The hallway felt colder than usual as I headed toward the admin block. My shoes made a quiet squeak on the tiles, and every step sounded louder in my chest than in the hallway. Students moved in pairs and groups, chatting, laughing, tossing jokes around like it was just another normal day. I didn’t feel like smiling back.
Something about the air felt off. Like the kind of silence that comes after a heavy conversation—clean but uncomfortable.
When I stepped into the office, Mr. Smith was behind his desk, reading a paper. Across from him sat a girl I hadn’t seen before. Fair, slim, her ponytail tight and neat. She looked calm, like she’d been here forever.
Mr. Smith looked up and smiled.
"Ah, Olivia. Good. This is Sara. She’s transferring into your class. Can you take her there? Help her settle in?"
I nodded. “Okay.”
Sara stood and offered a soft smile. “Hi. I’ve already heard about you.”
I raised a brow. “Really?”
“Yeah. They said you’re the brightest in school. And... that you don’t talk much.”
I gave a small nod. “Come on.”
The walk back to class felt longer than usual. Sara didn’t talk much either, but she kept glancing at me like she was trying to read something I hadn’t written.
As we walked, I noticed how calm she looked. Her shoulders didn’t slump like someone nervous. She wasn’t clinging to me or looking around like she was lost. I wondered if she always carried that quiet confidence—or if it was just for show.
We got to the classroom. I opened the door, stepped inside first.
“This is Sara,” I said. My voice was flat. Not angry. Not warm. Just... there.
I went straight to my seat.
Andrew leaned toward me. “Are you okay, my Olivia?”
I glanced at him. “I’m not your Olivia.”
He pulled back, eyebrows raised. “Alright.”
Sara took the seat behind me. She didn’t say anything at first. Just started arranging her books like she’d been here for months.
When the bell rang for break, I started packing my things slowly. Sara tapped my shoulder.
“Hey. Want to sit with us? We’re eating near the courtyard.”
I shook my head. “I’ll meet you guys later.”
She smiled. “Cool. See you there.”
I watched her walk away—her ponytail swinging lightly. I didn’t move right away. Just stood by my locker, staring at the half-open window.
Minutes passed. I finally stepped out and made my way toward the courtyard.
The breeze outside was soft. Leaves rustled on the pavement. Students were everywhere—sitting in groups, tossing chips into their mouths, and waving their phones around. Voices layered over each other like a playlist on shuffle.
Then I saw them.
Lola was sitting with Sara under the shade of the tree. A couple of other classmates leaned in, talking and laughing. One girl pointed at Sara’s shoes. Another was already trying to follow her on social media. Even Andrew was there, throwing his head back at something she said.
I waved.
No one noticed.
I waved again, slower.
Still nothing.
The space between us felt wider than it really was. Like I was watching my own friends from the outside of a glass box.
It was strange—seeing them laugh so freely without me. Like they’d forgotten I was even part of the picture. Maybe they had. Or maybe... I was the one slowly stepping out of it.
I moved a little closer. Close enough to hear someone say, “She’s actually really cool. Not like what I heard.”
Another added, “She’s not proud at all. Very easy to talk to.”
Someone giggled. “Definitely not like some people.”
I turned before they could see my face.
“Hey, Olivia.”
A girl I barely knew walked up beside me. I think her name was June. She pushed her hair back and spoke quietly.
“You know her dad died last year, right? Sara. Cancer. Her mum’s a cleaner now, from what we heard. It’s just her and her mum.”
I blinked. “Oh. Sorry to hear that.”
June nodded. “Yeah.”
There was a pause. I cleared my throat. “She’s settling fine though. Lola and Andrew are really helping out.”
June gave me a sideways look, then smiled a little. “I believe that. Sara’s too wonderful to just blend in. Even when she’s quiet, there’s something about her that fills the room.”
I didn’t reply. I wasn’t sure how to.
She left me there.
My food stayed in my bag. I just sat on the edge of a bench, away from everyone.
Later that afternoon, Mr. Ben walked into class with sheets of paper.
“Quick quiz,” he said. “Ten questions. Nothing too hard.”
The usual groans filled the room, but everyone took it seriously.
I finished quickly. Andrew tried peeking but I covered my sheet with my arm.
“You’re no fun,” he whispered.
“You’re not quiet,” I replied.
He laughed under his breath.
The next morning, the results were posted.
Olivia – 97.
Sara – 94.
I stared at the board. A few students had already gathered, reading the scores aloud.
“Wow, she’s smart.”
“She just got here.”
“Only three marks behind Olivia.”
“She really deserves to be in our class.”
I walked over slowly. Sara was already surrounded by a few classmates, all smiling and patting her shoulder.
I stepped closer and forced a small smile. “Congrats. You did really well.”
She looked surprised, then smiled back. “Thanks. That means a lot coming from you.”
I nodded, but inside, my chest was tightening.
I told myself it didn’t matter. A three-point difference wasn’t the end of the world. But part of me... part of me was already spiralling. What if next time it was five? Or ten?
I wanted to be proud of her. I really did.
But all I could think about was how quickly she’d fit in. How easily she seemed to impress everyone. And how I was suddenly... not the brightest in the room anymore.
Lola, who had been laughing beside her, turned and grinned. “You guys don’t understand. Olivia always gets the perfect score. She’s like... unbeatable.”
Someone snorted nearby. “Usually. But not today.”
I glanced at them, then looked away.
Lola stood up and walked over to me, touching my shoulder. “Hey, are you okay? You’ve been acting weird since yesterday.”
