LOGINWhat do you fear the most? Matthew's only fear is coming out as gay to his family, who are devoutly religious and consider homosexuality a sin. But when he heard from his doctor that he had less than three months left to live. Matthew decided that living his truth was more important than his fears. He planned on telling his family his sexuality, and also, confessing his feelings to his longtime crush, the son of a Deacon, Keith who was every lady's dream in college. But what if Keith is just like everyone else? Would Matt's last wish come true before the end of his days on Earth? And what happens when all that glitters does seem to be gold?
View MoreTalia’s POV
For three years of marriage, I have been hiding the truth from my alpha husband—I am the daughter of the Alpha King, rather than the omega he knows me to be.
The drums thundered through the clearing as torches lit the night sky. I stood at the center of it all, cloaked in silver and pride, watching the gates with a heart full of hope.
Jason was finally home after a brutal war. As Luna, I’d spent days making sure every detail was perfect tonight, from the linens to the floral centerpieces. I even assisted the omegas with the cooking just to make sure everything was just right.
A month ago, the almighty Alpha King sent Jason to eliminate the rogue wolves at the border of our pack grounds.
Some people might think it’s a bad thing, but I know what it really was. It was good, my dad is slowly coming to accept him. He is giving him more responsibilities to see if he can handle the truth that he married his daughter.
The pride I feel for Jason is indescribable. Finally, everything is falling into place and my dad will recognize that there is no better mate for me than him.
I waited patiently, smiling as I imagined the surprise on his face when I finally had the opportunity to confess everything to him.
“The Shadowclaw Pack welcomes home its future heir!” Jason’s voice rang out, commanding.
The cheers rose instantly. I blinked, confused, until I saw her.
Viki Mayers.
Clinging to his arm like she’d always belonged there. Her dress hugged a gently swollen belly, and Jason’s hand… settled there, proudly.
“This is Viki, our top warrior’s daughter,” he said, turning to face me. “And she’s carrying my pup.”
Gasps rippled. My vision blurred.
My mate. My Alpha. The man I had waited for… had returned to me with another woman carrying his pup.
And Jason didn’t even have the decency to tell me beforehand. Instead, he humiliated me at the celebration I had organized for him.
It felt like my heart was tearing in two. Every inhale was a struggle to maintain my composure. I could hear every whisper that slithered through the crowd:
"Luna Talia never conceived in three years..."
"Viki should have been Luna in the first place..."
“Luna Talia should step down now…”
Jason’s gaze swept over the room and he held no regret. He looked at me with cool indifference, as if I should’ve expected him to make a laughingstock of me.
"To a prosperous future for Shadowclaw!" Jason raised his goblet.
Everyone raised their wine glasses, cheering and clapping. The pack’s elders smiled and nodded, satisfied with the young Alpha’s accomplishments.
And I wanted to scream.
I slipped away during the congratulations and returned to our chamber. No one came looking for me. No one cared.
I allowed myself to fall apart without prying eyes there to mock me.
My heartbreak soon became rage. I was not going to stand for this. Jason would answer for what he had done.
When Jason finally returned to our chamber, I was already there, waiting.
“You shouldn’t have left. You should be happy for me,” Jason said.
“Happy about you betraying me and having a bastard?” I scoffed.
“Enough of the tantrum. I just made it home and I would like a nice evening with my mate,” Jason sighed.
“So, now you see me as your mate,” I laughed bitterly. "How could you do this to me?”
"You’re being unreasonable," he growled.
"Unreasonable?" My voice rose. "You humiliated me in front of the entire pack, and you expect me to just accept it?”
Jason removed his armor, piece by piece, not even bothering to look at me. "It’s done. She’s pregnant. The pack has an heir. You need to accept this.”
“How do you expect me to accept this?” I took a step forward, snarling. “You caused me pain for AN ENTIRE MONTH because you were betraying the mate bond by sleeping with that slut!”
“I advised the pack doctor to give you pain killers. I will make sure he is punished for not properly taking care of you while I was away,” Jason said nonchalantly.
I balked at his audacity. “And that is supposed to make it right?” I demanded.
"You’ve been Luna for three years and haven’t given me an heir," he said simply, as if that justified everything. "Did you expect me to wait forever?”
“I expected you to treat me as your Luna. I expected you to discuss with me if you wanted a breeder, not…”
“Do you even hear yourself, Talia? Did you forget who you are?” Jason snarled, interrupting me.
“I am your Luna,” I responded, not backing down.
“And a Luna provides heirs, and you can’t even do that. If you can’t provide me with an heir, you’re a Luna in name only. I need more than a worthless barren omega cosplaying as a Luna!”
