LOGINChapter 30: Ten MinutesThe wood split with a crack like a shot, and for three long seconds the phone gave me nothing but noise. Footsteps. A chair falling. My brother's voice, cracked in the middle, shouting my name over and over like a prayer."Silas!" I screamed at the little speaker. "Silas, I'm here, I'm here!""Amanda." Kingsley's voice came back, very close, breathing hard. "He is safe. He is standing on the bed with the red button in both hands. Your mother is sitting up. She is awake." A pause. "Moses is in the chair beside her. He has not moved.""What is he doing?""Pouring tea."I stopped breathing. Of all the things I had braced for, the worst had never been a man sitting calmly in a chair, doing something so ordinary. It made the whole world look like a stage set, with the walls painted on and something terrible waiting behind them.Behind Kingsley, as clear as a bell, I heard a smooth, kindly voice say, "Ah, Kingsley. Punctual, as always. You will forgive me if I do not
Chapter 29: A Friend of Your Father'sThe phone rang four times. On the fifth, there was a click, a rustle of sheets, and my mother's voice, thick with sleep and very quiet."Amanda? What is it? What time is it?"My knees almost gave way. I put my free hand flat on the marble to hold myself up."Mama. You are really all right?""I was asleep. I am all right. Why are you whispering?"I was not aware that I had been. I swallowed hard and tried to make my voice sound like an ordinary daughter's. "I'm sorry to wake you. I only wanted to hear you. Is Silas there?""Sleeping. He fell off his chair at nine and I let him lie down at the foot of the bed. There is a great big man outside who looks at me every time I turn over." A small, dry sound that was almost a laugh. "I think I am being guarded. Your husband is very thorough."Jayden, beside me, closed his eyes for a moment. I saw his throat move."Mama," I said. "I need to ask you something strange. Did Papa ever give you a key?"There was
Chapter 28: What the Key RememberedFor a long moment, the only sound in the kitchen was the rain.I could feel every pair of eyes on me. Marcus's, steady and unreadable. Cecilia's, bright and patient, from the top of the stairs. Janet's, wide with a fear that had no room left in it for hope. And Jayden's, the worst of all, because he was not angry. He was waiting. He had asked me a question, and he was giving me the one thing nobody had given him in the whole of his rich, guarded life, which was a chance to answer it truthfully.I pulled off my left glove, one finger at a time.The key lay in my palm, small and brass and ordinary. I put it down on the marble of the kitchen island, and it made a tiny, clean click."He gave me this," I said. "On the floor, at the end of the dance. He said to come alone tomorrow at dusk to the square where my father died, and bring the page that is in your coat. He said the key would tell me where to go next. He said that if I told anyone, my mother wou
Chapter 27: The Girl at the GateI could have lied. The words were right there, bright and easy, sitting behind my teeth like coins. Nothing, he only wanted to dance.But I had made a rule on a cracked terrace, and I had already broken it once tonight."He knows where my mother is," I said, very low. "The clinic. How many nurses are on her floor, which door is the quiet one. He said she sleeps lightly."Jayden did not move. For a second I thought he had not heard. Then I saw the color drain out of his face, slowly, from the forehead down, and his hands tightened on mine until my knuckles ground together."He said this to you. On the floor. In front of everyone.""Yes.""And you stood there and let him hold you.""I could not touch my wrist." My voice shook. "If I had, you would have killed him in front of the council, and he would still have made the call."He looked at me for a long moment. Then he turned his head, very slightly, and I saw him find Marcus at the back of the hall, acr
Chapter 26: The DanceMy feet kept moving. That was the strange part. The rest of me had gone to ice, but my feet kept to the rhythm like a clockwork doll, step and turn and step, while the candles blurred past and a hundred faces watched from the benches.I had been held by two men in a week. Jayden held me as if I might be taken from him at any moment, and Marcus held me as if I were something he had waited years to be allowed to hold. This man held me the way a collector holds a thing behind glass. It was perfectly gentle. It asked me for nothing at all. I have never felt so much like an object."You are very pale, Mrs. Vale," said Madu, as pleasantly as a man remarking on the weather. "Smile a little more. Your husband is looking."I looked. I could not help it. Across the floor, at the edge of the light, Jayden stood where I had left him, with one hand closed around the back of his chair so hard that the wood was creaking. His eyes had gone the amber of the bear. Behind him Kings
Chapter 25: Even When It Was Too StrongMadu lowered his glass and turned back to his table, as if he had only been toasting the room.I sat with the paper burning inside my glove and Jayden's knee warm against mine, and I understood that I had a choice. It was a small one. It would have fit under a plate.I could keep the note, and the lie, and let it grow in the dark between us. Or I could keep my own rule.Not even the kind that comes from keeping quiet.I had said it on a cracked terrace with two men's hearts hammering under my palms. I had meant it. It would be a poor sort of wife who made a rule at dawn and broke it by dessert.Under the cloth, I found Jayden's hand and pressed the folded square into it.He did not look down. He did not even turn his head. His fingers closed around it, once, and then relaxed, as if I had passed him a coin. Across the table, Cecilia lifted her water glass and watched us over the rim."I lied to you," I said, very low, smiling at nothing. "A minut







