Se connecterI almost had a one-night stand with a stranger at my graduation after-party once. Almost broke a promise I made to my dead mother. He wasn’t like any other guy I’d come across. He had this sadness and arrogance hidden behind his beautiful eyes that made me fall for him. But within minutes of meeting each other, things changed drastically between us. He said words that made me feel humiliated, but that wasn’t the worst part. Neither was it the way he pulled away from me like I was something dangerous. It wasn’t even the fact that I couldn’t stop thinking about him afterward. The worst part was seeing him again nine months later, standing inside my 'house' while my father smiled and said: “This is your new stepbrother.” Zephyr Knox was never supposed to become my family. He was cold, cruel, self-destructive, and completely addicted to pushing people away before they could leave him first. Loving him was like holding fire in my bare hands and convincing myself the burns were worth it. I thought they were. Until secrets started destroying us. Until our parents found out about us. Until the smoke around us stopped being romantic and started becoming deadly. People say forbidden love ruins lives. I’ve come to the conclusion that they were right. Because loving my stepbrother didn’t just break my heart. It almost killed me.
Voir plusThere are exactly three things a girl expects to find when she accidentally opens the wrong bedroom door at a graduation party.
A sleeping drunk. A couple making out. Or a bathroom. What she does not expect to find is a half-dressed stranger staring back at her after she’s interrupted his masturbation session. Unfortunately for me, that’s exactly what happened. Few minutes ago, I had gotten tired of the noises from drunk classmates and the music. I sought a quiet place to stay for a period of time, at least until the party was over. Isa, my best friend, was responsible for dragging me out of my room tonight. It wasn’t my plan to attend our graduation after-party. My plan tonight was simple. Read novels and sleep. I left the party downstairs and ventured upstairs, past drunk classmates, beer bottles, and cigarettes until I reached a dimly lit hallway. The sound of heavy breathing was the first thing I heard. I don’t know why I felt so curious to check it out. It could’ve been a couple having a make-out session or someone watching some R18 movies, all of which wasn’t supposed to be my business. My legs kept moving in the direction of the sound. I left the dimly lit hallway and found myself in the doorway of a room. Its door was slightly ajar. Peeking through the open space, a low groan filtered from inside the room. The vaulted ceilings amplified the sound. Curiously, I closed my eyes, trying to place where the noise was coming from. “Ah, fuck, yeah.” My lids flipped open. This wasn’t an R18 film playing, nor was it a couple making out. Someone—a guy, if I’m not mistaken—was…... He can’t be… can he? I left the protective corner of the door and tiptoed inside the room, ducking just behind a bookshelf and peeking through the planks of its wood. Oh, he totally is. My breath caught and my heart stuttered, then galloped. I should have turned around the second I realized what he was doing. Instead, I stared. And that single stupid decision would come back to haunt me nine months later. He was masturbating. Vigorously. Enthusiastically. His head was bowed, eyes screwed tightly shut, brow furrowed, lip curled. I couldn’t see what was happening below the waist, but his biceps flexed and his arm moved at a furious pace. His ribcage expanded and contracted with each panted breath. He shifted, and suddenly I could see the goods. And holy shit, was he packing a seriously huge cock. I’d never seen one this big. Even in his massive fist, it was impressive. I should look away. I shouldn’t be listening. How in the world did I get here? Even as I tried to reason with my brain, my eyes couldn’t pry away from the sight of him jerking off with unparalleled zeal. Every muscle was tight and corded. A sheen of sweat covered his shoulders as his hand moved faster. God, he was rough with himself. He groaned, and his head rolled back on the next aggressive tug. He grunted out a low, “Fuck yeah,” and shifted so he was standing in front of one of the mirrors. There were two. One directly before him, and the other directly behind him. I get that there's a different feeling one feels when seeing yourself touch yourself . But why two mirrors? His hips jerked, his strokes lost their rhythm, and he blew his load all over the vanity. I clenched below the waist. My skin was dewy, and my heart was slamming around in my chest. I had just watched a total stranger masturbate. And based on the way my body was humming with pent-up sexual energy, I liked it. A lot. I must say. This… this wasn’t right. I’d never felt this way before, and it wasn’t good for someone trying to live a celibate lifestyle. I had to leave. Unfortunately, this was when things turned ghastly for me. I whirled a little too sharply, knocking some books off the shelves. I stopped in my tracks. Oh, good Lord. My gaze crawled from the books on the floor to the stranger’s face. Stupid me. I should’ve acted very fast by finding somewhere else to hide, but my brain froze instantly. And within seconds, the stranger’s gaze met mine. I was about to take a step back and run as fast as I could away from here, but he was faster. It was all a blur and before I could fathom what was happening, my back was pressed against the wall, a hand on my neck, lifting my head up to stare into the deepest set of blue eyes I had ever seen. A smirk rested on his lips as he sized me up. “Now, look what the cat dragged in,” he said. His tone sent a shiver down my spine. I swallowed hard. He stood so close that I could feel the heat coming off him. Up close, he looked so intimidating. He was tall with very broad shoulders. Those blue eyes seemed capable of seeing straight through every thought