Chapter 4

I got up from the chair once again, Frank stared at me in worry. “I’ll be right back.” I whispered, pressing a soft kiss to his lips and stopped out of the room, but I could still feel his gaze trailing me… it was Xavier. The way his eyes followed me made my heart skip, it shouldn't matter to me, it shouldn't make me feel this way, feel scared and excited.

In the restroom, I steadied myself on the counter, staring at my reflection, my cheeks were flooded and my breath remained uneven. I dropped my purse behind the sink, my fingers trembling slightly.

I could still feel his touch… gentle and yet rough at the same time, he could easily make me falter at his touch on our second day meeting and he seemed happy about it.

This was wrong, everything about it wrong! I love Frank, he loved quietly///////\\\\\\\\\\\\, almost gently but Xavier seemed wild, unpredictable and everything about him was consuming. God why did he have to be so intoxicating? That sharp jawline, his piercing eyes, the way he smiled in an inviting way like he was a devil leading me into his trap… how tempting he was and yet every inch of my body wanted him.

The bathroom door opened softly.

I lifted my gaze. “Xavier.” I breathed.

He leaned against the door frame, his expression calm but his eyes stared at me like he had some wild plan, it had a hint of comfort and yet terrified me.

I turned toward him, my heart racing. “What are you doing here?”

He smiled faintly. “Using the rest room.”

“Theres another down the hallway.” I pointed out.

“Well I would be using this one.” he slowly smirked. “I feel I need to be here.”

The air in here became tense, I could smell the faint trace of his cologne, feel him reach for me before he even moved, when he walked further in, I didn't move.

“You really are a lot.” he murmured, his hand brushing my arm, letting his thumb trace circles on my skin. “You don't have to worry much about him, only I can satisfy you.”

I wanted to protest, remind him that I was getting married to his uncle so he could know his place but my words vanished as his touch consumed me, It wasn't forceful but gentle like he didn't want me to break.

“I know how to keep secrets, you don't have to worry about him knowing.”

“You’ll make things complicated, it's better you… we stop.” I held his arm from going further.

“You think too much.” he smiled. “Just… breathe.”

I wanted to protest, remind him this was madness, this should never happen again but i was weak myself, something inside me felt broken like I had surrendered. I looked up into his eyes and all I could see were warm eyes, too soft that I could smell how dangerous it was.

When he kissed me yesterday or fingered me today, I desperately wanted his touch, everything felt void as though it was just us, like he had poisoned it in my heart to become attracted to him. I pulled back, my hands on his chest. “Xavier.” I said softly. “ This shouldn't be”

“Maybe we can.” he whispered. “Let it happen, you desire it so let yourself feel it once again.”

He spun me around for me to see our reflection, it looked perfect, a younger man who could satisfy me yet I couldn't accept it but for the first time, I didn't feel guilty, I felt alive.

“You deserve someone that can drive you wild.” Before I could protest, his hands grabbed my boobs and the other unzipped my dress. “And I happen to be really wild.” 

I bit my lip, stifling my moan, he lifted my jaw just enough for me to see the unholy reflection before me, snaking his hand around my chubby boobs.

I spun around and without thinking I slapped him. “I’ve had enough of this madness.” I snapped. “As much as this is exciting, I'm more loyal to Frank."

I could see my hand sign on his cheek redden but I didn't care. “You really think he is loyal to you?”

“Of course he is.” I agreed, I have dated a lot of other men but Frank stood out. Never had I seen him text another woman for sexual pleasure or talk to any woman with the intention of seeking their hole for pleasure, then was this man trying to say? “Not everyone fucks around like you.”

“Ha! Mighty of you to say.” he scoffed. “You’re just like me.” He took out his phone from his pocket and showed it to my face. “What do you see?”

I ignored it at first, more focussed on his cocky expression that made me want to punch him in the groin, I hated how he was right. He raised his brows smiling. “Take a peek, I'm sure you will love it.”

Curiously my eyes trailed to the phone, he clicked on the play button and my body froze, my blood ran cold, eyes wide in shock and my legs almost giving out. “Why do you have a video of us fucking?” I snarled at him angrily.

“A fetish I love so much.” he winked. “I just didn't want to forget how you pleasured me so much.”

“You are crazy?” I seethed, reaching out to grab the phone but he retracted his hand over his head, too far for me to reach no matter how much i jumped in my heels, he sneakily scraped his hand around my waist, slightly groping my ass.

“I could delete them if you…” he trailed off with a smirk. I could tell it was something dubious but it won't be as terrible as this.

“What.” I arched my brows, frowning my lips.

“Be my sneaky link.”

Just as I was about to react, the door clicked open. “Rielle baby?” Frank called.