Since the previous night, I haven't been able to get things straight. Even right now, I'm lost to certain things I wished never happened in the first place. I was beginning to regret why I came back, I could have just left when I had the chance to. I was so down that even Brenna and Nicole noticed how quiet I was. I won't mind if the words are coming from another man but hearing it coming from Xender made it worst. It's just like having a sword passing through your heart.
I took a deep breath, sighing heavily. I couldn't believe that I wasn't even listening to Mr Green's class. Biology has always been my favorite since I walked into high school but watching myself not paying attention for the very first time in his class got me thinking. Yeah you are free to guess why because the answer is boldly written. It's because of Xender.
I was still halfway away from thinking when I had Brenna whisper my name. "Ashley. Ashley?" I turned to look at her. The way she gave me those looks told how much she noticed my expression. "What the fuck is going on?" She mouthed at me.
"Nothing." I mouthed back, waving a smile at her.
"We'll talk after class." She said, before turning her head back to Mr Green.
We have only ten minutes left with Mr Green, and very soon he'd be leaving the class. Just then a lecturer walked in, whispering some thing into his ear. I did my best to grab what they said. "We have a new headmaster, all teachers are expected in his office."
"We'll continue this conversation in our next class." He said, exiting the classroom with the other lecturer.
Brenna didn't hesitate to walk to my desk with Nicole standing beside her. "What's eating you up, babe, talk to us."
One thing about my friends is the part about them being double worried about me. And there's no way I can convince them that I was fine. "I'm fine, guys, I really am."
"Are you sure?" Nicole asked worriedly.
"Yes, I am. I was only thinking about the giant last night. We three would have met if not for it."
"But we told you not to worry about it. We really do understand, and we don't blame you for any reason, okay? Just chill and forget about it. The most important thing is that you're alive."
"Yeah, that's right." I muttered.
The talk of the day was mainly about the new headmaster. And guess who has the news in mind? The girls. It's always like that when a new headmaster walks in, and when it gets too wild, then there's only one thing you've got to know, the headmaster is handsome.
"Guess I'll have to go take a look at this so-called headmaster." Nicole said after dropping her notes in her locker. "Or do you guys mind joining me?"
"Nah, I'll be fine in the library." I declined.
"Yeah, sure. Let's go check it out together." Brenna agreed.
"Okay. We'll meet you in the library then." Nicole said.
"Yeah, sure." We went our separate ways. I picked a book from the shelf, taking it to an empty table to go through it. It has an Italian written word, boldly written in golden shades.
"Werewolves In America."
I flipped through the first page, reading through the lines. There were a few names of werewolves who were said to have lived in the past two centuries when the werewolf breeds came into existence. I had to jump pages as I kept flipping through pages upon pages. I got to a certain page with a drawing of a werewolf Alpha. Its face looked quite scary, having a slight resemblance of the giant who had attacked me the previous night.
I flinched at the loud sound of a book hitting the table. My heart skyrocketed for a brief moment. "What the fuck was that for?!" I yelled after seeing Nicole and Brenna.
"Sorry, hun, it won't happen again." They apologized.
"So, how did the search go?" I asked them.
Nicole was already blushing, leaving me to guess the headmaster must really be a handsome gentleman. "Well, our new headmaster is one in a million. Oh, geez, you need to see his face. I can't believe I could drool for him."
"What do you expect to get after seeing a handsome gentleman?"
Brenna was busy fanning herself with her hand. "Jokes apart, he really deserves the compliment. I think you should take a look too."
"It's not like the world is coming to an end today, I still have more days ahead to see him." I wasn't in the mood to see any one, I just wanted to focus on the book I was holding.
Drawn into the book, I refused to go any where until I was sure I had gone a few pages of the novel. I wasn't a book lover. I hated to read books, especially novels but seeing this one got my attention and I felt like I needed to know. I need to find out what the author is trying to say. I would say Brenda and Nicole noticed how focused I am towards the books so they don't bother talking.
Though, we did talk, but that's only for a second.
During the recreation periods I stayed back at the library to read the books. One reason why I wanted to find out more about the werewolves in America is due to the giant creature. I was so desperate to know more about him. I was searching if it has an identity or just a natural wolf.
