Call Juice narrating:
- what? - He said amazed. - that's what you heard, one night with Leonor and I pay all the debts that led you to bankruptcy, I take more profits as your partner, and you keep her under the roof of your house. - I will not accept this... - you know, that's my proposal. - Hard said getting up from the table as he drank his last drink from the glass. - Feel free, it's on the house. He said, patting me on the shoulder and leaving. Completely intrigued, I kept thinking about the words he said to me, looking at every corner of that restaurant that had details in pure gold, I drank the glass of whiskey quickly, I felt frustrated with everything, I couldn't even continue there knowing that it would depend on the guy who asked one night with my wife: - Call, you over here? – an old businessman friend said when he found me. - It's... business lunch. - I heard about how it's growing too. I just opened another company in Poland maybe.... - Sorry, I need to go .... - I said moving away from the conversation, he was with his family and I just slid my eyes being tamed by the feeling of inability once again. I couldn't get him to know that I was a broke man now. – hey... Hard.... okay. One night. The words came out of my mouth without me knowing if I felt better or worse for it, Leonor would be by my side, at least so I hoped. As the sun began to set, I left towards the house, not knowing how I would tell Leonor that I had sold it to save my business, I stopped by a cellar, bought a wine that she liked, I got home embarrassed, and Leonor perfumed me I was waiting sitting on the sofa, wearing an attractive dress, and dinner on the table: - Hello my love. - She said coming towards me and taking off my jacket. - It's been a while since we took some time for ourselves. - I thought the same. - She said smiling and showing him the wine. - I knew you thought the same as me. Leonor was beautiful and smiling, in a daring and provocative way. Leonor Juice narrating: It stung me to know that Call was as determined to save our relationship as I was. I believe that every couple has a saving point in their relationship, a place of balance that leads us to go back there every time we feel we need to find each other again. At our kitchen table, a good dinner and wine has always been the lifeboat of our relationship, that's where we meet again, where we have good memories, where we can talk. And that's exactly what I did that night, in heels and a tight dress, I took him to the table so we could help ourselves, I stained the wine glass with my red lipstick, and I loved to see him smile shyly again: - what's it? he seems nervous... - she told him holding his hands. - I received a proposal... from a partner who is willing to save the company, and there will be no other choice.... - and why is it like this then? That's wonderful dear! – She said excitedly. - What is the proposal? - one night... - one night? I questioned him waiting to continue. - one night with you Leonor. - what kind of joke is this Call? I asked with an incredulous laugh. - It's not a joke love... it's the only way to save everything... - he said terrified trying to hold my hands while I got up frustrated from the table.- wait... are you saying that for us to save the company you went bankrupt, you sold me to God knows who? Do you have any idea what you're saying to me? - I screamed angrily. - Leonor... calm down, it's just one night. - calm? For money you even accept that I sleep with another man? That I spend a night in his domain? For your honor Call? - Calm down Leonor... - Call said getting up and coming towards me. - Fuck Call, this crosses all limits, your ambition crosses all limits. - I'm just trying to... - trying what? Secure my purse and shoes? Are you going to blame me again like a fifteen year old? Who is he? - is a mobster. Hard. Call's words froze me, making me stop screaming, I knew exactly which mobster it was about, it could only be the one from last night, me dominated my thoughts earlier. Unable to feed that conversation any longer, I went out the living room door towards my car, I got in and slammed the door, pounding the steering wheel, I knew exactly where everything would end after a night with him, all the risks that were even greater after being sold by my own husband. After having gotten over his wrath, having hidden something big from me and deluded myself into imagining that I could fix his ambition. I went in reverse and drove through the city to a bar, I went in and asked for a dose of the strongest drink, it was as if only alcohol could soften the impact of what was brooding over me: - Leonor! An old friend, the wife of one of Call's rich friends, stopped beside me. - Hi how long. - She said trying to show that she was fine. - yeah, we arrived this morning, we saw Call at the restaurant earlier, my husband even tried to talk and talk about our new company but he ran away... - What the fuck... - I exclaimed, understanding the real reason that led him to make the unexpected decision. Turning his back, he leaves the bar with a bottle of tequila, which he didn't even have the money to pay for. It was lucid to imagine that my husband had sold me because he couldn't stand the success of his friends, it's the fact that he wanted to be better than others. With the bottle in hand, I passed by the living room door, he was still sitting in the same chair, with dinner already cold on the table, I looked at him, and I started to listen to my own intuition, I was the only one who sought companionship.- you know what's crazy? – I questioned him. Drunk and with the bottle in hand – to imagine that while I cook a shitty dinner to save our relationship, you sell me because you can't take your bruised ego... - I called and said I acted on the spur of the moment.... - he said interrupting me. - shut up. You sold me out, you made that decision without even talking to me, and now I'm going to... I'm going to do what no wife does, spend a night with her partner, because of course, you don't even realize how much weight this is going to have then, just look at the side that recovers your company and will be able to tell your friends... I can't believe we're talking about this. - I'll take the couch. - Do you think I'm an immature teenager like you? It doesn't matter if we're going to sleep as far away as possible, but sharing the bed. I told him going upstairs before we broached the subject again, deep down the alcohol made me question if I was happy to be under that
