This week has been torturous, but she's back tomorrow and I'm desperately hoping she's missed me like I have her.
I didn't know whether to message her or not while she was away, deciding not to after I didn't hear anything from her, I've tried not to think what that means.
I've been stalking her F******k profile fairly regularly and there's been nothing at all until last night when hundreds of photos were uploaded by her and all her friends. She looks like she had an amazing time, I'm not surprised that she wanted to go away, it looks like a fun week and I'm kind of impressed with how adventurous she is. There's photos of her climbing down cliff faces, obviously strapped to ropes, but she's got a dazzling smile constantly on her face and at one point she's clearly pushed off and she's dangling, arms and legs splayed like a star. Then the nex
"Happy birthday." My mum's grinning face greets me as soon as I come downstairs. The table is filled with butter and a dozen different jams, cheeses, hams, essentially a buffet that could feed the two of us ten times over. She pulls a tray of croissants from the oven, placing one on my plate and the rest in the middle of the table. Sliding into my chair, I resign myself to the fact I'm going to be late for school again and try not to let the stress of it show on my face. My friends are grinning at me when I walk in, waiting until I sit down before sliding a little present towards me. A small square box, wrapped in red paper and a white bow. This has to be from Priya and even by her standards the wrapping is beautiful. They usually give me my gifts after school, so this must be something extra special. "It was already on the desk whe
I meet Luke and Billy at Luke's house, Ruby, Stacey and Poppy hover like unwanted flies around the table while Luke finishes his dinner, batting their eyelids and pushing their already exposed cleavages into our faces. "Saw Aurora at school today." Luke says so quietly I have to lean towards him to hear. I glance across at the others who are too busy chatting to listen to us. "Carrie Lawson was running her mouth about her blowing you, but making out like it was something. Like you two were something." "Did Aurora hear?" He nods and my heart stops. "She was having a go at her, something about your jacket, didn't hear the start of it." He says. "I set Carrie straight, but Aurora disappeared so I'm not sure where her head's at." "Shit." He nods again and I glance
My whole body is trembling and I feel breathless, as though I'm having some sort of weird after effect of his attention. It was incredible and even just thinking about it makes my toes curl and pleasurable twinges pulse between my legs. Shane looks as proud as can be and I can't even bring myself to take the mick, because it really was just incredible, I can't think of any other word for it. I need to return the favour. When I can trust my body to hold itself up again, I slide onto his lap to kiss him, his erection prodding my leg. "Can I?" I ask, running my hand down between us, slipping under his boxer shorts and taking hold of his erection.
All their eyes swivel to us when we walk into the kitchen. Aurora doesn't seem to notice, she butters some toast left on the side, passing me a plate and then leans against the worktop to take a bite. "You have fun last night, then?" Alex gets up, dropping his arm around her shoulders and leaning in too close. The willpower it takes not to smack him is almost as great as it took to control myself last night. "My turn next?" "I dunno, maybe?" My heart stops at her words. She's mine! I think possessively, moving closer to her. She takes a bite of toast, turning to me, her eyes sparkling. "Shane, how would you feel about letting Alex suck you off?" "Fuck you." He laughs, pushing her away and she smirks at him. "You love it when I'm deep inside you." Wait, did he say she would or she does? I watch the two of them together, jealousy bubbling to the surface. Too friendly? Flirting? "Jeez, when you put it like
"Well?" The four girls stare at me, waiting for me to tell them about the night before. "We didn't have sex." They all groan in disappointment. "Why the hell not? You can see what he looks like, right?" Kia laughs, pulling off after the guys' car. "I'd have jumped him the second we got through the door." "Wasn't through lack of trying, on my part anyway." I join in the laughter. "He just said he wanted to wait." "Really?" The three in the back squeal at the same time as Kia rolls her eyes. "I'd like to take the opportunity to say I told you so. I've been saying for weeks he liked you and you were all like 'no, he's got some evil plan, it's not real.' but look now, I bloody knew it." Priya says proudly.
"So what's the plan now?" Ian asks, around the table as we eat. "Cinema?" Priya suggests, her bright blue eyes flicking over Danny sitting opposite her, he gives her a quick grin that makes her blush which relieves a bit of the worry I had about him and Aurora after I saw how close they were last night. "Yes." Alex chimes in from the seat on the other side of Aurora. Tightening my arm around her, I move her away from him the tiniest amount. I know it's probably petty and I'm being paranoid, but he's always next to her and I hate seeing them so close to one another. "What are we seeing?" Kia, scrolling through her phone turns the cinema listings towards us. With so many people to please, the ch
"This is like a fairytale." Priya squeals at break time, after I tell them what happened once I left. "Are you like, properly together now then?" Rae asks. I shrug, he's still not here yet and part of me is wondering whether it will all go back to how it was before, worried it's all going to turn out to be some sort of joke. "How was it with Danny?" I ask Priya and her face breaks into a beaming grin. "It was lovely, he's been texting a lot too." She grins again and then Mr Whiting is calling the class to be quiet. Disappointingly, Shane's still not here, none of his group are and they don't arrive before the end of class. "Where is he?" Jenny whispers as we pack up to move to the next class. "I dunno, he sai
Her back door is unlocked when I gently press down on the handle. Slipping inside, I can hear the laughter still going on in the living room, I hear my name and consider hovering to hear what they're saying, but I don't want to get caught. I glance at the clock, it's only nine o'clock so I should have some time before she comes upstairs. Placing the bottle of fizzy wine I bought earlier, in a bucket on her table, I lie back on her bed and wait. Time ticks by very slowly, I can still hear them chatting downstairs and it doesn't sound like they're going any time soon. Her diary sits there like a siren calling to me, I know I shouldn't read it, I try everything to distract myself but eventually, alert for sounds, I give in to temptation and look for anything written about me. Electricity.