“I’m fine,” I said.
She touched my forehead like she was checking my temperature. “Are you sure you took your vitamins? Did you eat?”
“Yes, Mum,” I muttered, trying to sound playful, but it came out flat.
Lola laughed but narrowed her eyes a little. “Seriously though, are you good?”
“I said I’m fine,” I snapped, sharper than I meant to.
She stepped back, her smile fading.
I didn’t wait for anyone to say anything else. I turned and walked off, not in a hurry, but not slow either.
Just enough to make it clear I wanted space.
When I got home from school that day, the house felt unusually quiet. The kind of silence that wrapped itself around you, heavy and uncomfortable. I met my mum in the sitting room. She didn’t say a word,neither did I. We just shared stillness that hung in the air like thick fog.We had lunch without exchanging a single sentence. She sat across from me, her eyes fixed on her plate, but I could tell she wasn’t really eating. I wasn’t either. My throat felt too tight.I stood to carry my plate to the kitchen, then paused. I wanted to walk up to her to apologize and to say something. Anything at all could do . But before I could even take a step, a knock echoed through the house.When I opened the door,Lola and Andrew stood there, both of them were staring at me like they’d been practicing what to say the whole way they came here.We all walked quietly to my room. No one said anything for a while. The silence returned, but this time, it wasn’t just a cold silence but the situation we're
Mr. Smith didn’t even say a word when I stepped into his office. But my feet froze the moment I saw my mother.Sitting stiffly in one of the chairs, her lips pressed into a thin line, and her bag resting neatly on her lap like she was clinging to the last piece of her pride. My breath caught in my throat.What was she doing here?Mr. Smith finally spoke, breaking the silence like a knife through soft bread."Olivia, your mother has been called in concerning the letter you submitted yesterday," he said, folding his hands on the desk. "We want to hear directly from you.Was everything in that letter true?"The air in the room suddenly felt thick, like someone had poured silence into the corners and sealed it tight. I glanced at my mum. Her face was a calm mask, but her eyes… They were restless,cold and just still.I swallowed hard and nodded. “Yes, sir.”Her expression shifted just slightly. I wouldn't call it anger or shock. It was just a quiet, almost scary blend of disappointment and
As I came back home that day, I was surprised to see my elder brother, Kelvin, in our parlor. A lighter was in one hand, a cigarette in the other. I wasn’t shocked though.He was never the academic type, so he didn’t even have a middle school certificate. Back then, before Dad fell ill, people always compared us. That comparison hurt his ego a few times, but it didn’t really mess with our bond as siblings.I remember one time, back in grade four, when I won the national quiz competition. There were cash prizes, loads of gifts, and even random admirers celebrating me. I came home so excited to share the news with my parents and my only brother.“Congratulations, OliOli. You’ve made us proud again,” Kelvin said, patting me on the shoulder lightly.We had that kind of sibling relationship where you didn’t have to say too much to feel close.“Thanks, big bro. The win is for the family,” I said with a proud smile.But just as I was still talking, Dad cut in sharply.“You keep smoking and f
I sat under the big tree behind the library.It was the only place that still felt untouched by whispers and stares. The air was still, like the world paused just to watch me break. A soft breeze brushed my cheek, but it couldn’t dry the tears already falling.I buried my face in my palms and let the sobs escape.“I didn’t mean for it to get this far,” I whispered to myself, shaking my head. “I just... In fact,I had not enough reason to set her up badly.My chest hurts . It was not from the crying, but from the weight of everything I’d done. I had no one to blame but myself. Lola and Andrew weren't speaking to me. And Sara,poor Sara was suffering for something she didn’t do.I pressed my back against the tree bark and stared at the sky through the leaves. A memory of the conversation I had with my mum flashed in my head.Something discussion we had when sat down together in my room.She told me about a girl in her school back then who got jealous of another classmate and ended up sett
“Oli Oli, jeez! Did you notice how cute that Davis guy was?” Lola whispered frantically, raising her brows like she had seen a celebrity.“It’s getting harder to find fine boys like that these days.” She leaned in. “What did you guys talk about? Did he ask you out? Does he like you? Come on, spill the gist! You’re already keeping me in suspense!”She didn’t even let me speak. Lola kept pestering me like a mosquito that refused to be swatted.When I couldn’t take it anymore, I folded my arms and said, “If you really like him that much, you can have him. You two would actually look good together—"I paused for dramatic effect.“A chubby girl who’s loud and loves pestering people… and a slim, tall guy who’s smooth with words. It’s definitely a match made in heaven, don't you think so?”Andrew tried hard not to laugh as Lola lunged toward me in fake annoyance, chasing me around the tree.“Will he even look my way?” she said suddenly, collapsing beside us like someone who lost her lover.
Break came, but it didn’t feel like a relief to me. It felt like a stage where I was the main act and no one wanted to clap.I stepped outside anyway. The sun was soft on my skin, and the breeze felt light and careless, like it had no idea how heavy the air around me actually was.I was heading to the school canteen to grab snacks and water,just something to cool my head when I spotted a group of students gathered by the school wall. They were pointing at me, then turning back to look at something on the wall.Before I could process what was happening, someone tapped my shoulder.“Hey, Oli Baby. How’s it going?” Davis said, almost nonchalantly, throwing his arm around my shoulder. He was holding his football boots in his other hand, so I guessed he was on his way to the field.I shoved his arm off in a not too harsh tone but with enough force to make a point. My face was already stern when I turned to him.“Will you ever allow me to breathe for just one second in this school without s