Briella POV
After my outburst on Erik my father finally let up on all the training and back off to school. I hate myself for going off on him like I did but sometimes I can’t help it, and he knows exactly what buttons to push. When I got back to the house last night as usual mom and dad were waiting for me in the kitchen along with him this time. I didn’t look at him or give him a single amount of my attention. He brought out the one part of me I’ve been working so hard to hide from everyone. So, I’ve declared to ignore him at all times and hope he’ll just go away. I turn 18 soon and if it really turns out he is my mate I don’t know what I’m going to do yet. Getting out of bed I walk into the bathroom for a shower, this time I set my alarm for two hours early so I can snooze for an hour before actually getting up.Turning the shower on, I brush my teeth and pee while I wait for the water to warm up. Stepping under the hot water I let it wash away all the guilt I feel. How can I have a mate that brings out the worst parts of me? We will destroy each other or worse I will. Closing my eyes while taking in the heat for a moment. That's when I hear a knock on the door.
“ Go away!” I yelled
“ I’m sorry love I can’t do that.” none other than the man himself is standing on the other side of the door.
“ Seriously I can’t even take a shower without you up my ass?” I yelled
The door opens letting out all the steam that has been filling the room.
“ GET THE FUCK OUT!” I scream covering the parts that matter with a towel I put on the shower door.
“ I just want to apologize for the other day. I shouldn’t have pushed your buttons like I did.” he explained
“ touching very heartfelt, you know I would enjoy this conversation more if it wasn’t while I’m naked in the fucking shower.” I gripe
“ got it!” is all he says before walking out, closing the door behind him. What the hell does men think this is? Just because he thinks he’s my mate he can just disrespect my abilities and then my privacy to shower.
Finishing up I step out wrapping a towel around me. Opening the door, there he is sitting on my bed waiting for me.
“ Okay that wasn’t an invitation for you to sit in my room and wait for me.” I huffed
“ Well you didn’t say otherwise so here I am.” he said sarcastically
Rolling my eyes I walk over to my closest closing door behind me. Switching on the light, grabbing a pair of grey sweat pants and black long sleeve bodysuit. I hurried to get dressed in case he tried to open the door. Grabbing a pair of socks I walk back out of the closet and look at myself in the mirror hanging on the other side of the door. Taking the hair tie that is around my wrist, pulling up my hair into a high ponytail. Hopping over to my dresser putting my socks on I grab my diamond earrings turning around to face him while I put them on.
“ Why are you looking at me?”
“ because I think you are beautiful.”
“ oh do you now? I think thats just the bond talking if there actually is one.” I mocked
“ as I was saying I’m truly am sorry for upsetting you, I had no clue that would happen or I wouldn’t of pushed the topic.” he sighed running his fingers through his messy hair on his head
“Yeah yeah yeah. That's what everyone says after they see what they actually do to me. You wasn’t sorry when you was pushing my buttons so don’t come apologizing just because you managed to make me lose control of myself so if you would please excuse me I have class and you have to get the fuck out of my room.” I said holding the door open as I slip my shoes on
Without another word he walks out only looking back at me once before heading down the hallway to the stairs. Following out behind him I grab my keys and bag from the hooks on the wall.
“ let me drive you to school.” he suggest“ no thanks.” I wave heading out the door
“ I insist!” he yells running out the door behind me
“ I don’t need a babysitter now, just go back to your own pack I bet they are missing there Alpha.”
“ they are in good hands with my beta, it's nice to hear you're concerned about them” he says standing in the way of my car door
“ I'm not worried about them, they are just a good excuse to get rid of you.” I mock
“Cute, let me drive you to school today, it’s an hour drive to nomans land. You shouldn’t have to drive it alone.” he states
“ I don't pick up my best friends on the way so if you excuse me I’m trying really hard not to be late.” I groan
“ you will not get in a car with that boy without me” he states, opening the car door and sitting in the driver's seat. I look at him in shock and anger as he fixes my seat to his liking along with all the mirrors. Stomping over to the passenger side I open the door.
“ who the fuck do you think you are? Get the fuck out of my car!!” I yelled
“ get in before you are late for school.” he mocked
Growling, I climb into the passenger seat, setting my bag in the back. I turned my whole body toward the door as he started the engine and pulled away. I don’t want to look at him, he’s such a fucking prick.
“ I know you are throwing a tantrum right now, But I need you to give me directions to pick up your friends” he announced
Without saying a word I connected my phone to the bluetooth and put on GPS for him to listen to. He groans but doesn’t disagree. We sit in silence while we drive to Samantha's house.
Once we arrived and he pulled into the driveway, I reached over and started wheeling on the car horn multiple times till they ran out the front door.
