were they all blind? Malric had thick, untamed black hair with subtle streaks of midnight silver near his temples! While she was blonde and not so good looking and… Oh, who the fuck was I kidding?My insides curled when I looked at her again. She was a goddess! With flawless skin and golden hair, gleaming as if she just floated out of the sun’s glorious rays. I took a deep breath. I needed to calm down and trust my knowledge of Malric. Yes, girls have always swarmed around him, ready to drop their pants at the slightest brow raise, but he has

The alarm clock rang.I ignored it, apathetic about breaking my perfect attendance record.My heart still laid at the base of my stomach, dismantled and drowned of every emotion I have ever felt. Not a flicker of hope, just melancholy swooping in like a deserted ocean. I sniffled and tossed the squeezed tissue into the trash can. It was already full, so it just hit another tissue and bounced to the floor. I knew that no one would even notice my absence today. Maybe Chadwick might, if he wasn’t too obsessed with gawking at Sasha Blackwell. I had told him severally, an omega will never get the chance to fuck someone as highly ranked as-A knock suddenly sounded on my door, sending a jolt through my body. Malric? My wolf sprang to life and growled excitedly. Maybe he had realized his fault and wanted to reconcile! Oh, how I had prayed for this at night!It had to be him! No one else knew where I stayed, this apartment was also part of our secret. I scrambled out of bed and a tira

I took a deep, shaky breath. I was done chastising myself for not listening to my wolf. Why did I think he’d ever choose me over his birthright in the first place? I thought Malric was a saint in the midst of the darkness that clothed this world, always striving to do the right thing no matter the criticism…but I was wrong. He was just like everyone else, a shadow thriving in the dark. I sniffled and picked up my bag. My stomach grumbled with hunger, but the light pulsing of my shattered heart was all I could hear. A reminder of the feelings I harbored for Malric. It broke me, and I let it. I didn’t want to cry at all tonight, maybe when I was out of the pack’s borders. To leave the pack, I had to be stealth, sober in fact. One wrong move could lead to my death. I should have taken Lyra’s help when she offered it. Leaving on my own was far more dangerous…but I had to. ‘But no, stupid, you just had to go and dismantle whatever was left of your fragile heart by meeting that monst

Five years laterAlruin Today was the day I had been waiting for.As I stepped into the pack hall, the solemn atmosphere made me nervous—but I reminded myself there was no reason to be.About thirty people filled the room, most of them elders of the Silvermoon Pack, with a few regular members presenting as witnesses. Thankfully, they were all smiling.“Congrats, Alruin,” someone said as I passed by. They nodded at me with an encouraging smile, and I returned with mine.Today was my day.The council of Silvermoon had called this ceremony to officially welcome me as a member of the pack. It had been my home for the past five years, and I had been lucky to have people here who treated me like family.“Hey!”I turned toward the voice, and a wave of relief washed over me. A large man with steel-gray eyes stepped forward and squeezed my shoulder in a reassuring manner.“I thought I was on time—you were early.” I met his eyes.“I was asked to come in early,” he replied, offering a warm smile