LOGINLENA
The moment Roman’s voice wrapped around me, deep and scratchy from sleep, I knew I wasn’t going anywhere.
But instead of answering him, my brain did that cruel thing it loved to do—it threw me back into the chaos of last night, forcing me to relive every blurred second I’d been trying so hard to ignore.
It started with tequila. Always tequila.
“Come on, Lena!” my best friend Macy had cheered, thrusting a shot glass into my hand. “It’s Vegas, babe. You can’t sulk about your ex forever. Time to live a little!”
I had rolled my eyes, muttering something about bad decisions and hangovers, but the truth was, my heart still ached. Seeing Tyler with another girl only a month after breaking things off had shredded my pride. I wanted to feel anything but that hollow ache inside my chest.
So I tipped the glass back. The burn of tequila seared down my throat, chasing away common sense. One shot became three. Three became… I lost count. The club lights blurred into streaks of neon, and the bass pounded through my body until I was more liquid than solid.
That’s when I saw him.
He was at the bar, tall and still, like the chaos around him didn’t touch him. While everyone else laughed too loud and stumbled into each other, he stood with quiet control, a drink in his hand, his eyes scanning the room.
And then those eyes landed on me.
It felt like the air shifted. Like the lights dimmed, the music softened, and the only thing that existed was the way he looked at me.
Dark. Unreadable. Hungry.
Macy noticed him too. She nudged me with her elbow, grinning. “Oh my God. He’s hot. Go talk to him.”
“No way,” I laughed nervously, tugging at the hem of my dress. “Guys like that don’t talk to girls like me.”
“Guys like that love girls like you,” she insisted, shoving me a little too hard in his direction.
I stumbled toward the bar, heart hammering. Before I could bolt back to safety, he turned fully, setting his glass down.
And smiled.
Not a wide smile, not even a charming one. It was slow, deliberate, like he already knew how the night would end.
“Careful,” he said as I caught my balance, his voice deep enough to vibrate in my bones. “Vegas floors can be dangerous.”
“I think that shove was more dangerous than the floor,” I joked weakly, glaring over my shoulder at Macy.
He chuckled, and the sound was low, smooth, sending a shiver down my spine. “You don’t belong here.”
“Excuse me?”
His gaze dragged over me, lingering in a way that made my knees weak but also lit a fire in my chest. “You look… out of place. Like you don’t usually spend your nights in loud clubs with cheap drinks.”
“First of all,” I said, leaning against the bar for balance, “the drinks are not cheap. They’re overpriced. And second—maybe I like loud clubs.”
He tilted his head, amused. “Do you?”
The truth was no. I hated clubs. But his eyes pinned me in place, and the words slipped out before I could stop them. “Maybe tonight I do.”
That was when he stepped closer. Close enough for me to smell the faint spice of his cologne, the warmth radiating off his body.
“Then let me buy you something that isn’t neon green,” he murmured, signaling to the bartender.
One drink turned into two. Two turned into a blur of laughter, stolen glances, and the dizzying rush of something dangerous sparking between us. I couldn’t remember most of the words we exchanged, only how it felt—the way his hand brushed mine, how his voice dipped when he leaned close, the way everyone else in the room melted away until it was just him and me.
At some point, we left the club. I barely remembered Macy shouting something about “don’t do anything stupid,” but her voice was swallowed by the night as he guided me outside.
Vegas streets glittered under the neon lights, and the air buzzed with electricity. He held my hand like it was the most natural thing in the world, and I followed without hesitation.
“Where are we going?” I giggled, stumbling in my heels.
“You’ll see.”
I should have asked more questions. I should have pulled back. But the way he looked at me made me feel like I wasn’t broken, like I wasn’t the girl left behind by someone else. I felt wanted. I felt alive.
The next flash in my memory was a little chapel. One of those tacky Vegas wedding places with a glowing Elvis sign out front.
My jaw had dropped. “No way. We are not—”
“Why not?” he interrupted smoothly, his lips quirking. “You said you wanted to do something reckless.”
“I meant another shot, not… this!”
But his eyes had locked on mine, dark and unwavering. “You’re scared.”
That stung. “I am not scared.”
“Then prove it.”
The tequila coursing through my veins, the heartbreak still raw in my chest, and the way he made me feel like I was the only woman in the universe—all of it twisted together until the word okay slipped past my lips.
The rest was a blur of vows I barely remember, laughter echoing against chapel walls, and the weight of a ring sliding onto my finger. His hand trembled slightly when he slid it on, though his eyes never left mine.
And when the officiant declared us husband and wife, he didn’t hesitate. He pulled me in and kissed me like he’d been waiting forever for that moment.
It wasn’t gentle. It wasn’t careful. It was desperate, hungry, consuming.
And I let it consume me.
We stumbled out of the chapel, giddy and breathless, me clutching the hem of my dress while he held me close. There were flashes of a limousine, champagne spilling down my wrist as he laughed, my head thrown back against the leather seat as his lips trailed along my throat.
Then the hotel. The suite. His hands pulling me into him, his voice low and rough against my skin.
Everything after that dissolved into fire and darkness and the sound of his name on my lips.
Roman.
The memory hit me like a punch to the chest, leaving me breathless in the present moment. I blinked, the hotel room around me snapping back into focus. The sheets still smelled like him. The ring still glinted on my finger.
And he was still watching me.
“Remember now?” he asked, his voice a velvet tease.
