LOGINI almost had a one-night stand with a stranger at my graduation after-party once. Almost broke a promise I made to my dead mother. He wasn’t like any other guy I’d come across. He had this sadness and arrogance hidden behind his beautiful eyes that made me fall for him. But within minutes of meeting each other, things changed drastically between us. He said words that made me feel humiliated, but that wasn’t the worst part. Neither was it the way he pulled away from me like I was something dangerous. It wasn’t even the fact that I couldn’t stop thinking about him afterward. The worst part was seeing him again nine months later, standing inside my 'house' while my father smiled and said: “This is your new stepbrother.” Zephyr Knox was never supposed to become my family. He was cold, cruel, self-destructive, and completely addicted to pushing people away before they could leave him first. Loving him was like holding fire in my bare hands and convincing myself the burns were worth it. I thought they were. Until secrets started destroying us. Until our parents found out about us. Until the smoke around us stopped being romantic and started becoming deadly. People say forbidden love ruins lives. I’ve come to the conclusion that they were right. Because loving my stepbrother didn’t just break my heart. It almost killed me.
View MoreThere are exactly three things a girl expects to find when she accidentally opens the wrong bedroom door at a graduation party.
A sleeping drunk. A couple making out. Or a bathroom. What she does not expect to find is a half-dressed stranger staring back at her after she’s interrupted his masturbation session. Unfortunately for me, that’s exactly what happened. Few minutes ago, I had gotten tired of the noises from drunk classmates and the music. I sought a quiet place to stay for a period of time, at least until the party was over. Isa, my best friend, was responsible for dragging me out of my room tonight. It wasn’t my plan to attend our graduation after-party. My plan tonight was simple. Read novels and sleep. I left the party downstairs and ventured upstairs, past drunk classmates, beer bottles, and cigarettes until I reached a dimly lit hallway. The sound of heavy breathing was the first thing I heard. I don’t know why I felt so curious to check it out. It could’ve been a couple having a make-out session or someone watching some R18 movies, all of which wasn’t supposed to be my business. My legs kept moving in the direction of the sound. I left the dimly lit hallway and found myself in the doorway of a room. Its door was slightly ajar. Peeking through the open space, a low groan filtered from inside the room. The vaulted ceilings amplified the sound. Curiously, I closed my eyes, trying to place where the noise was coming from. “Ah, fuck, yeah.” My lids flipped open. This wasn’t an R18 film playing, nor was it a couple making out. Someone—a guy, if I’m not mistaken—was…... He can’t be… can he? I left the protective corner of the door and tiptoed inside the room, ducking just behind a bookshelf and peeking through the planks of its wood. Oh, he totally is. My breath caught and my heart stuttered, then galloped. I should have turned around the second I realized what he was doing. Instead, I stared. And that single stupid decision would come back to haunt me nine months later. He was masturbating. Vigorously. Enthusiastically. His head was bowed, eyes screwed tightly shut, brow furrowed, lip curled. I couldn’t see what was happening below the waist, but his biceps flexed and his arm moved at a furious pace. His ribcage expanded and contracted with each panted breath. He shifted, and suddenly I could see the goods. And holy shit, was he packing a seriously huge cock. I’d never seen one this big. Even in his massive fist, it was impressive. I should look away. I shouldn’t be listening. How in the world did I get here? Even as I tried to reason with my brain, my eyes couldn’t pry away from the sight of him jerking off with unparalleled zeal. Every muscle was tight and corded. A sheen of sweat covered his shoulders as his hand moved faster. God, he was rough with himself. He groaned, and his head rolled back on the next aggressive tug. He grunted out a low, “Fuck yeah,” and shifted so he was standing in front of one of the mirrors. There were two. One directly before him, and the other directly behind him. I get that there's a different feeling one feels when seeing yourself touch yourself . But why two mirrors? His hips jerked, his strokes lost their rhythm, and he blew his load all over the vanity. I clenched below the waist. My skin was dewy, and my heart was slamming around in my chest. I had just watched a total stranger masturbate. And based on the way my body was humming with pent-up sexual energy, I liked it. A lot. I must say. This… this wasn’t right. I’d never felt this way before, and it wasn’t good for someone trying to live a celibate lifestyle. I had to leave. Unfortunately, this was when things turned ghastly for me. I whirled a little too sharply, knocking some books off the shelves. I stopped in my tracks. Oh, good Lord. My gaze crawled from the books on the floor to the stranger’s face. Stupid me. I should’ve acted very fast by finding somewhere else to hide, but my