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~~~ My life was simple once. Sweet, even. Warm Mexican sunsets, the scent of bougainvillea in the courtyard, laughter echoing through cobblestone streetsâthose were my constants. I never imagined all of it would vanish the moment I said 'I do.' Maybe I never imagined all the changes because I never thought I'd marry into a Mafia family, but I did. This is both ironic and funny, considering that my father spent his last years trying his very damned best to remove usâthe De la Cruzâfrom the Mexican Cartel. My marriage to Ryat Reigns didnât just change my name; it uprooted my soul and dragged me into a world I was once removed fromâa world ruled by blood, power, and silence. From sunlit gardens in San CristĂłbal to the shadows of New Yorkâs underworld, I learned quickly that love isnât the only thing that bindsâitâs fear, itâs control, itâs survival. I lived as a faithful wife though. For five whole years, I lived as the faithful wife of the mighty Ryat Reigns, even though he treated me like trash, I tried my fucking bestâwhich is way more than I've ever tried for any relationship. All I wanted was for this shitty marriage to work out, if not for me, then for Angelo. But Ryat killed the last hope I had for us. He snatched my heart from behind the bars of its cage and smashed it into tiny little pieces at his feet. I'm unsure if that could be pieced together in this lifetime, and I'm very unwilling to try. While I was dutifully pregnant, and being the perfect wife, Ryat was out swinging his dick. I got wind of his depravities and went to check it out myself. My intention was to kill them both on the spot, but I didn't expect my innocent little girl to spiral like the way she did at the sight of her father banging some cheap slut. My sweet baby wasn't as strong as I had imagined, she couldn't stomach that blasphemous sight. She kicked. Angry, wanting to deal with them herself. It was a war controlling the pains, the emotions, the hurt... I dropped in a pool of my own blood. I lost my baby barely two weeks to my due date. Thirteen days. Thatâs all that stood between me and meeting my daughterâuntil she died inside me, all because of him. For this, I swore never to forgive my dear husband. "Argh!" I claw at his hands, pulling so he would release me. "You dare whore my pussy out to some uneducated dog in some cheap hotel!" Ryat's voice thunders as he releases my hair with a jerk, throwing me to the floor. I shoot back up immediately, holding my body on my knees, glaring defiantly at him. "Ow, now you have a lot to say about whoring oneself out." My vision blurs into a sharp white light as his palm collides with my cheek, sending me back to the ground. Heat rushes to the spot, pain spreads like wildfire, and my hearing shuts out, clouded by a long hard ring. I look back up, teeth barred at him. "I should have killed you," he says through clenched teeth. "I should have put a hole in your head just like I did that motherfucker." He killed SebastiĂĄn on the spot. One clean shot through the head. A sentence that I find to be too lenient for a bastard like Seb, but whatever. My fingers dig into the hardwood floor as I push myself up again, tasting blood where my teeth cut into my lip. "Go ahead, Ryat. Kill me too. Thatâs what youâre good at, right? Putting bullets in people when you canât control them?" His eyes darken, a storm rolling behind that cold, psychotic calm heâs always worn like a tailored suit. His chest heaves under the crisp white shirtâone I bought for him, one that still reeks of another womanâs perfume. "Donât tempt me, Purity," he growls, dragging his gun from the back of his waistband. The familiar click of the safety makes my skin crawl. "You think I wonât? You think that cunt between your legs makes you untouchable?" I laugh. The sound is bitter, cracked, and broken. "It used to. When you actually wanted it." His jaw ticks. He crouches down in front of me, gripping my chin so tight I feel bone grind. His breath is hot against my face, reeking of whiskey and rage. "You think you can humiliate me? ME?" His voice drops to that low, deadly tone that used to make my knees weakâbut now, it only feeds my hatred. "You embarrassed me in my own city, in my own name. You spread your legs for trash. For someone beneath you. Beneath me." My throat burns as I choke out the words, "And what about you, Ryat? Huh? How many whores have you fucked in my bed while I prayed for