LOGIN"Be emily. It is very nice to meet you both. Please, come on in" they lady says as she opens the door further.
I shyly took her hand, and she led us inside. The house was cosy and filled with laughter and the smell of freshly baked cake. I couldn't help but feel a little out of place in this happy atmosphere right now.
'Maisie, this is Mrs. Thompson. She and her husband have kindly agreed to take care of you both for a little while,' Mariah explained while still holding my hand.
I looked up at Mrs. Thompson, unsure of what to say. She just smiled and said, 'Welcome home, Maisie.' But I didn't want to be here. Instead of saying thank you or hello, I burst into tears and ran outside.
Her words brought tears to my eyes because I shouldn't be here. and even though my parents left me here, Mrs. Thompson showed me a sense of warmth and comfort, which I didn't feel was deserving of me.
As the day went by, I settled into my new home but kept my things in my suitcase and backpack just in case, because, you know, my luck... I wish for one thing, and something else just so happens to pop out. Being 10 years old and being forced into a new place is exhausting. Emily is staying in my room for a few nights, just so I have someone here. I hate being alone, and they don't know what I like or don't like. Being left in the dark is a major dislike for me. Mrs. Thompson and her husband, Mr. Thompson, treated us with nothing but respect, something I had never experienced before because I was too young.
2 weeks have gone by so quickly, and my time here is becoming nicer each day. Mrs Thompson took me to the mall the other day, and we picked out some new shoes and outfits because some of my old stuff was still at my parent's house, and the social worker said we couldn't stop by to pick them up in case my parents were still there. School was slower these days because I was so upset half of the time, and Taylor had started to notice my change in mood, but it didn't stop her from pestering me with questions. "We hopefully get out letters today," she says while flicking her notebook open.
"Our what?" I was a little embarrassed that I didn't even know what she was implying.
"Our pen pal letters. Come on, catch on."
I have always been close friends with Taylor, so when everything kicked off, I basically cried to her. Again, I'm 10, and I'm crying about something like this... I mean, yes, it's life-changing for me and my sister, but I didn't want to seem like a baby.
"Oh right. Okay, I forgot about it" was all I could say because I had, and right now I wasn't bothered about any of it, not the letters, because I knew my pen pal was probably going to be nice and caring, and it's going to be so overwhelming with the last couple of weeks I have had. "Okay, class, we have our letters back today! It's looking very promising that everyone will get all of there's. Just remember that if you can't understand what they're writing, ask me for help." We all agree, and then proceed to get out of the books and pens, ready for re-writing our letters. "Maisie, here's your letter." Mrs. Jenkins is a lovely teacher. The first day I came back to school after 3 days of being at home, she didn't treat me any differently, even though I could see the sad look in her eyes every time she asked me if I was doing okay. I nodded my head most of the time, and when I was at Mrs. Thompson's home, I made sure I did all of my homework and then more just to keep myself busy. I grab my letter and read the front of it. The writing is okay, I guess, and I think I will be able to read it but let me open it and see.
Dear Maisie,
I don't know why we are writing these stupid letters, but I didn't want to write back to you, but my teacher told me I had to. Your life in Texas sounds boring, and I'm glad I live here in the city. It's big, and there's so much to do here. I like dogs, but my mom said I won't be able to have one anytime soon unless I'm willing to look after it. And as for the friends part, I don't think so. I have my friends here, which I don't need anymore.
Anyway, enjoy your life. In Texas, I heard it's a cowboy town. Where do you live? Are you a cowboy? or cowgirl? Anyway, I'm not bothered. This was a letter I only wrote so I wouldn't fail my class. I have to go now, but I hope you have an okay life.
Not your friend, Max
Tears welled up in my eyes as I continued to read his words. How mean can someone be? I hate the fact that his teacher allows them to put these kinds of words on paper. Wiping my eyes angrily, I pull out my pen and grip it tight to stop myself from crying more because of him. I rip a page of my book out and do my reply. If he can be mean, then so can I.
