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Zara’s POV The sealed envelope sat on the hospital table between me and the doctor like a ticking time bomb. My name was written across the front in neat handwriting, but inside was the answer to a question I wasn't sure I wanted answered. "Are you certain you don't want me to discuss the results with you?" Dr. Martinez asked gently. She was a kind woman with graying hair and understanding eyes, probably used to dealing with women in crisis. "I'm sure," I said quickly. "I just need a moment to... process." Green squeezed my hand. "Take all the time you need." But time wasn't going to make this easier. The envelope would contain the same results whether I opened it now or in an hour. I reached for it with trembling fingers. "Do you want me to—" Green started. "No. I need to do this myself." The paper rustled as I tore it open, the sound unnaturally loud in the quiet room. I unfolded the lab results, scanning the medical jargon until I found the words that would change everything. Test Result: POSITIVE Estimated Gestational Age: 2 weeks The paper slipped from my numb fingers, floating to the floor like a white flag of surrender. "Zara?" Green's voice seemed to come from very far away. "What does it say?" "I'm pregnant." The words tasted foreign on my tongue. "Two weeks." Green did the math in her head, her eyes widening. "That means..." "Josh." I stared at the wall, trying to process this new reality. "It has to be Josh. The timing matches exactly." Three weeks ago, I'd been planning an anniversary dinner for a man who was cheating on me. Three weeks ago, I'd believed I had a family who loved me. Three weeks ago, I was a completely different person. Now I was pregnant with a stranger's baby. "Honey," Dr. Martinez said softly, "I know this is overwhelming, but you have options. You don't have to make any decisions today." Options. Right. I nodded numbly, not trusting myself to speak. The drive home passed in silence. Green kept glancing at me like she expected me to have a breakdown, but I felt strangely empty. Shock, probably. The human mind could only process so much chaos before it simply shut down. "You need to tell Josh," Green said as we pulled into her driveway. "No." "Zara, he's the father. He has a right to know." "I'll handle this myself." My voice came out flat, emotionless. "I don't need anyone else's input on what to do with my own body." "But—" "Green, please. I just found out I'm pregnant with my boss's baby. A man I've known for weeks. Can I have five minutes to wrap my head around this before you start making plans?" She held up her hands in surrender. "Okay. But I'm here for you, whatever you decide. You know that, right?" "I know." I managed a weak smile. "Thank you. For everything." Inside the apartment, I collapsed onto the couch and stared at the ceiling. Pregnant. I was going to have a baby. Josh's baby. The man who'd saved me from rock bottom was now tied to me in the most complicated way possible. How was I supposed to tell him? Hey, remember that night you took pity on the broken woman in a hotel room? Well, congratulations, you're going to be a father. My phone rang, startling me out of my spiral. "Hello Zara,how are you doing." "Hey Josh, I'm sorry but I don't think I can come in today. I'm still feeling sick, and I don't want to affect my productivity—" "Zara, slow down. Are you okay? You sound terrible." "I'm fine. Just need another day to rest." "Of course. Take all the time you need. Do you want me to send someone over with soup or medicine or anything?" The kindness in his voice made my chest tight. "No, I'm fine. Really." "Okay. Get some sleep, and I'll check on you tomorrow." After I hung up, I curled into a ball on the couch and finally let myself cry. Not the angry, desperate tears of the past few days, but quiet, overwhelmed tears for the impossible situation I'd found myself in. The knock on the door came around 7 PM. Green had gone to teach an evening art class, leaving me alone with my thoughts and a half-eaten bowl of cereal. I opened the door expecting to see a delivery driver or maybe Green's neighbor. Instead, Josh stood on the doorstep with two large grocery bags and a concerned expression. "What are you doing here?" I asked, pulling my robe tighter around me. "Bringing supplies for the invalid." He held up the bags. "Soup, crackers, ginger tea, those weird electrolyte drinks that taste like melted popsicles." "Josh, you didn't need to—" "Can I come in? These bags are heavier than they look." I stepped aside, and he bustled into the kitchen like he belonged there. The domestic scene felt surreal—this successful businessman unpacking groceries in Green's tiny kitchen while I stood there in pajamas, harboring his secret. "You look better," he said, studying my face. "Still pale, but better." "I feel better. Thank you for this, but you really didn't have to come all the way over here." "I wanted to." He moved closer, close enough that I could smell his cologne. "I was worried about you. When you left work yesterday, you looked..." "Like death warmed over?" "Fragile." His hand came up to cup my cheek, thumb brushing across my skin. "I don't like seeing you hurt." My breath caught. The gentleness in his touch, the concern in his eyes—it was everything Robert had never been. Everything I'd never thought I deserved. "Josh..." He leaned