Chapter 61

Alicia seems more nervous than when she initially knew the idea of what was gonna happen, when she got into Jason’s car and when she followed him to his place. She knew all that was gonna happen, so why was she still nervous?. They’ve done a couple bits, nasty bits yet the idea of the real thing happening scares her to death.

She doesn’t want to admit it but her heart is pounding even while they’re kissing. Jason pulls back to look at her, he can see the fear in her eyes and he doesn’t want to ignore it.

“Hey, are you sure you wanna do this?” He asks, his fingers drawing slow circles on her wrist. She swallows another lump in her throat and reaches for him to pull him down and they don’t do anything, just stare at each other.

“I’ve been wanting this for so long and I-I know it’s gonna hurt but I’m ready, I want it, so fucking bad and I want you, Jason. Could you just shut up and give me what I want because I’m getting nervous and I don’t wanna be nervous right now.”

Jason doesn’t say