Isabella
I checked the time one more time to make sure I wouldn't be late. I needed to leave the house in twenty minutes if I didn't want to miss my flight to Fairbanks, where Gwen and Zachary had been living in Alaska for the past few years.
Three years ago, when my friends decided to leave Missoula, where we lived at the time, I seriously considered asking for a sanity check, but hearing how well they, especially Danny, had adjusted to their new life, I felt they had made the right decision.
I always spoke to them and Danny by video call, but it wasn't the same as having them by my side. The last time I saw them was almost two years ago, when they decided to come to Miami when they found out about my move, and although they always invited me to visit them, this was the first time I could get time off for it.
I closed the last suitcase, being sure that I didn't have enough cold clothes to endure the winter in Alaska, I would have to buy some pieces there. With my bags in hand, I went to the garage of the small house I kept in Miami with my salary as a chef.
Before I could get my car out of the garage my cell phone started ringing, making me snort when I saw the number pop up on the screen.
" Cora…”
" Dempsey, we have a problem with the suppliers " she started, without even saying good morning.
" The suppliers? " I frowned as I put on my seatbelt.
" Yes, I need you to…”
Do you? I'm boarding in an hour! Has she gone mad?
" Cora, unless you end your sentence with ‘have a great time on your three-week vacation in Alaska’ I don't care! " I cut her off.
That was typical, not the slightest problem could arise that she expected me to solve.
" Izzy, you're the chef!”
" No, for the next three weeks Hugo Diaz is the chef, and I'll just be a tourist in the ice paradise " I corrected her.
Although I worked a lot and couldn't remember the last time I took a vacation, I wasn't the kind of person who was addicted to work, I just relied on a job that didn't give me much free time.
" But…”
" Cora, I'm leaving in an hour, I can't help you!”
I ended the call without bothering to wait for an answer. I couldn't deny that becoming a chef at Le Petit Cuisine had done wonders for my career, at the age of twenty-eight I had reached a position that many spent their lives striving for.
But at times like this, I wondered if it was worth it. I often considered resigning and opening my own restaurant.
Maybe even a small kiosk by the sea.
But I pushed those thoughts aside, focusing on the short drive to Miami International Airport.
About half an hour later, I called Gwen, already waiting to board.
" Please, please, please. Tell me you haven't given up! " my friend's voice sounded anxious on the other end, making me laugh.
" 'I bet she's calling to tell me she's stuck at work and won't be able to make it,” Zachary scoffed.
I couldn't blame him for that comment as that was exactly what happened last summer when I had promised to spend a week with them. Gwen was so upset by my attitude that we spent a few weeks not speaking, but eventually we worked it out and I promised I would spend Christmas with the family. And I kept my promise.
" 'If you expected me to back out, you'll be disappointed, Monaghan. 'I'm leaving in twenty minutes,” I said.
The excitement on the other end of the line was palpable, making me smile.
" Ahhh I'm so happy, we've been missing you so much, especially Danny. He's so excited to see you.”
" Me too. But you didn't give me your address, I need to get a cab.”
" We'll pick you up, don't worry. What time are you landing?”
I thought about refusing that offer, but I would do the same for her.
" I land at nine in the morning. How's the weather there? Here in Miami it's about sixty-two degrees and I'm afraid I don't have enough clothes," I sighed.
For a moment, silence was the only response I got, until Zachary spoke up.
" We'll get something for you. Are you still the same size?”
" Yes…”
" Then don't worry about it, we won't let you freeze. See you tomorrow, Izzy," Gwen assured me.
I'm about to set sail for Alaska in the middle of winter. It's official, I've lost my mind.
But I wasn't going back. I was going to spend Christmas with my family for a change. Or at least, the family I'd come to consider my own, since my own parents were more interested in their own lives.
The truth was that Zachary, Gwen and I were just misfits from dysfunctional homes who ended up coming together in high school and never separating again.
After all, despite the distance, the feeling and regard remained the same.
I hadn't realized how much I missed it until that phone call. The whole time I was awake on the flight, I caught myself caught up in the memories I struggled to leave behind, while wondering what awaited me in Alaska.
A million possibilities ran through my head until I landed, and none of them even came close to what awaited me. For starters, the sky was pretty dark when I landed, even though it was after nine in the morning, and after getting my bag and heading to the landing area, Gwen and Zachary were nowhere to be found.
I looked around mentally cursing, until a small sign with my name on it caught my eye.
The man holding it was tall, his hair was short and carefully swept back, his brown eyes were intense and I felt myself blush as his gaze locked onto mine and he came towards me.
It's okay, I can forgive those two for not welcoming me.
" Izzy? " an unusual accent was present in that stranger's voice.
My God, can it get any better?
" It's me…”
" Gustaf Bergqvist, I'm a friend of Zachary and Gwen, they had a little setback, so I offered to pick you up.”
He let go of the plate with one hand, extending it to me, I returned the gesture, watching my hand being totally swallowed by his.
Gustaf, an interesting name. I wonder what part of Europe he's from?
" I'm sorry they bothered you with that, if they had warned me I would have taken a cab,” I assured him.