closer, his intentions clear. I should have stepped back, should have told him about the baby, should have been responsible. Instead, I stood frozen as his face moved closer to mine, our lips inches apart. The front door burst open. "I forgot my—" Green stopped dead, taking in the scene. "Oh. Well, this is cozy." Josh and I sprang apart like guilty teenagers. "Green," I said quickly, "Josh just brought some soup—" "Uh-huh." Green's eyes sparkled with mischief. "Don't mind me, I'm just grabbing my easel and then I'll be out of your hair." She winked at me before heading upstairs. "Carry on, you two!" Josh laughed, running a hand through his hair. "Well, that wasn't awkward at all." "She has terrible timing," I said, grateful for the interruption even if I couldn't admit it. "Or perfect timing, depending on your perspective." We stared at each other for a moment, the charged atmosphere from before dissipated but not entirely gone. "You should go," I said softly. "It's getting late, and you have work tomorrow." Josh nodded, understanding the dismissal for what it was. "You're right. But Zara?" "Yeah?" "I meant what I said. I care about you. More than I probably should, considering we're working together now." He moved toward me one more time, but instead of trying to kiss me, he pressed his lips gently to my forehead. The gesture was tender, protective, and it made my heart ache with longing. "Get some rest," he murmured against my skin. "I'll see you when you're feeling better." "Good night, Josh." "Good night, beautiful." After he left, I leaned against the closed door and touched my forehead where his lips had been. For five years with Robert, I'd never felt truly cherished. But Josh—Josh looked at me like I was something precious, something worth protecting. How was I supposed to tell him that our complicated situation had just become infinitely more complicated? And more terrifyingly, how was I supposed to ignore the growing certainty that I was falling for him? The next day at work, I felt like I was walking around with a neon sign flashing "PREGNANT" above my head. Every time Josh smiled at me, every casual touch when he handed me files, every concerned glance—it all felt magnified now that I knew the truth. I retreated to my office during lunch break and called Green. "How are you holding up?" she asked immediately. "I'm a mess, Green. Josh brought me soup last night, and he was so sweet, and I almost told him everything." "Maybe you should have." "Are you insane? I thought we’re over this. I just got this job. If I tell him I'm pregnant with his baby, he'll think I'm some kind of gold digger trying to trap him." "Zara, you can't keep this secret forever—" "Well, well, well. Look what the cat dragged in." I spun around to find Katy standing in my office doorway, looking perfectly put-together in an expensive suit and that same smug smile she'd worn on Robert's couch. "What the hell are you doing here?" I snapped, quickly ending the call. "Working, obviously." She sauntered into my office like she owned the place. "Three-month contract position. Project coordinator. Josh hired me himself." Her smile turned vicious. "Small world, isn't it?" My blood ran cold. "You need to leave. Now." "Oh, I don't think so. See, I couldn't help but overhear your little phone conversation. Pregnant with Josh's baby?" She tsked. "That's quite the development, Zara." "You were eavesdropping—" "The door was open, and you weren't exactly whispering." Katy examined her perfectly manicured nails. "So Josh is the father of your little bastard child. How deliciously scandalous." "Don't you dare say a word to anyone," I hissed, standing up so fast my chair rolled backward. "Not to Josh, not to anyone in this company, and especially not to Robert." Katy threw her head back and laughed. "Oh, this is rich. You think you can order me around? After the way you humiliated me that night?" "You humiliated yourself by screwing my fiancé." "And now you're fucking your boss. Seems we're even." My hands clenched into fists. "What do you want, Katy?" "You're insane." Katy's smile widened dangerously. "Am I? Because I'm about to march into Josh's office right now and tell him everything I just heard." She took a step toward the door, then paused. "Unless..." "Unless what?" My voice came out as a desperate whisper. "Unless you agree to one simple condition." I stared at her, my heart hammering against my ribs. "What condition?" Katy's smile turned predatory. "I'll tell you tomorrow. Think about it, Zara. Think about whether keeping this job is worth the humiliation of everyone knowing what you really are." She turned and walked out of my office, leaving me standing there with my world crashing down around me once again. What condition could she possibly want? And more terrifyingly, what lengths would I go to in order to protect my secret?Chapter 47Zara’s POVTwo weeks had passed since I’d stood up to my adoptive parents, and I still felt the surge of power from that phone call. But today, sitting in the sleek room of the Law Firm handling my case, that confidence was starting to waver.“Ms. Williams, I know this is difficult, but I need you to walk me through everything,” Rebecca Job said, her kind eyes meeting mine across the polished mahogany table. She was Josh’s lawyer—a sharp woman in her mid-forties with silver-streaked hair pulled back in an elegant bun. “Start from the beginning. Your earliest memories of how your adoptive parents treated you.”Josh squeezed my hand under the table. He’d insisted on being here for this, and I was grateful. I didn’t think I could do this alone.“They never loved me,” I began, my voice barely above a whisper. “Not the way parents are supposed to love their children.”“Can you give me specific examples?”I took a deep breath. “When I was seven, I got straight A’s on my report ca
