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I stood up still feeling the phantom heat of that dream and I just ended up spending the morning avoiding Adrian completely. I was in my office checking out some works when a knock came, it was around 10 and I called out without looking up. "Come in." Sophia walked in carrying two cups of coffee and wearing her kind of seductive smile. "I thought you could use a break." "I'm fine, thank you," I said, but she was already setting one cup on my desk and settling into the chair across from me, crossing her legs in a way that drew my attention to the hem of her skirt. "You've been holed up in here for hours," Sophia said. "And working too hard isn't good for you, Emma. You need to relax and enjoy the holidays." I took a sip of coffee to avoid responding and Sophia leaned forward. "You know," Sophia said quietly, her eyes holding mine. "If you need some personal service, like help releasing some of that tension you're carrying, I'm very available." Heat flooded my face and I nearly spilled coffee on my keyboard. "I don't think that's appropriate." "Appropriate is boring," Sophia said, standing and moving around the desk until she was beside my chair. "And you don't strike me as boring, Emma." Her hand came to rest on my shoulder and I felt that touch everywhere, my body still wound tight from last night's dream and now this woman offering exactly what I shouldn't want. "Sophia," I started, but she was already stepping back. "Think about it," Sophia said, heading for the door. "The offer stands whenever you're ready." ADRIAN It's almost dinner time and I haven't really seen Emma, though I not concerned or anything. But I just feel weird so I headed to the gym in the basement, but twenty minutes in Luca walked through the door. "Don't mind me," Luca said, heading for the weight rack. "I'm just getting my evening workout in." I nodded without stopping, but then Luca pulled off his shirt and every coherent thought left my brain. He was all muscular, his body was moving in a seductive manner as he started his routine, and I couldn't stop watching even though I knew I should look away. Luca caught me staring and smirked. "See something you like, boss?" I fumbled with the treadmill controls and nearly tripped. "I was just.... I... need to go." I grabbed my things and headed for the door but Luca was faster, his hand catching my arm and spinning me around. "Wait," Luca said, and something in his voice had changed. "I'm sorry, that wasn't professional." "It's fine," I said, trying to pull away, but his grip held firm. "No, I'm not apologising for that," Luca said, stepping closer until my back hit the wall and he was right there in my space. "I have skipped this but I can't help noticing the way you look at me." "I don't..." I started, but then his mouth was on mine and every excuse died in my throat. Luca kissed me real hard with one hand rubbing my shirt and the other braced against the wall beside my head, and I kissed him back without thinking, my hands finding his bare shoulders and pulling him closer. He was everything I'd been denying myself, and when he pressed his body against mine I felt every hard line of those muscle and wanted more. Luca pulled back just enough to breathe. "Tell me to stop." I should have but instead I grabbed the back of his neck and kissed him again, deeper this time, letting him crowd me against the wall and take whatever he wanted. But my phone rang and we broke apart, both breathing hard, and I saw Emma's name. "I have to take this," I said, and Luca stepped back reluctantly. "Later then," Luca said, grabbing his shirt. "We're not done with this conversation." He left and I answered the phone with my fast breathing. "What?" "We have a board meeting in ten minutes," Emma said. "Get your ass to the office now." EMMA The video call was a disaster from the first minute and it only got worse as it went on. Adrian and I sat side by side at the desk trying to present quarterly projections, but we kept contradicting each other and talking over each other and making it painfully obvious we had no idea how to work together. "The European expansion should be our priority," I said, pulling up slides. "We need to focus on the Asian markets first," Adrian interrupted. "The European timing is wrong." "The timing is perfect if you'd actually read the market analysis," I shot back. One of the board members cleared his throat. "Perhaps you two should discuss this privately before presenting to us." The call ended badly and the second the screen went dark I turned on Adrian. "What the hell was that?" "Me trying to save us from your terrible ideas," Adrian said, standing up. "You have no idea what you're doing." "I know exactly what I'm doing," I said, following him into the hallway. "You're the one who can't let go of control long enough to actually listen." "Listen to what? Your half-formed strategies that ignore basic market realities?" Adrian's voice rose. "You're going to ruin everything our father built." "Our father built nothing but problems," I shouted back. "And you're so desperate to prove you're worthy of his name that you can't see past your own ego." "At least I have something to prove," Adrian said, his face cold. "You were never enough for him, Emma. He told me that himself, that you were a disappointment who'd never understand what it takes to run this company." And before I could think about what he just said, I raised my hand and slapped him hard across the face. Adrian's head snapped to the side and for one second everything went completely still. Then he grabbed me and kissed me real hard. I was so surprised at what he just did, and some how desperate because I just kissed him back instead. And he walked me backward until we hit a door and he shoved it open without breaking the kiss, carrying me inside what looked like a guest room and kicking the door shut behind us. He pressed me against the wall and I wrapped my legs around his waist, both of us breathing hard and kissing "I hate you," I said against his mouth. " The feeling is mutual," Adrian said, his hands sliding under my shirt. We were still lost