VALENTINA
“ We should begin then. ” Saying this, he averts his eyes away.
Getting hold of the briefcase, he gets up from the chair. I nibble on my lower lip, a nervous habit.
I breath through my nose, thinking ways to avoid the upcoming torture.
He opens the Attaché briefcase with his dull eyes inspecting it’s contents. I can’t see it because the open compartment of the Attaché Briefcase is efficiently blocking my view.
My fingers curl up with curiosity and fear.
Out of a sudden, he glances at me and then looks down at the contents of the Attaché Briefcase again.
Is he deciding on the tool to use for torturing me? How considerate of him!
“ Ms. Valentina. ” My name rolls off his tongue smoothly.
I notice his accent then. It’s Italian. Explains his name too. He doesn’t look Italian though.
He takes out a shiny little knife from the Attaché Briefcase and closes it back. A lump forms in my throat, as I observe the small weapon in his right hand.
Such small sharp knifes are used to make small but deep cuts on the sensitive areas.
I think…I Wanna pee.
Absolutely not because of fear but because, It’s a genuine nature’s call.
“ You have two options. ” He speaks further in his thick accent, stepping closer to me.
Detaching my eyes from the cute knife in his hand, I fix him with a neutral stare, while I am panicking inside.
“ First option… ” He trails off, his left hand reaching forward.
Inhaling deeply, I do my best to not flinch or close my eyes when he is staring at me.
He brushes off some stray hair from my neck and his thumb trails down the side of my neck. All this while, his eyes are gazing into mine.
He is distracting me. He is making me lose focus. He is tempting me into telling him things, I am determined to not tell anyone.
“ You confess to everything and we will provide you witness protection. ” He states the first option, which is unacceptable for me.
He takes his hand away and closes the distance between us this time. He sits on the edge of the table right in front of me as I try to scoot away, but fail to do so, because of those restraining handcuffs.
“ Second option. ” His voice drops down a few octaves, his left hand reaching behind my head to hold my nape.
He brings the small knife forward and places its sharp tip against my throbbing vein. He knows the exact spot.
I don’t flinch, but I sure try to look down when he puts some pressure on the knife, ready to push the knife in my neck.
“ Don’t breath too deep or fast. Don’t move. ” He whispers quietly to me, causing my eyes to shoot up toward his dark orbs.
My eyes narrow down in a glare finding his face just inches away. His eyes hold the same pinning look, which leaves me holding my breath back.
Don’t breath too deep or fast. He is right. If I breath too deep or fast or if I move, the tip of the knife which is placed against my carotid artery will pierce it and I will die in maximum ten seconds.
He leans in, his face completely blank. I have a hint that he will never hesitate to slit my throat open. Right here and right now.
“ So the second option. I make you talk and then we will provide you witness protection. ” His thumb draws small threatening circles on my nape as he speaks in a hushed tone.
He knows what he is doing very well. The tickling sensation his thumb is causing me on my neck, makes me want to lean in, but the tip of the knife on the front of my neck, keeps me fixed on the same spot.
I can not lean in. I can not lean away.
Then, I frown.
“ Are not these two the same options? ” The tickling sensation distracts me enough to make me open my mouth for the second time.
He looks amused when I talk. I decide to sigh but the tip of the sharp knife doesn’t really allows me to actually go with what I am thinking.
“ They are two very different options. ” He denies my claim, leaning in.
He leaves my nape and I sigh in relief, ready to lean away when his left hand grabs my jaw, making me pout.
His fingers don’t dig in the flesh of my face, but those long fingers render me unable to move away from the tip of the blade.
“ In the first option, you will sing like a bird and we will treat you such. ” He explains and his fingers slowly put pressure on my cheek.
The frown on my forehead deepens immensely.
“ In the second option, I will have to do some work on you. ” His fingers leave my jaw and he trails his forefinger down the front of my throat, making me shiver.
“ Don’t move. ” He reminds me about the knife by pushing it a little forward when I am about to lean away from him.
His forefinger trails lower on my throat reaching my collar bone and I gulp, feeling the not-so-innocent human sensations.
“ You are not going to ask the details of the work I have to do on you? ” He fakes his surprise and leans further toward me.
I can feel his minty breath on my face now. Goosebumps rise all over my skin when he encircles the edge of my collarbone, before he pulls his hand away at once.
“ I will have to carve up this pretty hot body of yours and I will really feel bad about destroying something so beautiful. ” He breathes out, distracting me from my motto again.
He is so good at this. I can feel shivers running up and down my body just by talking to him.
I don’t want to imagine what it will be like if he really begins to CARVE up my body.
I don’t want that. I hate too much pain. I hate restraints too.
“ In the second option, you will surely tell everything but you will cry like a little bird. ” He pushes the knife forward and it pierces my skin, creating a small dot on my neck.
