LOGINLENA
The moment Roman’s voice wrapped around me, deep and scratchy from sleep, I knew I wasn’t going anywhere.
But instead of answering him, my brain did that cruel thing it loved to do—it threw me back into the chaos of last night, forcing me to relive every blurred second I’d been trying so hard to ignore.
It started with tequila. Always tequila.
“Come on, Lena!” my best friend Macy had cheered, thrusting a shot glass into my hand. “It’s Vegas, babe. You can’t sulk about your ex forever. Time to live a little!”
I had rolled my eyes, muttering something about bad decisions and hangovers, but the truth was, my heart still ached. Seeing Tyler with another girl only a month after breaking things off had shredded my pride. I wanted to feel anything but that hollow ache inside my chest.
So I tipped the glass back. The burn of tequila seared down my throat, chasing away common sense. One shot became three. Three became… I lost count. The club lights blurred into streaks of neon, and the bass pounded through my body until I was more liquid than solid.
That’s when I saw him.
He was at the bar, tall and still, like the chaos around him didn’t touch him. While everyone else laughed too loud and stumbled into each other, he stood with quiet control, a drink in his hand, his eyes scanning the room.
And then those eyes landed on me.
It felt like the air shifted. Like the lights dimmed, the music softened, and the only thing that existed was the way he looked at me.
Dark. Unreadable. Hungry.
Macy noticed him too. She nudged me with her elbow, grinning. “Oh my God. He’s hot. Go talk to him.”
“No way,” I laughed nervously, tugging at the hem of my dress. “Guys like that don’t talk to girls like me.”
“Guys like that love girls like you,” she insisted, shoving me a little too hard in his direction.
I stumbled toward the bar, heart hammering. Before I could bolt back to safety, he turned fully, setting his glass down.
And smiled.
Not a wide smile, not even a charming one. It was slow, deliberate, like he already knew how the night would end.
“Careful,” he said as I caught my balance, his voice deep enough to vibrate in my bones. “Vegas floors can be dangerous.”
“I think that shove was more dangerous than the floor,” I joked weakly, glaring over my shoulder at Macy.
He chuckled, and the sound was low, smooth, sending a shiver down my spine. “You don’t belong here.”
“Excuse me?”
His gaze dragged over me, lingering in a way that made my knees weak but also lit a fire in my chest. “You look… out of place. Like you don’t usually spend your nights in loud clubs with cheap drinks.”
“First of all,” I said, leaning against the bar for balance, “the drinks are not cheap. They’re overpriced. And second—maybe I like loud clubs.”
He tilted his head, amused. “Do you?”
The truth was no. I hated clubs. But his eyes pinned me in place, and the words slipped out before I could stop them. “Maybe tonight I do.”
That was when he stepped closer. Close enough for me to smell the faint spice of his cologne, the warmth radiating off his body.
“Then let me buy you something that isn’t neon green,” he murmured, signaling to the bartender.
One drink turned into two. Two turned into a blur of laughter, stolen glances, and the dizzying rush of something dangerous sparking between us. I couldn’t remember most of the words we exchanged, only how it felt—the way his hand brushed mine, how his voice dipped when he leaned close, the way everyone else in the room melted away until it was just him and me.
At some point, we left the club. I barely remembered Macy shouting something about “don’t do anything stupid,” but her voice was swallowed by the night as he guided me outside.
Vegas streets glittered under the neon lights, and the air buzzed with electricity. He held my hand like it was the most natural thing in the world, and I followed without hesitation.
“Where are we going?” I giggled, stumbling in my heels.
“You’ll see.”
I should have asked more questions. I should have pulled back. But the way he looked at me made me feel like I wasn’t broken, like I wasn’t the girl left behind by someone else. I felt wanted. I felt alive.
The next flash in my memory was a little chapel. One of those tacky Vegas wedding places with a glowing Elvis sign out front.
My jaw had dropped. “No way. We are not—”
“Why not?” he interrupted smoothly, his lips quirking. “You said you wanted to do something reckless.”
“I meant another shot, not… this!”
But his eyes had locked on mine, dark and unwavering. “You’re scared.”
That stung. “I am not scared.”
“Then prove it.”
The tequila coursing through my veins, the heartbreak still raw in my chest, and the way he made me feel like I was the only woman in the universe—all of it twisted together until the word okay slipped past my lips.
The rest was a blur of vows I barely remember, laughter echoing against chapel walls, and the weight of a ring sliding onto my finger. His hand trembled slightly when he slid it on, though his eyes never left mine.
And when the officiant declared us husband and wife, he didn’t hesitate. He pulled me in and kissed me like he’d been waiting forever for that moment.
It wasn’t gentle. It wasn’t careful. It was desperate, hungry, consuming.
And I let it consume me.
We stumbled out of the chapel, giddy and breathless, me clutching the hem of my dress while he held me close. There were flashes of a limousine, champagne spilling down my wrist as he laughed, my head thrown back against the leather seat as his lips trailed along my throat.
Then the hotel. The suite. His hands pulling me into him, his voice low and rough against my skin.
Everything after that dissolved into fire and darkness and the sound of his name on my lips.
Roman.
The memory hit me like a punch to the chest, leaving me breathless in the present moment. I blinked, the hotel room around me snapping back into focus. The sheets still smelled like him. The ring still glinted on my finger.
And he was still watching me.
“Remember now?” he asked, his voice a velvet tease.
