It couldn’t be.
Not this particular tree! I swallowed, tears welling up in my swollen eyelids. How could he bring her here? This spot under the slender branches of the massive willow tree was where Malric and I had first met. That special night his arms had curled around me, behind the cascading branches that created a curtain-like effect. We had touched each other here for the first time and that was the night that had rippled right through the normalcy of my life; the night we discovered that we were mates. That was how sacred this tree was and he defiled it by bringing her here! That night had been the last time I experienced a romance so pure and genuine. After that, Malric had hidden our love away, locked up in the apartment he bought for me, along with his promises and sweet words . And every emotion, every show of passion had resulted into something sexual since then. Even on the nights that I wanted to just sit and talk, bask in the fullness and warmth of his presence, it always ended with me naked, panting breathlessly and sweating profusely with him on top of me. I sniffled and held my tears back. ‘Just leave, Aluin. This is your queue, this is the answer you have been waiting for.’ My wolf cooed softly. ‘Don’t look back.’ But I couldn’t tear my gaze away from the couple, no matter how much I tried. The excruciating pain had sunk deep into my heart, shoved in like a harpoon by Malric himself. This betrayal stung me harder than a thousand bees ever could. Why did I always have to be on the receiving end? Did I have to swallow whatever dirt they shoved down my throat because I was of no social standing? ‘Aluin.’ My wolf called anxiously. My emotions got the better of me; a stupid move. My chest was burning with an inferno of anger. My glassy eyes were fixed on Malric the entire time as I stormed towards them, my fists clenched so tightly that my knuckles began to ache. I didn’t care if she was there, I had to speak to him. I wasn’t going to leave without hearing his voice! I was desperate. Malric’s head slowly turned as I got closer and the color instantly drained from his face. The shock etched on his face made me wonder if I was a ghost or something. Why was he so shocked to…the nickel suddenly dropped. He didn’t know I was coming. He hadn’t seen my texts at all. I thought the splinters of my shattered heart couldn’t be hurt any further, but the realization that dawned on me crushed them into powder. Malric wasn’t waiting here for me after all. His eyes darted with panic and veins crawled out of his temples, as they always did whenever he was under pressure. “Omega, what are you doing here?” he asked curtly, in a tone he’d use on his guards. “Malric?” I mumbled, unable to recover from the shock. His eyes flashed with anger and he cleared his throat awkwardly when Lyra glanced at him. The meek expression on her face fueled my rage even more, but it was quickly overshadowed by the hurt of Malric’s indifference. His face contorted into a frown, “What gives you the audacity to speak my name so casually?” he demands and in a low tone, I scarcely hear him mumble, “what the hell are you doing, Alruin?” He smiled suddenly at Lyra and tapped her lightly, “Can you excuse us, dear?” She nodded calmly, “Of course.” I regarded him with watery eyes, unable to believe that fate had subjected me to fall in love with this guy, “You didn’t get my texts, Malric. Or…” My voice quaked and I sniffled, struggling to breathe probably now due to how heavy my chest was. “Or maybe you did, b-but you d-didn’t just want to reply.” “Stop this!” he whispered fiercely before adding, “You must be confused, Omega. You’re talking to the yoing Alpha.” He said, glancing back at Lyra who was barely within earshot anymore. I threw caution to the wind at that point, allowing my tempestuous emotions to take the wheel. “I know that, because I am speaking as the Young Alpha's mate!” I snapped at him. His eyes widened with shock and right before my eyes, I saw Malric shrink for a split second. “What the hell is wrong with you?” He bellowed in a thunderous voice that made my teeth clatter, “Can you just drop it for a second?” I glared at him, daring to stand up to him for the first time, “Drop what exactly? The two years of my life…our lives that have been put into this relationship?” “You call this pathetic fling between us a relationship?” His voice suddenly turned cold, “Are you that desperate, Aluin?” I stared at him, absolutely speechless. “Fine. Do you really think I owe you anything because you are my mate? I have provided everything to make you comfortable; a roof over your head, clothes, money, everything!” he snapped, his eyes mad with anger, “Are you that delusional? You thought this could ever work out? A man and a man, ruling a pack? Doesn’t that sound stupid to you? Huh?” He suddenly grabbed my feeble arms and shook me violently, making my head snap backwards. “Huh?” “Y-You’re hurting me, Malric.” I cried in a low tone that was barely above a whisper. Tears rolled down my cheeks, I whimpered like a child, each wave of pain forcing more tears to gush down my face. I sniffled and tried to catch my breath, but I was hyperventilating already. “I have given you everything I could,” he concluded and let go of me. “And there’s nothing left to give.” I had it coming. It was right before my eyes