I swallowed hard, heat rising in my cheeks. He knew. He had to know I was replaying every reckless second in my head.
I couldn’t speak. Couldn’t move.
Because the truth was… I remembered everything.
And the worst part?
I wanted more.
LENA The door creaked open under Roman’s hand, and for one terrifying heartbeat, I felt like my soul was hanging in the air.But the room was empty.Completely. Perfectly. Undisturbed.Except…Benjamin and Nataniel were crying so hard their little bodies shook. Their faces were red, their hands curled into tiny fists, both of them screaming like something frightened them moments before we arrived.Roman moved fast—too fast—crossing the room with long strides. He went straight to the crib, scooping both twins into his arms as if he could shield them with his entire body.I stood frozen at the doorway for a second. Not because I was afraid someone would jump out—there was no one here. No shadows in the corners. No curtains shifting. No movement.It was the feeling.The wrongness.The silent heaviness in the room that made my skin crawl.I forced myself forward, touching Benjamin’s back to soothe him. “Shh… sweetheart, Mommy’s here.”But their cries didn’t soften. If anything, they grew
LENAI didn’t even realize I’d stopped breathing until the air rushed out of my lungs all at once.Because standing in my doorway…In my home…After all these years…Was him.My ex.The one person I was sure I’d never see again.The one chapter of my past I thought I’d closed, locked, and buried forever.His name slipped out of my mouth before I could stop it.A whisper.A ghost.A memory I didn’t want resurrected.He looked older.Rougher.Different in ways I couldn’t immediately understand.Like life had taken him, shaken him, and spit him back out.But his eyes—his eyes were the same.Full of guilt.Full of regret.Like he’d carried the weight of what happened between us for years.“Lena,” he breathed, voice cracking. “I…I needed to see you.”Before I could form a single word, Roman was in front of me, stepping between us like a wall of steel.His voice dropped to something lethal.Cold.Sharp.“You have three seconds to step back,” Roman growled. “Or I will make you.”My ex lifted
LENA I didn’t sleep at all. Not even a minute. I kept staring at the ceiling, listening to the soft breaths of my three children across the baby monitor and the quiet, steady exhale of Roman sleeping beside me. Normally, the sound of his breathing calmed me. Tonight, it only made my stomach twist. Because after everything we had talked about—everything I confessed—I didn’t know where we stood. Or… where I stood. I kept hearing my own voice repeating the same words from yesterday. I’m scared. I’m overwhelmed. What if I’m not enough for all of this? For the twins, for Isabella, for him? And now maybe another baby? I didn’t know anymore if I had said too much or not enough. Roman had held me and reassured me, yes, but there was something unreadable in his eyes that I couldn’t shake. Like he wanted to say something but held himself back. And now here I was… wide awake, heart pounding, trying not to spiral. At some point, I must have moved because Roman’s voice broke through the
LENAWhen Roman finally returned from that back hallway of the Westbrook Hotel, his face was a shade I’d never seen before—somewhere between fury and exhaustion. The kind that told me he was fighting wars I couldn’t yet see.He didn’t say a word at first. Just took the folder from my hands, flipped through the pages with a controlled, almost cold precision, and then closed it again with a sigh that sounded like defeat.“Let’s go,” he said.His voice was tight. Commanding.But I didn’t move. “Not until you tell me what’s going on.”“Lena, not here,” he muttered. “I mean it.”“Roman,” I snapped, surprising even myself with how sharp my tone came out. “You can’t keep saying that. You can’t keep walking away and expecting me to follow you like I don’t deserve to know what’s happening.”He stopped mid-step, jaw clenched. The silence between us stretched—tense and suffocating—until he turned back to face me.People in the lobby glanced our way, sensing the tension. Roman noticed, too, and m
LENAThe message wouldn’t stop replaying in my head. That photo — Roman in the lobby of the Westbrook Hotel, timestamped just an hour before dawn — felt like a knife twisting slowly in my chest.He had told me he was handling things. That I should trust him. That everything he did was to protect me and the kids. But if that was true, why was he meeting her there?Why was he lying to me?By the time the sun came up, I had already made up my mind.I wasn’t the kind of woman who waited in silence anymore. Not after everything I’d been through. Not after all the times I had been told to sit still, to let someone else fix it.No. Not this time.I dressed quietly, choosing something simple — black jeans, a cream sweater, and my hair tied back. I slipped my phone into my bag, kissed Isabella on the forehead as she played in her room, and whispered to the nanny that I’d be out for a few hours.I told myself I wasn’t going there to start a fight. I just needed the truth.The drive to the Westb
LENAI couldn’t stop staring at the photograph.It lay on the kitchen counter, the edges slightly curled, my face frozen in that unguarded moment — hair tied up, holding a cup of tea, standing by the living room window. I looked so normal. So unaware.And that handwriting—those precise, looping letters—felt deliberate. Personal.I wonder if he’s told you everything yet.My hands shook slightly as I folded the note back into the envelope. Every instinct in me screamed to call Roman, but something held me back. I didn’t want to sound paranoid, and I didn’t want him to think I was spying on him either. But most of all, I wanted to see how he would react when I showed him this.Because if Roman Wolfe was hiding something… I needed to see it in his eyes.By the time he got home that evening, my nerves were strung so tight I could barely sit still. I’d put the envelope on the counter exactly where he’d see it. I didn’t say a word when he walked in — I just watched him, quiet, waiting.He no







