로그인Aiden Cole liked to be early. It gave him time to settle, to prepare, and to think. He arrived at the Harrison estate as usual, five minutes before the lesson. The staff knew him by now; the butler nodded politely and led him into the study.
The study was bright with morning light. Bookshelves lined the walls, and a large polished desk sat in the center. Aiden placed his folder on the desk, removed his jacket, and adjusted his tie. Everything was ready.
But the seat opposite him was empty.
He glanced at the grandfather clock. Ten minutes passed. Then twenty. He did not tap his pen or pace the room. He simply waited, silent, calm, patient.
Upstairs, Julian Harrison was sprawled across his bed in yesterday’s clothes. His blond hair stuck up in messy tufts. His shirt smelled of smoke and spilled alcohol, and his head pounded with a steady ache.
The ringing of his phone woke him, an alarm he had ignored twice already. He groaned, rolled over, and pulled the blanket over his face. The party last night had gone on until dawn. He hadn’t wanted to leave. Loud music, flashing lights, lips pressed against his cheek by strangers. Anything was better than dealing with tutors or his father’s rules.
A knock sounded at his door. “Mr. Julian,” the housekeeper called softly. “The professor is here.”
Julian cursed under his breath. He had forgotten. Again.
Dragging himself out of bed, he splashed water on his face but didn’t bother changing clothes. His shirt was wrinkled, his jeans stained, and his breath reeked. He didn’t care. He’d scared off plenty of tutors this way. If this new one couldn’t handle him at his worst, he would be gone soon too.
Julian stumbled down the stairs and pushed open the study door.
Aiden looked up from his notes. His gaze swept over Julian once. Bloodshot eyes, unsteady walk, clothes that smelled of alcohol. Then he returned to his folder.
“You’re thirty minutes late,” he said evenly.
Julian collapsed into the chair with a smirk. “You’re lucky I came at all. My bed was more comfortable.”
“Ah,” Aiden replied, flipping a page. “A true act of sacrifice. Should I alert the media?”
Julian paused, then chuckled. “Was that sarcasm?”
“Observation,” Aiden said. He slid a worksheet across the desk. “We’ll start here.”
Julian glanced at the paper, groaned, and dropped his head into his hands. “You really expect me to solve numbers like this? I can barely see straight.”
“That’s the cost of poor choices,” Aiden said calmly. “Now calculate the mean.”
Julian lifted his head, squinting at him. “You’re not going to tell me to shower first? Or to brush my teeth? Or to change?”
“No,” Aiden said. “Your appearance is your business. Your grades are mine. Now, focus.”
Julian blinked. That was new. Most tutors had scolded him or stormed out. This one didn’t flinch.
He picked up the pen reluctantly and scrawled numbers across the sheet. His handwriting was shaky, his math worse. He shoved the paper back across the desk.
Aiden scanned it quickly. “Wrong. You added too fast. Try again.”
Julian groaned, throwing his head back. “You’re killing me.”
“No,” Aiden said, expression blank. “That was your hangover.”
Julian stared at him for a second, then let out a short laugh. “You’re seriously not bothered by any of this?”
“I’m bothered when you waste time.” Aiden said, sliding the worksheet back. “Now correct the mistake.”
Julian sighed but leaned forward again, erasing and reworking the numbers. His head pounded with every line, but something about Aiden’s steady tone kept him from giving up.
After fifteen minutes, Julian dropped his pen. “Do you ever laugh? Or are you built of stone?”
“Occasionally,” Aiden said, without looking up.
“Occasionally?” Julian leaned back in his chair, studying him. “You’d be more fun if you did.”
“I’m not here to entertain you,” Aiden replied. “I’m here to make sure you don’t repeat another year.”
Julian snorted. “You sound like my father.”
“I doubt that,” Aiden said. “Your father pays me to teach. I don’t care what you do outside these walls.”
That silenced Julian. He picked up his pen again, a little less resistant this time.
The lesson continued, slow but steady. Aiden didn’t raise his voice, didn’t scold, didn’t comment on Julian’s appearance again. He only corrected mistakes and pushed him to finish each problem.
Julian tried to distract him with small talk. “So, do you even have a life outside of teaching?”
“Yes.”
“And?”
“And it’s none of your business,” Aiden said without hesitation.
Julian laughed, shaking his head. “You’re impossible.”
“And yet, you’re still sitting here,” Aiden said.
Julian tilted his head, amused. Most people gave up on him. This man didn’t.
After an hour, Aiden closed the folder. “Enough for today. Tomorrow, be on time. And sober.”
Julian smirked. “You’re not my dad.”
“No,” Aiden said, gathering his things. “But if I were, you’d be grounded.”
Julian’s laugh echoed softly through the study. “You’re different.”
“I’ll take that as a compliment,” Aiden replied.
He left the room without looking back.
Julian stayed behind, slouched in his chair. His head still ached, and he smelled like the party, but he found himself grinning.
No one had ever sat through his nonsense without cracking. No one had spoken to him with such calm sarcasm. No one had pushed him to finish when he wanted to quit.
For the first time, Julian wondered if maybe, just maybe, this professor wasn’t going anywhere. And the thought of it seemed to excite him.
