Lost control

Light-POV

The last few weeks have been really hard. Avoiding my mate has been the only thing i seem to be focused on these days. I know that it is weak to ran way but it was all i have been doing. And because of that, i have been lossing control over my wolf. I have shifted more often with out my knowledge at home and i am afraid i might loss control at school or infront of some one that shouldn't see me.

Every weekend, Kevin has been coming to my house to work, and every weekend i have been trying hard to avoid him. Sure there might have been a couple of occations when we would have talked or just wave at eachother. But other than that, nada.

My parents have been fighting every weekend. Even though they manage to make up on weekdays, the rest was horrible. My father is still pushing me to reject my mate. He kept saying that he could arrange a marrige for me with someone strong and worthy of the title. But how could i reject him when he doesn't even know that he is my mate?

Because my mom kept insisting that he should clean my room, it has always been filled with his scent and i haven't had a single nightmare ever since. At night, i sleep like a baby and at day, i live like a thief.

School haven't been easy either. With my wolf always on high alert for my mate, i haven't really focused on school work as well. My distraction has been worrying Marcy. These days i feel like she has been keeping an eye on me. She follows me every where except for when we have separate classes. She even ignored her popular friends to have lunch with me every single day. I know that she was just worried so i have to make sure to never loss control infront of her. Or at least i thought i wouldn't.

On a friday lunch, Marcy and i were at our usual spot at the bench under a large tree eating our lunch when i start to see red. Just across from us were some of the popular girls were eyeing Kevin who was sitting at the coronr bench with his lunch and a book. They kept calling him, making gestures with their hands in a dispicable ways. But my mate paid no attention to them what so ever. But it seems like it was just boosting the girls up for a challenge.

Piper, the leader of the girls, stood up and walked over to his bench and stood infront of him. This time, she managed to capture his atention.

"Hey Kev"

Kev? She stood before him in a super model pose, wearing a skirt so short that if she bends or lift her arms up, she would flash every one behind her.

"Hi" Kevins greets her as he looks back down at his book.

"Umm...there is a party at a friends house this weekend and i was woundering if you want to join me." She asks in the a sudactive tone as she looked down on him like a predator looks at his prey.

Kevin looked up once again "oh, thanks but i have somewhere else to be this weekend." then he turns back to his book. What the hell could he be reading that has him so focused? But no time to wonder that. Piper looked back at her friends looking confused on the lack of response from Kevin. She turned back to him and said "Are you sure? It'll be fun?" Bending down, purposfully flashing her cleavage straight for his eyes.

Kevin looked up to her face and then down to her cleavage. I can see his eyes moving from her face to her exposed chest over and over as if he was concidering her offer.

That shouldn't upset me becasue i am going to reject the guy one way or the other. But it did make me upset. Not just upset, but furious. Like, murder that bitch furious. Even though i haven't claimed my mate, i couldn't avoide my nature of possesivness now can i.

"What do you think they are talking about?" Marcy asked me because they were too far to hear. But not for me. I have my ears pearked up i can hear every little thing including their heart beats. Both their hearts was beating fast, i can sence lust covering both their scent and that was when i started seeing red.

It is not his fault that he wanted to get laid, and it is not my place to be jealous but here i go.

My blood is running up to my head making me dizzy, my claws are pearcing my curled up plam drawing blood and i can feel my beast clawing her way out.

"Light..." Marcy whispered my name as she looked at me terrified. She looked so scared as she froze in her seat. But soon i understood as i looked at my reflection through her eyes, i saw that my eyes have turned to golden blue and my wolf was taking over as my fangs elongated. Before i could cause trouble, i ran for it. Douging students and cars i ran to the back of the school. There were no students there thankfuly as i heard my bone break.

"Light?" I heard another whisper of my name from behind me and that was when i realized that Marcy had followed me here.