Ashley's PovI can't explain my feelings, but I know I was feeling one thing for sure... Hurt. I honestly didn't mean to push him away from my life this time, but I had no choice. Now, I believe why he had pushed me away at first. It's so much easier to fall in love, but it's not as easy as you think to keep up with the feelings, especially when you've got some one else in your life.As much as I want to be happy, I want the same for him too. He deserves it. He deserves Juliana. And it's not so easy, but I just have to give it up. Some times, sacrifices are meant to be made for our own good. I'm not making this sacrifice just for myself, but for him too.I want him to feel loved and not cheated. Trying to offer two brothers special attention at the same time... Is that really possible? I've been with Xavier for a year plus now, and I'm only meeting him for barely a week. I know Xavier's weakness and strength. I know what he likes and what he hates.I can explain him better than I can
Ashley's PovI tried hiding my face from her as she made her way to the empty seat behind me. I didn't realize she had seen me already until she tapped my back."Hey," she called. "So we do meet again."I rolled my eyes, staring at my best friends who shook their heads also. "I never thought we'd meet again, you know. God bless the moon goddess who brought us together." She was actually finding her disturbance amusing."Excuse me?" I turned to look at her. "Coming here doesn't mean fate has a shit to do with us. You know, I'm beginning to wonder what a bartender running girl would be doing in such a great, well dedicated school like this. Or, could it be that you are here for a different agenda?" she was short of words at my question. As if that wasn't enough, the murmurs from the other students plus the chuckles which almost turned to laughter was quite embarrassing, I'd say. I smirked, scoffing at her face as I adjusted myself on my seat.I couldn't hold back the happiness watchin
Ashley's PovI was feeling so tired that I didn't notice sleeping. I woke up to see the bed empty but myself laying on it alone. Not again, Xavier.Could it be that he hasn't returned yet? Or is he keeping late nights again? He never stays out without informing me that he won't be back home that night. What's the problem tonight?I couldn't sleep again as the urge to sleep was gone. I wanted a chilled glass of milk and biscuit to quench the rumbling sound of hunger in my stomach. I couldn't eat before dozing off, I was damn so tired to think of eating some thing.I was putting on my panties with one of Xavier's t-shirts since I always wear it when I don't feel like putting on my nightgown. I shoved my hair back as I made my way out of the room to the dinning.I flinched when I saw Xavier sitting on the long couch watching TV. I smiled despite how shocked I was. Maybe he didn't want to bother me while sleeping. Awwn... he's such a sweet soul.I walked behind him to give him a kiss on h
Ashley's Pov.Tomorrow, our school's basketball team will be playing against the neighboring school and they've got only today for their training before they go into the final match. I was so excited that I'd be seeing Daniel playing after a long while.I know he'd be expecting to see me for the training. I was less busy so I made efforts to show up no matter what. I didn't want him feeling bad. I didn't show up, we aren't dating doesn't mean we aren't friends. Me and Brenna and Nicole, my crazy friends,we went to the basketball court to watch the game. We sat at the same empty seat which was on the third roll. I don't want Daniel to see me or he gets distracted.Yes,he always gets distracted whenever he sees me. They were still making a few stretches, and they'd talk to themselves. They've got barely two minutes before the game begins.I noticed his eyes searching around the court. I hesitated to wave at him, I felt maybe he was expecting some one else. But when I decided to raise m
Ashley's PovDaniel and I had a long conversation which lasted for about an hour and. I almost forgot Brenna and Nicole had requested to see after to discuss why I had made that statement.As soon as I left Daniel in the boys private room, I headed straight to the library since that's where we always stay every Thursday before dismissal. I was going to bill myself out from their numerous questions, and the only way to do that is to explain it all in detail.It would have been pretty much better if it was Nicole doing the asking, Brenna was more like a detective while asking questions."Can Nicole do the asking instead?" I requested. Brenna stared at Nicole, shrugging her shoulders at her. "Fine with me. Nicole, go ahead, the floor is all yours.""Let's start with, who is your boyfriend?"I glared at her. "Seriously? Do I have to say it for the second time?" "You told us you had a boyfriend, you never told us who he is. That's two different things." She reminded. "So answer the quest
Ashley's PovI felt relieved, like the entire world has been lifted off my chest. I was happy for the action I took, and I'd say, I don't regret every bit of it. You definitely don't know how happy I am, I feel like I am on top of the world, like I wasn't ready to come down.Kissing Xender made me feel this way. Speechless, love, excited… What more can I say? I just can't express it all but just know one thing for sure, I feel complete.Xender requested to drive me home but I refused, so I asked him to take Juliana instead. Since we were going to keep this relationship to ourselves, we shouldn't do what will expose us.The driver came earlier than expected. Soon, Xender will be landing home and it's just me and him alone. Devil, not this time.I was excited that when I got home, I quickly rushed to my room, throwing myself on the bed. I wanted this moment to think of what happened in Xender's office. Having it thought about over and over again made it look more like it's just happenin
Ashley's POV Finally, it's the weekend!I've been so desperate for today to come. Walking through five days of schooling is fucking so tiring, and I can't dare to miss a day or else Xavier will spank on me. He doesn't take school for granted, he doesn't like the word no when it comes to education.At this point I'd say, he was acting like a father to me. He doesn't want my six years of schooling in the academy to go in vain. I can't even try it or I'll have to walk out in shame.So yes, it's the fucking weekend!The weather was cold, the clouds were so dark that one could barely see. I push the window open, letting the cool breeze wrap around my body. Glancing down, it was a two storey drop which would injure a human easily, but as a wolf I jumped down with ease, landing softly on the ground so I wouldn't raise any unwanted attention. Looking up at the window I check to see if the guards had heard me but after a second passes, no one appears. Grinning triumphantly I shift into my
Ashley's POVTwo successful weeks have passed by, life in Beacon Hill still remains the same. The always stressful and exhausting one. Class has been quite frustrating with the numerous assignments and projects here and there.Gosh, what a life?These days, I have been growing thinner and to my surprise Xavier noticed that too. He'd ask me what was going on, and I'll answer; "School is fucking going on."Xender and I… you know, I don't really have to explain that part of us. We've been doing pretty great lately.Juliana on the other hand has been a pain in the ass for me that she won't let me be. She had created a group with those lousy girls, and surprisingly, she turns out to be their leader. Crazy, isn't it?She was becoming bossy, her tone while talking was so authoritative. I was beginning to wonder if she had changed so soon because her boyfriend is the headmaster, or if it's because that's her trait and who she really is.I was growing sick and tired of her, and I knew that one