MasukChapter 7
Zara’s POV The sealed envelope sat on the hospital table between me and the doctor like a ticking time bomb. My name was written across the front in neat handwriting, but inside was the answer to a question I wasn't sure I wanted answered. "Are you certain you don't want me to discuss the results with you?" Dr. Martinez asked gently. She was a kind woman with graying hair and understanding eyes, probably used to dealing with women in crisis. "I'm sure," I said quickly. "I just need a moment to... process." Green squeezed my hand. "Take all the time you need." But time wasn't going to make this easier. The envelope would contain the same results whether I opened it now or in an hour. I reached for it with trembling fingers. "Do you want me to—" Green started. "No. I need to do this myself." The paper rustled as I tore it open, the sound unnaturally loud in the quiet room. I unfolded the lab results, scanning the medical jargon until I found the words that would change everything. Test Result: POSITIVE Estimated Gestational Age: 2 weeks The paper slipped from my numb fingers, floating to the floor like a white flag of surrender. "Zara?" Green's voice seemed to come from very far away. "What does it say?" "I'm pregnant." The words tasted foreign on my tongue. "Two weeks." Green did the math in her head, her eyes widening. "That means..." "Josh." I stared at the wall, trying to process this new reality. "It has to be Josh. The timing matches exactly." Three weeks ago, I'd been planning an anniversary dinner for a man who was cheating on me. Three weeks ago, I'd believed I had a family who loved me. Three weeks ago, I was a completely different person. Now I was pregnant with a stranger's baby. "Honey," Dr. Martinez said softly, "I know this is overwhelming, but you have options. You don't have to make any decisions today." Options. Right. I nodded numbly, not trusting myself to speak. The drive home passed in silence. Green kept glancing at me like she expected me to have a breakdown, but I felt strangely empty. Shock, probably. The human mind could only process so much chaos before it simply shut down. "You need to tell Josh," Green said as we pulled into her driveway. "No." "Zara, he's the father. He has a right to know." "I'll handle this myself." My voice came out flat, emotionless. "I don't need anyone else's input on what to do with my own body." "But—" "Green, please. I just found out I'm pregnant with my boss's baby. A man I've known for weeks. Can I have five minutes to wrap my head around this before you start making plans?" She held up her hands in surrender. "Okay. But I'm here for you, whatever you decide. You know that, right?" "I know." I managed a weak smile. "Thank you. For everything." Inside the apartment, I collapsed onto the couch and stared at the ceiling. Pregnant. I was going to have a baby. Josh's baby. The man who'd saved me from rock bottom was now tied to me in the most complicated way possible. How was I supposed to tell him? Hey, remember that night you took pity on the broken woman in a hotel room? Well, congratulations, you're going to be a father. My phone rang, startling me out of my spiral. "Hello Zara,how are you doing." "Hey Josh, I'm sorry but I don't think I can come in today. I'm still feeling sick, and I don't want to affect my productivity—" "Zara, slow down. Are you okay? You sound terrible." "I'm fine. Just need another day to rest." "Of course. Take all the time you need. Do you want me to send someone over with soup or medicine or anything?" The kindness in his voice made my chest tight. "No, I'm fine. Really." "Okay. Get some sleep, and I'll check on you tomorrow." After I hung up, I curled into a ball on the couch and finally let myself cry. Not the angry, desperate tears of the past few days, but quiet, overwhelmed tears for the impossible situation I'd found myself in. The knock on the door came around 7 PM. Green had gone to teach an evening art class, leaving me alone with my thoughts and a half-eaten bowl of cereal. I opened the door expecting to see a delivery driver or maybe Green's neighbor. Instead, Josh stood on the doorstep with two large grocery bags and a concerned expression. "What are you doing here?" I asked, pulling my robe tighter around me. "Bringing supplies for the invalid." He held up the bags. "Soup, crackers, ginger tea, those weird electrolyte drinks that taste like melted popsicles." "Josh, you didn't need to—" "Can I come in? These bags are heavier than they look." I stepped aside, and he bustled into the kitchen like he belonged there. The domestic scene felt surreal—this successful businessman unpacking groceries in Green's tiny kitchen while I stood there in pajamas, harboring his secret. "You look better," he said, studying my face. "Still pale, but better." "I feel better. Thank you for this, but you really didn't have to come all the way over here." "I wanted to." He moved closer, close enough that I could smell his cologne. "I was worried about you. When you left work yesterday, you looked..." "Like death warmed over?" "Fragile." His hand came up to cup my cheek, thumb brushing across my skin. "I don't like seeing you hurt." My breath caught. The gentleness in his touch, the concern in his eyes—it was everything Robert had never been. Everything I'd never thought I deserved. "Josh..." He leaned closer, his intentions