LOGINI found his lounge easily enough, though “lounge” was an insult to what stood before me. It was enormous, an entire secluded wing of the High District, untouched and unreachable to anyone who wasn’t powerful enough to breathe that kind of air. No one lived remotely close to him. No one dared to. This was a level of residence meant for the elite.
And somehow, I was walking straight into it. They had sent me here without a proper explanation. Just a clipped command, a shove in the right direction, and suddenly I was stumbling toward the home of the most terrifying wolf alive, dressed in clothes torn to rags and stained by my own blood. The building was shaped like a circular fortress, single-storied but sprawling, surrounded by ponds that formed a kind of man-made island. Stone paths crossed the water as a path. Even before the ponds, gardens bloomed in every direction, flowers arranged with such deliberate artistry that for a moment I forgot the pain radiating through my bruised ribs. Only for a moment. Because every step hurt. Every breath hurt. Every memory of that abominable monster hurting me earlier made my fists clench until my knuckles ached. No. Don’t think about that. Shaking the poisonous thoughts away, I pushed myself forward. My legs wobbled, but I forced them to keep moving. I was filthy, exhausted, half-healed and half-broken, but I wasn’t turning back. My wolf couldn't even heal my hurting bones because of how weak I was. The moment I stepped inside, I stopped breathing. The interior was… otherworldly. Dark ambience clung to the space like it was created for it, heavy and deliberate. High-quality woods framed the walls, furniture arranged with deadly precision and caee. The room felt somewhat ancient and powerful. I almost didn’t dare step farther in. It felt like I was intruding. No… more like contaminating. But the door had been open, so I pushed my luck. Aldric Varyn had no reason to lock anything. Who would dare try invading the heir’s domain? No wolf with a functioning brain. I conveniently exempted myself from that category with a tiny flicker of pride that probably counted as suicidal. Still, I couldn't help it... I had actually walked into Alderion Aldric Varyn’s private home. A billion wolves would kill for the chance. So I drifted deeper, marveling. I touched things I shouldn’t have touched, stared at things I shouldn’t have stared at. I wanted to memorize everything—the lines, the shadows, the weight of the atmosphere. Eventually I reached the room farthest inside. The last door. Literally the only one that mattered. His room. It wasn’t locked. Of course it wasn’t. Inside, everything was exactly as I imagined: high-end, minimalist, dark. The kind of “dark” that wasn’t just a color, but a presence, masculine, commanding, dangerous. His scent clung to every inch of the place, crisp and sharp and sinfully clean. It hit me like a punch, heating my cheeks despite the chill running down my spine. Then I found the walk-in closet. Gods. It was enormous. Swords gleamed on display; medals rested in pristine glass cases; crests and armor lined the walls. Leather. Fur. Horns. Vampire teeth, actual vampire teeth, mounted like trophies of his victories. He was incredible. My fingers hovered with reverence before I let myself touch the cool metal of a blade, then a crest, then the smooth fabric of one of his coats. I inhaled his scent shamelessly, letting it settle into my lungs. It felt illicit and electrifying. Then my mind clicked into something far more practical: I needed clothes. Badly. Rummaging through the lower shelves, I found a folded set of pajamas, a black shirt, black trousers. Plain, but beautifully made. His. Obviously his, everything he had was beautifully made. I snatched them like stolen treasure and rushed out of the closet, then directly into his personal bathroom. A long shower washed away dried blood, sweat, and the grime of the day. The water stung my cuts, but the relief was worth it. It was hell today. Hell. I was still drying my hair when my instincts screamed. Someone was here. Just… a feeling. A gut-deep, primal alarm. He was back. Panic shot through me. I practically leapt out of the shower, tugging on the pyjamas, they were long on me, too long. I fumbled hopelessly with the shirt buttons, my hands shaking, my heart slamming against my ribs. Button faster. Move faster. Run. If he saw me.. like this in his clothes, in his room… I bolted for the door, shirt still half-open, hair dripping. My breath came in frantic gasps. Just escape. Just hide. Just.. I collided with something solid. No, someone. I staggered, and the world stopped. Alderion Aldric Varyn stood before me. Tall. Broad-shouldered. Drenched in authority and danger, wearing a scowl that could’ve frozen the sun. His eyes moved from my face… to my dripping hair… to the unbuttoned shirt hanging off my shoulders… to my eyes that widened in shock. I hiccuped. His shirt. His clothes. His home. His room. And me. A pathetic, bruised