“How dare you speak to me like that!”
Jason’s expression was unreadable. It was as if I was looking at a stranger. His voice was firm and cold as he said, “You have two options. You can leave, lose your status as Luna, and go back to being an omega. Or you can stay and support.”
6 Days Later... "Hey, Matthew," Keith called as he walked into the kitchen hugging his boyfriend from behind. "Good morning sweetheart," Matthew called softly with a smile on his lips. "How was your night? Had no idea when you woke up." Keith said, his hands placed around Matthew's waist. "You worked hard last night and even forgot to have dinner. I wanted to make you something special." Matthew replied, turning swiftly to face Keith who was beaming with smiles as though Matthew was the only one who could bring him joy. Definitely yes, Matthew was the only one who could bring him happiness, but what will happen to him now that his happiness is gone? Slowly, Keith opened his eyes, finding himself once again in the bedroom which used to be for him and Matthew. Birds were chirping and the gentle sound of trees waving from the distance was the only noise in the quiet neighborhood. He would love to fall asleep again. Rather, sleep and never wake up. Why does this dream alw
It was another day, but not just another day.A day of sadness? A day where I'm gonna realize I can cry like an infant. Yes, D-Day.During the rest of the ten days, I had to make sure to give Matthew the best life, I had made sure no hour passed without seeing him smile, and even though his legs were swollen and he could hardly walk on his own, I had always given him a piggyback whenever we're out of the house and I've never been tired of that.It was only when he told me three nights ago."Hey, Keith." I looked down at him, we were in a cuddle snuggled up on our bed."I've been keeping track of my days." He has told me and I had forced out a smile even though he always sees through me.I hadn't even realized the days were so short, has it even been a week since we eloped out of the hospital? I thought we still had twenty days left.I had hidden my fears, heartbroken self, and had hugged him tighter without saying a word.We didn't have any outdoor activity ever since then and most ti
It's been a long week.From visiting amusement parks to eating my favorite meals, hearing Keith sing lullabies every time we are to fall asleep, and with slow and romantic sex of course.It still feels like a dream that I'm achieving all this before dying, in short, I'd have said I'm still living in a dream in which I prayed hard for it not to be a dream cause when I wake, I'd cry that all the good times I had with Keith had been a lie but staring at the calendar right now, I sincerely wish I was in a dream.Ten days. I bit my bottom lips, ten days and I'd be a dead soul.Keith had no idea I still keep track of my days, he once said we shouldn't talk about it and none of us should check what date or day it is but I couldn't help it.Now I was beginning to pity him, pity myself, and--- "Oh," I groaned at the sharp pain I felt in my leg.I glanced down at my leg which was yet to appear swollen but when I had showered last night I noticed how much it had swelled and I had even worn trous
"It's been more than fifteen minutes that we've been up," Matthew whispered, I could feel his breath on my bare chest. My hands were hovered around him pulling him closer to me while my chin rested on his head which was leaning on my chest."Five minutes, I promise we'll be up," I say again, the words I've been saying ever since we woke up after the pleasurable sex we had last night - I mean shouldn't I call it like a honeymoon?It was damn good! His mouth around my shaft and how he had relentlessly made me cum down his throat was something I had to reward him for with a good fuck.I can't believe I was good at fucking a guy myself, I had given him his first cum and I was sure he was a virgin, well he has also jokes about thanking me for not going to make him die as a virgin.We had had sex for a couple of hours and had settled on the bed, both of us snuggled up to each other until this morning, and I'm not even ready to let go of him yet.I want to feel myself inside him again but ju
Slowly and steadily, I opened my eyes and the brightness of the sun was what made me shut them back.Ah, my chest... I groaned silently as I opened my eyes again."Matthew..." Ruth called standing beside me."Ah..." I groaned again."Are you okay?" She asks with a worried look and I slowly nod blin
The next morning...I was still in Matthew's ward, staring at him.After rushing him down to the hospital where he was admitted, I couldn't even feel myself anymore.Each event that was happening to him seemed to be a second-season scenario of what had happened with my mother...I had maintained my
"Again, y'all tried, I hope we get one more score from them in the second half." The coach said, then he walked away from the dressing room.I downed the rest of the water in the bottle as I breathed out a sigh taking my phone to text Matthew but instead, a call came in.As I glanced at it, it was
It was yet another day.I was seated in the front rows of the church as usual while the reverend preached.My dad was busy with other church activities with some other Deacon, and my mother and sisters were seated beside me.Keith didn't come to church today, he had told me about the school match w






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