“ was that really necessary?” he questioned
Still not saying anything to him I go to climb into the backseat, however he grabs me by the waist and puts my back down.
“ you are not sitting back there with him.” He commanded not wanting him to rip out Ethans throat, I do as he says.
“ girl you would not believe what I found out!” Sam cheers, hoping in behind Ethan.
“ Okayyy why is he driving?” Ethan asked
“ Because apparently not only is taking a shower with privacy not a thing neither is driving to school.” I gripe
“ Wait, did you just say shower?” sam smirks
“ Shut up Sam, I know what you are thinking and absolutely not.”
“ Anyways, what were you going to say?”
“ There's a new girl at school and Ethan was chosen to show her around school.” she giggled
“ oooo that sucks!” I hiss
“ That's what I said!” sam laughs
“ Why does that suck?” Erik buts in
“ because Ethan sucks at talking to girls.” I explain rolling my eyes at him
“ But his best friends are girls?” he questions
“ yeah key word friends, he might joke around sometimes but we aren’t his type. Snobby wanna be popular girls are his type. And I hear that's exactly who the new girl is!” sam cheers
“ Did you get a name?” I asked
“ yeah it's Aaliyah smith.”
“ awww that's a pretty name, see Ethan is already blushing! You are going to have one long ass day” I mock earning a growl from mr. grumpy
“ Would you calm down? You are the one that insisted on driving me to school so you have to deal with me talking to my best friends, even with one being a boy.” I groan he just rolls his eyes. That one growl caused the rest of the drive to be silent which is annoying.
When we arrive to the school he parked my car right next to Ella’s car even though I specifically told him not to.
“ What time does school let out?” he asked
“ 2:40” sam says as she gets out of the car
“ I’ll be here 2:40 exact to pick you and your friends up.” he states rolling my eyes at him, I get out of the car walking over to sam and pinching her
“ Ouch what the hell?” she whines
“ Why did you tell him? I could have had my dad drop my car off when he took it back to the house!” I groan
“ You can’t ignore him forever, Brie even after your birthday. Might as well get used to him now.” she huffed rubbing the part of her arm that I pinched
“ might as well get used to him.” I mock making a throwing up sound
“ You two are a bunch of children.” Ethan laughs wrapping an arm around the both of us
Walking into the school the principal and the new girl is waiting outside the office door
“Wow, she is a lot prettier than I was expecting.” I mocked knowing Ethan is probably starting to sweat just by looking at her.
“ Yeah she is. Maybe she is one of those popular girls after all” sam joins mocking him
“ would you two shut up!?” he hisses walking away from us
We giggle heading towards our first class.
The day went by slower than I like it to, each teacher made it too obvious to point out how I was actually on time this morning. At my locker I put away my books by only putting homework in my bag.
“ Hey Brie, meet Aaliyah.” sam announced walking up to me
“ Hey. it's Briella.” I correct her
“Hey, oh I know between her and Ethan I’m not sure which one talked about your friend group the most.” she sighed
“ Sorry they don’t know how to act, we don’t get new people that often.” I assured
“Oh well that explains why everyone's eyes have been on me today.” she whispered
“ Well we’ve got to go, it was nice meeting you.” I say grabbing sam's hand tugging her with me
“ oh yeah I almost forgot mr. the big bad and handsome are picking us up.” she mocks
“ Oh shut up.” i hissed grabbing Ethan as we past him as well
“Where are we going in such a hurry?” he questioned
“ Brie's mate is our chauffeur today, remember.” sam giggles
Getting to the car I let go of both of them pointing to the car. Giggling they climb in like children having a hay day with my misery.
Taking a deep breath I got into the car ignoring that he was standing outside the car leaned up against the hood looking at me. Once I close my door he turns around and gets in the car himself.
“ How was school?” he asked
“ Shut up and just drive would you?” I hissed
“ yes mrs. cranky pants” he mocks earning a punch to the arm. Shifting my body toward the door, I close my eyes. Just ready for the day to be over.
