(LANA’S POV)
I never thought that I would ever see myself standing so close to Atlas ever. He had pulled me in to a corner in the hallway and for me it suddenly seemed like we were the only ones in the world. My nose was already filled with his cologne and it took me back to yesterday. I knew that my cheeks had gone red again, I could feel the heat. “You don’t have anything to say to me, do you?” He asked me. His voice was as sexy as the rest of him was. Not very deep but hoarse in a kind of cool manner. It made my legs shake. I would have thought that being so close to him would at least show me his imperfections but his face was perfectly sculpted and my brain suddenly stopped functioning properly. “That’s funny. Your book made me think that you had a lot to say…..” He said and I was shocked when his eyes fluttered to my lips briefly before he added in his alluring voice, “And a lot to do.” I could feel my breath hitching in my throat. “I…I am really sorry for sniffing your clothes and I’m sorry for…..” i swallowed and my words ended unable to say the rest. I had a flash of him naked in my head again. “Sorry for……” He asked me cooly as his eyes sucked in to mine. Now, I know that after what happened yesterday I had imagined about a thousand more ways our meeting could have gone. But let me reintroduce myself to you as the biggest dreamer you can ever find. With a second chance today plus having him so close to me in a tight corner, one would think that I would do something different. But I stammered tongue tied for words and I was very relieved when someone opened a door in the hallway and I had the chance to slip out of his grip and hurry away quickly. (ATLAS’S POV) Well I’ll be damned! I thought as I watched her walk away quickly. I couldn’t help but chuckle. It was not just funny but undeniably cute. Finding out who Alana Delaware was didn’t turn out hard at all. For someone like me it was very smooth. All I had to do was go to the principal’s office were I spoke to the secretary, Miss Jones in a straight forward manner and with my charm that made her smile at me very brightly. “I need to find out about a student that is supposed to tutor me. Her name is Alana Delaware. I lost the information slip I received from my teacher.” I lied. With the way the words in the notebook were written, I knew she had to be someone intelligent. “Right away, Mr Shaughnessy.” Miss Jones said fluttering her eyes lashes at me. Flirting between a teacher and a student is not allowed and I know that but I also know that I am handsome beyond imagination and as I have mentioned before, females do tend to throw themselves at me. So that included the older ones as well. Miss Jones had given me enough that I needed to know about Alana for the moment . She was a scholarship student in her senior year like me and we had a couple of classes together. Just as I had predicted, she was really smart. I understood why I had never seen her then. She was among the kids that were called the scholarship nerds. She was not popular and so she was not in my line of vision. I took note of when she had her classes and that was when I noticed her avoiding going to class. Having her cornered in the hallway was hotter than I would have thought. While at home, I could not help but replay the scene over and over in my head. The way I had bent over her. Those large beautiful blue eyes that had stared back at me in fear and panic. The way her pretty pouty lips opened and closed each time to show she was nervous. Also, this time her hair was not in a bun and it cascaded down to her waist like a smooth blonde waterfall. She smelled like fresh sweet cocoa and she looked so innocent yet filled with a lot of thoughts. Before I slept, I read one of the paragraphs again . The things I would do for him. The things I would do to him. The things I would say to him. The way that I shall touch him. If only he would let me. If only he would let my fingers trace in heart shapes, my lips moving slowly over his body as he directed me….. The words aroused me! As I could not help but imagine what I was reading. I wondered before I finally slept, if she was willing to keep running away fro me. And I received an answer the next morning when I realized that she did not show up to school. But she did not know that I was ready to keep chasing. (LANA’S POV) I bit my lips as I remembered how the day before had gone. Each time I did, I stared down at my arm where Atlas had touched me and I could not help but smile goofily. He had touched me. Even if it was for a brief, split moment. I could not believe the way I was feeling a rush of emotions remembering the way he had looked in to my eyes and wishing that he had made my dreams come true by just kissing me right then!. But all these wishes and when it came to putting in effort, I failed woefully. I had lied that I was not feeling good so that I could miss school the next day. There was no way I could go back to that school for now knowing that Atlas had not only found but read the contents of my notebook! At this point, I was not too crazy to be thinking of the exchange student program….or was I? Mum felt guilty that she had given me a cold, I felt guilty for lying to her but the guilt reduced when she came by my room at midday to tell me that she had received a transfer of her payment from the cleaning I had done at the Shaughnessy family pool house. She had thanked me because she had even gotten a positive review and a huge tip. Even though I was very relieved and thankful to God that I had not put my mum’s job at risk, I could not help but wonder what Atlas was up to. Was he doing this so that I could thank him? Would he require me to pay him? Would he let it slide? These thoughts bugged me the whole day and so when mum told me that I had a visitor downstairs that evening, I was scared to my bones. I went down shakily to see who it was. I was relieved and still disappointed when I saw Travis waiting for me, seated anxiously in our small living room. “Travis. Hy. What are you doing here?” I asked him. He stood up with a smile. “I didn’t see you at school and so I brought your notes over for you.” He told me quickly handing them over. “Thank you very much.” I said truly grateful. “Do you want something to drink?” I offered. “I would have loved to but i am already late so I have to decline.” He said. He looked nervous and I smiled kindly at him. “Are you fine? I mean you missed school .” He said “Yeah I just came down with a little cold.” I lied. “Well I do hope you feel better.” He said “Thanks.” I escorted him and told him bye before returning to my room. Just as I did, my phone rang. It was Paige. “Hey baby girl! How are you feeling now? We called the house and your mum told us you were sick.” She said. “I am. Just a little cold.” I said feeling guilty for the constant lies. “But I’m getting better.” “We missed you at school today.” She said. “I missed you too. Travis just left. He came by with my notes for me.” I said sitting on my bed cross legged. “Ooooooh. Go Travis!” Paige said and I could picture the mischievous grin on her face. I laughed. “Stop being silly.” I said. “Come on, you really don’t see how much he likes you? He is always….” Paige lunged in to one of her talks about how Travis likes me and I was initially listening until I heard a noise from the trees outside my windows. Perhaps it was a squirrel, I thought and still holding the phone to my ear, I went to close my window shut. But as I approached the window, something happened. The curtains moved aside and someone slipped in to my room. Atlas Shaughnessy was casually dressed in sneakers,grey sweatpants and a hoodie but still looking like a fucking god!