brain froze instantly. And within seconds, the stranger’s gaze met mine. I was about to take a step back and run as fast as I could away from here, but he was faster. It was all a blur and before I could fathom what was happening, my back was pressed against the wall, a hand on my neck, lifting my head up to stare into the deepest set of blue eyes I had ever seen. A smirk rested on his lips as he sized me up. “Now, look what the cat dragged in,” he said. His tone sent a shiver down my spine. I swallowed hard. He stood so close that I could feel the heat coming off him. Up close, he looked so intimidating. He was tall with very broad shoulders. Those blue eyes seemed capable of seeing straight through every thought in my head. I should say something. An apology. An excuse. Anything to get me out of this mess. Instead, I just stared. His lips twitched. “Cat got your tongue, love?” My face burned. “I—I made a wrong turn. I swear I wasn’t watching. I didn’t see anything.” The moment the words left my mouth, I wanted the ground to open and swallow me. What have I gotten myself into? One dark eyebrow lifted. “Really?” The amusement in his voice made my embarrassment ten times worse. I groaned internally. Wonderful. Not only had I walked into a room I wasn’t supposed to enter, but now my tongue felt like lead, making me look like an idiot. His gaze stayed fixed on mine. For some reason, he wasn’t letting me go. He stared at me with curiosity, like I was some strange puzzle he’d suddenly found interesting. “Well,” he continued after a moment, “that’s unfortunate.” I blinked. “What is?” A slow smile spread across his face. “You looked interested.” My heart nearly stopped. “I—I was not.” The smile widened. “You’re a terrible liar.” Heat flooded my cheeks. I hated how easily he could fluster me. And what made it worse was that I could see it in his eyes that he knew what he was doing. The confidence in them. The certainty. The complete lack of nervousness. Meanwhile, I felt like my brain had completely stopped functioning. “Can I leave now?” I managed to ask. “Do you want to?” The question caught me off guard. Did I? Common sense screamed yes. Absolutely yes. Leave. Run. Pretend none of this ever happened. Yet somehow my feet remained planted to the floor. His gaze dropped briefly to my mouth before returning to my eyes. The movement was small, almost unnoticeable. Yet my stomach did a backflip. His gaze crawled from my lips back to my eyes, making my knees wobble. Dangerous. That was the word that suddenly came to mind. This guy was dangerous. He didn’t look violent, nor did he threaten me, but he had a way of looking at me that made me forget what I was supposed to be thinking. And that scared me a lot. “I don’t even know you,” I blurted out. “What’s your name?” “That’s your biggest concern right now?” He looked amused. “Yes.” “Hmm, interesting.” I frowned. “Why do you keep saying things like that?” “Like what?” A corner of his lips lifted. “Like I’m some experiment you’re studying.” “Maybe I am… studying you.” My breath caught. The room suddenly felt smaller. For a few seconds, neither of us spoke. The silence between us stretched, not in an awkward manner. It just felt charged. Like something was building that neither of us knew how to stop. Or so I was thinking. Apparently, he did know how to stop it. He took a small step back. My neck was finally free from his grip. The sudden distance allowed me to breathe again. “You should probably go, blondie,” he said. I stared at him. That wasn’t what I expected. “What?” “You heard me.” His expression had become unreadable. “Why?” He shrugged. “You are not my type.” My eyebrows shot up. “Excuse me?” Did he just say that to me? I found it hard to believe. A laugh escaped him. “Go.” I folded my arms, ransacking my brain cells for a comeback. “And who told you I want to be your type?” His eyes held mine, a smirk forming on his lips. “Don’t tell me you didn’t enjoy the show I put up for you, love. ’Cause I know you did.” I tried my best not to show any expression that I didn’t want him to see. He must be a jerk. The confidence oozing out of him irritated me. Who did he think he was? He’d known me for all of five minutes. Yet somehow he spoke like he’d already figured me out. And for reasons I couldn’t explain, that bothered me more than it should have. “You’re very annoying,” I informed him. “I’m getting that impression.” This was the perfect time for me to leave. I really should be on my way now. Instead, I stayed there for another few seconds, caught between embarrassment, irritation, and a curiosity that refused to leave me the hell alone. Finally, I willed myself to walk toward the door. I paused and looked back. Those blue eyes were still on me, arms folded, back leaning against the bookshelf, with his legs crossed in front of him. That irritating, confident smile still on his lips. He waved. “Goodbye, blondie.” I made a face at him while reaching for the doorknob. “Hey,” he called. “What?” I snapped. For a brief moment, something flashed across his face. Before I could try to decipher what it was, it was gone immediately, like it had never been there. “Try not to walk into any more private rooms. You might not be lucky next time.” My face immediately turned red. I scoffed, turning