The city has its own way of carrying whispers. Sometimes they ride the hum of subway tracks, sometimes they crawl up from alleyways with the hiss of neon signs, sometimes they rattle through my bones even when no one has spoken them aloud.That’s how I knew Elysium wasn’t finished breaking. Jennifer’s expulsion should have brought a strange kind of closure, a villain unmasked, a wound cauterized. But instead, the silence on the other end of my imagination felt restless, unfinished.Marco would be the one to feel it too.I could almost picture him in the control room, the pale glow of monitors washing his face, eyes darting across time-stamped footage the way a gambler studies cards. Everyone else might be ready to lay the blame entirely at Jennifer’s feet, but Marco—he never stopped looking for the cracks that didn’t quite line up.And I knew he was finding them now.I pulled the blanket tighter around me, curling deeper into the chair by my window. Rain pattered against the glass, bl
I woke with a start, heart pounding, as though someone had slammed a door inside my chest. It took me a moment to realize it wasn’t the city outside that jolted me awake but the weight of what I knew had happened at Elysium.Jennifer was gone.Even without seeing it, without hearing the words, I felt the fracture in the club’s foundation ripple outward. Elysium had always been a place where secrets pressed in from every angle, but betrayal—true betrayal—was something different. It echoed. It left silence where there should have been laughter, left suspicion where there should have been trust.I sat up in bed, pulling the blanket around my shoulders, and let myself imagine the moment.Victor, standing with his hands braced against the edge of his desk, his voice like ice when he told her to leave. Marco watching quietly from the corner, his expression heavy with disappointment. And Jennifer—Jennifer, who never bowed to anyone—probably straightened her spine, lifted her chin, and walked
Sleep evaded me again. My body was exhausted, but my mind… my mind was still inside those gilded walls, pacing alongside Victor’s anger, Marco’s suspicions, Jennifer’s icy composure. I could almost hear it—Victor’s voice, low and deliberate, summoning Jennifer into his office the way a judge calls a witness to the stand.I closed my eyes and let the imagined scene unfold. Maybe it wasn’t imagined at all. Maybe some part of me still had an invisible tether to them, pulling every echo of their world into me.I saw Jennifer as clearly as if she stood before me now: tall, draped in crimson leather, her chin tilted at that defiant angle she wore like armor. She would walk into Victor’s office without hesitation, heels clicking against the polished floor, and lean against the wall as if she owned the space. That was her trick—control through posture, through silence.But Victor wouldn’t be swayed by it. Not anymore.“What were you doing with Adrian?” His voice in my mind was steady, but I k
The city feels colder without Elysium. Or maybe that’s just me, shivering as I walk streets that no longer belong to me, replaying every word Victor hurled at me, every flicker of hurt in his eyes. It wasn’t just anger—he looked… wounded. And I did that.I can’t sleep. Nights bleed into mornings, and every hour is heavy with silence. I tell myself to write, to keep my hands busy, but the blank page stares back accusingly. What good are words when they’ve already destroyed the only place I ever felt at home?Yet even from the outside, I can feel the storm building inside those velvet walls. Elysium has always had its own heartbeat, and I swear I can still sense it, faint and unsteady. I imagine Victor pacing, his voice low and clipped as he calls for order. I picture Jennifer leaning against some polished table, eyes sharp, daring anyone to point a finger her way. And Marco… Marco would be buried in data, chasing trails across security feeds, trying to stitch sense into chaos.The thou
JenniferThe whip hangs limp in my hand, and I hate the way it looks that way—useless, tired. Like me.Elysium’s Red Room has always been my sanctuary, a cathedral for control, for art, for power I never had to apologize for. Tonight it feels like a cage, every mirror reflecting not mastery but mistake. Victor won’t look at me. Marco’s gaze carries questions I don’t want to answer. And Leo—God, Leo—his eyes hold something worse than accusation. They hold doubt.I betrayed them. Not with everything, but enough. Enough to feel the echo of chains around my own wrists.I close the whip case and force myself to stand tall, shoulders back, the Mistress everyone expects. But the truth is eating me from the inside. I wanted leverage. I wanted payback for a wound Victor gave me years ago. And in my hunger, I opened the door for real predators.Now trust is splintering, and I can feel the cracks spreading under my boots.For the first time in years, I am afraid of being alone.MarcoI’m the glu
I wake to the same pale square of light on the ceiling and for a moment I forget—my body reaching for a warmth that isn’t there, my hand finding only the cold slope of the pillow. That second of mercy cracks open and all of it comes back: the way his voice clipped the night clean, the way the door closed behind me, the way the cab glass kept my face from breaking.I don’t turn on music. Silence is honest, and I think I owe myself that much. The kettle hisses and clicks off and I stand there holding a mug like it might hold me back. The apartment is too neat, the kind of neatness you get when you don’t trust yourself to stop once you start scrubbing. I made the bed with corners you could bounce a coin off. I folded laundry with military precision. I wiped a countertop that didn’t need wiping until the cloth left a dark path my eyes could follow anywhere but inside.My laptop sits on the table, lid closed. I deleted everything last night. The drafts, the notes, the outlines with clever