Aiden's POV The morning air was crisp, sunlight stretching across the campus lawn in perfect symmetry. A normal day, but nothing about me felt normal. I had barely slept. Even when sleep came, it wasn’t rest. It was memory, Julian’s voice, his eyes on me, the way he had said it: ‘Do you wish it were you on that bed instead?’ It haunted every corner of my mind. I woke before dawn, showered, dressed, stared at my reflection a little too long. But when I opened my planner and saw “10:00 AM Julian Harrison (office)” written in neat blue ink, I froze. It wasn’t avoidance, it wasn’t weakness. It was self-preservation. And maybe it was fear. So I made the call. I told his father I wouldn’t be at the university today, but would make it up next week. I gave no excuse. That alone was unlike me, and he probably noticed, but I didn’t care. Today was not for teaching, today was for pretending. *** The store smelled of polished wood and expensive things. Glass cases sparkled with
Julian’s POVThe day started empty. Too quiet, too normal. The kind of morning that should’ve meant nothing but somehow felt wrong from the moment I opened my eyes.I got dressed, showed up to class like always, and waited. The clock ticked. Students murmured, shuffled, stared at the door like I did. But it never opened.Aiden didn’t come.At first, I thought maybe he was late. He never was, but people had off days. Even him. I sat there for an hour, pretending to read, pretending I wasn’t counting the seconds. By the third hour, I gave up pretending altogether.His office was locked when I went there. I waited outside anyway, sitting on the bench across the hall like an idiot, scrolling through my phone just to look occupied.Two hours later, my phone buzzed. My father.“Julian,” his voice came through, low and casual. “Sorry, I forgot to tell you earlier. Professor Cole called this morning. Said he won’t be able to make it today.”I froze. “Did he say why?”“He said something about
JULIAN’S POVThe bass was the first thing I felt. Deep, heavy, vibrating through my ribs like a heartbeat that wasn’t mine. Lights flashed over the crowd, painting everything in blue and red. I’d lost count of how many drinks I’d had, and I didn’t care. That was the point. To stop thinking. To stop feeling.I just wanted Aiden out of my head.But no matter how loud the music got, I could still hear him. His voice, that calm and measured tone. The way he said my name like it was something worth saying. The way he looked at me like he wanted to and hated himself for it.I wanted to burn that image away.That’s when I saw him, the guy with sharp eyes and a wicked grin, dancing alone like he owned the floor. He looked at me once, slow and deliberate, and it was all the invitation I needed.I pushed through the crowd, every movement a dare, every beat a reason not to think. Our eyes met again, and he smiled like he already knew what I wanted. Maybe he did.When I reached him, he leaned in
JULIAN'S POV I couldn’t get the image out of my head. Aiden standing there at the doorway, eyes wide, his face frozen for that brief, fragile moment before he turned around. I’d seen the way his jaw clenched, the faint tremor that ran through his hand, and most of all, the unmistakable strain beneath his trousers before he spun away. He could pretend all he wanted, but I saw it. I saw everything. That night, I barely slept. My mind kept replaying it over and over, like some forbidden movie that refused to end. The way his voice always stayed calm and steady, the way his glasses slid slightly down his nose when he read… I’d never noticed how beautiful he looked when he was focused, how soft his lips appeared when he said my name in that controlled, patient tone. Now I couldn’t stop noticing. This morning, I found myself staring at my closet longer than usual. For the first time, I actually cared about what I wore to his class. I picked a white shirt, fitted enough to cling to
Aiden always thought silence could fix things. If you stayed quiet long enough, problems lost their power. But now, sitting in his office waiting for Julian, silence only made things worse.Every time Aiden closed his eyes, he saw flashes of what had happened the day before. Julian in that stall. The sound he made. The sight he was never meant to see.Aiden ran a hand through his hair and took a deep breath. It was a mistake, he told himself. Just an accident. But that didn’t stop his chest from tightening.When the door opened, he looked up, and there was Julian, walking in like nothing had happened. No guilt, no shame. Just that same careless air that followed him everywhere.“Morning,” Julian said, dropping his bag on the floor.Aiden adjusted his tie, keeping his face unreadable. “You’re early today.”Julian smirked. “You told me to take this seriously.”“I didn’t think you actually would.”Julian gave a lazy shrug and sat down opposite him. “I’m full of surprises.”Aiden ignored
Julian told himself he was only killing time. Just a quick distraction, something to bleed out the restlessness that had coiled in his veins since morning. The boy pressed against the tiled wall of the university bathroom wasn’t even his type. Too short, too eager, but his mouth was wet, his hands quick, and for a while, that was all Julian needed. He was flushed, teeth sinking into his lower lip, when the sharp buzz of his alarm cut through the humid air.He froze.“Shit.”The boy pulled back, confused. Julian didn’t bother to explain. He zipped himself up, ignoring the ache between his legs that hadn’t been resolved, and grabbed his bag. The alarm was merciless: his reminder for Aiden’s class.Julian almost laughed at the irony. He had been seconds away from finishing, but now he had to walk across campus half-hard, with his body thrumming like he’d been wound too tight. He muttered another curse, ran a hand through his already disheveled hair, and bolted.By the time he reached Aid







