Alaina
I was casted out. Exiled from the Moonridge Pack like a forgotten leader stripped of her crown, I wandered, lost, aching, broken. Every step away from the life I’d once known felt like a cruel echo of failure. The silence around me was deafening, the world too big for the small space I now occupied in it. "If only I could help you..." Edith’s voice stirred gently within me, her sorrow lacing through every word. My heart clenched with guilt. I walked on, arms wrapped tightly around myself as though they could hold together all the shattered parts of me. "You already do," I murmured, brushing back tangled strands of hair from my face. Hunger gnawed at my stomach, but it was the uncertainty that truly crippled me. It wasn’t just the loss of my home or the title. I couldn’t shift. No matter how hard I tried, Edith remained trapped inside, her spirit restless. The seal Cole’s father tried to break still held strong. And in that stubborn silence of my wolf, I questioned everything. Did Cole ever truly accept me? "He may have been the one fate chose... but I don't think he’s the one our soul yearns for," Edith whispered with something close to hope. I lifted my gaze toward the sky, clouds heavy and gray above me. Was she right? "Maybe it doesn't matter anymore," I sighed, dragging in a breath thick with exhaustion. "If I don’t find work, I’ll be labeled rogue. I’ll become a threat, another name in a cautionary tale." "Then let’s survive, Alaina. We can figure out the rest later." I nodded, more to her than to myself, and pressed on. --- The apartment complex was quiet and eerily so. Faded walls, cracked pavement, the kind of stillness that clung like a second skin. I paused at the entrance, taking in the stillness when a door creaked open. An elderly woman with a sharp stare and a trash bag in hand stepped into view. "Looking for a place to stay?" Her voice was clipped, suspicious. I hesitated. "Um, yes..." "$500 a month, includes utilities," she cut in before I could finish. "That’s $1000 upfront. TV’s in the room. Pick any that's open." The coldness in her tone nearly made me flinch. Too expensive. I didn’t have a dime, let alone a thousand dollars. If Cole had left me the credit card, maybe… "I...I’m hoping to get a job soon. Could we possibly work out a lower rate?" I asked, forcing a polite smile. She narrowed her eyes. "Aren’t you already working? Or are you just wandering, packless?" The question hit harder than it should have. "It’s… complicated." "Then you’re not welcome," she snapped, setting the trash down with finality. "Come back when you have a job." "Wait! Please..." The door slammed before I could finish. Alone again. Just me and the wind. I clenched my fists, jaw tight. "No. I won’t give up. Not again." --- Hours passed. Rejection after rejection. Hotels, shops, every door closed before I even got a word in. They all wanted details I couldn't give. Eventually, I found myself in the golden-lit lobby of a luxurious five-star hotel, standing under crystal chandeliers and rich velvet accents. It felt like stepping into another world. A bulletin board caught my eye—Hiring: Hotel Cleaners. My heartbeat quickened. I hurried to the reception desk. “I’m here about the job,” I said, more hopeful than I’d been all day. The woman behind the counter blinked. "Oh... the cleaning position?" "Yes. That one." “Perfect timing. The manager’s been desperate to fill that role. Hold on a moment.” She disappeared into the back. I stood still, drinking in the opulenc, polished marble floors, the gentle clink of silverware from the dining area, the quiet hush that only wealth could buy. I didn’t belong here, but maybe, just maybe I could earn a place. The manager returned. Tall, poised, with stern brown eyes that assessed me in seconds. “You’re looking for work?” she asked. “Yes.” “Don’t stutter,” she said coolly. “We get dozens of applicants. Do you have a resume?” I swallowed. "I don't, but I’ve managed large spaces, worked with teams, led a pack. I’m… adaptable, quick to learn. And I can prove myself." She said nothing. "I really need this," I added, my voice lower now. “I haven’t eaten today. Just a chance, that’s all I’m asking.” Her eyes softened. Barely. "You’ll do one task. Deliver this to a guest room. Room 628." "I can do that!" I said, relief flooding me. "You’ll be paid after. We depend on good guest reviews, don’t mess it up," she said flatly before turning on her heel. I turned to the receptionist, who was now placing a sealed box on the counter. "You sure you can handle this?" she asked skeptically. “I’ve stayed in enough hotels to know my way around,” I replied quickly, snatching up the box. --- I moved through the plush hallways with a confidence I didn’t feel. Room 628. Second floor. Then I glanced down at the box. Condoms. Seriously? I told myself not to overthink it. Hotels stocked all sorts of things. This was just another delivery. I knocked twice. No answer. Just as I raised my hand again, the door opened. And there he was. Towel around his waist, steam curling around his shoulders, water still clinging to his chest. Tall. Sculpted. Green eyes that saw too much. Blond hair. Strong jaw. Familiar. My heart sank. Adrian Martinez Alpha of the Blackwood Pack. I remembered that face too well, from the banquet, from the whispers in hushed voices. Please don’t recognize me… I forced a tight smile, keeping my eyes fixed on the box in my hands and willing my pulse to steady.Adrian’s POVI could see every flicker of emotion that crossed Alaina’s face when I spoke the truth. She tried to keep her distance, to stay composed, but her eyes betrayed her. They lingered on me just a little too long. There was still something there, something neither of us wanted to admit out loud. I could feel the ache in her, echoing the one buried deep inside my chest.