I told them to go without me, I wasn't feeling hungry, so they left without complaining. I had to take the book with me, hoping I'd get it down when I get home. Or I might even seek some knowledge from Xavier too. I was heading back to my class when Mr Stepson called me from his office. I stopped walking, heading into his office.
"Yes, sir."
"I need you to help me give this to the headmaster, it's my student record for the previous semester." I took the documented files from him.
"I'll do that, sir." I exited the room, heading for the headmaster's office. I hope it isn't shifted to the last floor.
I offered a knock on the door. Not getting a response on the first knock, I knocked again. Then I heard a deep voice say from the inside, "Come in."
I slowly opened the door, glaring in. The leather chair he was sitting on backed me, and he was facing towards the window with his phone on his right ear. He was on a call. I gently shut the door behind me, walking closer to the table. There's just one thing about his scent, I have perceived it from some where.
I was trying to get a glimpse of his side view to know if I could recognize him or any thing, but he was sitting in a position that was impossible for me to see. "I understand. I'll give you a call when I see it." He stated, ending the call.
The leather chair automatically turned to my direction, and I'll say, I couldn't believe my eyes. I couldn't believe I was actually staring at him again. I composed myself, recognizing my environment. "Mr Stepson wants me to give you this." I said, stretching the files to him. "That's his student record for the last semester."
He took the files from me, nodding his head. "I'll go through it later." He said coldly to me.
I turned to leave, halfway to the door when his voice stopped me abruptly. "I need to talk to you, Miss Wilkie."
ASHLEY'S POVI froze at the spot, wondering what he was going to talk to me about. Is it concerning that night at the roadside? Or could it be about what he had discussed with Xavier?"Yes, sir?" I comforted myself not to look terrified."Let's not act like this is our first time meeting. Just call me by my name.""Have a seat." He ushered me to sit down. I sat on the leather chair before him. I gulped the saliva lump in my throat, hiding how anxious I was even though I knew quite well that he could hear my heartbeat."I know you look quite surprised to see me here." He started."Why did you come?" I questioned. "Did Xavier send you here to keep an eye over me?""Xavier doesn't know I work here. And I ain't intending to tell him now.""So why did you come here? Out of every college in the state, why here?" He was silent, hesitating at my question. "Well, nevermind. Why do you want us to talk?" "First, I just wanna check on you."I made a face which told him how less concerned I was
After having a long unending conversation with Nicole and Brenna, I knew history had the best record of us. I never knew we could talk this lengthy for the first time since our relationship started. I have been smiling like a fool, but that just ended the moment the conversation came to an end.I found myself becoming as quiet as a snail, feeling emotionally distressed like I was before. Nicole had asked me if I was fine, I had to tell her countless times that I was very much fine, bursting into uncontrollable laughter that didn't even go any close to my lungs.Not like I even enjoyed the happiness of the laugh, it made me sick the more. Pretending to be perfectly fine when every thing isn't. That sucks.I walked into the bathroom to take my shower and after that hoping I would get some rest. But just as I walked into the bathroom, I deepened myself into the bathtub filled with warm water. My skin for the first time in hours felt cool. I exhaled in satisfaction."Babe?" I heard Xavier
Ashley's Pov"Those perfect little lips say stop, but your body is saying something else entirely." Xavier murmured roughly in my ear, turning my head so my face was inches from his own. Xavier's hot breath fanned across my face, smelling strongly of mint and some thing sweet. I had little time to collect my thoughts as plush lips fell on my own. Xavier's hand rested behind my head, holding my lips against his. For just a moment, I was completely dazzled. Xavier's lips were soft and firm, melting with my own in a way that showed ferocity and experience. It was as if Xavier was pouring his heart out, making his desires and thoughts known against my lips. His mouth moved feverishly against my own, moving in their own written language I could not decipher. Once the initial shock of losing this kiss wore off, I struggled against his grip. My body pushed closer to Xavier, while my mind protested the very thought of him touching me. And I just don't know why.~Xavier's Pov~Her hands w
