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Make it stop.

Author: Lila martedi
last update Last Updated: 2025-07-27 18:49:30

*Trigger warning: Self-harm and suicidal thoughts is mentioned in this chapter.*

LUCAS’S POV.

I locked the door the second the guards shoved me back inside my room.

My stomach was already twisting, bile scratching up my throat before I even reached the bathroom. I dropped to my knees, my fingers gripping the toilet seat as I threw up everything in me.

My lunch from the previous day, liquid and whatever pieces of myself and my soul were left.

The stench of cum mixed with bile in my throat made me gag harder.

I didn’t care that it was the third time today that I was throwing up, I needed to feel empty.

I needed to feel… something that wasn’t this crawling filth under my skin.

After a few minutes, I managed to haul myself from the floor and face the sink. I scrubbed my mouth so hard with my toothbrush that my tongue became numb.

I got into the shower and turned the water to scalding hot and let it wash my sins away, wash their filthy hands from me.

I scrubbed so hard with my sponge. I
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