I hadn’t intended to approach him. All night, I had watched Victor St. Clair move through his club with a cat’s grace, always aware, always in control. People seemed to part for him instinctively, offering deference without fear. It wasn’t his wealth that commanded respect so much as the calm assurance radiating from him. I felt it, too—and felt drawn to it. My journalistic instincts, honed by years of watching and waiting, told me he was the key to this world, the central figure around which all of Elysium’s carefully choreographed dances revolved.
After the workshop with Nadia and Rafael, Marco took my elbow gently and said, “Victor would like to speak with you, if you’re comfortable.”
My pulse jumped. “Now?” I glanced across the room. Victor stood near a private bar, glass of bourbon in hand, talking quietly with Jennifer. He must have felt my gaze; he looked up, nodded, and said something to his companion before turning toward me. I felt a jolt of recognition, a silent acknowledgement that I was no longer a ghost in his club but a guest he had specifically invited.
I wiped my palms on my dress and followed Marco. Each step felt measured, a slow march toward the heart of the labyrinth. When I stopped in front of Victor, he smiled—just a small curve of his mouth, but enough to soften the sharpness of his features. Up close, his eyes were a startling, clear blue.
“Ms. Monroe,” he said, his voice low and warm, a rich baritone that vibrated through the air between us. He didn’t offer his hand, perhaps recognizing how intimately charged any touch between us might feel. “I hope your first impressions of Elysium have been kind.”
“They’ve been…educational,” I answered honestly. Up close, I could see the faint lines at the corners of his eyes, the silver streaks at his temples. He was handsome in a way that had nothing to do with age and everything to do with presence, with the undeniable weight of his experience. He was a man who had seen things, good and bad, and had chosen to build a sanctuary in the aftermath.
Victor inclined his head. “That’s good to hear. Elysium is often misunderstood. Many newcomers arrive expecting chaos. We pride ourselves on structure and consent.”
I nodded, feeling compelled to fill the silence. “It’s…different from what people imagine. The way everyone talks first, the safe words, the aftercare. It’s more caring than I expected.”
“You thought we were animals?” His tone was teasing, not accusatory, and a small spark of laughter danced in his eyes.
“No,” I protested quickly, then laughed at myself. “Maybe I thought there would be less talking. It’s been a lot of…talking.”
Victor’s eyes softened. “Communication is the foundation of what we do. Pleasure without consent is not pleasure—it’s exploitation.” He took a sip of his drink, studying me over the rim of the glass. The air around us seemed to hum with unspoken questions. “Tell me, Cassie—what brought you here tonight? Curiosity? Research? Something else?”
The directness of the question startled me. He hadn't asked about my article; he had asked about my motivation. It was a subtle but important distinction. I glanced at Marco, who stood a respectful distance away, watchful but unobtrusive. I drew a breath. “Curiosity,” I admitted. “I’m a journalist. But…also…I wanted to see for myself. To understand.” I hesitated, feeling the weight of the lie, or at least the half-truth, I had been living. “Is that wrong?”
“Not at all,” Victor replied, his tone gentle. “Curiosity is often the first step. But understand this: there’s a difference between observing and experiencing. I don’t encourage people to cross that line lightly.” He took a step closer, not touching but close enough that I could smell his cologne—wood and spice, a scent that felt as old and solid as the club itself. “You have an aura of…control. You navigate interviews, you draw stories from people. I see it in the way you carry yourself. Yet I also sense—” his gaze flicked over me, measuring, then returned to my face “—a longing to let someone else lead. To trust.”
Heat spread under my skin, both from embarrassment and something I couldn’t name. He had seen through my practiced journalist's facade, my carefully constructed walls. He had pinpointed a part of me I hadn't even consciously acknowledged. My heart pounded in my chest. I swallowed. “How can you see that?”
“It’s in your eyes,” Victor said simply. “In the way you held your breath during the rope demo. In the way you leaned forward when Jennifer spoke about safe words. Those details matter to me.” His voice dropped slightly, becoming a conspiratorial whisper. “Would you like me to show you what it feels like to let go? Not tonight, perhaps—not yet. But when you’re ready. I’ll observe your first visit. I’ll ensure you have a good experience.”
