I'm speechless as brown eyes hold me captive.
This never happens.Not to me.I'm not this girl.I'm smart and educated. I've made the Dean's list every single year, and I'm almost a microbiologist. I don't gawk at guys because I think they're cute.But there's something different about this one. I don't know if it's in the way he's looking at me without blinking or the way my body is clearly responding to him.I don't get attracted to men, or women, or anyone. Once upon a time, I thought there might be something wrong with me.But right now, I'm buzzing, electricity pumping through every vein in my body.This man has me completely mesmerized.Like the tornado she is, my sister storms towards the table, a wide-eyed Sammy close on her heels, breaking the eye contact I had with the very fine specimen."Sissy!"She squeals, grabbing my arm and pulling me out of the booth.Mister tall. dark and handsome's eyes drop to where her hand is on my arm, and I can see the displeasure flashing over his features.I'm still too stunned to utter a single word.She smiles sweetly at the two guys. "Excuse us, we have an emergency!"And just like we came, we're going, my sister pulling me adamently by the arm, poor Sammy struggling to keep up.Before we reach the stairs to go back down, I take a chance and glance over my shoulder.He's still looking at me, his hands casually shoved in his pockets, but his tall frame looks strained. The other guy is talking animatedly up at him, but his eyes are intense on mine.Who the hell is he, and why am I having this visceral reaction to him?"Oh my god!" Sammy exclaims as we get outside the club, the wind cool as it blows through my hair."What the hell just happened?" I want to know, my voice suddenly returning now that I'm not in the vicinity of that guy."I told you I won't let anything happen to you." Phoebe shrugs. "Sammy said that guy at the table was some sort of mafia guy.""What?" I frown at Sammy. What the hell would she know about the mafia?"It's that guy from the newspapers a couple of months ago." Sammy says, her eyes still as wide as saucers.Phoebe flags down a cab like a pro, like she's been living in the city for years. "Wanna go to another club? One without the mafia?""I think I've had enough of clubs for the night." I lean back in the seat. ''Can we please just go home? I have an assignment due on Monday.""You two are such a bore." Phoebe sighs. "I don't even have a buzz yet. We had free alcohol over there until Miss Spy with my little eye started freaking out over some mafia bullshit. That guy was beyond hot."He totally was."They say he's a murderer!" Sammy whisper-yells as if the guy will be able to hear her all the way from the club into the cab. "What if he did something bad to Farrah!"The way I'm still tingling from him just looking at me, he could do all the bad things he wanted,This is the time the red flags should go up. I do not wish guys could have their way with me. What if he's really trouble like Sammy says?"What's his name?" I ask, hoping the interest doesn't come through in my voice."Alessandro Moretti, biggest crime family in the country!"Sammy exclaims. "Maybe even in the world!"I can see the cab driver's eyes on us in the rearview mirror. Yeah, if what Sammy says is true, I shouldn't spare the guy another thought.I do think she is overexaggerating, though. Biggest crime family in the world? Please, nobody in today's life and age gets away with crime anymore. Somewhere along the line, people get caught.The girls continue drinking and dancing when we get back to the apartment, and I should join them and celebrate becoming an official adult. Instead, I power on my laptop because I'm a martyr and type Alessandro Moretti in the search bar.Tons of articles pop up, and I click on the one at the top.Moretti: Businessman or foe?I quickly scan through the article, noting that he owns several very successful businesses, including the club we were at tonight. Could it be him that I felt was looking at me the whole time? Was it because of him that we were invited to the VIP area?I'm sure it has to be him. How do I know? Because the energy still pulsating through me is the exact same feeling I had earlier on.My instincts are at the top of the things I trust the most.I click on the first image of him, and that jolt of awareness goes through me again. He looks very much like he did today. His dark hair is perfectly styled, the planes of his face hard and unyielding. He's unsmiling and looks a tad bit pissed off, like he did when Phoebe grabbed my arm today.And I have certfiably gone mad because I'm turned on by just looking at his picture.I toss and turn in bed the remainder of the night, luckily Phoebe who's sleeping next to me, is too drunk and passed out to notice.I can't get those damn brown eyes