LOGINAuthor’s POVEscaping my mum’s questions for now was a success but Alicia knew it wouldn’t take long until she’d have more questions and she had to mentally prepare herself for it. *Wednesday afternoon*Alicia sat in the cafeteria alone, staring at the table, empty. It used to be filled with laughter from both Andre and Anna about the stupidest things but now she was alone, Andre away and of course she had ghosted him from how hurt she was that he wasn’t coming van anytime soon and Anna is just a lost cause.She poked at her food for what felt like ages before before pushing it aside and for some reason Micheal showed up like that was his cue.“Hey, you okay?”Alicia looked up at him and sighed, nodded with a forced smile.“I’m great. Didn’t think I’d see you- here- on my table”“You want me to leave?”Alicia considered it but she knew she needed company.“Nah it’s fine, you can stay. What have you been up to?”“Nothing much. Just here and there. There’s a basketball match coming up
“Jason….”*************It took Alicia a solid 5 minutes for realisation to set in but at the same time she had doubts. Anna wouldn’t do it. She wouldn’t stoop so low. She just couldn’t. She was a messed up person which was understandable but she wouldn’t throw me in the water like that….and over a boy? Our best friend, we both grew up with him but decisions were made that slowly ruined the foundation of the friendship but she still wouldn’t stoop so low to tell her mum anything. Alicia believed Anna owed her that much because she has managed to keep so many things away from Anna’s mum and she expects Anna to be able to do the same….:.well she wasn’t wrong.“What do you mean? You and Anna spoke? When?”“A couple of days ago. She came to pick up some leftover lasagna I asked her to come take. I initially asked her to come over in hopes to understand why there’s an obvious strain on your relationship. You both were so obsessed with both the idea of each other and each other. You did ever
Arthur’s POVAlicia almost rolled her sha for what felt like the hundredth time watching Anna crash out over her and Andre. It honestly didn’t surprise her that Anna would act that way, whenever she didn’t get her way, she resorted to screaming and damn near pulling her hair out.“I trusted you!! You were my friend!! My fucking best friend.”“And I trusted you Anna and you broke that trust so many fucking times. With Andre and even with my own brother!! You were sleeping with Frank for God knows how long and you hid it from me!! That’s my brother and every single time you’d randomly show up at my house thinking that you wanted to see me, it was all just to see Frank!!! That’s so disgusting!! You were fucking him all these while and you constantly pretended, that is so sad and pathetic.”“I’m an adult.”“And so am I, the fuck?. I haven’t done anything wrong except not tell you that I’ve always liked Andre, I don’t owe you anything, matter of fact you owe me an apology for getting with
Arthur’s POV Alicia stared at the ceiling for what felt like ages, the class was dragging and she could at least pretend to listen to her teacher talking about what happened with World War II but all her thoughts were constantly drifting towards Andre and their night together. It was different, amazing, better than what she had experienced with Jason. She didn’t know what she expected but she had always thought Jason was going to be the best thing and nobody was going to come close but after Andre, she begs to differ. Maybe the theory about how a girl never forgets or forgets her experience with the guy who took her virginity messed with her head to think nobody could do it better than Jason until Andre.He was gentle, maybe too gentle and she didn’t expect it judging from how riled up they were. The things he whispered to her ears, the neck kisses, their hands merging together while he sloppily slid in and out of her walls, stretching her, painful yet such a sweet pain, a different
Arthur’s POV “I’m leaving the country”*******************Alicia’s heart probably got hit by a truck, plummeted to the ground and another car just zoomed into it and people just kept stepping on it.‘He was leaving the country, why? He was leaving me?’Alicia couldn’t think straight at the idea of Andre leaving her to go anywhere. “Andre, what do you mean?”“My parents suggested I leave with them to Australia and I’m considering it. It’s very obvious there’s nothing left here for me if the one person I want in my life can’t even stand me.”Alicia stepped closer to him, wanting to reach out and touch him but she knew she did that, it’d lead to something they’re both not in the right state of mind for.”“I’m here, please. Don’t leave, don’t leave me.”Andre stared at her and sighed. “All week, all I could think was what I had done so wrong. I’ve never intentionally hurt your feelings but you do it to me every single time and it just shows how inconsiderate you are when it comes to me
Alicia’s povYou know what? Everyone can literally fuck off. Jason especially because he’s a coward and a fucking clown playing in my face like this!! He promised! He said he’s never going to act stupid again but then here we go, he couldn’t wait to embarrass me as usual. Anna? Of all people fucking Anna? It just feels like they planned all of this because they wanted to get a reaction out of me and it worked. I was so upset with Jason and so jealous but I was being messed around with. The craziest thing is while I’m so angry, I also miss him so much. The little moment we had in the janitor’s closet still has me messed up but finding out he and Anna kissed ruined the whole thing. What else did they do? He wouldn’t- right?. Whose house were they at? His place? Her place? God- I hate this feeling of uncertainties, of not knowing what is going on. I hate every single person around me that’s causing me so much pain.I’ve been avoiding Andre ever since he asked about the whole cousin thing
Arthur’s POV Alicia: [Are you awake?]Alicia: [I am and I want attention.]Jason: [I’m awake love, how are you? You basically ran off after school today, I didn’t get to see you again in that mini skirt you had on.]Alicia grinned like a kid in a candy store.Alicia: [Why? Did you like the skirt?]Jason
Arthur’s POV “Never have I faked an orgasm?”“Pretty sure everyone has done that at least once or twice.”Everyone drank except Alicia. What can she say? It was impossible to fake an orgasm when the likeness of Dylan and Jason exists.“Never have I ever decided to hit it raw and got an STD in the proce
Arthur’s POV “It’s a game, you’re supposed to play the game like sensible adults.”“Clearly you’re not sensible enough and I don’t want anything to do with you ever again!”(Fours hours ago)“Game night? At whose place?”“Dylan’s.”“Of course, he’s the one person that enjoys organising this sort of thing
Arthur’s POV “It’s okay when you do it but it’s not when I do it?”“It was a dare!!”“Mine was a dare as well.”“Which you could’ve said no to. You already had a truth which you answered so if you had decided to drink when you were given that dare, nobody would’ve stopped you.”“It’s funny that you’re s