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Three weeks.I’ve been in Barcelona for three weeks and somehow I’ve managed to find a balance between giving Maisie space and refusing to disappear again. It isn’t easy because every protective instinct inside me wants to be involved in everything, but I know pushing her will only send her running in the opposite direction. So instead I show up when she lets me, I answer when she calls, and I spend every single day trying to prove that my actions are worth more than any apology I could ever give her.The first time she lets me inside her apartment I nearly lose my mind.Not because of the apartment itself.Not because of the ocean view.Not because of the fact that she somehow manages to make a tiny place feel like a home.It’s because I see evidence of our daughter everywhere.There are baby books stacked neatly beside the sofa. Tiny socks folded on a coffee table. A half-built changing station sitting against the wall near the hallway, like she had every ounce of energy to do it bu
Pregnant.The word echoes around my head so loudly that I can barely hear the waves crashing against the shore. Every thought I had before finding her suddenly becomes insignificant. The months of searching, the sleepless nights, the guilt, the regret and the anger I directed at myself all collapse into one overwhelming realization. Maisie is pregnant and judging by the size of her stomach, she’s been pregnant for a long time. After asking her the ovbious questions of, do you know if it's a boy or a girl, she finally looks at me, smiles and tells me we are having a daughter. A little baby girl. Our baby. My daughter.Our daughter.I stare at her stomach again before dragging my eyes back up to her face because I don’t want her to think that’s all I see. God knows I deserve every terrible thing she probably thinks about me right now. The truth is that I’m trying to process the fact that while I’ve been spending months wondering if she’d ever forgive me, she’s been carrying our child
The wind coming off the ocean feels colder than it did an hour ago.Maybe it isn’t the weather.Maybe it’s the fact that Max Kenner is somewhere in Barcelona looking for me.I sit on the sand with my knees pulled up to my chest, my oversized hoodie stretched over my stomach. The waves crash against the shore over and over again, the same rhythm they’ve kept since the day I arrived here six months ago. Usually the sound settles me. Usually I can close my eyes and forget everything that happened in Texas. Today every wave feels like a countdown.Ruby disappeared twenty minutes ago.Twenty minutes of waiting.Twenty minutes of imagining every possible outcome.Twenty minutes of trying not to throw up.Not because of the pregnancy either.Because of him.I haven’t seen him in months. Not since before I left America. Not since before I packed up my entire life and boarded a plane with a broken heart and a positive pregnancy test sitting hidden in my handbag.My daughter kicks suddenly.A s
5 months Later. Okay so over the last 5 months since I've moved to Spain I have found my footing with my work, I have been open and happy about what I want to do and the photos I love to take. I have my own new website that I post on and it's thriving but somewhere along the lines of what I wanted to do because a project for further down the line. I made a few friends, Kai who is happily gay and enjoys move time with the girls at work than the guys and Ruby who loves to go shopping on the days off. The biggest surprise of everything since starting my fellow ship would have to be the little girl growing in my belly. Yes that's correct, I am over 5 months pregnant with Max's baby and I have no idea how or when to tell him. Everything I have done since moving here has been for me and the work is amazing. I have my own apartment after Ruby moved in with Lucas, her boyfriend but Jillian kept my rent the same as I have been paying even though I have savings now. Granted I'm thankful th
I read the letter that was posted this morning. I read it over and over again wondering what it all meant.I wanted to believe that I was doing the right thing and that everything I had ever worked for wouldn't be left to rot. My mom was always badgering us boys to be gentlemen and to treat women right and I must have spent a long while on the phone to my mom who cursed at me so much that I thought for a moment my dad might come down and beat some sense into me.What I did was wrong and what I want to do is fix everything that I have done wrong starting with Maisie.I try her Cell but it doesn't go through so I try her sisters phone."Mr Kenner" Emily says into the phone. It's 4 pm and she should be at her office space but right now I don't even care."Emily. Please tell me you know where Maisie is?""I'm sorry, I don't. I did get a letter from her though but I haven't opened it" she says into the phone. After everything me and Maisie have been through, all the good and bad and everyt
I read her text message...over and over again. I leave the gala in a hurry to go and make this all better with Maisie, her phone kept ringing when I looked at her message. I felt like the biggest fool going. Why couldn't I have just told her the truth about why I had to take Sarah. Now she's found
Since me and Max slept together the other day he's barely texted back or spoke.Saturday evening rolled round a lot quicker than I would have liked and I don't usually mind weekends because then I can get out and do my thing. Get photos of nature and the surrounding areas which I could use as a side
But before anything could go any further, there was a knock at the front door, and with Ivy or Natalie not at home, she had to be the one to go and get it. She managed to put her top back on in a quick hurry and headed downstairs to see who it was. She had been gone for quite a while, so after gett
It had been two weeks since I last saw Max. In fact, no, it had been two weeks since I saw Max with another woman on his desk. I had no right to be jealous or angry; had my mind been consumed with thoughts of him? Yes. The fact was, I was a photographer, living in my cosy little house on the outskir







