로그인Finding the club had been an accident. I had gone into a bar down the street, but it only lasted a few minutes before the overwhelming scent sent me back outside, my head swimming and my skin crawling as if I had been submerged in something too thick to breathe through.
I wanted the smell out of my nose and off my clothes, so I walked. I had always loved walking at night. The crisp air usually calmed me, and the city felt softer after dark. Strings of lights lined the streets. Voices drifted out of open storefronts and half-lit windows, a low murmur of other people’s lives continuing on without me. It had always been comforting.
It used to be comforting, anyway.
Being an omega changed that. Walking alone at night was dangerous in a way I had never known before. I’d been hit on plenty of times in my life, but now the attention felt sharper, uglier, the words stripped of even the thin veneer of charm.
“Hey, little omega, I got a knot over here for you,” a man shouted from the mouth of an alley, his laughter rough and ugly as it followed me.
I crossed the street without looking back and kept going, zigzagging through unfamiliar blocks until the city no longer felt like mine. I was just about to call for a ride when I saw it.
Music bled into the street through a narrow doorway tucked between a closed bookstore and a nail salon. Both shops were dark, their windows reflecting the streetlights, but this one glowed faintly from below ground. A short flight of steps led down to a red door guarded by a large man in black, and I could feel the soft pulse of the bass through the concrete beneath my feet.
The sign above the door was discreet, almost apologetic, as if it didn’t want to attract the wrong kind of attention.
It read: Taste.
The security guard checked my ID, and for the first time since presenting, he didn’t say a word about my omega status or ask where my alpha was.
“Make sure to check in at the front,” he said, opening the door for me. “Be safe.”
Inside, the light shifted immediately. Red and shadowed, not dark enough to hide in but just dim enough to give people confidence they didn’t have under bright lights. The entryway was small, almost intimate, with a tall desk directly in front of me. Behind it stood a petite beta woman with sharp eyes and a posture that suggested she missed nothing. One door behind her read Coat Check. The other, marked Enter, throbbed with music.
“Hello,” she said, her voice firm and warm at the same time. “First time at Taste?”
I felt a little flustered under her gaze. “Am I that obvious?”
Her smile sharpened. “A little. But they’ll love that.”
I wasn’t sure who they were, and I didn’t like not knowing things, but I let it go.
“What do you identify as?” she asked as I stepped closer to the desk.
Disappointment flickered through me before I could stop it. For a moment, I had thought I’d found a place where being an omega didn’t matter.
“What,” I asked, unable to keep the bitterness out of my voice, “do I need an alpha to get into this stupid club too?”
Her brow lifted. “Not your presentation. Your identity. Are you dominant, submissive, or a switch?”
My mind went blank. I knew what the words meant, at least in theory, but I had never thought about them applying to me. Images flickered through my head, tall men in leather, women kneeling, scenes that felt both distant and strangely intimate.
My mouth answered before my brain caught up. “Sub.”
She studied me for a moment, unconvinced, then nodded. “And are you here to observe, or are you looking for a partner?”
“Definitely looking for a partner.”
She took two wristbands from a drawer beneath the desk and motioned for my hand.
“This one means you’re a submissive,” she said as she slipped the white band around my wrist. “And this one means you’re available,” she added, fastening the black band beside it.
She scanned my ID, slid a disclaimer toward me to sign, and then, with a small, knowing smile, gestured toward the door marked Enter.
And just like that, I was inside Taste.
My eyes tracked him as he stalked across the room and lowered himself into a high-backed chair. The loss of his proximity gave me just enough clarity to realize where I was.The room was larger than I’d expected. A wide bed sat against one wall, sheets dark and neatly made. Along another wall hung an assortment of implements arranged with deliberate care. Some looked like whips. Others resembled paddles or straps. I had never seen most of them outside of movies, and certainly never imagined them in a bedroom.There was also a large X-shaped contraption bolted upright near the corner that I deliberately ignored.The room and its contents were a stark reminder that I was very likely in over my head.But I would never let him see that.He leaned back in the chair like a king claiming a throne. His long legs were spread, posture deceptively relaxed. If not for the obvious strain of his erection beneath his pants and the tension along his jaw, he might have looked casual.“We have much to
I followed the alpha through the club. He moved with quiet certainty, steady and unhurried, and the crowd parted for him without question. People shifted out of his way instinctively, as if they recognized authority even here.I had to weave around dancers to keep him in sight, my shoulder brushing past warm bodies as the music pressed in on all sides. He didn’t look back to see if I was following. He didn’t need to.He led me to the back of the club and through a set of padded doors. The music dropped instantly, reduced to a muted, rhythmic thump that pulsed through the walls rather than filled the air.We stood in a narrow hallway lined with the same padded material as the door behind us. The lighting was low and deliberate, casting soft shadows along a row of identical doors that stretched down both sides. Each one was closed. Each had a small number and a sleek keypad mounted beside the handle.The door closest to me bore a red 1.The air smelled wrong. Clean, but aggressively so,
The air was warm, scented with leather, perfume, and something sweet beneath it, a mingling of everyone’s presence without the sharp, aggressive musk that came with alpha posturing. Nothing here felt like a challenge. Nothing was trying to dominate the room.People stood in small, loose clusters, not pressed together the way they were in bars, but angled toward one another with deliberate intimacy. My mental image of a kink club was both right and wrong. Some people were dressed the way I’d expected, leather, harnesses, lace, skin on display. A woman knelt beside a barstool in a delicate set of lingerie, her posture calm and proud rather than ashamed. Others wore jeans and button-downs, looking almost out of place until you noticed the way they touched and were touched.I tried not to stare, but it was difficult not to. Toward the center of the room, a small stage had been set up, and a beautiful young man stood naked, restrained against a frame while someone delivered careful, rhythm
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