(LANA’S PARENTS) Have you ever had things go smoothly for you and then all of a sudden, it all came crashing down in the most surprising and unbelievable manner?Well, that’s what has happened to me! For me, it was still feeling like it was just yesterday that Atlas and I had spent the most amazing time together.It was so sad that we had not been given enough time to sink in to those times we spent. I’ve been so devastated since the day before yesterday . Today is my third night since the horrors began and I can tell you that I don’t feel better.Well, when I think about the fact tht Atlas stood up to his mum for me and said all those heart warming things about me, I feel better. He’s all I can think about most times. I know that if I had a moment to be with him then he would make me feel better. I could also not help the feeling of guilt as I remembered the harsh way I had asked him to leave my room last night. I just wish I could find a way to see him.There came a knock at m
(ATLAS’S POV)Just as I expected, my parents were waiting for me as I made my way in to the house. I was headed straight for my room even though I knew that they wouldn’t let me, but I mean is there really anything wrong with giving it a try?“Atlas!” Andres my older brother called on my way up the second floor and I turned to see him leaned against the door of my dad’s private study.“Yes.” I answered grimly even though again, I really knew what he wanted.For me to come in and face whatever my parents had to say. Andres said but he also said nothing as he inclined his head towards the study room. I was expected to follow him as he turned around and walked back in so I did. Mum was pacing about looking the most angry I have ever seen her. Dad on the other hand was in his chair, cross legged with a grim, angry look on his face.Yup! I knew it, I was in trouble but I didn’t care. I was very happy about what I had done, in fact I felt lucky and fortunate that I had been able to do it
(LANA’S POV) Beautiful words, Wrong Place. I thought as I stared at Atlas. I was overwhelmed with so many emotions that I did not know what exactly to say or do.I just stood frozen to the spot as tears just kept on streaming endlessly down my face and this time around, they were not tears of sorrow. I have never had someone defend me in that way, neither have I had someone say such beautiful things about me. I was lost in his actions and drowned by his words.He stood up to his mother and said these words right in front of our parents. He was doing it for me.My heart was filled with so much joy and appreciation. Even after I sent him out of my room, he didn’t get angry with me.My thoughts were soon interrupted by Atlas’s mother who let out a dry cackle that did not reach her eyes at all. She stared back at him with disbelief in her eyes. “Is this some sort of joke?” She asked Atlas.“I’m not joking, Mum.” Her eyes widened slightly in shock and then a displeased look settled on
(LANA’S POV)It was like we were all in a boxing ring getting ready for an anticipated fight. Everyone seemed to be placed in strategic positions and I feared that things would heat up. Mum and Dad were visibly angry and Mrs Shaughnessy was obviously displeased as well. Mr Glass and I were the only ones who were not angry, we were uncomfortable and scared.I stood up to because everyone was standing and my body was shaking as tears crowded my eyes. Mr Glass was trying to conceal how stressed he was but I could sense it. He was uncomfortable but he was the first one to quickly voice his thoughts out slicing through the tension with a slight cough.“Why don’t we all sit down please? I promise we can talk about this better. We can settle this like grown, mature adults that we are.” He said with a shaky voice and a hopeful smile that fell flat amongst everyone in the room.No one even regarded him anymore. Mum and Nrs Shaughnessy were having a show down with their eyes. “I guess you a
(LANA’S POV)“We’re sorry, Lana.” Daisy whispered at me before she and Paige walked the opposite direction and I followed my parents to the principal’s office.I was not angry at my friends as I just said, disappointed maybe. We did not said a word to each other as the three of us sat down at the backseat of my dad’s car. I was too hurt to even say anything.Now, I felt more anxious as we followed the administrative building pathway that led us to the principal’s office.“You should be happy with your friends, Lana. They care about.” Dad tried. “They did not want that woman to walk all over you and that is why they came to tell us what was going on.”I nodded my head stiffly but I was not even paying close attention to what he was saying. I was thinking of what was going to happen once we were in the principal’s office.The secretary looked up with a polite smile which became shaky on her lips once she saw mum and dad’s expressions.“We are here to see Mr Glass, the principal. Is he i
(LANA’S POV)It seemed like my parents were getting angrier as the days went by. The next morning, I did not get the usual knock on my door telling me to hurry down for breakfast. I really don’t blame them, if I was them, I would be very angry with me as well .I encouraged myself by doing some morning affirmations while looking at myself in the mirror. I knew that a stressful day awaited me and I had to get myself ready for it.After taking a deep sigh, I got my backpack and led myself out of the room and down the hall. As I approached, I heard voices coming from the living room.My heart started racing as I thought about all the possible people who could come to my house this morning. The top of my list had to be Mrs Shaughnessy. Perhaps she found out that Atlas came to see me last night and it made her very furious. Maybe she was here to force me in to taking explication as my option. My throat was dry and my heart was racing as I walked towards the living room carefully with th