The offer sent a spark of excitement down my spine, a jolt that had nothing to do with fear. A thousand thoughts crashed through my mind: the ethics of getting personally involved with the subject of an article; the thrill of surrendering to someone I barely knew; the fear of losing control. Yet the thought of having Victor watch over me, guiding me into this world, felt less like giving up autonomy and more like finally lowering a heavy burden I hadn’t realized I’d been carrying. It was a paradox—the ultimate act of control was to choose to relinquish it.
“What would that entail?” I asked, my voice barely above a whisper.
“We would talk,” Victor said calmly. “You would tell me what interests you, what scares you, and what is off the table. We would agree on a safe word. I would show you something small—perhaps a blindfold and silk restraints. Nothing more. You will always have the power to stop. And afterwards, we will sit and make sure you’re all right.”
My breath trembled. The scene he painted sounded…manageable. Even appealing. The idea of being blindfolded, of surrendering my senses, made my heart pound, but not with fear. The fear was of the unknown, and Victor had just made it known. He had drawn a map for me, and on that map were all the safeguards I needed. “And you would be there?”
“I would,” he answered. “Not to interfere unless necessary. But to ensure your partner—whether it is me or someone else—respects your boundaries. To protect you.”
The protective note in his tone did something to my resolve. I realized that beneath his commanding exterior was someone who understood the vulnerability being offered to him. That realization made me trust him more than any written rule. He was not just the owner of a club; he was the guardian of a fragile and beautiful trust.
“Not tonight,” I said slowly, echoing his earlier words. “I want to watch more. To absorb. But…maybe soon.”
Victor’s mouth tilted in a satisfied smile. “That is the right answer. Take your time. Come back tomorrow and watch a flogging workshop. Talk to those who have been here for years. Ask questions. When you’re ready, come find me. I’ll be here.”
He lifted his glass slightly, as if toasting my courage. I nodded, feeling both exposed and empowered. As Marco escorted me back toward the main hall, I leaned toward him. “Does he always talk like that?”
Marco laughed quietly. “Victor? He likes to think he’s inscrutable. Really, he’s just a man who’s seen a lot and wants to keep his people safe.” He paused, his smile fading into a more thoughtful expression. “He’s right about one thing though—you have a submissive side. There’s no shame in that. Letting someone else lead can be liberating. But only when you choose it.”
The word “choose” echoed in my mind as I watched another scene on the stage—Jennifer now guiding a nervous newcomer through their first spanking, checking in after each slap, her voice as tender as her hand was firm. The crowd watched with the same reverent silence as before. I realized I was holding my breath again and released it with a shaky laugh.
I might not be ready tonight. But the path Victor had offered was clearly marked: consent, negotiation, safe words, and aftercare. I wasn’t stepping blindly into darkness; I was following lanterns placed by people who knew the way. The journalist in me was still observing, still taking notes, but the woman beneath the facade was beginning to feel something new and profound: the anticipation of a choice she had never considered before.
On my way home, I touched the spot on my wrist where Victor’s gaze had lingered. The skin was bare now, but I imagined the feel of silk there, the weight of rope, the trust required to let someone tie the knot. The thought sent a shiver through me, not of fear but of anticipation.