Chapter 46Zara’s POVI woke up to cold sheets beside me and an emptiness that went far beyond the physical space in the bed. My hand reached out instinctively to where Josh should have been, finding nothing but rumpled blankets and the faint scent of his cologne.The memories of last night came flooding back—my anger, my accusations, the way I’d locked him out of our bedroom like he was the enemy instead of the man fighting to protect us.Guilt twisted in my stomach. I’d been so cruel, blaming him for everything when all he’d done was try to love me, try to protect me, try to give us a future. And I’d thrown it back in his face because I was scared and overwhelmed.I lay there staring at the ceiling, missing the warmth of his body next to mine, the way he’d wrap his arm around my belly while we slept, the soft kisses he’d press to my shoulder when he woke before me. We’d only been living together a short time, but I’d already gotten used to waking up in his arms. Last night was the f
Chapter 45 Josh’s POVThe drive home felt longer than usual, my mind replaying every interaction I’d had over the past few months, searching for clues about how certain information about me and Zara got out. By the time I pulled into the driveway, I’d mentally suspected and cleared dozens of people, getting nowhere.Zara was waiting for me in the living room, wrapped in a blanket, her eyes wide with concern.“Tell me everything,” she said before I could even close the door.I sat down beside her and recounted the entire meeting—Robert’s smug confidence, his accusations about the lawsuit, and finally, the two horrific options he’d presented.“He wanted you to say the baby isn’t yours?” Zara’s voice was barely a whisper, her hand instinctively moving to her belly. “Or leave me completely?”“Yes. But Zara, you have to know I would never—”“I know.” She grabbed my hand tightly. “I know you wouldn’t do either of those things. But Josh, if he’s this determined to destroy us, what are we go
Chapter 44Josh’s POVThe restaurant Robert chose was upscale and private—the kind of place where business deals were made over expensive wine and quiet conversations. I arrived fifteen minutes early, needing the time to compose myself, to prepare for whatever game he was about to play.He walked in exactly on time, wearing a tailored suit and that infuriating smile that made my blood boil. He looked relaxed, confident, like a man who held all the cards.“Josh,” he said, extending his hand like we were old friends meeting for lunch.I ignored the gesture. “Let’s skip the pleasantries. You said you had a proposal.”“Straight to business. I respect that.” He sat down across from me, signaling the waiter. “But first, let’s order. I find these conversations go better over good food.”“I’m not here to eat. I’m here to listen to whatever bullshit proposal you think I’m going to accept.”Robert’s smile widened. “Still so hostile. Even when I’m offering you a way out of this mess.”“The mess
Chapter 43Zara’s POVI must have dozed off on the couch because the sound of the front door opening startled me awake. Josh walked in looking exhausted and angry, his jaw tight and his eyes dark.“How did it go?” I asked, though his expression told me everything I needed to know.He came and sat beside me, taking my hands in his. “They’re not backing down. They’re going to fight this lawsuit with everything they have.”“What did they say?”“They claimed you signed some contract when you turned eighteen, agreeing to pay them back for raising you. It’s complete bullshit, Zara. Either they forged it, or it was signed under duress, which means it’s not legally binding anyway.”I felt tears welling up again. “I never signed anything like that. I swear to you, Josh, I would remember something like that.”“I know. And my lawyers will prove it.” He pulled me into his arms. “But they’re playing dirty. They threatened to drag this out, to make it as stressful as possible throughout your pregna
Chapter 42 Josh’s POV I stood frozen in the doorway, the papers trembling in my hands. $847,000. They wanted nearly a million dollars from Zara for the “privilege” of being raised by people who never loved her. “Josh?” Zara’s voice pulled me from my shock. “What is it? What’s in the envelope?” I looked up at her, sitting on the couch with Green beside her, both of them watching me with growing concern. My first instinct was to hide this from her, to protect her from the stress. But I’d promised no more secrets. “It’s nothing urgent,” I said, trying to keep my voice steady. “Just some legal documents.” “Legal documents about what?” She was already trying to stand up, but Green gently pushed her back down. “Zara, you need to rest—” “Josh, if you don’t tell me what’s in those papers right now, I’m going to lose my mind.” Her voice was rising, panic evident. “Is it about Robert? Is he suing us? What’s happening?” I walked slowly back to the couch, the papers clutched in my hand.