Hard narrating: When my eyes found Leonor's body and sweetness, for the first time I discovered what it was like to be jealous of something. I was jealous of their relationship, I've always been a good judge and it wasn't difficult to judge her closed face of who was a frustrated woman, I questioned myself as I saw her leave through the door of the room, how someone left a woman like her frustrated. Even if my body wanted her in contact with it, naked, and my hands wanted to roam that perfect body, that was not my intention in proposing a night with her, but knowing the other ways that made her perfect. All I wanted was to be able to sit across from her and give her another kind of excitement, to be looked at and heard like she wasn't at home. As it is not for her husband. She was beautiful, low cut, and would be the type of woman who would put her up against the wall without measuring efforts, who would enjoy that night but the incredible thing is that she would manage t
Leonor juice narrating: Waking up in bed, I realized it was empty. Different from what I imagined, even after having spent a whole night awake, I didn't feel sleepy, and it was still nine in the morning. I went downstairs, Call wasn't home, neither was his bag of papers from the service, he had gone to work, even drunk, even without sleep, the messy sofa made me see that he had dozed off there for at least an hour, without giving a damn. the job of lying down next to me in bed, there was no coffee, no flowers, much less a note, it was our tradition, as if it were something that only belonged to us, but whenever we made a mistake, or we had a fight, to prepare coffee and a written note that had bothered us was the starting point of finding calm for a conversation. And oddly enough, it really worked, because whenever there was a note and a coffee we remembered how we respected and cared for each other in our relationship and Call came up with the idea of writing our feelings down
Leonor narrating: - I want my job back. - She said stopping in front of my former boss's desk. - What do you mean "you want your job back"? I'd resigned in the lull of Call's false support for my writing. He convinced me to drop everything, including a proposal to New York, saying I could be more focused on myself, which I thought at the time was a good idea, but he wanted me indoors full time to answer his calls. Being with Hard made me realize that it really could be better, but focused on what I like. And it's seeing people, movements, and writing any story, except waiting for inspiration in cold love: - You know I'll never tell you no, you're the best writer in this magazine. When do you want to start? - Now. Smiling, I stayed at my table again, breathing again the nauseating smell of the air freshener was calming, with my fingers on my old notebook, I realized that I wanted to be Leonor sitting in that chair and making plans to buy bags without seeing Call complain abo
Leonor narrating: Arriving home with my legs still shaking from what I had just discovered, I leaned behind the living room door, closing it, lowered my face looking to the floor, pressing my lips against each other and stayed silent for a few minutes, I walked putting my bag on the sofa I noticed that Call was sitting at the top of the stairs: - Hi how are you? I thought you were at the company. - Where were you? - he questioned me. - Well, I didn't want to talk about it like that anymore... I decided to go back to work at the magazine. I told Call without further ado, I knew I needed to get right to the point, that way it would be easier than saying my questionable motives earlier. - What do you mean back to the magazine? - he told me in a surprised and at the same time saddened voice, it was clear to see his desperate eyes. - The writing wasn't working out, I felt I needed to get out of that bubble of just being stuck inside the house waiting for things to work out. -S
Call juice narrating: - Call... Call... what's going on? We've just talked, spoken our feelings, and it's just going to disappear... Ignoring the way Leonor screamed, she knew she was making mistakes once again, spoiling what had been a new beginning, but the anger blinded me in the same intensity that it deafened me. He just leaves the bathroom, putting on some clothes and going down the stairs to get the car. I knew that somehow Hard was involved with these smuggling, my instinct was strong enough to doubt myself at that moment, as I drove at high speed to his apartment, I forced myself not to question myself anymore. Knowing that nothing had happened between him and Leonor, seeing him smiling at me again made me understand that I wasn't just weak, but made me feel that I was even stronger than him. What encouraged me to be right here, right now. Banging on his apartment door: - Open that damn thing.... - I shouted euphorically. - But what's going on here? it's eleven at
Leonor narrating: Sitting on the couch while questioning myself what had made Cal leave so desperate, I saw the hands of the clock run slowly as if time had stopped, while thoughts were arising I remembered the phrase he said, about how love must be worth more than any debt, I don't know if it was because that phrase came out of Hard's mouth, or because Call said it at a time when he was fragile to see his eyes calming down when he knew he hadn't lost me, which made him I felt wanted by him, but inspiration took shape, it was the first time in months that I really managed to think of something to write about, and whether it was just because I wanted the hours to pass, or because I was finding another face of love, the face of resurrecting him little by little. My fingers glided across the keyboard and made me drop silly smiles. As if time unlocked, the various written pages brought me a sense of peace, which intensified seeing Call pass through the door, heading towards her I hugge
Call Juice narrating: Arriving at an office without encountering Hard already generated a great feeling of peace, I entered my office and my cell phone rang insistently, picking it up I realized that it was a call from my father, which terrified me: - hi, dad... - I told him in a whisper tone, afraid of what he would say to me. -You tell me that the audio you sent me is just one of his stupid jokes? - He said in a rude tone. - You wouldn't be crazy to make that damn company that was the only thing I left in your responsibilities go bankrupt. She's the only thing you should take care of... - father can you calm down - I said keeping my voice calm. But deep down his words were going through my heart like stab wounds. - We had some problems with some of the partners, not everything is my fault, I'm trying to do my best, but there are still things that are beyond my control. - be at eleven o'clock at the restaurant where we always deal with business, I