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Our Deepest Desires

Author: Zee Wesley
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CALANTHA

I fell asleep in Kaiden’s arms, with his body wrapped so tightly around mine like he was afraid I would leave.

His breathing was slow and steady against my back, and our naked bodies were tangled together under the warm sheets.

For the first time in a long time, I slept peacefully.

The heavy sadness that always clung to me at night was gone. I think I even fell asleep with a smile on my face.

I didn’t know how long we slept, but when I opened my eyes, it was already late in the afternoon.

As I moved a little, Kaiden pulled me even closer.

He kissed my shoulder softly, his bare body still pressed against mine.

"Did you sleep well?" He asked in a low voice behind me.

I slowly turned around to face him.

His hair was messy, and his lips looked a little swollen from all the kissing we had done. His eyes were soft, so different from the cold and distant way he usually looked.

I wondered if he felt the same peace I was feeling in his arms.

"Mmmhmm," I nodded and reached up to brush
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