like an open book, but his touches, his kisses, those satisfied smiles of his after nutting in my ass had clouded my vision. I had been living alone in the delusional world I had created for the both of us…all these years. Lyra came up beside him again, “What’s going on here, Malric? Trouble? He’s crying.” She queried in a worried voice, wearing a meek expression and acting like she had never seen or spoken to me before. A snake in the green grass! Malric straightened up and shook his head, “Oh, it’s nothing to worry about, dear. He’s just a schoolmate worrying about his grades. He failed and I told him I can't use my position to increase his score.” “Oh dear, poor thing.” She said pitifully and clicked her tongue. That familiar sound triggered the nostalgia of a ticking bomb. Little did she know that I was top of the class and had been so for three consistent years. She curled her hand behind his neck and drew Malric in for a kiss. I watched with contempt and a torturous, consuming flame of jealousy as she pressed her lips to his. “Come on, dear. We had better not be too late for your birthday party. I think you have kept your friends waiting long enough.” She said to him and Malric only seemed too relieved to walk away from me. Each step he took brought a hollow emptiness into my world. When the darkness of the night swallowed his frame, I knew instantly that there was nothing left for me here.I took a deep, shaky breath. I was done chastising myself for not listening to my wolf.Why did I think he’d ever choose me over his birthright in the first place? I thought Malric was a saint in the midst of the darkness that clothed this world, always striving to do the right thing no matter the criticism…but I was wrong. He was just like everyone else, a shadow thriving in the dark. I sniffled and picked up my bag. My stomach grumbled with hunger, but the light pulsing of my shattered heart was all I could hear. A reminder of the feelings I harbored for Malric. It broke me, and I let it. I didn’t want to cry at all tonight, maybe when I was out of the pack’s borders.To leave the pack, I had to be stealth, sober in fact. One wrong move could lead to my death. I should have taken Lyra’s help when she offered it. Leaving on my own was far more dangerous…but I had to. ‘But no, stupid, you just had to go and dismantle whatever was left of your fragile heart by meeting that monst
Malric’s povI called him a peasant.Fuck.I didn’t like calling Alruin names or even snapping at him, but I had to put on a show for Lyra somehow. Was he fucking crazy? That was the second time he had approached me in public recently! He had become far too clingy and what really pissed me off was that he didn’t seem to care about the dangers of that anymore. I sighed, watching the strippers Draven had brought in apathetically. Over the past year my mother has been introducing different girls to me, from high-class families and even from the royal houses of other packs. She had compiled a list of potential Lunas and each one of them I had politely rejected. “Why? Malric? What is wrong with Melissa?” She had finally snapped at me after I had declined the forty ninth girl. “Time is running out on you. You don’t want your father to take matters into his own hands, do you?”I had given her the same monotonous reply, “I didn’t feel the spark, mother. She has to be the right one, she
Alruin.They were excited. I sighed and glanced at Lorak, those steel-gray eyes that had cradled me at the verge of death, were gleaming with excitement now and weaving through the crowd that had gathered for this ceremony. The feeling was still quite overwhelming; from being hidden in an apartment for the fear of my identity, to being celebrated because of it. Preposterous, right?These people that danced and ululated, singing songs of joy while they casted euphoric glances from time to time at me were all gathered here because of…me. Lorak slipped his warm, comforting hand into mine and squeezed reassuringly. His pink, plump lips, graced by a gentle moustache below his nostrils, spread into a charming smile that made my heart tickle with warmth. He must have probably detected how breathlessly I was wheezing.“Don’t worry, moonbeam,” he cooed softly, “these people, they love you. Their eyes do not scrutinize you…they adore you. Bask in it.”Five years. It’s been five good yea
“W-What?”The words couldn’t form in my mouth any better than my thoughts tousled in my brain. What did he just say? A mate bond? I took deep, raspy breaths all of a sudden, my lungs felt empty and bleak, like a cold room being sucked of its air and life. I swallowed and looked away, a bump at the base of my throat serving as a block in the nervous passage. His words had certainly struck a nervous core in me, littering goosebumps all over my skin like confetti. “Alruin?” he called warmly and squeezed my palm again. I gasped at him blankly, “Are you okay?”Of course, I wasn’t! I was stunned by this offer that had sprang out of the blue! Not once in five years had Lorak mentioned or even hinted at anything like this. It had always been pure romance and raw, crazy sex on a regular basis…that was our show of love. The walks, the dates, the kisses,the sex…but a mate bond? It wasn’t just crazy, but audacious. Staring into his eyes now, I couldn't find the void I had once seen.