My one nightmare is for me to lose control in front of the whole school. They already don’t like me so the last thing I need is to give them another reason to call me a freak. My angel side is a secret to everyone who isn’t in this pack except for my best friends of course. My parents have made it very clear how dangerous for the world to know is, life threatening. But what’s more dangerous than a school full of people picking on you all day just for being an alpha female then going to a school full of people who would not only hate me but be too scared to even have me there. My freak out in front of Erik wasn’t even as bad as it could get. Controlling it has gotten easier, it’s when I black out that makes it hard. I don’t understand who I am, no one does. How would they? When I’m not even supposed to exist? Sometimes I think I’m alone, not because I am but because there’s no one else in this world that can tell me what I’m supposed to do. Have
Taking a deep breath while I let what I agreed with last night sink in. I can’t help but think it’s a trap to get me to leave here to be with him. I’m not ready for that. I don't turn 18 for another week but here I am agreeing to shit that only sticks me being closer to him. He’s like a lighting bug who won’t leave you alone while you try to watch the stars. Rolling out of bed I get ready for the day. Throwing on some blue jean shorts and a black cut off t-shirt, pulling my hair into a ponytail I slip on my shoes and walk out the door. Heading over to the packhouse I see a line of black SUVs outside. Confused, I run inside and bumped into a man in a black suit. “ dad?” I yell “ Briella finally you are here, please let her by” my dad commands The men in the black suits step aside and my dad and E
“ Grandma? Are you home?” I yelled “ Grandma?” “ I’m in here dear.” I walked into the living room and she was sitting on the couch drinking her tea and doodling in her crossword book “ Are you here alone?” I asked “ Yes Raymond went to the store and to talk to your father who is looking for you by the way.” she tells me, raising an eyebrow at me. “ I know I just can’t be there right now.” I sighed sitting down next to her “ Is there a reason you can’t talk to your mom about whatever is bothering you?” “ No, she’ll just agree with dad. It’s like they have the
The sun shines through the cracks of the curtains, pulling the blanket over my head. I grew up at the thought of getting up. I had so much confidence last night that now I have to but now I have to put my actions where my mouth is. Rubbing my eyes I scoot out of bed. I wrapped my hair up into a bun and threw on a t - shirt and sweatpants. Rubbing the crust off my eyes I head down stairs for some coffee. When I get to the kitchen my dad and mom are sitting at the table with my brother, I swear they get up before the sun does, they aren’t normal. Walking over to the counter I grab a coffee mug and pour coffee into it. Adding cream and vanilla, I grab a banana nut muffin off the stove and sit down next to mom. She looks at me with worry in her eyes, they all do. “ So are you all just going to look at me like I’m going to turn into dust in the next few minutes or are you going to tell me what's going on?” I g
Once we arrived everyone greeted me with open arms, some even gave me a hug. The goons were cracking me up. I couldn't stop laughing Hunter and Andrew wouldn’t stop arguing over the last slice of pizza for lunch and honestly made me glad I wasn’t the only one that cared about food. Erik showed me around and showed me where he is setting up the training room my dad told him he needed. I just rolled my eyes as if I’ll even need it. I think he wanted to start me off easy because it took me 2 seconds to knock out the guy I trained with today. Well maybe not exactly 2 seconds but you get what I mean. I had to beg him to let me start training before the room was finished and promised that If I got too angry I would excuse myself and go to my special place before anything bad happened. He did ask if I’d show him my special place and got an attitude when I told him no. After dinner I headed up to the guest room that I made perfectly cl
Briella POV Erik is so annoying I didn’t need a chaperone to follow me to my car but he insisted he needed to make sure I didn’t try to skip, so not only did he follow me to my car, he also followed me in his car to school. “ Brie as much as we love Mr. big bad and handsome coming into your life. What’s with the stalker vibes?” She asks pointing back to his car “ yeah I know he thinks I’m going to ditch or some shit” I sighed rolling my eyes “ Did you say something about ditching?” Ethan asked “ no I’m not that stupid. He just assumed” At the next green light I turn left instead of going straight, and might as well tak
Watching him spar with her makes my stomach turn. Looking over to Oliver his eyes widen and shut really hard. “ Alright, Briella.. I know you are mad just don’t burn me or hurt me to bad” he whimpers With one punch I sent him flying into Andrew “ Briella!” Erik yells “ oh now you want to pay attention to me” I growl “Yeah boss you’ve fucked up” Andrew groans pushing Oliver off him “ Excuse me?” He growls “ yeah ‘boss’ while you’ve had your nose stick up my ‘friends’ ass I beat yet another one of your guards. I’ll say that 3/6 this week already. 3 more
Getting up for school I throw on a brown white and blue sweater and some black leggings with brown boots. Peaking into his office I can tell he’s there working hard on something so instead of bothering him I grab my keys and head to school. Sam and Ethan finally got their license so they don’t need me taking them to school anymore,plus they were way too excited to show off their new cars. Pulling in I pack in the far right of the parking lot away from everyone else. Grabbing my bag out of the backseat I head inside. I’m a little early so class hasn’t started yet, so I've decided to mend things with Aaliyah and invite her over for a sleepover. I feel bad for getting mad at her over something I have no control over. My birthday is in 4 days, sucks I have school on that day too. Walking over to Aaliyah’s locker I wait there for her. Hopefully she doesn’t hate me too much. I don’t understand why I