The message arrived in the middle of a quiet morning, when the club still smelled like lemon oil and last night’s cigarettes. We were spread across the control room in the sleepy choreography of recovery—Marco hunched over the console with his tea, Leo compiling a list of trusted “loiterers” for tonight’s coverage, Jennifer scrolling through press alerts with surgical disdain. I was turning the pages of my binder, cataloguing what I’d uncovered about the tabloid’s history of extortion, when Lena’s burner buzzed like a trapped insect.She flinched so hard the phone hopped, then stared at the screen without touching it, as if proximity alone could bite. Elise, who’d stopped by “accidentally” with a bag of protein bars and the kind of calm that feels like weighted blankets, moved to her side.“Read it out loud,” Marco said softly, not looking up yet, the way you speak to a skittish horse while you offer your hand.Lena swallowed. “It’s him—one of his numbers. ‘More. Now. The Victor/Leo s
The control room slowly emptied after the sting. Marco packed his equipment with surgeon’s precision, Elise shepherded Lena out with a hand on her shoulder, and Leo trailed after them with the kind of protective gravity that made silence feel heavy. Even Jennifer left early, muttering something about “prepping for round two.”That left me and Victor.He stood by the window, though there was nothing to see but the city’s distant glow and our own reflections. His posture was taut—shoulders squared, arms crossed, every line of him carved from restraint. The monitors behind us hummed, their screensaver glow painting the room in shifting blues.I wanted to leave. To give him the solitude he always seemed to crave. But my feet wouldn’t move. Something about his stillness kept me tethered, like there was a secret threaded in the silence that I couldn’t walk away from.Finally, he spoke. Not to me at first, but to the glass.“Do you know what I hate most about all of this?” His reflection’s m
The locker smelled faintly of dust and metal polish, the kind of scent that clung to train stations long after the commuters were gone. Lena stood before it, envelope in hand, her knuckles white. From where I waited down the corridor, half-hidden by a vending machine that hummed too loudly, I could see the tremor in her fingers.Victor’s voice had coached her through this moment a dozen times: Ordinary steps, shoulders steady, no prey eyes. She walked the line now as if she’d borrowed his calm, pausing briefly to tie a shoe that didn’t need tying, glancing at her phone as though a text had just come in. The motions were smooth, practiced, rehearsed into muscle memory.But when her hand touched the locker’s cold handle, I held my breath anyway.She slid the envelope inside, shut the door with deliberate ease, and pivoted—not too fast, not too slow—before walking back down the corridor. Past me, past Marco, past Andre disguised as a man absorbed in his paperback. No courier arrived this
The morning after Leo’s revelation, I woke with my pen still in hand, ink smudged across my palm like a bruise. I hadn’t meant to fall asleep mid-sentence, but maybe that was fitting—my body had shut down before my brain could stop trying to stitch sense from chaos. The notebook lay open on the kitchen table, scrawled with fragments: fear is leverage, fear is business, find the pipeline.It hit me then—Adrian wasn’t a lone wolf with a camera. He was part of a system, a machine that thrived on scandal the way lungs thrive on air. And if Marco’s sting could trace the path of one poisoned story, maybe my own skills could map the rest of the network.Journalism had once been my compass, and though I’d abandoned the pursuit of truth for the fragile safety of belonging, the muscle memory was still there. Research wasn’t just a habit—it was hunger.I brewed coffee so strong it tasted like metal and opened my laptop. The screen’s glow cut through the dim of my apartment, illuminating the stac
Leo rarely brought his world into ours. His nights at Elysium were stripped of ties and cufflinks, a sanctuary where he could shed the polished armor his family had welded onto him since birth. But tonight, he stood in Victor’s office with his checkbook in hand, shoulders squared, eyes clear.“I’ll cover the cost,” he said, sliding the slip of paper across the desk. “Whatever Marco needs—software, surveillance, lawyers if it comes to that.”Victor leaned back in his chair, assessing him with a kind of wary respect. Marco raised a brow, clearly doing quick math in his head about how many zeros sat on that line.I watched from the corner, arms crossed, trying to reconcile the man before me with the one who had once whispered fears about being exposed. It wasn’t long ago that Leo trembled at the thought of anyone discovering his truth. And now he was funding an entire investigation, putting his name—and his family’s wealth—on the line.“You’re sure?” Victor asked, voice measured.Leo met
Victor chose the rehearsal studio instead of the stage. It was smaller, made for craft rather than spectacle—mat floor, mirrored wall, a basket of props that were never props here but tools. The overheads were dimmed low enough to make the edges gentle. Dr. Elise set her bag on a chair like an altar, unzipping it to reveal water, glucose tabs, a cuff, a little bottle of floral-scented something she uses for shock. Marco stood at the back near the door, tablet under his arm, an earpiece coiled lazy over his shoulder. Leo occupied the corner like a column—present, quiet, reliable weight-bearing.Lena arrived hugging herself. She wore a plain cardigan over a T-shirt and the expression of someone who expects to be told she’s done everything wrong. The cardigan looked like a shield and a secret. Her hair was up, too tight. When she saw Victor, her chin tucked without conscious permission.“This is training,” Victor said, voice even. “Not punishment.”He had traded the sharp angles of his s