LOGINKaterina
The urge to struggle is driving me mad.
My body is tense as a spring, eager to explode with every step I'm forced to blindly take. Don't fight back. I need to get my bearings before I act. I know I'm outnumbered. I have to be patient.
"Inside," one of the men grunts, putting his hand between my shoulders. A single shove sends me sprawling forward. I catch my balance, spinning around to face them—there's a click. I freeze, picturing the barrel of a gun aimed at my chest. They're going to shoot me. I'm dead. Oh shit.
Oxygen simmers through my lungs, exhaling at such a speed I sway on my feet. Nothing is happening. My ears scream as I strain to hear proof of what Sasha's men are plotting.
It's just silence.
That wasn't a gun cocking. It was the door closing!
Ripping the blindfold off, I see that I'm alone in a bedroom. As big as it is, it doesn't feel empty. Someone has taken the time to carefully decorate the shelves along the walls with bowls of dried flowers and small candles in shades of red to balance the sunflower-yellow carpet. There's a single window with heavy, dark blue curtains drawn. I dash there first, yanking the fabric aside. My fingers tug at the frame, inching the glass upward. It's not locked because it doesn't have to be.
A fall from here would shatter my bones.
Sticking my head out, I survey the verdant grass swimming in floodlights. It's no different than a prison yard. The black Escalade is still parked below, but the other cars are gone. Squinting at the gates, I see that they're closed tight. Just beyond them, barely moving, are the shadows of two men.
Curling my nails on the windowsill, I breathe in one more gulp of fresh night air before shutting the glass. I can't get out this way. It's time to look around the room for other options.
The queen-sized bed has four posts that reach the ceiling, a canopy draping off like the hem of a gown. No doubt in my mind; that burgundy blanket and the pillows that match it is expensive silk. It's the kind of place I'd dream about lounging in. But right now, I rush to the shelves, frantically searching for something sharp.
There must be something I can use as a weapon here! But every drawer I open is empty except for spare blankets, some satin sheets, and even a stack of plush robes and slippers. There's not a single thing I can use to defend myself. My eyes shift to the discarded blindfold. Imagining myself trying to use it to garrote someone is laughable. I'd never manage it, especially if it's Sasha. He's so tall I doubt I'd reach his throat, even if I caught him off guard. How am I going to defend myself from Sasha or his men when they come back?
But one thing is for sure: I refuse to stay here, waiting for the other shoe to drop.
My steps are softened by the thick carpet as I tiptoe to the door. I want to be as careful as possible. Gently touching the brass knob, I give it a hesitating turn. To my utter shock, the door opens with a gentle clack. Paranoid that this is another trap, I lean forward just enough to peer out of the room. To either side of me stretches a long, well-lit hallway. The floor has a red and gold runner on it. The walls are polished, dark walnut wood, decorated here and there with elaborate art.
I briefly stare down the empty sockets of a stone angel bending gracefully off a waist-high pillar. There are other pieces with a romantic air to them. I wouldn't have guessed this mansion belonged to a cruel beast like Sasha.
My heart begins to drum. The idiots forgot to lock me in! If I move fast and avoid being seen, I can slip out of here before Sasha returns. Thinking about him makes my heart fold itself into origami. By all means, the man should disgust me. I've never met someone so cocky, so damn full of themselves. But the thought of him suddenly conjures up the memory of his body on me, warm and insistent as he sandwiched me against the car while he whispered in my ear—voice dripping with sinful wickedness and promises of endless carnal desires.
Don't go getting Stockholm syndrome already. Steeling my nerves, I creep to the left. I vaguely remember being turned around a corner after coming up a stairwell, right before being pushed into the bedroom. The blindfold took my orientation away, but my gut gives me a good feeling that this is the way I have to go.
But the longer I walk—calves cramping from tiptoeing—the more I think I made a mistake. Door after door reveals nothing but closets, empty bedrooms, or a smattering of offices. Growing more panicked, I start walking quicker. Where do I go? Where's the way out? Fifteen doors, still nothing. Sasha's mansion is a labyrinth.
