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CHAPTER 118 : Equality

Author: Déesse
last update publish date: 2026-04-01 01:20:05

ELSA

I wake up in our bed.

My body is one single pain. Every scar, every cut, every bruise wakes with me, reminds me of what happened. The cuts on my breasts, on my thighs, where the knife passed. The whip welts on my back, my buttocks, my thighs. The marks of the bonds on my wrists, my ankles. And deep inside me, his presence still, filling me, possessing me.

But beneath the pain, there is something else.

A peace.

A fullness.

The void has disappeared. Filled. For good this time. I feel it in m
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    LENAI watch them from my place on the bench.The ceremony is over. The members leave one by one, returning to their ordinary lives. Claire, the new recruit, is taken to her cell by two priestesses. She walks stumbling, her body marked, her face soothed. She is one of us now. Forever.Elsa and Adrien have stayed in the rotunda. They sit on the altar, entwined, silent. Their marked bodies, their scars shining in the light of the last candles.I stand, go to them. My legs are heavy, my hands tremble a little. I know my time is near. I feel it in my body tiring, in my heart beating less strongly, in my lungs struggling."You did well," I say. "Both of you.""You started everything," Elsa says. "Without you, I wouldn't be here.""Without me, you would be elsewhere. Perhaps happy. Perhaps not. But you are here, and it is good."I sit beside them on the altar. The stone is still warm from blood, bodies, life."I will be leaving soon," I say.They look at each other, then at me."Leaving whe

  • Spicy Hot    CHAPTER 120 : Transmission 2

    I look at her. Her eyes shine in the dimness. She is beautiful, so beautiful. But it is not beauty I am in love with. It is what she is. What she has become."Do it," I say. "I trust you."She smiles. She leans over, kisses me."Thank you," she murmurs."You're welcome. You are the one who chose."---ELSAThe ceremony takes place at the full moon.The rotunda is prepared. Candles, incense, the black altar. The members are there, in a circle, their masks down, their eyes attentive. Adrien stands near the altar, in a black tunic. I am in white. The color of the priestess who guides.The recruit arrives.Her name is Claire. Twenty-two years old, brown-haired, small, frail. She trembles, as I trembled. Her eyes are large, bright with fear and excitement. She wears a black cape, as I wore. She is naked underneath, I know it. I undressed her myself, before, in the small room where recruits are prepared."Come," I say.I offer her my hand. She takes it. Her hand is cold, clammy. I squeeze i

  • Spicy Hot    CHAPTER 119 : Transmission

    ELSATwo years.Two years since that night when I became Adrien's equal. Two years of ceremonies, initiations, nights on the altar and in our bed. Two years guiding the circle, making it grow, transforming it.The circle has changed.We have attracted new members, younger, more diverse. Men, women, people who do not recognize themselves in ordinary categories. People who are hungry, as I was hungry. People seeking something the world cannot give them.We have modified the rituals. Not the fundamentals—blood, pain, pleasure, ecstasy—but the form. Less solemnity, more freedom. Fewer rules, more intuition. Each ceremony is unique, adapted to those participating, to what they need to give and receive.The members trust us. Me as much as Adrien. Sometimes even more me, because I am closer to them, more accessible, more woman. I know them, I feel them, I know what they need before they know it themselves.And then, there are the recruits.Those I choose now. Me. Not Lena, not Adrien. Me.I

  • Spicy Hot    CHAPTER 118 : Equality

    ELSAI wake up in our bed.My body is one single pain. Every scar, every cut, every bruise wakes with me, reminds me of what happened. The cuts on my breasts, on my thighs, where the knife passed. The whip welts on my back, my buttocks, my thighs. The marks of the bonds on my wrists, my ankles. And deep inside me, his presence still, filling me, possessing me.But beneath the pain, there is something else.A peace.A fullness.The void has disappeared. Filled. For good this time. I feel it in my belly, in my chest, in my throat. Like a warmth that will not go out. Like a presence that will never leave me.Adrien still sleeps beside me. His face is relaxed, soothed. His scars shine in the morning light, those white lines that tell his story. I touch them with my fingertips, gently, so as not to wake him."You're there," he murmurs without opening his eyes."I'm here.""You're in pain?""Yes. But it's good."He opens his eyes. His light eyes, so clear, so close. He smiles at me."It's g

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    He sits on the floor, back against the altar, knees drawn up. He looks exhausted too, emptied. But his eyes shine."Thank you," he says."For what?""For being here. For doing this. For believing in her.""I have always believed in her. From the first day. From that café, Rue de la Roquette. She was hungry, Adrien. A hunger that nothing in this world could feed. But we have what is needed. We have always had what is needed.""The former one used to say that hunger is the only true engine. The one that does not lie.""He was right. And she is hungry. More than ever."I continue to wipe the blood from Elsa's body. The cuts on her breasts are clean, deep, they will leave scars. The incisions on her thighs too. Permanent marks. Memories."She will never be as before," I say."That is what we wanted.""Yes. But you know what that means. For her. For you. For the two of you.""What?""She is your second. She is your priestess. But now, she is also your equal. You can never again treat her a

  • Spicy Hot    CHAPTER 116 : The Re-birth 2

    Lena withdraws the blade, wipes the blood with a black cloth, applies an ointment to the wound that sizzles, cauterizes, leaves a white, permanent mark.The right breast. Same gesture, same cut, same scream, same blood.Then the thighs. The inner thighs, where the skin is most sensitive, where my fingers have so often caressed, penetrated, possessed. Lena cuts, a fine, deep incision, blood flows abundantly, covers the altar, flows onto the black stone.Elsa no longer screams. She howls. An animal howl, primal, coming from the deepest part of her. Her body arches, writhes, her bonds creak, her skin pulls at the cuts."Stop," I say. "Enough."Lena stops. She wipes the knife, places it on the altar, steps back.Elsa lies, panting, covered with blood, sweat, tears. Her eyes are wide open, fixed, empty. She has crossed something. She is elsewhere."Come back," I say, placing my hand on her forehead. "Come back here."Her eyes move, slowly, fix on me."I'm here," she murmurs."You see? You

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    Elara The reality melts into the taste of him, into the stifling pressure deep in my throat. My tears flow, silent, salting my submission. Every thrust of his hips is a calculated suffocation, a reminder of my place. The sound of his climax, the low, satisfied grunts escaping him, is the only anch

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