"It was no bother, I assure you." His gaze never left mine, causing me to have a slight palpitation.
The trip was definitely worth it.
That's when I realized that my hand was still between his, while I stared at him with an idiotic expression.
" Gwen warned me that you were coming from Miami and asked me to give you this.”
Gustaf seems to have noticed the same thing I did, as he quickly let go of my hand, bending down to pick up two large bags from the floor.
" You can go to the restroom and get dressed, I hope.”
When he says I can go get dressed, does he want me to change all my clothes in an airport restroom?
" Do I have to go to the restroom? Can't I just put the blouses here? " I grimaced.
" 'It depends, are you wearing anything under your pants?
Gustaf measured me, making my face blush immediately. What kind of question is that?
" That sounded totally wrong " he closed his eyes for a moment, looking mortified " what I want to know is if you are wearing any second skin or tights, and if your boot is lined.
All right, looking at it that way it wasn't such an inconvenient question.
" These pants are thick and I'm wearing a simple boot and a sock, but I just have to hold on until I get to the car, right? What can happen? " I tried to avoid at all costs the possibility of changing in an airport toilet cubicle.
Gustaf appraised me with an unreadable expression before shrugging.
" 'It's your choice, the most that can happen is that you have to amputate your toes for facing a temperature of minus sixteen degrees Celsius dressed like that.
Did he say the temperature outside is minus sixteen degrees? Why didn't I convince them to go to Miami?
" The restroom is in that direction," Gustaf pointed as he saw the shock on my face.
" 'Thank you,' I stammered, taking the bags from his hand.
It took me almost half an hour to get back to the place where Gustaf was patiently waiting for me, I could barely move through so many layers of clothes, but I must confess that I felt much better.
“Are you ready? “Gustaf got up from the bench where he was sitting, fiddling with his cell phone.
“'Yes, I hope I can keep my toes safe now,' I joked, receiving a small smile in response.
The two of us walked side by side towards the parking lot. As we left the airport, I watched the orange glow of the approaching sunrise, but my contemplation was soon interrupted when a cold gust hit me in the face.
“Tell me, is it always like this? “I pulled the scarf I was wearing around my neck to cover part of my exposed face.
“'In winter the sun usually rises at about eleven in the morning and sets at about three in the afternoon “he didn't need any further explanation to understand what I was talking about.
I stopped walking, my eyes widening at the information.
“You're kidding! You mean you only have four hours of sunlight? “I stammered.
“'In winter, yes. “
I grimaced a little before I started walking again. 'I'm going to spend three weeks with almost no sun!
“'In Miami we get at least twelve hours a day,” I whined.
Gustaf reached an SUV, opening the trunk to put my luggage in.
“Things are a bit different here than in Miami," he warned me.
"If you didn't talk, I wouldn't notice any difference," I quipped.
Gustaf let out a small laugh, before opening the passenger-side door, indicating for me to get in.
IsabelleThe ringing of the doorbell caught my attention, I rushed over, reading the order before putting it in the queue, and unlike any other time in my life, I didn't mark the order. "Anything for me, Zazie? "Gustaf asked from the other side of the kitchen we'd set up together a few months ago."No, it seems that everyone has opted for quail today "I replied, returning to the edge of the stove, concentrating on finishing the dishes I was preparing.We were in the middle of August, it had been a little over two months since Gustaf and I had managed to open our bistro together and we hadn't imagined such a movement in such a short space of time."I'm finishing my orders and I'll help you," he said, finishing a plate of salmon.Putting our financial resources together, it wasn't difficult to set up the restaurant, the physical part at least. Because when it came to the menu, we argued a lot until we managed to perfectly blend all my love of classic cuisine with the local cuisine and
IsabelleI leaned my head against the seat of the cab, breathing a sigh of relief that I was finally in Fairbanks. I couldn't believe the mess that had taken over my life in the last few days, as soon as I left the restaurant I felt lost, I didn't know what to do or what to do next, the only person I could count on in that city was my sous chef, and in a way he was involved in everything. I was alone.That's when I saw the ticket Gustaf had given me, and it wasn't hard to make that decision, especially when I started receiving countless messages telling me that someone had filmed the whole mess and the video had gone viral. I needed my family, it was the only place I knew I'd find support and I also wanted to keep a close eye on Gwen's new pregnancy.At least that was the lie I told myself when I convinced myself that this was the best way to go, but it was still Gustaf's address that I gave to the taxi driver. I loved my friends, and I would certainly talk to them next, but at tha
Gustaf"Speaking of her, have you seen the video? "I recovered quickly, ignoring my mother's questioning look at me."I think everyone saw the video," Gwen sighed.My family exchanged confused glances until my uncle decided to speak up."What are you talking about?"You remember Izzy, right, Dad? "Stefan turned to his father."Ahh the girl who stole your cousin's heart? "Brianna said in a suggestive tone, making me a little uncomfortable in front of my family's gaze.Not that I wanted to hide Izzy from them or anything, I just preferred to say that I was with someone when I had our relationship sorted out, and I hadn't heard from her for days."Do you have a girlfriend? "Greta looked at me."Not exactly," I forced a smile."Anyway, she went viral in a video yesterday "Gwen tried to change the subject."What kind of video? "Blenda wanted to know.But before I could answer, Danny, who was joking with Declan, spoke up."Aunt Izzy set the woman on fire. "He said good-naturedly."What? N