I hated dinner time.Having to share the room with my father, mother and Lyra was an occasional, yet very dreadful and gloomy occurrence. Lyra had her eyes glued to her plate while I stabbed a piece of a perfectly smoked steak lazily with a fork. We were both waiting, nerves rattled and anxious.My father had that smoldering look in his eyes, failing to restrain the fury that charred beneath those gleaming, yet smokey pupils. It didn’t matter that I had taken the mark of the Alpha from him two years ago, my father was still regarded as the most powerful man in our pack and beyond. I loathed his silence more than his venom-spitting words and he was an expert at being torturous with it. The lines on his forehead deepened, exposing the wrinkled marks of time that he tried to conceal with proper sleep and healthy eating ever since he stepped down. His eyes narrowed and the edges of his thin lips twitched. I took a deep breath, my nerves holding my ice cold heart on an edge. Just fu
Alruin The excitement in the atmosphere pulsed through the very air I breathed. Everyone had a common ecstatic smile on their faces. There was a buzz of excitement in the bus we were in as we arrived. My heart was thumping with anticipation, my fascinated eyes wide and taking a tour of the perimeter I could see. The cold surge of euphoria bubbling in me was calmed by Lorak’s warm touch. I looked at him, his metallic eyes holding me captive for a few seconds, like the storm clouds captured in his gaze. His smile lit up my world instantly. I leaned into him and he stroked my arm as he encompassed me in a half-hug. He placed his chin on the left side of my shoulders, rubbing his cheek against mine in a romantic gesture he loved. “We’re finally here, moonbeam.” He said softly as the large bus came to a stop.Both of us sat at the extreme, watching everyone else rush out of the bus. Silvermoon was well represented by its exhilarated members. It would be a struggle to keep everyone
Alruin I woke up the next morning feeling a little sore between my legs, but the intense satisfaction of last night still coursed through my veins, sending a warm vibration between my thighs. I slowly opened my eyes and found myself staring into two gleaming eyes that shimmered like winter steels.I gasped breathlessly. “You sleep like a princess at times.” Lorak remarked and planted a kiss on my forehead. “I must have fucked you too hard, you’ve never slept this long.”I sighed, a pale smile tugging at the edges of my lips. When I closed my eyes, Lorak’s massive frame was above me again, thrusting, writhing, groaning. I shivered and squinted at the fervent rays of sunlight that diffracted into the lush bedroom. “Maybe if I had passed out, you’d have stopped when I told you to.” I replied and rolled off the bed, absolutely naked with my package swaying around like a bell. I stretched my body and Lorak’s palms covered my nipples from behind as he pressed his hard body to my ba
My heart was racing.The young Alpha of the pack was going to lay naked in my bed tonight, a privilege no lady in the entire nation had. But for the past two years, it had been my unorthodox luxury, a guilty pleasure no one else gets. And as much as I loved it, it didn’t only terrify me, but it had also shattered me beyond repair…and I only yearned for more. I swallowed nervously when my feeble wolf picked up Malric’s warm bourbon scent. He was here!I sprang off the bed, my nerves jittering as my anxious eyes scoured the room, checking one last time to make sure nothing was out of place. Malric was a keeper of symmetry, he loved everything to be in perfect order and if it wasn’t, I was afraid that he might cancel our rare meeting. These sporadic meetings with Malric were what kept my sanity in place. And whenever Malric changed his mind and cancelled any meeting, it felt like my world came crumbling down. Because even though I was just an omega in a secret affair with the Alpha
