Not So Fast

Ella's POV

We have signed a deal with the devil and now I am beginning to second guess everything that I have agreed upon. I thought that I could do this, that I could actually handle standing on the side and watch the man I love marry this evil woman. I am still not over the fact that the man has been keeping dark secrets from me. I didn't know that he was a sadist, I mean it would explain a lot about him. I suppose being in the business he is in, something like this is bound to happen.

I hate that he didn't tell me about that part of his life, I have been talking to Michelle and she has been telling me a lot about the man who goes to Harvey's club. She told me that her husband was abused as a child, he was sodomized by someone his family trusted and that it scared him mentally for a long time. She said that they had to go through a lot of therapy for him to be able to even talk to her about the whole ordeal.

I can't even begin to imagine what I would do if someone did that to my o