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Chapter 6

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Consciousness returned slowly, wrapped in thick, sticky layers of fog. My head felt like it was stuffed with cotton. My mouth was dry. The world came back in pieces.

First, the smell. Clean, sharp. Antiseptic. Not a hospital, but something close. A private clinic.

Second, the feel. Stiff sheets. A mattress that was too firm. The soft, constant beep of a monitor.

I opened my eyes. The light was dim, artificial. I was in a small, white room. There was a window, but the blinds were shut. A single door, probably locked. An IV line was taped to the back of my hand.

I was a prisoner. A patient-prisoner.

I tried to sit up, and a wave of dizziness hit me. The deep, hollow ache was still there, a constant background noise in my body. It was quieter now, dulled by whatever drugs were in the IV, but it was a presence. A reminder.

The door opened. A woman in a white coat entered. She had a kind smile, but her eyes were watchful, like Dr. Armani’s.

“Ah, you’re awake, Mr. Chase. How are you feeling
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