out of my mind.The next morning, I'm so tired from not sleeping, I'm resembling Phoebe and Sammy in their hangover bliss.Phoebe embraces me as we're standing at the bus stop, her arms holding me tight, and I squeeze her even tighter."You're a bit too loud and too much, but it was great having you here." I kiss her on the cheek."I know!" She kisses me back loudly. "I think I like the city life, maybe I should move, what do you think?"I raise my eyebrows at her. "I thought you liked your job and that you started dating something.""Please, I can get a job anywhere I like, and James and I have only gone on two dates.""Does James know that because he's been blowing your phone up the whole morning.""I know, that was kind of annoying, but he's really cute, so I'll give him this one pass."The passengers start boarding her bus, and I hug her again. "Please let me know when you arrive safely."Sammy and I watch as she gets on the bus, and we stay until the bus departs.And then I get that feeling again.The feeling of being watched.The bus terminal is full of people saying goodbye, there are tears and hugs and kisses, so nobody is paying Sammy and me any mind.My eyes land on a sleek, black sports car parked across the road. Could it be?"Maybe we can grab some breakfast." Sammy groans. "Why didn't Phoebe book her ticket back for tomorrow, I need at least five more hours of sleep.""She has to work tomorrow." I answer, narrowing my eyes at the black car.The windows are tinted, so I can't see who is in it, but I have my suspicions.As if he knows exactly what I'm thinking, the window goes down, and I'm not listening to Sammy's rambling about where we should get pancakes at as I look in the face of Alessandro Moretti.He's following me. I don't dare say anything to Sammy in case she freaks out again like she did last night in the club. Does it scare me that a potentially dangerous man is showing some sort of interest in me? Not one bit. I should be very scared, but the only feeling I'm experiencing is one of excitement. I'm embracing it, too. Because not once in my entire twenty-one years of life have I felt what I'm feeling right now. Not even when I got a full ride to a prestigious university. I'm even scared to admit the feeling to myself. I've heard my mother utter the word countless times before when she meets a new guy who she thinks will change her life forever. I vowed as a little girl that I would never be like her. I will never define myself by a man. But damn, it, I'm feeling all sorts of things as Sammy and I sit in a diner, and I look out the window every five seconds to the car that followed us here. It's parked across the street again. I know what that means. As soon as we fi
He knows my name. Alessandro Moretti knows my name. The Prince of the Underworld knows my name. It's been a week since he cornered me in the diner's bathroom, and he's all I can think about. I imagine seeing a black sports car on my way to school every day, but it's all in my imagination. I haven't seen his car following me again. I don't know if I should be relieved, but in reality, I'm just disappointed. I don't know what the hell I was expecting, that he would follow me every day? That he will push me into a wall and do what? Kiss me senseless? The thought alone has my blood boiling, and I want to slap the image of him out of my brain. The number of times I had to remind myself that I'm not that girl is completely laughable. You see all those giggling females I thought were complete idiots wearing short skirts and tight shirts just to impress a boy? Those girls whom I, Farrah Simpson, thought had the brain cells of a cauliflower? I completely fucking understand now. Thos
I look up at the club's sign. It looks less glamorous in broad daylight. I'm taking a big, fat guess coming here. How do you get a hold of someone you've only met twice, and whose number you clearly don't have? The only thing I could think of was coming to The Phoenix. I know he owns the club and he was probably the reason why we were invited to the VIP area. And I know for a fact he's interested in me. Not the way I'm interested in him, I'm sure, but interested nonetheless. He wouldn't have followed me if he wasn't. I'm skipping my shift at work to come here, I lied to Sammy and told her I had an appointment with my academic advisor. I really hate that I had to lie to her. There's soft music playing inside the club and it seems like the staff are busy preparing for an undoubtedly busy evening. The floors are being wiped and people are walking around with crates of alcohol. I spot the bartender who served us the first night polishing glasses and decide to approach him. "
