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Running Baby?

Author: Sinner
last update publish date: 2026-03-24 21:50:12

Nathaniel

My glasses were gone.

The thought slammed into me harder than the fall itself.

“No—no, no, no…” My hands clawed at the dirt, fingers digging through leaves, mud, anything. Everything was blurry. Useless. Just shapes and shadows bleeding into each other.

I couldn’t see.

Shit, I couldn’t fucking see.

Panic hit fast. Sharp. Suffocating.

They had to be here. They had to.

I dropped lower, almost flat on the ground now, patting wildly around me. My fingers brushed over roots, damp soil, som
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  • Sixty Shades Of Ice   Let me…. Cummmm

    NathanielI jerked sharply, my breathing turning uneven almost instantly.“Breathe, baby… breathe for me,” Nikolai whispered against the back of my neck.And God, I wanted to.But it was impossible with him pressed against me like this.He had me on my stomach, his weight pinning me softly into the mattress while he straddled my thighs from behind.Another shaky breath tore out of me when I felt his fingers slide lower.Cold lube spread slowly between my cheeks, the slick touch making my body twitch beneath him.“Niko…” I whimpered helplessly, burying my face deeper into the pillow.He kissed the side of my neck softly before pushing one finger inside me.My entire body jolted.“Ah… fuck…”“That’s it,” he murmured. “Relax for me, baby.”Easy for him to say.My fingers twisted tightly into the sheets while he worked me open slowly, carefully, stretching me until another finger slipped inside.The fullness made me moan instantly.Nikolai groaned quietly behind me at the sound, his mouth

  • Sixty Shades Of Ice   Sweet sweet baby

    NikolaiFor a second, I couldn’t move.“Make me feel beautiful, Nikolai,” Nathaniel whispered again, his fingers trembling against mine.And something inside me cracked, something I didn’t have a name for.Fuck.Not desire in the way I used to understand it.Something deeper.Something that hurt.His eyes were glassy, wet at the edges, like he was holding himself together with sheer effort alone.I lifted my hand slowly, brushing my thumb under his eye.“You don’t have to beg me for that,” I said softly.His breath hitched.“I’m going to make you feel pretty,” I continued, my voice quieter now. “Not just tonight. Not just when you’re breaking.”His lashes trembled as he looked at me.“I’m going to make you feel it when you wake up. When you’re angry. When you hate me. When you don’t even want to look at yourself.”A shaky breath left him.“And I’m going to keep saying it until you start believing it without me.”Something in his expression shifted, like the words finally landed somewh

  • Sixty Shades Of Ice   Touch me….. please

    NathanielI blinked at him.“Baby….” he called, reaching to hold my face.For a moment, I couldn’t process what he said.High functioning emotional instability?Slowly, I dragged my gaze to him. “How?….”Nikolai went quiet for a second.His hand slowly slipped away from my face.And something knotted in my stomach.Rain still tapped softly against the windows while silence filled the apartment again.I stared at him, waiting.“Nikolai,” I whispered. “How?”He leaned back slightly against the chair, his jaw tightening hard enough for me to notice.Then he laughed once.But there was nothing funny about it.“My father.”My chest tightened instantly.Nikolai lowered his eyes toward the tea in his hands. “He used to think something was wrong with me.”I frowned slightly.“What do you mean?”“When I got angry,” he said quietly. “When I cried. When I reacted too much to things.” A bitter smile crossed his face. “He hated it.”Something cold crawled down my spine.“He said normal boys didn’t

  • Sixty Shades Of Ice   I want your Tea

    NikolaiClosing the door behind him, Nathaniel walked past, saying.“Take off your clothes.” He opened his small closet.And I grinned. “So demanding, baby.”His head snapped, glaring at me. “Probably you would like to go out there in the rain.”I raised my hands in the air, surrendering.“Relax.” I laughed softly. “I’m doing it.”Nathaniel rolled his eyes and pulled out a towel before tossing it directly at my face.“Dry yourself before you ruin my floor.”God, I missed him.Even angry, he still sounded beautiful.I pulled my soaked hoodie over my head, dropping it onto the floor carelessly. My shirt followed right after, water dripping from the fabric.And immediately Nathaniel looked away.A slow grin spread across my face.His ears were turning red.Cute.“Nikolai,” he muttered tightly, still refusing to look at me properly. “Hurry up.”“Yes, sir.”I unbuckled my belt slowly just to annoy him.Nathaniel instantly whipped around. “What are you doing?!”I blinked at him innocently.

  • Sixty Shades Of Ice   Rain Kiss

    NathanielDays passed…I was granted a few days off school to recover, which honestly I couldn’t decide was helping me or making things worse, because nothing actually got better.What happened that night had turned into a continuous nightmare, something I couldn’t pull myself out of no matter how hard I tried.Especially Nikolai.I glanced at my phone.11:47 PM.And he was still there.Standing beside his bike like always.At this point, his determination was something I genuinely needed to study.For the past few days, he had kept showing up outside my apartment, trying to talk to me, while I continuously ignored him.And somehow, stupidly, I thought he would eventually give up and leave me alone.I was wrong.Completely wrong.Nikolai refused to leave.Sometimes he stayed outside the entire night, sitting against his bike in complete silence like he was punishing himself.And every single time I looked outside and saw him there, something inside my chest hurt.Because despite every

  • Sixty Shades Of Ice   Verge of collapsing

    NikolaiMy chest hurts.And I just can’t explain the feeling properly.Probably it started when Nathaniel told me to leave, or when I clearly saw the pain in his eyes, begging me to leave.He couldn’t even stand my presence, and that thought had something hard choking me.Eventually, I slowly backed away before turning around and walking off.I curled my hands into fists, feeling the overwhelming anger boiling through my veins.This is all my fault.I shouldn’t have underestimated Liam. I shouldn’t have.The hallway felt suffocating.Every step away from Nathaniel’s room made the pressure inside my chest worse. His voice kept replaying in my head over and over again.I called you so many times.They hurt me.I thought you were coming.I clenched my jaw so hard it hurt.Fuck.My breathing turned uneven as guilt clawed violently through me. I could still see him lying in that hospital bed bruised, shaking, terrified of even being looked at.Because of me.Because I wasn’t there.I hurt

  • Sixty Shades Of Ice   Feelings

    NikolaiIt was a sight, seeing him without his glasses.His preppy, pretty-boy features were perfectly outlined. I could see every line, every curve, every stupid little imperfection that made him him.I could feel it, my fingers itching to trace them. Down his face, down to his collarbone, before

  • Sixty Shades Of Ice   Love Invitation

    NathanielI glanced at my phone, which was ringing, and of course it was none other than my mother.Heavily I sighed, ended the call, knowing that she’s probably cursing my whole future.“Hey Lockwood.” Someone called, and turning around, I spotted Tyler, waving at me, and subconsciously I inhaled.

  • Sixty Shades Of Ice   Beginning Of Rat Race

    NathanielSweat trickled down my neck.And for some reason, I felt overly annoyed and nervous too.I glanced at my phone for what felt like the hundredth time, staring at the QR code, which had a small location attached at the bottom.I twitched my glasses.Yeah, I finally got a new one after my pr

  • Sixty Shades Of Ice   Breaking and Entry

    NikolaiSo today I choose violence….Wait that’s not right.Let’s go again.Waking up in the heavens blessed sunny Thursday morning, violence had decided to choose me to take its course in my hands, which of course there was no way I would refuse getting my hands soiled in some motherfucker’s blood

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