stray in borrowed fabric. My stomach dropped into oblivion. Fuck. I’m cooked. I froze. His gaze burned through me, sharp, golden, irritated… and somehow colder than I thought eyes could ever get. For a second, the entire world was soundless. Then… “You.” The word rolled out of him with a low rumble. My throat tightened around nothing, and I found myself stupidly lowering my head to watch the beautiful experience awesome tiles my toes wriggling my hands clutching the hem of the garment. “I...I didn’t break anything,” I blurted out. “Probably.” Great. Brilliant. Just dig your grave deeper, Zero. He took one step forward. Just one. But my entire wolf flinched like he’d struck me. His presence filled the room far too easily, bigger than the space, bigger than reason, bigger than anything my tiny, battered body could hope to stand against. My heart thrashed like a wild animal trying to escape my ribs. “You’re wearing my clothes,” he said. “I…I’m sorry,” I choked out. “The people sent me here. I didn’t know where else to go, I was dirty and bleeding and….” His eyes flicked downward, trailing over my bruises, the half–buttoned shirt that hung past my thighs, the exposed skin from where his shirt hung past to my feet. Something shifted in his expression… A predator taking inventory. “Step back.” I stumbled back so fast my heel slipped on the wet floor and I almost fell. Almost. But his hand shot forward, fast, precise, catching my wrist before my skull met the floor. The heat of his grip seared straight to the center of my chest. My breath hitched. His fingers tightened. “Stand,” he ordered. I stood. Shakily. He let go as if the touch had meant nothing, yet my skin still burned where he grabbed me. Aldric looked around the room, then at the damp footprints trailing from his shower to where I stood dripping with his shirt half-open, my hair sticking to my face. His jaw flexed. “You touched my things.” I nodded, trembling. “Y..yes.” “You entered my room.” My voice was barely a whisper. “Yes…” “You went through my closet.” I opened my mouth, then closed it. There was no point denying that one. I probably smelled like his entire wardrobe at this point. His eyes narrowed. “It seems your idiocy knows no restraint.” I stiffened. Anger sparked, brief but real, before dying under the crushing reminder of who he was. Aldric Varyn. Son of the High Alpha. The deadliest wolf of our age. And me? A rougish, nearly feral nobody whose name meant less than dirt. So I swallowed the anger. And lowered my head. “I’m sorry,” I murmured. He stepped closer. Too close. So close I could see the faint scar along his collarbone, the way his lashes shadowed those molten eyes, the heat radiating from his skin. My wolf whimpered internally, unsure whether to run or kneel. “I don’t accept apologies,” he said. My stomach dropped. “W-what do you accept?” His gaze flicked to the undone buttons of his shirt. “His hand lifted, slowly, deliberately, until a single finger hooked the edge of the collar I was drowning in. His voice dropped. “Take it off.”The door to Aldric’s room shut with a quiet click.The sound echoed.I was still sitting on the edge of his bed, the faint copper taste of blood lingering at the back of my throat. Aldric stood in front of me, staring.He wasn't starting at my injuries, but at my lips, his eyes were dark and I felt my skin flare."You kissed him" Aldric wasn't asking a question.The accusation in his voice made my stomach flip.I swallowed nervously. “You saw?”His jaw tightened, hand coming up slowly, thumb brushing across my lower lip. Not tender, more like testing, thinking and considering implications.“As if I could not smell it,” he murmured.There it was.That sharp, territorial note in his voice.“You let him touch you.”My heart beat faster. “You don't tell me what to do Aldric.”His eyes lifted to mine.“I do.”The air shifted.His thumb pressed harder against my lip, rubbing slowly as if trying to erase something invisible. His scent wrapped around me, dark cedar and smoke, overwhelming and
I did not even have time to process the tearing pain in my chest.Before I could understand why Aldric’s name had surfaced so violently in my heart, I felt it.His presence. A not so subtle presence at that.The night, which had been cool and almost tender beneath the moonlight, turned heavy. The bridge seemed to shrink. The wind stilled as if it too was waiting.Seraphiel’s arms were still around me.My fingers were still curled into his coat.And then I saw him.Aldric.Marching toward us.His charcoal black hair moved slightly with his steps, shoulder length and untamed, framing a face carved from something colder than stone. His eyes were darker than I had ever seen them. Not simply cold.Livid.For a brief second, something else flickered in them.Something sharp and human.Hurt.It vanished before I could be certain it had ever existed.My body locked.Seraphiel did not move away from me.He only turned his head slightly, lips curling faintly.“Well,” he said softly near my ear.