Alruin I woke up the next morning feeling a little sore between my legs, but the intense satisfaction of last night still coursed through my veins, sending a warm vibration between my thighs. I slowly opened my eyes and found myself staring into two gleaming eyes that shimmered like winter steels.I gasped breathlessly. “You sleep like a princess at times.” Lorak remarked and planted a kiss on my forehead. “I must have fucked you too hard, you’ve never slept this long.”I sighed, a pale smile tugging at the edges of my lips. When I closed my eyes, Lorak’s massive frame was above me again, thrusting, writhing, groaning. I shivered and squinted at the fervent rays of sunlight that diffracted into the lush bedroom. “Maybe if I had passed out, you’d have stopped when I told you to.” I replied and rolled off the bed, absolutely naked with my package swaying around like a bell. I stretched my body and Lorak’s palms covered my nipples from behind as he pressed his hard body to my ba
Alruin The excitement in the atmosphere pulsed through the very air I breathed. Everyone had a common ecstatic smile on their faces. There was a buzz of excitement in the bus we were in as we arrived. My heart was thumping with anticipation, my fascinated eyes wide and taking a tour of the perimeter I could see. The cold surge of euphoria bubbling in me was calmed by Lorak’s warm touch. I looked at him, his metallic eyes holding me captive for a few seconds, like the storm clouds captured in his gaze. His smile lit up my world instantly. I leaned into him and he stroked my arm as he encompassed me in a half-hug. He placed his chin on the left side of my shoulders, rubbing his cheek against mine in a romantic gesture he loved. “We’re finally here, moonbeam.” He said softly as the large bus came to a stop.Both of us sat at the extreme, watching everyone else rush out of the bus. Silvermoon was well represented by its exhilarated members. It would be a struggle to keep everyone
I hated dinner time.Having to share the room with my father, mother and Lyra was an occasional, yet very dreadful and gloomy occurrence. Lyra had her eyes glued to her plate while I stabbed a piece of a perfectly smoked steak lazily with a fork. We were both waiting, nerves rattled and anxious.My father had that smoldering look in his eyes, failing to restrain the fury that charred beneath those gleaming, yet smokey pupils. It didn’t matter that I had taken the mark of the Alpha from him two years ago, my father was still regarded as the most powerful man in our pack and beyond. I loathed his silence more than his venom-spitting words and he was an expert at being torturous with it. The lines on his forehead deepened, exposing the wrinkled marks of time that he tried to conceal with proper sleep and healthy eating ever since he stepped down. His eyes narrowed and the edges of his thin lips twitched. I took a deep breath, my nerves holding my ice cold heart on an edge. Just fu
“W-What?”The words couldn’t form in my mouth any better than my thoughts tousled in my brain. What did he just say? A mate bond? I took deep, raspy breaths all of a sudden, my lungs felt empty and bleak, like a cold room being sucked of its air and life. I swallowed and looked away, a bump at the base of my throat serving as a block in the nervous passage. His words had certainly struck a nervous core in me, littering goosebumps all over my skin like confetti. “Alruin?” he called warmly and squeezed my palm again. I gasped at him blankly, “Are you okay?”Of course, I wasn’t! I was stunned by this offer that had sprang out of the blue! Not once in five years had Lorak mentioned or even hinted at anything like this. It had always been pure romance and raw, crazy sex on a regular basis…that was our show of love. The walks, the dates, the kisses,the sex…but a mate bond? It wasn’t just crazy, but audacious. Staring into his eyes now, I couldn't find the void I had once seen.