back, my head held high, back straight. I walked out of the room. His laughter followed me all the way out.Zephyr "Heaven help that bastard when I see him." The words tore out of my throat in a suffocating, lethal rasps as my arms locked around Elowen’s trembling frame. She weighed practically nothing in my arms. Her small, delicate head thudded limp against my collarbone, her breath coming in hot, shallow hitches that smelled faintly of bitter wine and chemical trash. Her skin was burning, radiating right through her silk dress and soaking into my bare chest. Panic surged straight through my veins like ice water. I stared down into her small face, my heart slamming wildly against my ribs like a trapped beast. Her blonde hair was tangled across her forehead, her eyelashes fluttering helplessly against her pale skin. I had strictly ordered Gabrielle to carry her straight back home. I had explicitly warned him to lock her inside the apartment, away from this underground hellhole, away from the filthy, degenerate world I kept buried deep beneath the polished surface of my school life
Elowen The air inside the underground club grew thicker with every step I took, turning heavy, humid, and utterly toxic. A sharp, disorienting wave of nausea hit my stomach, making the world tilt violently to the left and then to the right. I stopped in my tracks, my heels feeling slippery against the sticky floor as my surroundings began to blur together. The neon lights flashing overhead in violent bursts of electric blue, hot pink, and lime green bled into long, dizzying streaks of neon paint did nothing but make matters worse. What was happening? I couldn't breathe. The air reeked of stale beer, spilled hard liquor, the pungent, metallic sting of cigarette smoke, and a sweet, chemical odor that made my nostrils burn—drugs. People were sniffing powder off keychains near the walls, exhaling thick grey clouds that hung suspended in the hot air. Was it the smell causing this? Was it the sudden crash of my adrenaline? Or was the entire room just collapsing in on itself? I looked
Elowen "Hey, let's go, let's go!" Gabrielle urged, pulling my attention away as he gestured down a dimly lit staircase. "Hope you come around later so we can party a bit," Anthony called out after me. He reached over to a nearby table, grabbed a red plastic cup filled with dark wine, and shoved it into my hand. I grabbed the cup, raised it to my lips, and took a huge, reckless gulp—desperate to drown out the ridiculous heat flushing my body. The dark alcohol hit the back of my throat like liquid fire, bitter and burning. I pinched my eyebrows together in a deep frown, fighting the urge to spit it out, but I swallowed it down and kept walking down the stairs. Why the hell do people like these? Geez! "I think that's a yes!" Anthony’s voice faded behind us into the pounding bass. "Let's go, let's go!" Gabrielle kept repeating, descending the concrete steps into the basement level. The heavy bass grew louder, vibrating straight through the soles of my feet. When I stepped o
ElowenStanding barefoot on the freezing, pitch-black asphalt, holding a pair of useless designer stilettos in my hand, I gripped my dead phone and let out a breathless, disbelieving laugh. Why had I ever trusted Zephyr Knox? Why had I allowed myself—even for a fraction of a second—to believe that underneath all his sharp edges and arrogant defense mechanisms, there was a decent human being? The mad, unhinged bastard didn't care about me at all. He had literally dumped me on the side of a deserted highway in the middle of the night, totally alone, leaving me completely vulnerable to whatever dark horrors lurked in the night. Ha! So unbelievable. I can't believe this happened to me. What if I'm kidnapped? The thought flared in my chest, making my throat tighten. What if someone drives past, pulls over, and... what if I get raped? The moment the word formed in my mind, an icy, violent shiver shot straight down the entire length of my spine. Suddenly, my vision blurred. Fragment
Zephyr In spite of my best intentions to avoid adhering to my mother, here I was in her fucking car on our way to meeting my “new family.” “You could at least try not to look like a fucking criminal for one day.” My mother’s voice sliced through the car like broken glass. I kept my eyes on
Elowen"I don't do virgins, blondie." It had been nine solid months since that night, and yet the embarrassment still lingered heavily in my chest whenever I remembered the events that occurred. “I want to hold another party, in celebration of you getting into Whitmore College!” Isa shrieked thr
ElowenI didn’t even have the luxury to react before his hot mouth came down on mine. My eyes widened. How did things get to this point?In the next second, my back was pressed against the cold wall as his tall, muscular frame trapped me.I tried to push him away, but his grip on my neck tightened.
ElowenThe stupid thing was that I could still hear the annoying sound of his laughter five minutes later. In my head.I pushed through a crowd of dancing people and headed straight for the kitchen.My face was still burning. No. Burning wasn’t the right word. I was mortified. I grabbed the first






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