I also have a suspicion I'm being watched. Each time I glance around, I see nobody, yet the hair on my scalp tingles. It's strange ... If there are people spying on me as I wander, why aren't they stopping me? Sasha went through the trouble of blindfolding me, shoving me in a room, but he didn't bother tying my hands or feet.
Does he want me to explore his home? Not understanding his motivation leaves me exasperated. I don't have time to make sense of it. If this is a trap, fine. It's better than sitting quietly in that damn room while waiting for the guillotine to fall.
Door number sixteen comes within my reach. It has a clean brass knob, the pale wood indistinguishable from all the rest. Whoever designed this mansion had a cohesive vision. I've only been on this one floor; I haven't found the stairs yet. It's possible the other floors look different ... I don't want to find out.
Escaping is my singular focus.
I peer inside, confirm it's not a way out of the house, then begin to rush off to find door seventeen. Just before I leave, something catches my eye. I do a double take. No way. Ice swims inside my veins as I move into the room. In front of me, propped up on the wall, is a large poster board. Taped to it are various pictures.
Photographs of me.
Covering my mouth in horror, I scan the photos one by one. I was wrong; not all of them are of me. Some are of my mother, a few are of the store itself. That's when I notice the horrific fact that unifies all of them. These photos ... They were all taken after my father's funeral! I know because I had my mother braid my hair that day. She placed one of the white roses from Dad's wreath in my hair.
Afterward, too grief-stricken to even shower, I left my hair braided for days. The flower wilted, but I kept it in place. One morning I woke in a panic to find it gone.
I tore apart my bed. My bathroom. Even my car. That was when Mom found me. Taking my hands, she pulled me close, ignoring—or so I thought—my rattling sobs. When she curled my hands around something solid, I saw she was crying too.
She pressed a small brooch—the rose cast in resin—into my palm. That brooch is in the photos, pinned to my collar. Lifting my fingers, I touch my neck, feeling for the ghost of the small hard object. I stopped wearing it daily a few months ago. I wish I hadn't.
"What is all this?" I whisper. Shaking my head in horror, I look for more clues. Someone had to take these pictures. Was it Sasha? Or someone else? How long have I been being followed? Clutching the hem of my dress, I fight back a violent tremor. Being stalked isn't new to me.
But this ... This is like something from a horror movie come to life.
One of the photos of Mom catches my eye. She's standing outside the store, cigarette between her fingers. What if it's not me who's being watched? Could this have something to do with her? If I had a match, I'd set this strange altar on fire. The second-best option is to leave.
Rubbing my arms nervously, I begin to back away, only for my shoulders to thump against something solid. It yields slightly, the way a wall can't. Yelping in surprise, I turn just in time to see who's behind me.
Thick shoulders allow him to effortlessly block my only path of escape. His presence commands obedience. Like any good prey, I freeze under the twin voids of his eyes, the blackness sucking me in.
Holding me down.
Sasha Ivanovsky has found me.
