After having a long unending conversation with Nicole and Brenna, I knew history had the best record of us. I never knew we could talk this lengthy for the first time since our relationship started. I have been smiling like a fool, but that just ended the moment the conversation came to an end.I found myself becoming as quiet as a snail, feeling emotionally distressed like I was before. Nicole had asked me if I was fine, I had to tell her countless times that I was very much fine, bursting into uncontrollable laughter that didn't even go any close to my lungs.Not like I even enjoyed the happiness of the laugh, it made me sick the more. Pretending to be perfectly fine when every thing isn't. That sucks.I walked into the bathroom to take my shower and after that hoping I would get some rest. But just as I walked into the bathroom, I deepened myself into the bathtub filled with warm water. My skin for the first time in hours felt cool. I exhaled in satisfaction."Babe?" I heard Xavier
Ashley's Pov"Those perfect little lips say stop, but your body is saying something else entirely." Xavier murmured roughly in my ear, turning my head so my face was inches from his own. Xavier's hot breath fanned across my face, smelling strongly of mint and some thing sweet. I had little time to collect my thoughts as plush lips fell on my own. Xavier's hand rested behind my head, holding my lips against his. For just a moment, I was completely dazzled. Xavier's lips were soft and firm, melting with my own in a way that showed ferocity and experience. It was as if Xavier was pouring his heart out, making his desires and thoughts known against my lips. His mouth moved feverishly against my own, moving in their own written language I could not decipher. Once the initial shock of losing this kiss wore off, I struggled against his grip. My body pushed closer to Xavier, while my mind protested the very thought of him touching me. And I just don't know why.~Xavier's Pov~Her hands w
Xender's PovI didn't have to ask where the scent was coming from, it was obviously clear even without thinking it through that it was coming right from upstairs. I looked up to see Ashley leaning against the protector, staring down at Xavier. She wasn't looking at me, not like I was expecting her to.From the look on her face I can tell she was emotionally drained. She looked dull and weak, more like she needed some rest too. She looked at me, but it was only for a while. I believe she's still angry with me.It's not my fault for doing what I did. I had to. I mean, I can't afford to have her cheat on my brother. I can tell how much she does love him, showing up in the picture was gonna complicate things the more.Falling in love with a guy with an identical twin isn't the type of mating any one would want from the moon goddess. I had a friend who was mated to a twin, he never knew for a long time he's been playing the whole lovey dovey on the wrong girl until he ended up getting her
ASHLEY'S POVI couldn't sleep, the thought hasn't left my mind yet. I rolled on the bed several times to force myself to sleep, even with the cold atmosphere, I still found it hard to close my eyes.Just then, the door opened and Xavier walked in. His facial expression told how happy he was. I see he must have had a beneficial outing with his brother. I was so eager to know what could be behind his happiness, so I asked."You seem happy.""Of course, I am happy." He takes off his shirt, collapsing on the bed. "I mean, I am the happiest brother in the world."I laughed. "I see. Tell me some thing I don't know." I said, giving him a listening ear."Well, Xender and I went on our normal outing at one of the bars, and guess what, we found him a partner."The smile on my face disappeared. The urge I had used to hear what he was going to say was nowhere to be found. I felt some thing ignite in me, some thing different from what I feel for him. I had to put myself together to hear the rest o
ASHLEY'S POVI promised myself I won't have to let the thought of Xender and his new girlfriend bother me today. I was determined to mind my personal life and continue the way I have always been before he came into picture.I was confidently working on it, but not until Nicole and Brenna had to shattered my plans. Being so addicted to Xender just like the other girls in the academy were to him, they came to tell me that the so-called Xender's girlfriend just showed up in his office.My head almost exploded, but I was just so quick to hold myself. "Yeah, he's too cute to be single." Was that really coming from me?"You need to see the bitch, Ashley, she's damn so…"I cut her in. "... beautiful, I know.""Come on, girl, you shouldn't take this too serious." Brenna said."Am I?" I sparked. "Do I really look like I care about what or who she is? She's pretty, she's nice, she's this and she's that! That's what every one says and that sucks me, okay! That Mr has his life to live, none of th
Ashley's PovI watched Brenna and Nicole leave the office while I stayed back. The door opened, I was hoping it would be a lecturer but no. My eyes met with a slim figure, and with the knowledge of Xavier's description I presume it was Xender's so-called girlfriend."Hey, babe. I bought the snacks." She happily dropped the snack on his table, kissing his cheeks. "I gotta go now, my boss is calling me.""No problem." He said, kissing her back.Just one night, and it's all like a year already. I bluntly watch them kiss, all my head could interpret is… NOTHING! I won't be moved by this, their love has nothing to do with me."See you tonight." She rubbed his chin, blowing air kisses at him. As she made her way to the door, she looked at me from head to toe, shaking her head before exiting the room.I didn't let it bother me, she shouldn't be my problem, so I focused my gaze on Xender. "Bolt the door." I didn't ask why, I obediently did what he asked me to do."Tell me some thing, Ashley,
ASHLEY POVI was sick and tired of sitting my ass in the boredom of a home, Xavier isn't back home yet and that's a two times boredom for me. I picked my car key, zooming out to the street at 14th Avenue which wasn't quite far from home.Taking myself out is a second nature to me, I don't have to bother about how the day is or will be like. When the annoying loneliness shows into picture, all I've just gotta do is to pick my car key, and get the fuck out of my loneliness.I drove to the Spar, stepping out with so much confidence in me. The evening breeze was actually doing justice to me, and I loved the way it sent a cold shiver to my body. I walked in to pick some clothes, not like buying clothes was actually my aim for walking here, but being bored has caused me to do the things I don't wanna do."How much for this?" I asked the cashier."Fifty dollars." She answered."Wow!" I counted fifty dollars from my purse, stretching it to her. "I'll love to make some few pickups."I went to
Xavier's PovAfter Ashley left to her room, we continued with our conversation. "How is Juliana?" I asked."She's fine. She did ask of you.""Never thought she'd remember me."Xender gave me a "you're not being serious" look. "Is that how short minded you presume she is?" He said."Most girls tend to forget people they meet on their first day, and since it isn't the two of us dating, there is every chance for her to forget who I am."Xender chuckled. "She does remember you like any other day.""That's a relief then. I really like her, compared to Eleanor." I said."Yeah, Eleanor is a fuck up. I thought she was the best I can ever have." We exchanged glances, "I had the worst ever.""Let's just hope Juliana isn't the same. She looks nice to me.""Well, that's how Eleanor was in the start until she couldn't keep up with the fake life, she ended up showing her true nature.""It's quite good I'd say, at least she did it for your own good. If she had continued with the pretense, you would