GustafGwen got a parking space and then parked, turning to me and looking into my eyes."Izzy knows you're a wonderful guy, Gustaf. And she appreciates that. But there's a lot going on inside her. And you may hate me for stopping you today, but I can't let her feel the blame for your relapse.I felt like the worst person in the universe at that moment for even considering drinking. I had promised her that I would wait for her and accept her as she was. How could I be so weak?I looked away, feeling like a failure. If it hadn't been for my friend's intervention, my regret would have been far greater. A notification arrived on her cell phone, making her frown as she stared at the screen."Everything okay?"Yes, the flight went ahead, the group we came to pick up has already landed "she stammered "Gustaf, I have something urgent to sort out and I thought there would be time, would you mind meeting them?Group? I thought it was just one man. But I soon realized that she had only used t
Gustaf I staggered through the streets near the inn without knowing exactly where to go, my mind seemed clouded and bewildered, that torment hadn't left me since I left the cabin a few minutes before.I had even considered taking the car and going to Fairbanks in search of my comfort, but I dismissed the possibility of driving afterwards, settling for going to the grocery store to see what I could get there.A week was all I had to endure to complete two years of sobriety, and I felt terrible for not being able to endure it, but I needed that relief. But before I could reach my destination, a mini van pulled up next to me, lowering its window."Gustaf, I'm so glad I found you "Gwen greeted me smiling, seemingly oblivious to everything that was going on in my mind "I need to pick up a guest from the airport, and Zach is busy, can you come with me? I blinked, stunned, and for a moment thought about denying her request. But it wouldn't be safe for her to pick up a guest on her own, Za
IsabelleWe left the restaurant and stopped a few meters ahead on the sidewalk, I leaned against the wall watching the blue sky. It was almost 5:30 in the afternoon and the sun was close to setting, making me think that by that time everyone would be in absolute darkness in Alaska."You didn't tell me about your trip," Hugo commented."It was incredible, that place surprised me in so many ways. I didn't expect to like it so much," I admitted, still looking at the sky."I never thought I'd go to Alaska, for me it's nothing but ice, I like the heat.I couldn't help laughing at his comment, which was so similar to my own opinion when I left a month ago. "I've seen the Aurora Borealis," I said, "and I've been husky sledding."That sounds interesting, what's the Aurora like? I remembered the day we spent at the hot spring, and all the explanation Gustaf had given me about the auroras afterwards. That thought made me smile again, because I knew we could do it again at some point and I hop
Isabelle"Izzy, I'm serious, are you okay? "Gwen's voice sounded on the other end of the line.She had called me while I was packing up the groceries I had bought at the market.It had been a few days since I had returned to Miami, and although I wouldn't admit it to anyone, I felt miserable. From the moment I landed in Miami, that loneliness that seemed to haunt me became evident. There was no one for me in that city, not even a single soul to feel my absence.Even Cora seemed to have coped well with my distance, ever since I returned to work I could see how much she had been praising Hugo and his leadership while I was away."I'm fine, I want to know how you've been eating, you had a lot of trouble eating during Danny's pregnancy "I tried to change the subject."I'm fine, and I'm not the subject here, Izzy. Can you stop trying to run away? I've been trying to talk to you properly for days," she complained.It was true, since I'd arrived last week, Gwen had called me every day, she w
GustafSilence dominated much of our journey back, the light atmosphere of before gave way to a dark cloud that seemed to grow with every minute we didn't talk about what would happen from then on, and it was only when I parked the car back at the hostel that Izzy decided to speak up."I know I've been avoiding the subject all day, but I didn't want to risk ruining our moment together "she sighed, getting out of the car.That sentence bothered me, even though I'd spent the day doing the same thing for the same reason, it just went to show how well-founded my insecurity was."So this conversation is going to ruin our moment? "I forced a smile, starting to walk towards the cabin."Maybe.Maybe.I put my hands in my jacket pockets, walking in silence beside her, waiting for her to make another statement and put an end to all the hope I had been harboring that day. But as I reached the door of the hut, I realized that wasn't going to happen."You don't have to accept the ticket if you don
Gustaf"Are you warm enough? "I asked as I parked the car at the husky farm where I had booked the tour."Yes, I've learned how not to freeze to death, and today I wore a few extra layers "Izzy smiled at me.Her smile had caught my eye from the first moment I saw her at the airport, but now, after the days we'd spent side by side and getting to know her more deeply, her smiles had taken on a new meaning for me, and I loved it when her smile was one of pure happiness and excitement, like at that moment.Izzy straightened her gloves, reaching for the cap in her lap, and I leaned over, taking it from her hand."I think you need help with this," I teased her, arranging the cap on her head so that my face was inches from hers.Izzy kept her gaze fixed on mine as I tidied up the thick scarf Gwen had given her as a present the day before, checking that she was ready to go out, then stole a brief kiss."Are you ready? "I asked with my lips still pressed to hers."No, but I'm looking forward t