I did not sign my name that night.I walked back to my room and sat on the edge of my bed, staring at the blank parchment meant for werewolf defense registration.The ink had dried in its well, my hands were cold.Seraphiel’s last words would not leave me alone.A possibility that expired.Expired.As if what we had was something fragile and perishable. As if I had let it rot in my hands, which I had indeed made happen.I lay back slowly, staring at the ceiling. The academy felt different now. It felt empty, I felt empty.I told myself I had done the right thing.I told myself I chose my pack.I told myself I chose myself.So why did it feel like I had abandoned someone who had never once abandoned me?Seraphiel had listened when I spoke, he had touched me gently, he had never looked at me like I was a burden or an obligation, he had never treated me like a duty.Aldric had.The thought rose before I could stop it.Aldric who kissed me and left.Aldric who touched me only when it suit
This was a mistake.I knew it the moment I stepped into the shadows beyond the academy walls, the wind colder here, quieter. The path toward the old stone bridge that marked the edge of wolf territory felt longer than usual. My boots scraped against gravel, each step sounding too loud in my ears.I almost turned back three times.But I had already decided.If I was going to sign my name into werewolf defense, if I was going to stand against the vampires instead of lingering between both worlds like a confused stray, then I owed Seraphiel honesty. If I couldn't own up to a man I owed honesty? What good would I do in a battlefield? My heart, brain, and stomach twisted and churned.He was already there when I arrived.Leaning against the broken pillar near the bridge, silver hair loose over his shoulders, dressed in pale blue. The fading light caught on his pale skin, making him look almost unreal.“You look troubled, little wolf,” he said softly.He did not move toward me.That made it
For the first time in what felt like forever, I did not look for him. I didn't go into the corridors or the training grounds, I didn't look into the reflection of polished glass where I'd silently cross my heart hoping to glimpse a sight of him, the sight of him that made my heart race, just hoping he'd appear behind me like some silent gravity I'd never be able to escape from.I stayed away from Aldric.The decision felt like peeling skin from bone.It was not anger. Not exactly. It was exhaustion.I had loved him like a drowning man loves air. Desperately. Blindly. As if he had been the only solid thing in a world that had taken everything from me.But why?That question haunted me.Why Aldric?Was it because he was powerful? Because he stood at the top of a hierarchy no one dared challenge? Because when he looked at me, even rarely, I felt chosen?Or was it because he had been the first person who did not see me as entirely useless?I did not know.And that frightened me.Love shou
Lyra noticed, of course. She walked in before the kiss happened, I didn't know if to be glad or disappointed. Aldric just walked away from me like nothing had happened and then I was left to pick up my unrequited love and wait for him to reciprocate hopefully. But Lyra, she had always noticed what I did not yet have the courage to admit. She sat across from me in the mess hall, fork paused halfway to her mouth, eyes sharp as ever. Our friendship was new, she was from a third rate pack who had joined the council by merit.“You are ridiculous,” she said when I told her about the uniform and Aldric's favour.She replied never hiding the affection in the roll of her voice. “Do you know how you look? Like a wolf who got lost and found a crown instead of a pack.”“You are supposed to console me,” I mumbled.She snorted. “Sorry. Consolation counselling is not in my skill set. But if it helps, the way Aldric looks at you is not entirely neutral. It is not pity. It is not approval. It is… I d