"Are you sure this is the place?" I read the address that Jerry slipped under the door for the third time, and look up at the building in front of us again. It cannot be. But this is the address that he wrote. I hand Sammy the note and she too reads the address again and then looks up at the building. We supposedly had to evacuate our building, which is not in the best part of the city and even though it was clean, was a bit run down. The building in front of us speaks of old, rich architecture that only people with trust funds can afford to stay in. Which we are clearly not. "Should we maybe go in and check?" Sammy continues, looking just as confused as I feel. "It's not like we have any other choice right now." I shrug. Jerry took our keys when we left, so we can't go back there either. We don't have a lot of stuff, our clothes are in three suitcases and we have four boxes with our books and miscellaneous stuff, all sitting on the curb where the cab dropped us off. "Okay, g
"What is this?" Sammy asks, her mouth hanging open as I deposit the grocery bags on the kitchen counter. She's been cooking ever since we moved in two days ago, but she's been complaining about not having the adequate budget for what she wants to make. So I went to the grocery store and bought her everything she'd been talking about. The Devil's money can be used for good, even if it's only to make Sammy happy. Yes, that is what I've dubbed him and that's the name I saved under his number. The Devil. He sure looks like one. Everyone says that the devil was an extremely beautiful angel, it's always the beautiful things that turn out nasty. "You said yourself a kitchen like this needs to be cooked in." I start unloading the bags, something to keep my hands busy while I keep on lying to my best friend. "Don't worry, I used tons of coupons." I'm not looking at her, but I can feel her disbelief. We work at a supermarket, and most of these items are not coupon items. "I have
The air is charged with so much electricity inside the car, I'm surprised the thing doesn't explode with us in it. I don't even bother asking him how he knows where I stay, because I know he knows. I've seen this guy only twice before now, but it feels like I know him on a level I can't even explain to myself. His knuckles are white on the steering wheel as he navigates the car through city traffic, his jaw clamped shut. He looks angry for some reason. "Are you having me followed or watched?" I asked quietly. "What were you doing with that guy?" He asks instead of answering. "Oh, we went on a date and had a nice dinner." I retort back quickly. "Your mouth is going to land you in a lot of trouble one of these days." Is that the tug of a smile I see around his mouth? It seems like it, and I relax slightly. "I tutor students sometimes." "Well, it looked like he was thinking about a lot more than tutoring." I don't answer, because what do I say to that? Was Kevin inte
I'm feeling extremely pissed off the next day as I head to campus. Pissed off that my sister is making a massive mistake by moving in with a guy she barely knows, pissed off that my mother was a crap example, and that Phoebe has clearly inherited those toxic traits. And fucking pissed off that I had trouble sleeping because I kept checking my phone, thinking that some idiot of a guy will text or call me. This is why I stay far away from the opposite sex, they're bad news, they give you sleepless nights and they demand things! Like, keep your phone on. Why should I keep my phone on if he's not even going to bother to even send me a text? I would like to know that I haven't gone completely insane, that this fire I'm suddenly feeling out of nowhere isn't just a one-way street. It isn't. It can't be. It's too strong, too all-consuming. "Good morning." There's a tug on my ponytail as I'm waiting for my coffee at the campus coffee shop. I'm about to give the person a mouth
Alessandro Moretti's lips are soft and warm, and everything I imagined it would feel like. He doesn't take the kiss further though, he just holds his lips firmly on mine for a beat before letting me go, his eyes melted chocolate on mine. "From here on out I'm the only man that touches you, do you understand?" His voice is deeper than what I've heard before and I'm so enthralled by him, all I do is nod in agreement. Maybe it's the Jane in me wanting to find her Tarzan, but I've never been speechless before. Or maybe it's because this is officially my first kiss. That is if I don't count Jimmy kissing me and then calling me names afterwards in the second grade. He holds the door open for me and I get in, clutching my backpack. I watch as he rounds the car and it strikes me that people are looking. I'm sure they're always looking whenever Alessandro makes an appearance, plus he's looking divine in his navy business suit. "Why are you following me?" I ask yet again as he gets