“She was angry with me all along,” she whispered, her voice heavy with pain. Her shoulders slumped as if the words themselves weighed her down.My chest tightened. I wanted nothing more than to take that pain away. “You don’t have to carry that,” I said softly, reaching for her hand resting on the desk. “She doesn’t matter, not really. She’s just noise. And we have what we need to shut her down for good. We’re stronger than anything she can throw at us.”Her hand didn’t pull away. She looked at me, and in her gaze, I saw something close to peace. Maybe even trust.I
Alaina's POVAdrian and I sat across from each other in the solar room of the pack house. The late afternoon sunlight spilled through the tall windows, bathing the space in golden warmth, but the tension between us chilled the air. He had gone so far as to prepare a drink for me, something sweet and light, but neither of us had touched it.For a while, we simply stared at one another, words hovering unspoken between us. My throat felt tight, and it took every ounce of strength just to speak.“I think... you might be right,” I said finally, my voice cracking as I exhaled sharply. “About Grace. I think you were right to say I should be careful around her.”Admitting that felt like betrayal. Grace had always been someone I trusted, someone I clung to when the world fell apart. But lately, the feeling that something wasn’t quite right had begun to creep in, and now it clung to my chest like a weight.Adrian's expression didn’t shift, but his
Alaina's POVThe alliance between the Crescent Pack and the Blackwood Pack was finally official.For the first time in a long while, the atmosphere around the territory felt… hopeful. There was no more talk of rivalry, no lingering tension or suspicion between the two groups. The people had welcomed Gareth’s leadership without resistance. Whatever doubts they once held had dissolved, replaced by unity and a shared purpose.I should’ve felt at peace—but deep inside, something kept clawing at me. A quiet voice that wouldn’t let me relax.With Gareth stepping into a leadership role, the pack had grown more secure, and for a while, safety had returned. But what most didn’t know—what none of them could guess—was that a grand ball was being planned behind the scenes. A lavish celebration meant to commemorate this historic alliance. It was to be held within our territory, under our roof. A statement of strength and elegance, resurrecting an old Blackwood
Alaina's POVI stood face to face with Issac, who seemed unusually hesitant, his eyes darting away as though the weight of unspoken words sat heavy on his chest.“You need to tell me now,” I urged, my voice steady but edged with quiet urgency.His hands folded tightly across his chest, a nervous reflex that didn’t go unnoticed. “You don’t understand how much the Alpha has been affected by your choice,” he murmured, almost as if he were afraid of the truth he carried.The moment hit me like a sudden downpour. My heart skipped a beat, and for a second, I forgot how to breathe. My lips parted slightly, but no words came out. I just stared at him, unsure how to respond, my thoughts scrambling to catch up with the emotions building in my chest.“I feel terrible for issuing those orders, Alaina—” he began, his voice cracking with guilt.“No.” I stopped him gently but firmly. “If it’s what it takes to keep him safe, then it was the righ
Adrian's POVMy chest tightens every time Alaina walks away from me, as if each step she takes rips something vital from within. The ache is relentless. I never wanted this—I never wanted to fall for anyone, let alone fall this hard. I'd sworn never to love, convinced that opening my heart would destroy everything I had built.But here I am, ready to fall to my knees just to have her look at me the way she once did.Growing up, I learned to bury my feelings. No one cared for them. No one made space for them. I taught myself to stay cold, detached, safe. But Alaina… she melted that armor without even trying. And now, without her, it’s like I’m crumbling.I keep telling myself to focus—on myself, on my pack, on protecting what matters. But my wolf, Blaze, is restless. He’s hurting, howling at the distance between us. And every time I try to silence that pain, it only grows louder.Alaina acts like none of it happened. Like she never confess
Alaina's POV"We believe you, Alaina," Issac said slowly, his expression somber. "You're innocent. But whoever exposed you… they likely had motives far deeper than we understand. Right now, we need unity to stand against the threat from the Moonridge Pack before we can even think about uncovering the full truth."He paused, letting out a heavy breath as if the weight of the world sat on his shoulders. "But first, we have to restore our pack's reputation. We need to rebuild the trust we've lost and stabilize things."I nodded, though the ache in my chest made it hard to breathe. "So you’re telling me to stop chasing the truth and just focus on rebuilding what was broken. Even if that means letting the lies stay buried."Issac didn’t say anything. His silence confirmed everything.Part of me wanted—no, needed—him to give me permission. To tell me it was okay to love Adrian openly. To reassure me that I could fight for my heart. But he staye