You Will Regret Rejecting Me

"Say it again," Kaela said, her voice shaking — but not with fear.

The words hung over the Wolfe Pack's great hall like smoke that wouldn't clear. Three hundred wolves had gone perfectly still. The ceremony torches threw long shadows across the flagstone floor. Nobody moved. Nobody breathed.

Adrian Wolfe looked at her the way he might look at something he'd found on the bottom of his shoe.

"I don't repeat myself," he said.

"No." Kaela took one step forward on the dais. "You just expect everyone to kneel the first time."

A ripple moved through the crowd. Shock. The kind of shock that had an edge to it — almost excitement, because no one had spoken to Adrian Wolfe that way in five years of his Alphahood. Not publicly. Not like this.

His jaw tightened.

He was beautiful, in the way that storms were beautiful — enormous and indifferent to the damage they caused. At twenty-eight he had his father's build and none of his father's mercy. He wore the black formal jacket of a mating ceremony that was, now, no longer happening. He had his arms at his sides. His eyes on her were flat, the amber of a wolf who had made a decision and felt nothing about it.

"I, Adrian Wolfe, Alpha of the Wolfe Pack," he said, loud and clear, for the benefit of every witness in the hall, "reject Kaela Draven as my fated mate."

The words landed on her chest like stones.

She had known, walking in tonight, that something was wrong. The looks on the faces of the ranked wolves. The way the Beta's daughter, Sable, had been positioned near the dais when she arrived — positioned, not standing casually. The way Adrian hadn't looked at Kaela when she entered. She had walked the length of the hall telling herself she was imagining things, that anxiety was a liar, that the Moon Goddess did not make mistakes.

The Moon Goddess, apparently, had a sense of humour.

"On the grounds that she is powerless, packless in all but name, and beneath the standard required of an Alpha's mate."

Powerless.

Something moved inside her chest at that word. Not pain — she'd expected pain. Something older. Quieter. Like a door in a dark house that someone had just knocked on from the other side.

"Powerless," she repeated. Her voice came out steadier than she felt. "That's your reason."

"That's my reason." He said it without inflection. Like a verdict. Like it was already over.

"Adrian." This from Councillor Hayes, grey-muzzled and seated at the witness table to the left. He was the oldest wolf in the room and the only one who looked uncomfortable. "The custom requires only the rejection. It doesn't require — "

"Let the record be complete," Adrian said, without looking at him.

Kaela heard the crowd shift. Murmurs starting up, the soft rustle of three hundred people recalibrating how they were going to talk about this tomorrow. She could feel their attention on her skin like heat. She knew what her face was supposed to do right now. Crumple. Break. Look at the floor.

She kept her eyes on Adrian.

"All those words," she said, "and the only true one is beneath." She tilted her head. "You've always needed someone beneath you, haven't you?"

It was not a question.

The murmuring stopped. Absolute silence. Even the torches seemed to pause.

Adrian's expression didn't change — but something shifted at the back of his eyes. Something that wasn't anger. Something faster and less controlled than anger.

"Escort her out," he said.

Two ranked wolves — Brann and the younger one she'd never learned the name of — stepped forward from the left flank. She knew Brann. She'd trained beside him for three years. He wouldn't look at her now.

"I'll walk myself," she said.

"You'll be walked," Adrian said, "or you'll be carried. Your choice."

Brann's hand closed around her upper arm.

The hall tilted. Not physically — something internal, something behind her sternum, lurched as if it had been woken by the contact. Kaela went rigid. Brann felt it; his grip loosened for half a second, some instinct in him reacting to something he couldn't name.

She pulled her arm free.

From somewhere in the crowd, a laugh — low, quickly covered. Someone else's. Not kind.

Kaela turned toward the hall doors. Three hundred faces. She knew most of them. Some she'd grown up beside. She looked for one that held anything other than pity, curiosity, or relief that it wasn't them up here. She didn't find it. Even Miri, who'd shared a room with her for six years in the pack house, had her eyes on the floor.

So that's what three years of loyalty is worth.

She started walking.

She kept her spine straight. She kept her chin level. She counted the flagstones because if she counted she wouldn't think about the way Adrian had said powerless — factual, almost bored, the way you'd cite something obvious — and she wouldn't think about the locket at her throat, her mother's locket, the one her mother had pressed into her hands three months before she died and said, "Don't open this until you're ready. You'll know when."

She was almost to the doors.

"Kaela."

She stopped. Adrian's voice — not loud, not cruel, just even. She turned, because not turning would have been its own kind of flinching.

He was still standing at the dais. Sable had moved to his side now, her hand just touching his arm — already moving into the space Kaela was supposed to occupy. He didn't look at Sable. He was looking at Kaela.

"The pack thanks you for your service," he said.

The pack thanks you for your service. The formal dismissal. The phrase used for retiring packmates, for wounded wolves being released from duty. It was not used at rejection ceremonies. It was a deliberate humiliation — and every wolf in the room knew it, and not one of them said so.

Kaela felt three hundred pairs of eyes waiting to see what she did.

She smiled.

It was not a warm smile. It was the smile of someone who has just decided something.

"Thank you, Adrian," she said. "For making this easy."

The doors shut behind her. The night air hit her face — cold, pine-sharp, the first honest thing she'd felt in an hour.

She walked ten steps down the stone path. Twenty. She got to the tree line before her legs gave, and she caught herself on the bark of an old oak, one hand flat against it, breathing through her nose. The locket burned at her throat. Burned — she could feel it, a distinct heat she'd never felt from it before, as if the small gold oval had a pulse.

She pressed her forehead to the oak. Don't cry. Don't give this hillside your tears. Don't —

The bark split.

Not from her weight. She wasn't pushing that hard. The crack ran from where her palm pressed outward in a clean line, and then another, branching, spidering across the surface of the wood in a pattern that looked, impossibly, like ice crystallising across glass.

Kaela lifted her hand.

The tree was fine. Solid. No damage. But the air where her hand had been was ... cold. Noticeably, unnaturally cold. She could see her own breath in it, a small white cloud, hanging in a night that had been sixty degrees a moment ago.

She stared at her palm.

She had no power. She'd been tested every year since she was fourteen. Null results, every time. Powerless, the assessors had written. Powerless, Adrian had announced to three hundred wolves an hour ago.

Somewhere in the dark behind her, a branch snapped. Not the wind.

Footsteps. Deliberate. Unhurried.

And then a voice she had never heard before — low, measured, carrying the particular weight of a man who had never in his life needed to raise it — spoke from the shadow between the trees.

"You've been harder to find than you should have been. Your power's been leaking for weeks."

Kaela spun around.

The man standing at the tree line was not from her pack. She would have known him. No one forgot a man like this — tall, dark-coated, still in a way that animals were still when they were deciding something. His eyes caught the moonlight and held it amber-gold and ancient, fixed on her with an expression she could not read except to know, immediately and completely, that he had been looking for her for a very long time.

"Don't be afraid," he said. "I'm not here to hurt you. I'm here because what just happened in that hall was the best thing that could have happened to you." The corner of his mouth moved. Not quite a smile. "My name is Lucien Varkas. And you, Kaela Draven, are not what they told you you were."