you? While I begged God to make you love me?" For a second, his eyes flickerâsomething between fury and guiltâbut then itâs gone. He smiles. That wicked, cruel smile that made me fall for the devil in the first place. "Don't give me that bullshit. Playing the victim." His teeth grind. "You were bold when you went on and had an affair, don't try being meek now. Why did you do it, by the way? To get back at me? Really?" I shove himâhard. "I'm not playing the victim, Ryat. In this game, you are the victim." He chuckles, tapping the gun to his side. I swallow, propping myself up on my knees. "When we lost our daughter, Ryatâ" He groans, turning away. Muttering cusses. "What did you do to comfort me?" My voice is sharp. "Did you even consider to ask how I was doing? No! You left me to go through all that on my own, while you continued fucking every whore in town." He turns back, swiftly. Placing the gun clean between my brows. I push my head into the barrel, daring him. "Shoot." He huffs, shaking his head slightly. Trying to contain his rage... to contain himself from pulling the trigger. "Shoot! Ryat. Don't be a coward and shoot!" "Mom?" My heart stops. The familiar voice of my son slicing deeper than any blade, sharper than any bullet. "Go inside, Saint." Ryat says, hand still holding the gun to my head. "Mommy and I have a little score to settle." I turn to him, a wide smile plastered on my face like it was drawn on. "Listen to Daddy, boy. Go inside." He remains still. Watching us from the top of the stairs, his hand clenched beside him. Crushing the bear he's holding. I feel Ryat's hand tremble with the gun, but he keeps it in place, unwilling to back down. I'm about to get the fuck up and go pick my son when a calm, familiar voice cuts through the silence. "Go to your room, Saint." I turn in the direction of the voice, my heart hammering wildly in my chest, threatening to jump out of place. My hands become sweaty, and my knees buck, wobbling like they're made of jelly. Then he steps out. From the shadowed mouth of the hallway, his figure emerges slowâdeliberate. His honey eyes glint under the chandelier, hard as amber and just as dangerous. His jaw is set, carved in steel, but a wide grin curls on his faceâdirected at my boy. "Mommy will come see you once you are inside," he keeps that sweet smile that's not a smile at all. Angelo nods, silent and obedient, but not before stealing one last glance at me. Then he disappears down the adjacent hall, Rosa scurrying after him. Once he's out of sight, Ryat grunts, and pain explodes in my guts. He kicked me. The motherfucker kicked me. I double over, breath burning in my throat, but Iâm already lunging for him when Ryanâs voice detonates like a gunshot. "Enough!" I whip my head toward him and almost forget how to breathe. Because standing there, framed by shadows and marble, is the man who left me naked in his bed five years ago⌠only to show up at my wedding to his brother. Ryan Reigns. Don of the Valente Mafia Group. My first love.RYANâ˘â˘â˘â˘â˘â˘â˘â˘The tip of the pen skids over the flat surface of the sheet, drawing aimless, swirly lines that mean nothing.It's difficult to pay attention when the mind is being corrupted by the image of a naked woman leisurely sprawled in front of you. The image of you taking her invitation and shoving your cock inside her wet pussy, fucking her raw against the hard desk, paying no attention to the consequences."Argh!" The pen clatters on the table as I recline into the chair, a hand brushing through my wet hair.I poured water over my head in the hopes of washing those nasty thoughts away. It didn't work.It's difficult to tell if Purity actually understands the gravity of her actions. Trying to pin brother against brother, family against family.She didn't try after that day when I arrived. She didn't get close after she left the room. She didn't even utter a word or try to get my attention after. It's almost as if she's given up.I should be happy, I know, but the dark part of m