in the romance when Adrian's phone rang and we both froze. He pulled back and we stared at each other disheveled and breathing hard. "This was a mistake," Adrian said, setting me down. "Agreed," I said, straightening my clothes with shaking hands.EPILOGUEThe funeral for Emma Ashford was held on a Thursday in late spring, and the chapel was overflowing.Stella stood at the podium looking at the crowd and felt overwhelmed by how many lives her mother had touched."My mother would have hated this," Stella started, and heard quiet laughter ripple through the room. "She would have said it was too much fuss for one old woman. But Emma Ashford was never just one old woman."She paused, looking at her notes."Sixty-five years ago my mother was forced into a situation she didn't want. Her father's will required her to live with a stepbrother she'd never met and barely tolerated. Most people would have done the bare minimum and walked away as soon as the requirement was met.""But my mother wasn't most people. She saw an opportunity where others saw obligation. She built a partnership where others saw competition. She chose love where others would have chosen resentment."Stella looked at James and Catherine in the front row, both cryi
EMMAAt eighty-seven I was ready to die but my body hadn't gotten the message."You're in remarkably good health for your age," my doctor said during a checkup."That's disappointing," I said. "I was hoping you'd tell me I had six months left.""Not even close," the doctor said, laughing. "You could easily make it to ninety.""Great," I said flatly. "Three more years of this."But the years kept passing and I kept waking up every morning, and I figured I might as well make the most of it.Catherine and Sarah had a daughter via surrogate, and becoming a great-grandmother at eighty-eight felt absurd."Her name is Emma," Catherine said, showing me the baby through video call. "After you.""You named your daughter after an old woman with Parkinson's?" I asked."We named our daughter after someone strong who survived everything life threw at her," Catherine corrected. "That's you."Little Emma was perfect and watching Catherine navigate new parenthood made me remember when she'd been born
EMMAAt eighty-two I was diagnosed with early-stage Parkinson's and spent an entire day laughing at the irony."Of course," I told my doctor. "Of course I get a degenerative disease after watching my husband die from one.""It's manageable with medication," the doctor assured me. "And we caught it early.""That's what they said about Adrian's dementia," I pointed out. "And look how that turned out."But I started the medications and joined a support group and tried to accept that my body was betraying me the same way Adrian's mind had betrayed him."At least I'll remember everyone while I'm dying," I told Catherine during a phone call. "That's better than what your father got.""Mom, you're not dying," Catherine said. "You're managing a chronic condition.""Same thing, just slower," I said.The tremors started small but grew more noticeable over the next year, and I had to give up pottery because my hands wouldn't cooperate anymore."That's frustrating," I told my pottery instructor o
EMMAAdrian died on a Tuesday morning in April with me holding his hand and Catherine sitting on the other side of his bed.He'd been unresponsive for three days and the hospice nurse said it would be soon, but I still wasn't prepared when his breathing changed and then stopped."He's gone," the nurse said softly, checking for a pulse.I sat there holding his hand and felt nothing, not grief or relief or anything except empty."Mom," Catherine said, crying. "Mom, you should let go now."I looked down at Adrian's hand in mine and realized I'd been holding it so tight my knuckles were white."I don't know how," I said."Just open your hand," Catherine said gently. "One finger at a time."I did and watched my hand fall away from his, and that's when it hit me that he was really gone.The funeral was larger than expected because people from every phase of our life showed up to pay respects.Former foundation employees, clients we'd worked with decades ago, people whose lives Adrian had to
EMMAThe day Adrian forgot who I was started like any other morning.I brought him coffee and he looked at me with confusion instead of recognition, and I felt my heart break."Who are you?" Adrian asked, not hostile but genuinely uncertain."I'm Emma," I said, keeping my voice steady. "Your wife.""I don't have a wife," Adrian said, still confused. "I'm not married.""We've been married for forty years," I said, sitting beside him carefully. "We have three children together."Adrian looked at me like I was lying, and I pulled out my phone to show him photos."This is us at our wedding," I said, showing him the picture. "And this is Stella, and James, and Catherine.""I don't remember any of this," Adrian said, and I heard panic in his voice now. "Why don't I remember?""Because you're sick," I explained gently, like I'd explained a hundred times before. "You have Alzheimer's and sometimes your memory doesn't work right.""That's not possible," Adrian said. "I'm not old enough for Alz
ADRIANAt sixty-seven I started forgetting small things, where I'd put my keys, what I'd had for breakfast, the name of our neighbor we'd known for years."It's normal aging," I told Emma when she noticed."Or it's something else," Emma said. "You should see a doctor.""I'm not going to the doctor for normal forgetfulness," I said."Adrian, you forgot Catherine's parent-teacher conference last week," Emma said. "That's not normal."I went to the doctor reluctantly and after a series of tests and cognitive assessments, they told me what I'd been afraid to hear."Early stage dementia," the neurologist said. "Probably Alzheimer's based on the progression patterns we're seeing."Emma's hand found mine and squeezed hard."How early?" I asked."Early enough that you're still functioning normally most of the time," the doctor explained. "But we're seeing definite cognitive decline that will progress over the next several years.""How many years?" Emma asked, her voice shaking."It varies by







