For now, I’d play his game.
But in the end, I’d be the one to win.
13
SABRINA
I wasn’t sure if I was prepared for this.
Viktor had given me my first real mission, one that made my skin crawl the moment he spoke the words.
It was different from the cold, clinical operations I was used to.
This was personal, messy.
The target wasn’t some nameless, faceless figure in a far-off land.
It wasn’t a simple extraction or clean kill.
No.
Viktor had sent me to eliminate someone who had betrayed him—a former associate who had crossed a line.
The catch?
This man had a family.
A wife.
A daughter.
Viktor had given me the details, his voice smooth as silk as he outlined the assignment.
“Make it clean, Sabrina. I don’t want to hear about any complications,” he had said, his eyes narrowing as he watched me intently. “Do what you do best, but don’t leave a trace.”
The thought of a family in the mix clawed at my insides.
It wasn’t the first time I’d been ordered to take someone out, but it was the first time the victim’s life mattered to anyone.
Viktor didn’t care about the collateral damage.
He saw people like them as tools—expendable.
But me?
I wasn’t supposed to be like him.
Still, I knew the job.
I couldn’t hesitate.
If I wanted to survive in his world, I had no choice but to follow through.
The target’s house was nestled on the outskirts of a quiet neighborhood.
It was too peaceful, too normal.
A stark contrast to the chaos I was about to unleash.
The cold air bit at my skin as I made my way to the front door, my heart beating steadily in my chest.
I had been trained to shut off the noise in my mind.
The doubts.
The memories of my own past.
But now, as I stood there, I wondered if I was too far gone to come back.
Was there any part of me left that could still feel?
That could still care?
I shook the thoughts away and rang the doorbell.
When the door opened, I found myself staring into the face of the wife—the one person whose world I was about to destroy.
She looked so ordinary, so painfully human.
She was just a woman, probably just like my mother had been once.
I was trained to focus on the mission, to eliminate the target and leave no survivors.
But now, for the first time in years, I hesitated.
I couldn’t afford to second-guess myself.
Viktor’s voice echoed in my head: “No complications. Make it clean.”
So I did what I had to do.
The next few minutes were a blur.
I pushed past her into the house, knowing the target would be home any minute.
His daughter was playing in the living room, her innocent giggles piercing the silence.
I almost faltered.
But the daughter—she didn’t matter.
In Viktor’s eyes, neither of them did.
The man came in through the back door, looking surprised to see me.
I didn’t give him a chance to speak.
I moved fast, my hands steady as I pulled the silenced gun from my jacket and aimed it at his chest.
I watched the life leave his eyes in the same cold, detached way I had been taught.
The wife screamed.
But it didn’t matter.
None of it mattered.
As I left the house, the guilt started creeping in, slow and insidious.
The daughter’s sobs echoed in my mind.
Was I the monster now?
Or was I just doing my job?
I hated Viktor for making me feel this way.
14
VIKTOR
I knew Sabrina would follow through.I’d tested her enough to understand that she was cold, efficient, and unfeeling.
But what I hadn’t anticipated was how she would react afterward.
She didn’t know it yet, but she was mine now.
The mission was a test of more than just her loyalty—it was a test of her limits.
And I needed to see where they lay.
I watched her from my office, observing her movements through the surveillance cameras I’d had placed in her quarters and around the perimeter of the target’s house.