Alruin.They were excited. I sighed and glanced at Lorak, those steel-gray eyes that had cradled me at the verge of death, were gleaming with excitement now and weaving through the crowd that had gathered for this ceremony. The feeling was still quite overwhelming; from being hidden in an apartment for the fear of my identity, to being celebrated because of it. Preposterous, right?These people that danced and ululated, singing songs of joy while they casted euphoric glances from time to time at me were all gathered here because of…me. Lorak slipped his warm, comforting hand into mine and squeezed reassuringly. His pink, plump lips, graced by a gentle moustache below his nostrils, spread into a charming smile that made my heart tickle with warmth. He must have probably detected how breathlessly I was wheezing.“Don’t worry, moonbeam,” he cooed softly, “these people, they love you. Their eyes do not scrutinize you…they adore you. Bask in it.”Five years. It’s been five good yea
Malric’s povI called him a peasant.Fuck.I didn’t like calling Alruin names or even snapping at him, but I had to put on a show for Lyra somehow. Was he fucking crazy? That was the second time he had approached me in public recently! He had become far too clingy and what really pissed me off was that he didn’t seem to care about the dangers of that anymore. I sighed, watching the strippers Draven had brought in apathetically. Over the past year my mother has been introducing different girls to me, from high-class families and even from the royal houses of other packs. She had compiled a list of potential Lunas and each one of them I had politely rejected. “Why? Malric? What is wrong with Melissa?” She had finally snapped at me after I had declined the forty ninth girl. “Time is running out on you. You don’t want your father to take matters into his own hands, do you?”I had given her the same monotonous reply, “I didn’t feel the spark, mother. She has to be the right one, she
I took a deep, shaky breath. I was done chastising myself for not listening to my wolf.Why did I think he’d ever choose me over his birthright in the first place? I thought Malric was a saint in the midst of the darkness that clothed this world, always striving to do the right thing no matter the criticism…but I was wrong. He was just like everyone else, a shadow thriving in the dark. I sniffled and picked up my bag. My stomach grumbled with hunger, but the light pulsing of my shattered heart was all I could hear. A reminder of the feelings I harbored for Malric. It broke me, and I let it. I didn’t want to cry at all tonight, maybe when I was out of the pack’s borders.To leave the pack, I had to be stealth, sober in fact. One wrong move could lead to my death. I should have taken Lyra’s help when she offered it. Leaving on my own was far more dangerous…but I had to. ‘But no, stupid, you just had to go and dismantle whatever was left of your fragile heart by meeting that monst
It couldn’t be.Not this particular tree! I swallowed, tears welling up in my swollen eyelids. How could he bring her here? This spot under the slender branches of the massive willow tree was where Malric and I had first met. That special night his arms had curled around me, behind the cascading branches that created a curtain-like effect. We had touched each other here for the first time and that was the night that had rippled right through the normalcy of my life; the night we discovered that we were mates. That was how sacred this tree was and he defiled it by bringing her here! That night had been the last time I experienced a romance so pure and genuine. After that, Malric had hidden our love away, locked up in the apartment he bought for me, along with his promises and sweet words. And every emotion, every show of passion had resulted into something sexual since then. Even on the nights that I wanted to just sit and talk, bask in the fullness and warmth of his presence,
The alarm clock rang.I ignored it, apathetic about breaking my perfect attendance record.My heart still laid at the base of my stomach, dismantled and drowned of every emotion I have ever felt. Not a flicker of hope, just melancholy swooping in like a deserted ocean. I sniffled and tossed the squeezed tissue into the trash can. It was already full, so it just hit another tissue and bounced to the floor. I knew that no one would even notice my absence today. Maybe Chadwick might, if he wasn’t too obsessed with gawking at Sasha Blackwell. I had told him severally, an omega will never get the chance to fuck someone as highly ranked as-A knock suddenly sounded on my door, sending a jolt through my body. Malric? My wolf sprang to life and growled excitedly. Maybe he had realized his fault and wanted to reconcile! Oh, how I had prayed for this at night!It had to be him! No one else knew where I stayed, this apartment was also part of our secret. I scrambled out of bed and a tira