clear. I should have stepped back, should have told him about the baby, should have been responsible. Instead, I stood frozen as his face moved closer to mine, our lips inches apart. The front door burst open. "I forgot my—" Green stopped dead, taking in the scene. "Oh. Well, this is cozy." Josh and I sprang apart like guilty teenagers. "Green," I said quickly, "Josh just brought some soup—" "Uh-huh." Green's eyes sparkled with mischief. "Don't mind me, I'm just grabbing my easel and then I'll be out of your hair." She winked at me before heading upstairs. "Carry on, you two!" Josh laughed, running a hand through his hair. "Well, that wasn't awkward at all." "She has terrible timing," I said, grateful for the interruption even if I couldn't admit it. "Or perfect timing, depending on your perspective." We stared at each other for a moment, the charged atmosphere from before dissipated but not entirely gone. "You should go," I said softly. "It's getting late, and you have work tomorrow." Josh nodded, understanding the dismissal for what it was. "You're right. But Zara?" "Yeah?" "I meant what I said. I care about you. More than I probably should, considering we're working together now." He moved toward me one more time, but instead of trying to kiss me, he pressed his lips gently to my forehead. The gesture was tender, protective, and it made my heart ache with longing. "Get some rest," he murmured against my skin. "I'll see you when you're feeling better." "Good night, Josh." "Good night, beautiful." After he left, I leaned against the closed door and touched my forehead where his lips had been. For five years with Robert, I'd never felt truly cherished. But Josh—Josh looked at me like I was something precious, something worth protecting. How was I supposed to tell him that our complicated situation had just become infinitely more complicated? And more terrifyingly, how was I supposed to ignore the growing certainty that I was falling for him? The next day at work, I felt like I was walking around with a neon sign flashing "PREGNANT" above my head. Every time Josh smiled at me, every casual touch when he handed me files, every concerned glance—it all felt magnified now that I knew the truth. I retreated to my office during lunch break and called Green. "How are you holding up?" she asked immediately. "I'm a mess, Green. Josh brought me soup last night, and he was so sweet, and I almost told him everything." "Maybe you should have." "Are you insane? I thought we’re over this. I just got this job. If I tell him I'm pregnant with his baby, he'll think I'm some kind of gold digger trying to trap him." "Zara, you can't keep this secret forever—" "Well, well, well. Look what the cat dragged in." I spun around to find Katy standing in my office doorway, looking perfectly put-together in an expensive suit and that same smug smile she'd worn on Robert's couch. "What the hell are you doing here?" I snapped, quickly ending the call. "Working, obviously." She sauntered into my office like she owned the place. "Three-month contract position. Project coordinator. Josh hired me himself." Her smile turned vicious. "Small world, isn't it?" My blood ran cold. "You need to leave. Now." "Oh, I don't think so. See, I couldn't help but overhear your little phone conversation. Pregnant with Josh's baby?" She tsked. "That's quite the development, Zara." "You were eavesdropping—" "The door was open, and you weren't exactly whispering." Katy examined her perfectly manicured nails. "So Josh is the father of your little bastard child. How deliciously scandalous." "Don't you dare say a word to anyone," I hissed, standing up so fast my chair rolled backward. "Not to Josh, not to anyone in this company, and especially not to Robert." Katy threw her head back and laughed. "Oh, this is rich. You think you can order me around? After the way you humiliated me that night?" "You humiliated yourself by screwing my fiancé." "And now you're fucking your boss. Seems we're even." My hands clenched into fists. "What do you want, Katy?" "You're insane." Katy's smile widened dangerously. "Am I? Because I'm about to march into Josh's office right now and tell him everything I just heard." She took a step toward the door, then paused. "Unless..." "Unless what?" My voice came out as a desperate whisper. "Unless you agree to one simple condition." I stared at her, my heart hammering against my ribs. "What condition?" Katy's smile turned predatory. "I'll tell you tomorrow. Think about it, Zara. Think about whether keeping this job is worth the humiliation of everyone knowing what you really are." She turned and walked out of my office, leaving me standing there with my world crashing down around me once again. What condition could she possibly want? And more terrifyingly, what lengths would I go to in order to protect my secret?Chapter 93Zara’s POVFew weeks on, the moving truck arrived on a crisp Saturday morning. Not that I had much to move. A year of living in Green’s apartment hadn’t accumulated much beyond Phoenix’s toys and my clothes. Everything fit into a dozen boxes.“Are you sure about this?” Green asked, watching the movers load the last box. “You’re always welcome to stay here, you know. For as long as you need.”“I know. And I love you for that.” I adjusted Phoenix on my hip. He was fascinated by the moving truck, pointing and babbling excitedly. “But it’s time. Time to build something stable for Phoenix. Time to really start over.”“With your mom.”“With my mom,” I repeated, still getting used to saying it. “She has that huge mansion with more rooms than she knows what to do with. And she wants us there. She wants to be part of Phoenix’s life. Part of my life.”Green hugged me carefully, mindful of Phoenix between us. “I’m going to miss having you down the hall.”“I’m not disappearing. I’ll vi
