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Chapter Thirty
RIVER
I've been pulling my hair out this week. Lashing out, snapping at everyone. My wolf, and myself, are so angry. All the time. I just want to kill things.
I find myself not the same trainer as I was before in training. I'm short with the recruits, resentful, demeaning. Picking on weaker wolves to take my frustrations on. I can't get my head straight.
"Davis!" I yell. I march over to the tall kid who's been taking a beating all morning during spar practice. "What the fuck? Get your lazy ass up and fucking get to work!" I grab him by the shirt and lift him off the ground.
"Sir..yes..sir.." He struggles in my grip to stand and clearly scared.
I can feel the other recruits eyes on me. I point to Davis. "This isn't a game. Quit fucking around."
"Yes, sir." He stands wide eyed at my outburst.
Zeke must have seen the di
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