EPILOGUEKaterinaThree years laterI'M GOING to be late!It's the one thing I was dead set on avoiding. I'd looked Sasha in the eye this morning, kissing him as I climbed into my car, and assured him I would definitely be on time for our date.How arrogant of me.It's not my fault, the Nutcracker performance is in just two weeks. It's our biggest show and it has to be perfect. It's baffling that in just a few years my studio has blown up to be recognized as the top ballet studio in the state. Maybe the entire coast, though I try not to let my ego get wind of that.But none of that matters. Today is about celebrating my three-year anniversary with Sasha.Which is why I should NOT be late. Ugh.Driving through downtown, I take a familiar road that I'd be able to navigate in the dark. Street lamps being out because someone busted the glass with a rock for fun wouldn't be strange—in the past, that is.Big globe lights propped on black poles dot the entire sidewalk, glowing like a row of
KATERINAHE LEAPS ACROSS THE ROOM, his reflection copying him in the floor to ceiling mirrors. One spin, a second and a third, before he bends forward, arms stretching long enough they give him the illusion of being taller than he is.When he finishes his last pirouette, Ruslan faces me with his eyes ablaze. Some of his dark hair is stuck to his forehead.I clap enthusiastically. "That was wonderful, Ruslan!"His smile deepens his dimples. There's pride on his face, but his voice still has the fragility of an unsure child. "Thanks. But I keep messing up on the pivot.""You'll get it, just keeping trying."Cocking his head, he frowns to himself. Looking in the mirror he does a few quick half-bends, like he's testing my theory. "You're sure that's enough?"Putting my hands on his shoulders from behind, I study our reflections. Ruslan has changed in a short amount of time. It began the night he was forced to witness his father's death. The kindness that was always in his heart has crawle
SASHAI'VE BEEN lucky enough to see many beautiful things in my lifetime. Expert oil paintings, hand crafted statues, flowers that took years to cultivate into a special shade of maroon.Katerina outshines all of them.I'm knuckle deep inside of her, my other hand cupping her left breast and teasing her hard nipple. She's mewling beneath me, the sound of it making me wild. My cock is hard enough that it hurts. A moment ago, she was jerking me off through my trunks, but she's too busy coming to do anything but quiver.Turning her brain and body into mush is addicting. She's the strongest, most intelligent woman I've ever known, but in my touch she falls apart. The power of that... it thrills a dark part of my soul, a hungry, primal piece of me that wants to conquer.Katerina tries to look at me—her sunglasses are gone, and her face is scrunched up in the sunlight. I lift an arm over her head to create shade, lowering my face to hers in a passionate kiss. This works even better because
KATERINAI WAKE up to the sun in my eyes. Grimacing, I throw up my arm to shield myself. What time is it? I didn't bother to charge my phone. I've been trying to be 'present' on this trip, leaving my mother instructions to call the resort if something is wrong instead of me directly.Sitting up on the bed I stretch until my joints crack in a satisfying way. Then I freeze, noticing Sasha isn't beside me."Sasha?" I call uncertainly. Sliding my legs over the edge of the bed I walk in my bra and underwear—I was too tired to change into anything else when we got back—and explore the bungalow. Finding no sign of my husband, I step out through the French doors to our private beach.Sasha is standing ankle deep in the ocean. He's wearing his forest green swim trunks and nothing else. With him facing away, I'm able to see his glorious tattoos. It's my first time seeing them in the sunlight, they've always been something shared behind closed doors. The things struck me as a grim secret. But he
KATERINAThe band changes the tune they're playing. Two men blast on tubas, another on a sax. It sounds like the type of music Sasha put on when we were driving to the safehouse. His eyes flash, a vibrant energy coming over him. "Ready?""Sure," I half-laugh. "You don't need to look so intense."He smirks ear to ear, one hand gliding down my arm, over my elbow, leaving pleasant ripples everywhere he touches. He ends by gripping my lower back, just above my ass. Suddenly it's harder to draw a full breath.I was wrong. He's not great.He's incredible.Sasha spins me in a circle, and to my personal horror, I stumble. Catching myself, I narrow my eyes, my competitive nature roaring to life. I haven't made a mistake on a dance floor since I was a child. "You're alright," I tell him lightly.His chuckle is razor sharp. "Just alright?""Were you trained?" I ask, my feet tapping around his, matching his pace. His palm smooths over my hip, grazing my thigh as he lifts my leg to hook onto his m
KATERINAIt's crazy to realize we've been living together for over nine months. I tried to convince Mom to move in with us, explaining the mansion had the space, but she stubbornly resisted. The one concession she made was to stay there and help with Steven while we went on our honeymoon.Steven. I rub my belly. It's a hard habit to break. My baby is happy and healthy and real, but he isn't with me. I wish he was. It's okay to have fun with your husband. That, too, is real now. Sasha had gathered the documents, and we signed them with my mother as a witness the week after Steven was born. I didn't care about the papers, Sasha had felt like my husband for months, having it documented was incidental.But having my mother there to be part of the event, small as it was, meant everything."Katerina?"I sit up; Sasha is standing in the doorway. He's replaced his robe with a loose button down the shade of palm-bark and long shorts that stop at his calves, showing off the thick muscles. He lo