I hiss out, my breath stuck painfully in my throat. I swallow the lump and keep my scared round eyes fixed at him.
“ Do you want to tell me something now? ” He looks satisfied with his success, because I look shit scared in this moment.
He takes away the knife from my throat and I notice the drop of blood over it. My eyes go back up to meet his dark orbs.
“ I Wanna pee. ”
VALENTINAI don’t know for how long I cried. I told him everything, almost everything and then cried for him too.Can I do anything worse than this?I sigh, now laying over my bed. He left earlier, saying he had to be somewhere else. I don’t know why but he looked baffled, as if there was something he couldn’t understand and didn’t like either or as if he had to make a decision he didn’t like.I release another heavy breath and stare up at the ceiling. My hand reaches out to my dry lips, my fingers tracing the outline. The touch of his lips still lingers on mine.I never knew a man’s touch could feel so good. I am only familiar with the agony the men in my life brought me.Pulling my hand down, I purse my lips and continue drilling holes in the ceiling.The loud ding noise of the main door opening breaks me out of my trance. I sit up in the bed.My heart begins to beat fast. Fixing my eyes at the door, I wait for Agent Vita—no—Matteo to come to my room.Time passes but he doesn’t come
MATTEOShe is so beautiful. When I look at her from close, that’s what I always think.She is beautiful but she is beaten and broken. She is damaged and dangerous.They had taken her innocence and her peace of mind. It hurts me to know that whatever she does now to bring her old self back, it won’t ever be enough.Valentina is gone. It seems the innocent girl, the one who was whole, had died a long time ago and what I see now is the broken shell of a person she once was.She is a danger to herself at this point, because she can’t control her rage, her thoughts, her memories from claiming her again and again.I hate to admit this, but she is a threat to everyone around her as well.As I hold her broken, crying self in my arms, I silently feel miserable for her.So beautifully broken she is. So impossible it is to fix her now.I should have
VALENTINAI close my eyes. The vein in my neck throbs against the tip of the bloodied sharp knife.He is going to kill me.“ If you attack someone, you have to do it right, Darling because if you fail and give them a chance, they won’t hesitate before slicing your pretty throat open. ” He whispers against my lips.The tip of the knife presses further into my neck but never pierces my skin. He doesn’t want to kill me.I open my eyes, meeting his gaze from up close. He looks like the epitome of perfection, someone without any flaws when he is so near.For a moment, I forget where I am standing. I forget about the knife held against my neck, I forget about the seduction and hidden serious look in his eyes.I see him for what he is. The emotions flickering in his eyes, the raw desire and the painful ne
VALENTINA~LITTLE WHILE EARLIERAgent Vitali leaves me in my cage and for some time, I just stand in front of the door, staring at it emotionlessly.Then, anger sears inside me. I want to get out of here - these words become an itch under my skin.I turn around on my heels and go to the kitchen to drink water. I need to calm the hell down.When I am near the sink, my eyes land on the knife holder placed close to it. I pause in my way, a glass held in my hand.He manipulated me, lied to me, gave me hope just to snatch it away once more. Just like everybody else.My emotions turn hard, my eyes zeroing in on the knife holder.I think there is only one way to get out here. I need to threaten Agent Vitali somehow or injure him a little so he can let me go. It’s a foolish idea - I know, but I can’t think of anything else right now.
MATTEOStanding on the rooftop of one of the highest buildings in the X city, I wait for Leo while I stare at the city before me. Everything seems so bright and dazzling from up here. The whole city is drowning in light and it feels like darkness has no home down there.But, I know what resides down there. It’s anything, but light and something like the evil darkness.Blood, Gore and Coldness exists in every corner of this city. It’s because this is the Thorn Clan territory. The rule and order of this city has long been in the hands of the Mafia Clan everyone fears. I have seen it from close, before I was kicked far away from the life of luxury and pleasure.I inhale the cold air and push my hands into my pockets.I aim to bring the light back.With the thought of light, Valentina’s face revolves in my mind. She looked so hurt when she realised that I was onl
VALENTINATaking his words to be true, I grab the plate from him. I am still suspicious, but I guess there is no harm in eating the sandwiches if this is what he wants me to do.I grab the first sandwich and start eating it. My eyes meet his dark eyes occasionally. The tension between us is dangerous.The way he looks at me always does strange things to me. I want to lean in, touch him, want to know what he truly feels and thinks and needs.Agent Vitali pushes his hand forward and places my stray hair behind my ear. My chewing mouth pauses as I find it difficult to move for a second.His thumb slides down my cheek and halts at the corner of my lips. My heart does somersault in my chest, wanting to break out of the ribcage and land near his feet if given the chance.“ What do you want so bad? ” His voice is a mere sensual whisper, a question he is asking to himself