Chapter 92Zara’s POVThe week after Josephine’s big reveal to me felt like living in a dream. I kept looking at the check, at the company documents, at my bank account that now had numbers I’d never imagined seeing. It didn’t feel real.But there was something else weighing on my mind. Something I needed to do.The money from Josh’s assets. Ten million dollars sitting untouched in an account because I’d never been able to bring myself to use it. It had felt like blood money, like profiting from loss, like accepting payment for pain.Now, with Josephine’s gift securing Phoenix’s future and mine, I finally knew what to do with it.I spent two days researching charities. Organizations that helped abuse survivors. Shelters for women escaping domestic violence. Programs that provided therapy for trauma victims. Legal aid funds for people trapped in abusive situations.I divided the ten million among fifteen different charities, carefully calculating how much each one would receive. Then I
Chapter 91Zara’s POVI called everyone the next morning. Green, Ovee, Maya, and even Emma. I needed them all to hear this in person, to share in what felt like the most surreal moment of my life.“Emergency meeting at my place,” I’d said. “Eleven o’clock. I have news.”Now they were all crowded into Green’s living room, which I was still calling home until I figured out what to do next. Phoenix was playing with his blocks in the corner while everyone looked at me expectantly.“So what’s the big news, is she your mother?” Green asked, practically bouncing in her seat. “You sounded so excited on the phone.”I took a deep breath. “I found my biological mother.”Silence.Then everyone started talking at once.“What?”“Are you serious?”I held up my hands, laughing. “Let me tell you everything.I told them everything. About the DNA test. About the results confirming she was my mother. About spending yesterday at her mansion hearing her story and telling her mine.“Oh my God, Zara,” Maya s
Chapter 90Zara’s POVThe inside of the mansion was even more impressive than the outside. High ceilings with crystal chandeliers, marble floors that gleamed under the afternoon light, artwork that looked like it belonged in museums. Everything was elegant and tasteful, speaking to wealth I’d only ever seen in magazines.“Please, sit,” Josephine said, leading me into a spacious living room with plush cream-colored sofas and floor-to-ceiling windows overlooking the gardens. “Make yourself comfortable. Can I get you anything? Water? Tea? Coffee?”“I’m okay, thank you.”“Actually, you know what? Let me have something prepared for you. Have you eaten lunch?”Before I could answer, Josephine walked to the doorway and called out, “Daniella!”A woman in her sixties appeared, wearing a simple uniform. “Yes, Mrs. Adams?”“Daniella, this is my daughter, Zara.” Josephine’s voice broke slightly on the word ‘daughter,’ like she still couldn’t quite believe it was real.Daniella’s eyes widened. “Yo
Chapter 89Zara’s POVWe met at Riverside Medical Center three days later. Josephine had already arranged everything, calling ahead to schedule the DNA test and handling all the paperwork.I arrived early, my stomach in knots. Phoenix was with Green again, and I was grateful for that. I needed to do this alone, without distractions.Josephine was already in the waiting room when I walked in. She stood immediately, her face brightening with hope and nervousness.“Zara. Thank you for coming.”“Of course.”We stood there awkwardly for a moment, two strangers who might be mother and daughter, neither of us knowing quite what to say.“They said it should be quick,” Josephine said finally. “Just a cheek swab for both of us. The results will take about a week.”“A week,” I repeated. Seven days of uncertainty.“I know it seems like a long time. But it’s worth it to know for sure.”A nurse called us back, and we followed her into a small examination room. The process was simple, painless. A co
Chapter 88 Zara’s POV I sat in the diner for another twenty minutes after Josephine left, staring at the photograph and the business card. My sandwich remained untouched, going cold on the plate. The waitress refilled my coffee twice without saying a word, probably sensing I needed space. My therapy appointment came and went. I couldn’t make myself move from the booth. Couldn’t make myself process what had just happened. A woman claiming to be my biological mother. A birthmark that matched perfectly. A birthday that aligned. A story that explained how I’d ended up abandoned on a roadside. It was too much. Too overwhelming. Finally, I forced myself to leave. I paid for the uneaten food and walked out into the afternoon sunlight, feeling disoriented and unsteady. I needed to talk to someone. Someone who would tell me I wasn’t crazy for even considering this woman’s claims. I pulled out my phone and called Green. She answered on the first ring. “Hey! How was therapy?” “I didn’t







