LOGINNathanielIt was this tight funny feeling in my chest.The more I stared at Nikolai, the more the butterflies in my stomach flapped.We were officially now boyfriends.Which would have been absolutely weird coming from my previous.“What got you blushing, baby.” Nikolai flicked my hair, bringing his face even closer, like he wants to inhale me or something.I shook my head. “Nothing.” I cleared my throat. “Can we go now, it’s getting really late and I have lectures tomorrow.”He hummed before he stood up, stretching his hand out.Though with slight hesitation, I took his hand as he helped pull me forward and then standing up.And of course he didn’t miss the opportunity to rub himself all over me, which I think is something I should probably get used to. Especially how hard it was ignoring both our erections minutes ago when we kissed.For a second there, I thought he would take things further, but I guess he’s actually keeping to his words. Not rushing me.He pulled me closer, inhali
NikolaiHe swatted my hands away.Hurt rippled through my features.Fuck! I didn’t know my actions would cause such a reaction from him.Nathaniel roughly stood up, glaring harshly at me as he repeated again, “I want to go home, Nikolai.”Dragging myself off the sand, standing, I shook my head. “Calm down, baby-”“I fucking told you!” Punch. “I’m not your fucking baby!”Pain exploded through my face as I stumbled backwards, the sand not being enough anchor.Heavily, he huffed, chest rising, as almost immediate regret hit his features.“Shit, I’m sorry.” And he grabbed my face, cursing at himself. “Fuck! I’m sorry. Please, I’m sorry.” His fingers brushed against my cheek which he punched.And though it wasn’t actually a good moment to joke around with him, I just couldn’t stop myself from grinning like some fucked up idiot.“I’m really sorry-”Fuck! I didn’t even allow him to finish that fucked up statement from his mouth, as I roughly grabbed his nape, hurling him to me before brutall
NathanielHis lips against mine felt unrecognizably soft.Slowly, our lips melted, our breathing collapsing together.I knew in every damn universe that this was wrong.Kissing a guy.And finding it extremely pleasurable.I felt Nikolai’s hand weave through my hair, the other settling firmly around my waist as he pulled me closer.“Fuck… baby… you taste so good,” he murmured, his voice low and rough.My heart stuttered.That name again.Baby.It shouldn’t have affected me the way it did.But it did.My fingers tightened slightly against his shirt, unsure if I was trying to push him away or pull him closer.I didn’t even know anymore.Everything felt…..good.He deepened the kiss, smashing our tongues together as the kiss turned rough, suffocating all rational thoughts in my head.“Ni…..Nikolai…..” I huffed, crumpling my fingers against his shirt.“Shit!” He cursed, and the next minute, he flipped me over the sand, changing our position, with him on top of me, intertwining our fingers.
NathanielI didn’t know what I was thinking agreeing to such a bizarre thing in the first place.Wrapping my hand tightly around his wrist, I chewed my bottom lip. “Just… just don’t try anything awkward.”Like trying to kiss me or touching me inappropriately.I couldn’t even bring myself to stare at him, my eyes fixed on my hand which held his.His skin was warm, I thought.“Of course baby, definitely no awkward things.”And I could swear that he was having absolute fun with this.Silence passed, and the tightness in my chest only grew.“Uhhh baby, can you let go of my hand now?”And then it dawned on me that I was still holding him.I finally loosened my grip, pulling my hand back.“I didn’t mean to,” I muttered quickly, clearing my throat while stepping back.He chuckled. “You’re absolutely cute.”I heard some rustling, and then I peeked at him. He had opened his bike seat and brought out a helmet.“Where are we going?” I asked, not sure if it was really a good idea to just blindly
NikolaiStreet lights blurred with golden rays.And yet the only person who occupied my thoughts was Nathaniel.Fucking Nathaniel Lockwood.And though it’s absolutely stupid of me, leaving the party and taking the Pakhan’s daughter’s words.But then again what’s the worst Grey would do?Beat me to death?Absolutely something which I have been waiting for years.I tightened my hand on the handle, speeding through the almost empty road.Less than an hour, I parked in front of his apartment building.Removing my helmet, I weaved my fingers through my hair, my eyes automatically finding his window.His lights were on.For a second, I just stood there beside the bike, staring up like some idiot who didn’t know what the hell he was doing.Which, to be fair, I didn’t.This wasn’t planned.Because out of everyone in that suffocating room, he was the only thing that felt—I cut that thought off immediately.“Fuck,” I muttered under my breath, dragging a hand down my face.Well it officially, I
NathanielI struggled with the two heavy bags containing groceries, while I tried texting.And I know that I probably look stupid, texting him and appearing like someone who I wasn’t, but it wasn’t like he gave me any choice either.He didn’t show up for the tutorial session and if this should continue it would be counted against me as a fail and it’s not something I am willing to risk.I exhaled, staring at his phone number which I had gotten from the phone program form he had filled out.Chewing my inner cheek, my brain running through a series of contemplation if it was worth it.And I couldn’t find any reasonable answer.After he left my apartment, guilt ate me raw and I felt absolutely terrible.I didn’t mean to act like a dick.And he has made it clear countless times that he likes me and possibly wants a relationship but I just can’t give him that.My life is too shitty and fucked up to add him to my pile of problems.Last night I couldn’t sleep one bit, tossing and turning on
NathanielFor a second…I thought I was dreaming.Everything felt too close.Too warm.Too… real.His breath was right there, brushing against mine. His hand was on my wrist, his forehead almost touching mine, and my heart—My heart was beating way too fast for this to be normal.Or real.I didn’t
Nathaniel I scrambled down on my feet beside him, pushing his head to rest on my lap….“Baby… baby….” He groaned, his lashes fluttering, eyes barely open.My chest tightened.“Hey, hey—don’t talk.” My voice came out sharper than I intended. My hands hovered for a second before I finally placed one
NathanielEverything turned blank.My emotions cold as hell, as I stood there, completely frozen in place while I badly wished that death would take me at that moment and finally relieve me from this hellish drowning pit called life.Well unfortunately, it didn’t take me, but something else was sna
The stage had settled, and the five of them stood like predators, completely still, perfectly poised.The yellow-masked man held a bat, the only one wearing a shirt, and the weight in his hands made it clear he could crush a skull without thinking.Green-masked was shirtless, muscles taut, holding







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