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~~~ My life was simple once. Sweet, even. Warm Mexican sunsets, the scent of bougainvillea in the courtyard, laughter echoing through cobblestone streetsâthose were my constants. I never imagined all of it would vanish the moment I said 'I do.' Maybe I never imagined all the changes because I never thought I'd marry into a Mafia family, but I did. This is both ironic and funny, considering that my father spent his last years trying his very damned best to remove usâthe De la Cruzâfrom the Mexican Cartel. My marriage to Ryat Reigns didnât just change my name; it uprooted my soul and dragged me into a world I was once removed fromâa world ruled by blood, power, and silence. From sunlit gardens in San CristĂłbal to the shadows of New Yorkâs underworld, I learned quickly that love isnât the only thing that bindsâitâs fear, itâs control, itâs survival. I lived as a faithful wife though. For five whole years, I lived as the faithful wife of the mighty Ryat Reigns, even though he treated me like trash, I tried my fucking bestâwhich is way more than I've ever tried for any relationship. All I wanted was for this shitty marriage to work out, if not for me, then for Angelo. But Ryat killed the last hope I had for us. He snatched my heart from behind the bars of its cage and smashed it into tiny little pieces at his feet. I'm unsure if that could be pieced together in this lifetime, and I'm very unwilling to try. While I was dutifully pregnant, and being the perfect wife, Ryat was out swinging his dick. I got wind of his depravities and went to check it out myself. My intention was to kill them both on the spot, but I didn't expect my innocent little girl to spiral like the way she did at the sight of her father banging some cheap slut. My sweet baby wasn't as strong as I had imagined, she couldn't stomach that blasphemous sight. She kicked. Angry, wanting to deal with them herself. It was a war controlling the pains, the emotions, the hurt... I dropped in a pool of my own blood. I lost my baby barely two weeks to my due date. Thirteen days. Thatâs all that stood between me and meeting my daughterâuntil she died inside me, all because of him. For this, I swore never to forgive my dear husband. "Argh!" I claw at his hands, pulling so he would release me. "You dare whore my pussy out to some uneducated dog in some cheap hotel!" Ryat's voice thunders as he releases my hair with a jerk, throwing me to the floor. I shoot back up immediately, holding my body on my knees, glaring defiantly at him. "Ow, now you have a lot to say about whoring oneself out." My vision blurs into a sharp white light as his palm collides with my cheek, sending me back to the ground. Heat rushes to the spot, pain spreads like wildfire, and my hearing shuts out, clouded by a long hard ring. I look back up, teeth barred at him. "I should have killed you," he says through clenched teeth. "I should have put a hole in your head just like I did that motherfucker." He killed SebastiĂĄn on the spot. One clean shot through the head. A sentence that I find to be too lenient for a bastard like Seb, but whatever. My fingers dig into the hardwood floor as I push myself up again, tasting blood where my teeth cut into my lip. "Go ahead, Ryat. Kill me too. Thatâs what youâre good at, right? Putting bullets in people when you canât control them?" His eyes darken, a storm rolling behind that cold, psychotic calm heâs always worn like a tailored suit. His chest heaves under the crisp white shirtâone I bought for him, one that still reeks of another womanâs perfume. "Donât tempt me, Purity," he growls, dragging his gun from the back of his waistband. The familiar click of the safety makes my skin crawl. "You think I wonât? You think that cunt between your legs makes you untouchable?" I laugh. The sound is bitter, cracked, and broken. "It used to. When you actually wanted it." His jaw ticks. He crouches down in front of me, gripping my chin so tight I feel bone grind. His breath is hot against my face, reeking of whiskey and rage. "You think you can humiliate me? ME?" His voice drops to that low, deadly tone that used to make my knees weakâbut now, it only feeds my hatred. "You embarrassed me in my own city, in my own name. You spread your legs for trash. For someone beneath you. Beneath me." My throat burns as I choke out the words, "And what about you, Ryat? Huh? How many whores have you fucked in my bed while I prayed for you? While I begged God to make you love me?" For a second, his eyes flickerâsomething between fury and guiltâbut then itâs gone. He smiles. That wicked, cruel smile that made me fall for the devil in the first place. "Don't give me that bullshit. Playing the victim." His teeth grind. "You were bold when you went on and had an affair, don't try being meek now. Why did you do it, by the way? To get back at me? Really?" I shove himâhard. "I'm not playing the victim, Ryat. In this game, you are the victim." He chuckles, tapping the gun to his side. I swallow, propping myself up on my knees. "When we lost our daughter, Ryatâ" He groans, turning away. Muttering cusses. "What did you do to comfort me?" My voice is sharp. "Did you even consider to ask how I was doing? No! You left me to go through all that on my own, while you continued fucking every whore in town." He turns back, swiftly. Placing the gun clean between my brows. I push my head into the barrel, daring him. "Shoot." He huffs, shaking his head slightly. Trying to contain his rage... to contain himself from pulling the trigger. "Shoot! Ryat. Don't be a coward and shoot!" "Mom?" My heart stops. The familiar voice of my son slicing deeper than any blade, sharper than any bullet. "Go inside, Saint." Ryat says, hand still holding the gun to my head. "Mommy and I have a little score to settle." I turn to him, a wide smile plastered on my face like it was drawn on. "Listen to Daddy, boy. Go inside." He remains still. Watching us from the top of the stairs, his hand clenched beside him. Crushing the bear he's holding. I feel Ryat's hand tremble with the gun, but he keeps it in place, unwilling to back down. I'm about to get the fuck up and go pick