"Leah!" I shouted again running towards my sisters who stopped on their track glancing at me while I stopped running, striding over to their side, and trying to catch my breath.
"What are you doing here?" Ruth fired as I got closer to them. "Weren't you instructed by Dad not to come to school today?" Leah added in. "Well, I convinced him," I say standing at their front. "And I remembered we'd be having the midterm exam in our class today," I replied finally having control of my breath. "Are you that careless?" Ruth fired. "You had a chest pain yesterday, and you're back running today?" She added with a concerned look. "Well, I couldn't possibly miss school because of that." I smiled. "Besides I took my meds along with me," I assured. "You know moving around concerning your health is risky. Not even to talk about running." Leah added and I smiled holding my sister's hand. "We better get to class, we're very late as it is." I was reminded wanting to stop them from nagging at me, especially concerning my health which I don't like to be reminded of. "How was your date with Theodore?" I asked Ruth changing the topic as we walked inside the school compound. "Don't let Dad hear you say that." Leah teased and I laughed along with Ruth who blushed. "And you too?" I glanced at Leah. "I heard you lying to someone that you were Brianna," I said and she looked surprisingly at me. "I thought you were sleeping!" Leah exclaimed and I shrugged. "Who did you lie to about your name?" Ruth inquired with a raised eyebrow. "A crush. I heard he loves ladies who are named P, B---" "You're talking about Keith again?" Ruth interrupted and I giggled, my gaze still fixed on Leah. "Well..." Leah blushed. "Holy Mary Leah! Keith is three years older than you. You better stop dreaming about him." Ruth advised. "Is that what I get after helping you bond with Theodore who's a dropout?" Leah pouted with a sad look. "Ruth didn't mean that." I chimed in. "It's just a bit lame to lie about your name." "I know. He will soon know that I'm lying anyway." Leah said lowly. "And please, don't you dare tell him I'm your younger sister." She directed the words at me. "Why would you give such a warning to me?" I asked rhetorically as we entered the school's hallway. "You're in the same class with him. He might hate dating his friend's siblings." Ruth chimed in. "I'm not friends with Keith, for Christ's sake," I said knowing how much I usually repeat these words whenever Keith is mentioned, especially when my dad and mum are singing his praises for being so upright and righteous, unlike his elder brother who hate me for no reason. "But you're his classmates." Leah would say. "I gotta go to class now," I mentioned this to end the argument of whether I was friends with Keith or not when technically everyone wanted to be friends with him. Although he's sitting beside me, we aren't friends because I hate people who get too much attention, still I have a crush on me which I always regret. I stepped inside the classroom and his grey eyes were the first thing I noticed. One reason why I cannot stop crushing on him. "Why are you just coming?" Mr. Jones, our history teacher asked. "I'm sorry," I said trying to avoid eye contact with the rest of the students who knew me to be introverted because I hardly mingle with any of them. I walked to my seat and sat on it while Keith's eyes seemed to be on me, but I'm sure he wasn't directly looking at me probably a lady beside me, and my curiosity took over as I raised my eyes at him and his grey eyes which has been staring at some lady beside me suddenly got locked with my eyes. This event always happens, I thought. Aware of the fact that I'm the one who always lets our eyes get locked. Clumsily, I bowed my head and I heard the lady beside me grinning, maybe he already resumed staring at her, and why the holy hell did he always find it comfortable whenever our eyes met? He is always cool, well part of his charm. While I would be the first to disengage from the staring contest acting clumsily and even girlishly. I was already feeling embarrassed at my act when Mr. Jones called me. "Are you having your class there?" He fired at me as I raised my head which must have been bowed for quite a while. "I'm sorry." I apologize for opening my backpack and bringing out a history course book. After history, we had two more classes before lunch and our class turned into a talking competition coming from the females with laughter and jokes from the males, especially from Keith's friend's group which contained cute guys whom I always secretly stared at and I even heard them talking about Brianna, my crazy Leah of a sister. "You better give her to me if you aren't pleased with her." The one whom I know as Darren instructed Keith who was seated on top of a desk, with the sun hitting his grey eyes that shun just like my cat's own. "Two more girls already fixed the date they would be collecting your number from me." Bill, the quietest one among them say and Keith was smiling like a fool! I wonder why he always smiles at the mention of girls or whenever he sees one. It would have been so heavenly if he could smile for only me. Keep on dreaming! My inner self scorned me and I rolled my eyes away from him, concentrating on the book I was reading. I was still reading the romance novel Naughty CEO when I decided to steal a glimpse at Keith and there. His grey eyes were staring at me!I tightened my hand into a fist, trying to mask the envy that was written all over my expression.I can't believe I just confessed I don't like seeing him with Billy. It was the truth but no! Fuck, I better get my head in order."I... How about we, I mean, you follow me home so we can plan about the project." I say almost wondering why his look suddenly changed to a bit of sadness. He had looked comfortable with me a few minutes ago."No..." Matthew pronounced but then he seemed to have a rethink, this time his sad look already disappeared from his face. I bet we are both good at hiding our own emotions. "No problem." He stood up about leaving but I stopped him holding his wrist again.It feels as if my body is the one moving on its own. Matthew raised a questioning look at me and I quickly let go of his hand. "Will... Do you mind having lunch with me?" I asked out of nowhere.I think he's the type of person my mom used to describe when we were kids - the kind of friend you feel so co