PURITYâ˘â˘â˘â˘â˘â˘â˘â˘â˘â˘Human skulls. This motherfucker has human skulls decorating his shelfâbut what business is that of mine?I slide my hand to the side and let the strap of my body-hugging dress slip over my shoulder. I do the same with the second strap.I found this room during one of my aimless ventures around the house. I know prosthetic skulls with realistic detailing exist, but I knew at once these weren't those.Sometimes I wonder what happens to the children of the families they obliterate. Maybe the same thing that would happen to Angelo if the Reigns ever fall. Maybe I should stop thinking about it.I climb onto his tableâuncomfortable, considering I have to maneuver around all the junk, but I manage.I lie facing him, legs spread wide."None of that matters." Because nothing does, really. What was he saying before? "Only this does."He tenses.Good.Then he turns.His eyes widen. He wasn't expecting me to be this bold. Slowly, he exhales, probably gathering his thoughts."Wha
RYANâ˘â˘â˘â˘â˘â˘â˘â˘"ÂĄMamĂĄ!" He jumps in my arms, kicking at the sight of the roof.I look down at the dark shingled roof tucked into the thicket, the wood dulled from years of sun and ocean wind. "Yes." I nod. "Mama." Then, looking back at his excited little face, a smile warms mine. "We might need to fix that accent, though"ânot that I'm a bigotâ"can't have a Spanish don, sĂŹ?""ÂĄSĂ!"I frown."SĂŹ."The jaw-separating grin returns. "Bravo, piccolo mio."He smiles up at me, his amber eyes made several shades lighter by the amount of light entering themâor by the one radiating through.He looks down again and almost jumps out of my arms."Whoa! Easy, buddy.""ÂĄMamĂĄ!" he goes again, pointing.I tilt my head, and sure enough, Purity's standing on the roof, right next to the 'H,' and she's dressed to kill... me."Bienvenidos!" she shouts over the mechanical whirr of the chopper's blades. "Es un placer tenerte aquĂ."Saint wriggles out of my hands and charges at his mom, wading through the roto
PURITYâ˘â˘â˘â˘â˘â˘â˘â˘â˘â˘There are perks to being a mafia wife; one such advantage is money.I'm not a money-hungry bitch. I've never been. My parents made sure we had everything we ever needed. I've never had the need to do anything solely for money. So no, I'm not a money-oriented person.But when you find yourself in a loveless marriage with little to no actual gains, you might have to savor all you can get, and that includes the gold bars weighing on my hand currently.Ryat was going to take it from me, but when I asked Ryan, he said I could keep it. Then he added a second one.Gently, I place them on my dressing table.Ryat showing up here all of a sudden was absolutely unexpected. I was getting to Ryan. I know I was. He was sucking up to me, but then Ryat happened. Like he always does.Knock.I answer the door."Ryan?""May I?"I step out of the way.He walks in, his eyes wandering the walls like he's on some treasure hunt. "You've made the room into your space."I roll my eyes. "Pleas
RYANâ˘â˘â˘â˘â˘â˘â˘â˘"What the fuck, brother?" He lifts his hands, the right one weighed down by a black suitcase. "This bitch's supposed to be alone."I straighten, fixing my watch. "This bitch almost drowned.""Excuse me?"He follows. "Almost? Why almost?""We don't want her dead," I remind him again, throwing myself on the deck chair."Ow!" He does the same. "I'm guessing you came just in time.""Hm.""Lucky her." He turns to a dumbstruck Purity. "Looks like Jesus really loves you." His gaze line dips, running over her body. "Don't you think that's a little inappropriate?"She scoffs. "I can wear whatever I want."She flips her finger and lets loose, falling back-first into the pool.Ryat shakes his head.Splash!"She's wearing something comfortable for swimming."His eyes find me. A small smile tugs at the sides of his lips. "I might not trust her, but I trust you."My heart tightens.I try to speak through the lump, but end up barely capable. "Do you really not care what happened? Ahem!
RYANâ˘â˘â˘â˘â˘â˘â˘â˘It's silly returning her here, but it's the only option there is.She walks in front of me, her steps slow but certain. She doesn't sway on her feet, doesn't stop to consider anything. Just moves down the stairs, through the doors, past the hallways."You may leave."I don't stop. Just keep walking behind her, maintaining her pace."ÂżEres sordo?" She tilts her neck just a little. "I said you may leave."A slow exhale leaves my mouth. "I'm not here for you"âlies.She stops. Turns so I have a better view of her side profile. "Am I not supposed to be alone? Won't you be interfering in another man's 'controlled space'? Or does that phrase only apply where you want it to?"My chest deflates again, and I close my eyes.She never listens. Never even tries to.All she does is shut me out. Too uncomfortable to have this conversation."I will stay, Purity.""Oh." She turns. "This is you lessening my sentence."After a short while walking in silence, we arrive at the room that use