Xender's PovI didn't have to ask where the scent was coming from, it was obviously clear even without thinking it through that it was coming right from upstairs. I looked up to see Ashley leaning against the protector, staring down at Xavier. She wasn't looking at me, not like I was expecting her to.From the look on her face I can tell she was emotionally drained. She looked dull and weak, more like she needed some rest too. She looked at me, but it was only for a while. I believe she's still angry with me.It's not my fault for doing what I did. I had to. I mean, I can't afford to have her cheat on my brother. I can tell how much she does love him, showing up in the picture was gonna complicate things the more.Falling in love with a guy with an identical twin isn't the type of mating any one would want from the moon goddess. I had a friend who was mated to a twin, he never knew for a long time he's been playing the whole lovey dovey on the wrong girl until he ended up getting her
ASHLEY'S POVI couldn't sleep, the thought hasn't left my mind yet. I rolled on the bed several times to force myself to sleep, even with the cold atmosphere, I still found it hard to close my eyes.Just then, the door opened and Xavier walked in. His facial expression told how happy he was. I see he must have had a beneficial outing with his brother. I was so eager to know what could be behind his happiness, so I asked."You seem happy.""Of course, I am happy." He takes off his shirt, collapsing on the bed. "I mean, I am the happiest brother in the world."I laughed. "I see. Tell me some thing I don't know." I said, giving him a listening ear."Well, Xender and I went on our normal outing at one of the bars, and guess what, we found him a partner."The smile on my face disappeared. The urge I had used to hear what he was going to say was nowhere to be found. I felt some thing ignite in me, some thing different from what I feel for him. I had to put myself together to hear the rest o
ASHLEY'S POVI promised myself I won't have to let the thought of Xender and his new girlfriend bother me today. I was determined to mind my personal life and continue the way I have always been before he came into picture.I was confidently working on it, but not until Nicole and Brenna had to shattered my plans. Being so addicted to Xender just like the other girls in the academy were to him, they came to tell me that the so-called Xender's girlfriend just showed up in his office.My head almost exploded, but I was just so quick to hold myself. "Yeah, he's too cute to be single." Was that really coming from me?"You need to see the bitch, Ashley, she's damn so…"I cut her in. "... beautiful, I know.""Come on, girl, you shouldn't take this too serious." Brenna said."Am I?" I sparked. "Do I really look like I care about what or who she is? She's pretty, she's nice, she's this and she's that! That's what every one says and that sucks me, okay! That Mr has his life to live, none of th
Ashley's PovI watched Brenna and Nicole leave the office while I stayed back. The door opened, I was hoping it would be a lecturer but no. My eyes met with a slim figure, and with the knowledge of Xavier's description I presume it was Xender's so-called girlfriend."Hey, babe. I bought the snacks." She happily dropped the snack on his table, kissing his cheeks. "I gotta go now, my boss is calling me.""No problem." He said, kissing her back.Just one night, and it's all like a year already. I bluntly watch them kiss, all my head could interpret is… NOTHING! I won't be moved by this, their love has nothing to do with me."See you tonight." She rubbed his chin, blowing air kisses at him. As she made her way to the door, she looked at me from head to toe, shaking her head before exiting the room.I didn't let it bother me, she shouldn't be my problem, so I focused my gaze on Xender. "Bolt the door." I didn't ask why, I obediently did what he asked me to do."Tell me some thing, Ashley,
ASHLEY POVI was sick and tired of sitting my ass in the boredom of a home, Xavier isn't back home yet and that's a two times boredom for me. I picked my car key, zooming out to the street at 14th Avenue which wasn't quite far from home.Taking myself out is a second nature to me, I don't have to bother about how the day is or will be like. When the annoying loneliness shows into picture, all I've just gotta do is to pick my car key, and get the fuck out of my loneliness.I drove to the Spar, stepping out with so much confidence in me. The evening breeze was actually doing justice to me, and I loved the way it sent a cold shiver to my body. I walked in to pick some clothes, not like buying clothes was actually my aim for walking here, but being bored has caused me to do the things I don't wanna do."How much for this?" I asked the cashier."Fifty dollars." She answered."Wow!" I counted fifty dollars from my purse, stretching it to her. "I'll love to make some few pickups."I went to