She had known—she knew what was coming, what I was about to do.But she didn’t pull away.She didn’t beg.She just… waited.Good.I took the candle and tilted it, the warm wax beginning to drip, thick and heavy, splattering onto the cold metal plate beneath it.I watched her intently, savoring the quiet moment before the storm.The wax was molten, liquid fire that would scorch, mark, and claim.Just as I would.I stepped closer, placing my hand under her chin, tilting her face upward so she had no choice but to meet my eyes.“Do you want this?” I asked, my voice rough, almost gentle.Her lips trembled.“Yes…”“Say it,” I growled, my fingers digging into her jaw, forcing her to hold my gaze. “Say that you’re mine.”She hesitated for only a moment, then whispered, barely audible, “I’m yours, daddy.”It was enough.With no more words needed, I dripped the first drop of wax onto her exposed collarbone.The heat hit her immediately, the sensation both shocking and intense.She gasped, her
“You’re mine,” I whispered, but this time it wasn’t a declaration.It was a command.A reminder.She didn’t respond, her eyes closed tightly, the hint of resistance barely a flicker before it was swallowed whole.She was slipping, unraveling, and I was the one pulling the strings.I pushed her back against the wall, my hands gripping her wrists so tightly, I could feel the bones beneath her soft skin.The pressure made her gasp, her head tilting back, exposing her neck to me like an offering.And I—I—was the one to decide whether she’d survive this.“You wanted this,” I said again, but it wasn’t a question anymore.It was truth.It was what she had asked for, without words, without hesitation.The torment of wanting something so much it drove you to madness.I traced my thumb along the delicate line of her jaw, feeling the tension in her muscles, the war inside her between pleasure and pain.She was mine to break.Mine to destroy, slowly, methodically, until nothing of who she once wa
71VIKTORHer hands gripped me tighter, the desperation in her touch sending shockwaves through my body.She was no longer just kissing me; she was marking me, carving herself into me, as if trying to make sure I couldn’t slip away.The heat between us was suffocating, and yet it wasn’t enough.It would never be enough.I could feel the tremor of her pulse beneath my fingertips as I slid my hands down her back, pulling her flush against me.Her skin was hot, slick with sweat, and I could taste the fear on her lips, a fear so thick it mingled with the hunger that laced her every movement.“Don’t stop,” she gasped between kisses, her voice trembling, as though she was both pleading and demanding at the same time.I didn’t stop.I couldn’t.I was already too far gone.I pressed my mouth to her throat, feeling the frantic beat of her heart against my lips.The sound of it, so alive and yet so fragile, made my stomach tighten.She was mine, in every sense of the word.But that sa
The bond we shared, twisted as it was, had become my everything.There was no escape from it.No escape from him.And I didn’t want to escape.Because he was my everything now.The last piece of who I was, the last piece of my humanity, had been swallowed whole.And now, I was just a shadow, a reflection of Viktor’s darkness.But I was his.And that was enough.69VIKTORAs I held her, as I claimed her, I knew she had become mine in every way that mattered.And there was no going back for either of us.We had both become creatures of darkness, but we had found something in each other that neither of us had ever expected.Love.But love had no place in our world.We had crossed the point of no return.And now, we were both trapped in this abyss, together.Forever.Reigning over the global arms market with my queen.And I wouldn’t have it any other way.70VIKTORHer breath was ragged against my chest, her hands pressed into me with an urgency that mirrored my own.It was as if the air
The twisted love we shared had long since poisoned everything else.64SABRINAHis voice cut through the fog in my mind, his words sinking deep into my chest like a blade.There was no escape.I should have known that.Viktor was a monster.But he was my monster.And in some sick, twisted way, I had become his.His hands were on me now, pulling me into the warmth of his chest.His breath was hot against my skin, the familiar scent of him overwhelming my senses.I had once hated the way he controlled me, hated the hold he had over me.But now... now I couldn’t imagine living without it.The thoughts I had of escape, of reclaiming who I was, vanished the moment his lips touched mine.I had never been kissed like this before.It wasn’t soft, or gentle, or full of love.No, it was rough.It was desperate.It was the kiss of someone who owned you, body and soul.And I wanted it.I wanted him.There was nothing left of me.There was nothing left of the woman I had been.She was a shadow, a
Good.She didn’t need to.I knew what she was thinking.But there was no escape.59SABRINAI wanted to turn and run, to scream, to tear the walls of this place down with my bare hands, but I couldn’t.I was trapped.In Viktor’s world, in his mind, and in my own mind.The world that stretched before me was one I had helped build.I had helped tear down the old world, piece by bloody piece, and now it was mine.But I didn’t want it.I didn’t want any of it.I was afraid.I was so damn afraid.But I couldn’t turn away from it.I was lost.Completely, utterly lost.60VIKTORHer eyes flickered, and for a moment, I thought I saw it—the weakness I had buried in her.I saw it in the way she looked at the people below, the way she saw them as less than human.It was the same look I had seen in her, years ago.She was mine.And I would make sure she knew it.61SABRINAI didn’t speak.I didn’t move.I was stuck between two worlds, two lives, neither of which I could claim as my own.I had cho