I swallowed hard, heat rising in my cheeks. He knew. He had to know I was replaying every reckless second in my head.
I couldn’t speak. Couldn’t move.
Because the truth was… I remembered everything.
And the worst part?
I wanted more.
LENAThe house slowly grew quiet after the movie ended.One by one, the children drifted off to sleep right there in the living room. Benjamin was sprawled half on a cushion, half on the rug, his mouth slightly open. Nataniel had curled against his brother’s side like it was the most natural place in the world. Isabella lay on the couch, hugging her teddy bear to her chest, her lashes resting softly against her cheeks.I stood there for a long moment, just watching them.Safe. Calm. Unaware of how fragile everything felt to me.I reached for a blanket and carefully covered them, moving slowly so I wouldn’t wake them. When I straightened, I noticed the empty pizza boxes, the scattered napkins, the half-finished cups of juice.Life, in its messiest and most honest form.“I’ll help,” Billy said quietly behind me.I turned to see him already picking up the boxes, stacking them neatly. We worked side by side without talking, cleaning up the remains of dinner. It felt oddly domestic, like s
LENABy evening, my phone felt heavier than usual.I hadn’t turned it off. I didn’t have the courage to do that yet. Instead, I left it face down on the kitchen counter while I washed vegetables, pretending the vibration against the marble didn’t mean anything. But I knew better.Missed calls. Too many to count.And messages.From Roman.I didn’t open them. Not because I didn’t care, but because I cared too much. Reading them would pull me back into a storm I was barely surviving. Right now, I needed quiet. I needed to focus on the small, simple things—like cutting carrots evenly, like making sure the twins didn’t wander too close to the pool, like listening to Isabella hum softly while drawing at the dining table.I was just about to turn off the stove when a knock echoed through the villa.I froze for half a second.Before I could even dry my hands, Isabella was already on her feet. “I’ll get it, Mommy!”I turned around quickly. “Sweetheart, wait—”But she was already running toward
LENABy the third morning in the villa, reality finally settled in.There was no knock on the door. No familiar footsteps in the hallway. No one else to take over when the kids woke up crying, hungry, or fighting over something small and ridiculous. It was just me.Me and three little lives that depended on me entirely.I woke before the sun, my body trained by years of routine, even though everything else in my life had fallen apart. Benjamin was the first to stir, his soft whimper cutting through the quiet. I reached for him automatically, pulling him close, murmuring reassurances until his breathing slowed again. Nataniel rolled over in his sleep, one arm flung over his brother’s back. Isabella was still asleep in the next room, clutching her teddy bear tightly against her chest.I watched them for a long time.This was my responsibility now. Not shared. Not divided. Not supported by anyone else.And strangely… it didn’t scare me as much as I thought it would.The fear had already
LENAI didn’t answer Billy right away.Agreeing to follow him felt like stepping into something I didn’t fully understand yet. But continuing to drive with no direction, with three tired children in the car and my heart still shaking, felt far more dangerous. I needed a place to stop. Not to decide anything. Just to stop.“Okay,” I finally said. “I’ll follow you.”Billy nodded, relief flickering across his face. He walked back to his car, and moments later, the engine started. I waited until he pulled out before starting mine, following his car from behind.The road stretched forward quietly. There were no honking cars, no impatient drivers, no noise. Just the hum of engines and the steady rhythm of tires against asphalt. Billy drove at a careful pace, slow enough that I wouldn’t struggle to keep up.I kept my eyes fixed on the back of his car, afraid that if I looked away for even a second, I’d lose him.Isabella leaned forward between the seats. “Mommy, where are we going?”“Just so
LENAI didn’t even realize my foot was pressing harder on the gas.All I knew was that my heart was pounding too loudly in my chest, my thoughts racing faster than the road unfolding in front of me. I kept replaying that message in my head. He knows you left. Be careful. I didn’t know who sent it, didn’t know what they meant exactly, but my body reacted before my mind could catch up.Run.That was the only word echoing inside me.I wasn’t running toward anything. I was running away. Away from Roman. Away from Vivian. Away from the house that no longer felt like home and the marriage that felt like it was built on secrets layered over lies.I glanced at the rearview mirror.Isabella was leaning her head against the window, eyes half-closed, her small body swaying gently with the movement of the car. Benjamin and Nataniel were asleep, their chests rising and falling in sync. That sight grounded me for a second.Whatever happened between me and Roman, whatever twisted mess Vivian had cre
LENAThat night, I didn’t answer Roman. I stared at my phone until the screen dimmed, his name still burned into my vision like an afterimage. Ava had offered to take it from me, but I shook my head. This wasn’t about avoiding him forever. I just needed a moment. One quiet, fragile moment where my thoughts weren’t tangled with his voice, his explanations, his guilt, or his promises. But quiet never came. I lay on the mattress in Ava’s guest room, the lights turned off, the curtains half-open. The moonlight spilled across the floor in pale strips, illuminating the shapes of my children as they slept. Benjamin had kicked his blanket off again. Nataniel was curled up on his side, thumb tucked into his mouth like he used to do as a baby. Isabella lay between them, awake, her eyes open, staring at the ceiling. I shifted closer to them, careful not to wake the twins, and brushed Isabella’s hair back gently. “Mommy?” she whispered. “Yes, sweetheart.” “Why are we sleeping here?” I hes