This wasn't how I had planned my day but as expected, an event for each day has been recorded down even before it happens.I felt the warm grab on my arm and just like a fool I was following him out of the classroom but I stopped when Billy pulled me by the arm."Let's go---" Keith stopped his words and I saw his death glares at Billy. "Get your hands off him," Keith commanded, I'd never heard him talk so coldly with no trace of emotions, his plain straight face seemed to speak more goodness of his beauty, and his grey eyes that were busy glaring at Billy didn't allow me to stop staring at him, but I was snapped back to life when I heard Billy talk."You should be concerned about yourself Keith," Billy says and I begin nibbling on my lips, my head bowed, the attention right now suits them but not me who's in the center of them both. "You are acting sus, might think there isn't a difference between you and me." He added in and I did understand what he was saying.I felt Keith's grasp o
It was another bright day in school, and I had planned on confronting Matthew for ignoring me.I had sent him a text message yesterday, and even though he must have seen it, still he had decided to ignore him and I hadn't even wondered why anyone would. I mean, everyone had always been happy whenever I texted them. It wouldn't be over a minute before I got a reply back, but Matt was such a different person.My first text message to him must have stained my ego because I had had sleepless nights questioning myself if he was just busy or was purposely ignoring me.I had stayed up for more than an hour but his replies weren't even coming.He was online, I saw that!I walked into the class, of course, I came late as the exam was about to start.I glanced at Matthew as I went to have my seat but in all glorious name, he was ignoring me just like he did yesterday. I am not the one who is crushing on him so why would he feel mad at me? He should be mad at whom he thought was a best friend, b
I remained seated on my bed, my back resting on the headboard as I stared at the laptop on my lap. I was in the Google section and I had no idea what to type although I did know what to type I just don't know if I should or if I'm just been weird.With a gentle plaintive meow, Jennabeth caught my attention. I glanced at her and our eyes met. She must have been staring at me ever since I entered Google, wondering what was wrong with me. I had been sitting and staring at the blank search section for over ten minutes."I'm not being weird am I?" I say slightly patting her head, her facial expression did say I was being weird but I didn't want to admit that as a yes. "It was hectic today," I started, I might just tell her how my day went and what was troubling me. She was the only one who knew I was gay anyway and it had been quite an eventful day when I told her. Surprisingly, she had come close to me and I had realized she wanted me to hug her, it had soothed my depressed self back then
"Where have you been Mathew? You had everyone worried." The teacher scolded."I'm sorry." I bowed a bit after apologizing. Thankfully, the whole class was busy with the exam, so I wasn't getting much attention; as I raised my head, my eyes caught Billy, who I would have guessed was also worried about wherever I had been.Whatever had happened in the restroom with us wasn't of much concern at the moment as I slowly walked back to my seat, Billy must be feeling guilty for having feelings for me if only he knew it was a good thing for me, at least I would get to date someone as cute as he was before dying but what I had discussed with Keith's elder brother was what had been on my mind when I stepped into the classroom.I went to have my seat having an idea Billy must have done the same. I took my pen and started jotting down whatever answers that came to mind.."Who's that?" I had asked whoever had been in the toilet since he must have heard what we had talked about in the restroom.I w
I exhaled sharply as I walked into the classroom, only to find Billy absent. Honestly, I was already wrestling with a sense of guilt.What drove me to spark that argument? What made me react so intensely to the hug? It seems like something only someone consumed by jealousy would do.I took my seat and pulled out my phone, hoping that browsing the web might distract me from these remorseful feelings.Darren and Mark entered the classroom and as soon as I noticed them, they walked towards me. "Hey man, what's up? Why did you go with Billy? You didn't even finish your food," Mark said while sitting on the chair facing me. Meanwhile, Darren stood next to the table and focused his attention on me. "I lost my appetite," I responded. "Also, you shouldn't interfere with me and Winifred next time," I added, referring to the milk incident he had caused in class. The milk was meant for Matthew, but it was such a stupid idea after all. Thank goodness I didn't give it to him, or I would have been