my son when a calm, familiar voice cuts through the silence. "Go to your room, Saint." I turn in the direction of the voice, my heart hammering wildly in my chest, threatening to jump out of place. My hands become sweaty, and my knees buck, wobbling like they're made of jelly. Then he steps out. From the shadowed mouth of the hallway, his figure emerges slowâdeliberate. His honey eyes glint under the chandelier, hard as amber and just as dangerous. His jaw is set, carved in steel, but a wide grin curls on his faceâdirected at my boy. "Mommy will come see you once you are inside," he keeps that sweet smile that's not a smile at all. Angelo nods, silent and obedient, but not before stealing one last glance at me. Then he disappears down the adjacent hall, Rosa scurrying after him. Once he's out of sight, Ryat grunts, and pain explodes in my guts. He kicked me. The motherfucker kicked me. I double over, breath burning in my throat, but Iâm already lunging for him when Ryanâs voice detonates like a gunshot. "Enough!" I whip my head toward him and almost forget how to breathe. Because standing there, framed by shadows and marble, is the man who left me naked in his bed five years ago⊠only to show up at my wedding to his brother. Ryan Reigns. Don of the Valente Mafia Group. My first love.đđđđđđ~~~Iâm not one to masturbate. Never have been.I mean, I've always been sexually confidentâcomfortable with my desires, with my body, with asking for what I want, and giving what is asked of me. But I never touched myself. Not when my body first woke up in my teens, not after I lost my virginity to that jerk Sebâmay his soul rest in the deepest pit of hell. Amen.I didn't masturbate not even when I was in the UK when dorm whispers turned into late-night how-to tutorials and everyone swore the world ended in their own hands.I didnât need to. I believed pleasure should arrive from someone who wanted to give it. It shouldn't be taken by oneselfânot that I judged those who did.But after a few years of marriage, all that changed.My marriage to Ryat was a flash in-your-face wedding, that gave me the satisfaction that I needed at the moment, but it all ebbed away just as quickly.I had our son eight months post-wedding. Stress brought him earlyâor at least that's what the d
đđđđ~~~I still remember the day I flew back to Mexico like itâs burned into my fucking skin. Like it's etched into my flesh in blazing bold characters.One monthâthatâs all I was gone. Thirty-four goddamn days. I was called back to New York. I bled for the family, buried men who thought they could snatch our throne, reinstalled the Reigns supremacy. I did it to protect everything we built.And when I walked back through those chapel doorsâthe same chapel where I saw her for the first time, kneeling before the statue, silently praying.There she was.Purity. My Purity. Dressed in white, glowing like every dream Iâd ever hadâstanding at the altar.Next to my brother.She didnât even look at me. Not once. Not when the priest spoke. Not when Ryat slipped the ring on her finger. Not when I felt my chest cave in like a building set on fire.But her smileâthat perfect, practiced smileâwas a blade. A sharp, cruel little thing that cut deeper than any bullet ever could. It said, I moved
đđđđđđ~~~Ryan Reigns.The name alone still tastes like smoke and sin on my tongue. The man who once made me forget who I was, forget the world, forget everything but the way his hands could own me without a single word. Three days. Thatâs all it took for him to carve himself into my soulâthree reckless, godless nights that branded me his before I ever wore another manâs ring.And now heâs here.Not the boy I once knew, but the Don. The head of the Valente group. The man every criminal in this rotten city either kneels to or bleeds for. Power clings to him like a second skin; it walks in before he does, bending the air to his will.He doesnât need a gun like Ryat. He doesnât need to shout. One word from Ryan could crush empiresâand I know, because Iâve seen it.His honey eyes lock on me, then slide to his brother. Calm. Cold. Calculated. That calm is worse than Ryatâs rage. Because when Ryan loses control, the world doesnât burnâit disappears.And right now, I canât decide what
đđđđđđ~~~My life was simple once. Sweet, even. Warm Mexican sunsets, the scent of bougainvillea in the courtyard, laughter echoing through cobblestone streetsâthose were my constants.I never imagined all of it would vanish the moment I said 'I do.'Maybe I never imagined all the changes because I never thought I'd marry into a Mafia family, but I did.This is both ironic and funny, considering that my father spent his last years trying his very damned best to remove usâthe De la Cruzâfrom the Mexican Cartel.My marriage to Ryat Reigns didnât just change my name; it uprooted my soul and dragged me into a world I was once removed fromâa world ruled by blood, power, and silence.From sunlit gardens in San CristĂłbal to the shadows of New Yorkâs underworld, I learned quickly that love isnât the only thing that bindsâitâs fear, itâs control, itâs survival.I lived as a faithful wife though. For five whole years, I lived as the faithful wife of the mighty Ryat Reigns, even though he
đđđđđđ~~~"Room 401."The receptionist's light blue eyes stare at me judgmentally for a brief second before she nods, then grabs the telephone, putting a call through.I look around again, worried that someone might catch a glimpse of me and report back to base or anything like that. But there are no familiar faces around."A Ms. De la Cruz is here to see you..."I blow the gum in my mouth, forming a pale pink balloon just at the tip of my lips before it pops noisily.I completely ignore the eyes that flutter my way and tap on the polished wood counter of the reception.Nodding and speaking into the phone in the affirmative, she places the receiver back in the cradle, then pulls a smile."He's expecting you.""I know." I switch my weight from one heel to the other. "Directions?""Elevatorâs at the end of the hall"âshe pointsâ"Fourth floor." Her smile a little too sweet for my taste.With a gruff sigh, I strut off, the sharp click of my heels echoing against the marble tiles, bu