in my head. I should say something. An apology. An excuse. Anything to get me out of this mess. Instead, I just stared. His lips twitched. “Cat got your tongue, love?” My face burned. “I—I made a wrong turn. I swear I wasn’t watching. I didn’t see anything.” The moment the words left my mouth, I wanted the ground to open and swallow me. What have I gotten myself into? One dark eyebrow lifted. “Really?” The amusement in his voice made my embarrassment ten times worse. I groaned internally. Wonderful. Not only had I walked into a room I wasn’t supposed to enter, but now my tongue felt like lead, making me look like an idiot. His gaze stayed fixed on mine. For some reason, he wasn’t letting me go. He stared at me with curiosity, like I was some strange puzzle he’d suddenly found interesting. “Well,” he continued after a moment, “that’s unfortunate.” I blinked. “What is?” A slow smile spread across his face. “You looked interested.” My heart nearly stopped. “I—I was not.” The smile widened. “You’re a terrible liar.” Heat flooded my cheeks. I hated how easily he could fluster me. And what made it worse was that I could see it in his eyes that he knew what he was doing. The confidence in them. The certainty. The complete lack of nervousness. Meanwhile, I felt like my brain had completely stopped functioning. “Can I leave now?” I managed to ask. “Do you want to?” The question caught me off guard. Did I? Common sense screamed yes. Absolutely yes. Leave. Run. Pretend none of this ever happened. Yet somehow my feet remained planted to the floor. His gaze dropped briefly to my mouth before returning to my eyes. The movement was small, almost unnoticeable. Yet my stomach did a backflip. His gaze crawled from my lips back to my eyes, making my knees wobble. Dangerous. That was the word that suddenly came to mind. This guy was dangerous. He didn’t look violent, nor did he threaten me, but he had a way of looking at me that made me forget what I was supposed to be thinking. And that scared me a lot. “I don’t even know you,” I blurted out. “What’s your name?” “That’s your biggest concern right now?” He looked amused. “Yes.” “Hmm, interesting.” I frowned. “Why do you keep saying things like that?” “Like what?” A corner of his lips lifted. “Like I’m some experiment you’re studying.” “Maybe I am… studying you.” My breath caught. The room suddenly felt smaller. For a few seconds, neither of us spoke. The silence between us stretched, not in an awkward manner. It just felt charged. Like something was building that neither of us knew how to stop. Or so I was thinking. Apparently, he did know how to stop it. He took a small step back. My neck was finally free from his grip. The sudden distance allowed me to breathe again. “You should probably go, blondie,” he said. I stared at him. That wasn’t what I expected. “What?” “You heard me.” His expression had become unreadable. “Why?” He shrugged. “You are not my type.” My eyebrows shot up. “Excuse me?” Did he just say that to me? I found it hard to believe. A laugh escaped him. “Go.” I folded my arms, ransacking my brain cells for a comeback. “And who told you I want to be your type?” His eyes held mine, a smirk forming on his lips. “Don’t tell me you didn’t enjoy the show I put up for you, love. ’Cause I know you did.” I tried my best not to show any expression that I didn’t want him to see. He must be a jerk. The confidence oozing out of him irritated me. Who did he think he was? He’d known me for all of five minutes. Yet somehow he spoke like he’d already figured me out. And for reasons I couldn’t explain, that bothered me more than it should have. “You’re very annoying,” I informed him. “I’m getting that impression.” This was the perfect time for me to leave. I really should be on my way now. Instead, I stayed there for another few seconds, caught between embarrassment, irritation, and a curiosity that refused to leave me the hell alone. Finally, I willed myself to walk toward the door. I paused and looked back. Those blue eyes were still on me, arms folded, back leaning against the bookshelf, with his legs crossed in front of him. That irritating, confident smile still on his lips. He waved. “Goodbye, blondie.” I made a face at him while reaching for the doorknob. “Hey,” he called. “What?” I snapped. For a brief moment, something flashed across his face. Before I could try to decipher what it was, it was gone immediately, like it had never been there. “Try not to walk into any more private rooms. You might not be lucky next time.” My face immediately turned red. I scoffed, turning back, my head held high, back straight. I walked out of the room. His laughter followed me all the way out.Zephyr's Point Of View "Are you guys like... dating dating?" Xavi asked, leaning against the kitchen island beside me with a red plastic cup in his hand. I opened the stainless steel freezer, pulling the door wide open as the cold mist puffed out. "Well, yeah. I mean, we're not like fully exclusive or anything, but yeah." I kept searching through the freezer shelves for what I was looking for, my eyes scanning past the boxes of ice cream and bags of pre-cut fruit. "And she's cool with that?" Xavi questioned further, raising a single eyebrow. "Yeah, man," I laughed a little, shaking my head. "I guess so." I shut the freezer door with a heavy sigh and walked back over to the main kitchen counter where rows of open alcohol bottles were piled up. No one needed to tell me twice that half those drinks sitting out in the open were probably spiked. As a regular party-goer, you learn how to spot a drink pumped with cheap aphrodisiacs or heavy liquor the second you look at it. I sighed
Elowen's Point Of View My eyes followed Zephyr and his friends across the crowded, pulsing living room. It was genuinely the first time I'd ever interacted with them one-on-one outside of hockey drama, and I couldn't help the small smile growing on my face. I laughed softly as Zephyr suddenly turned his head back toward my spot by the stairs, his fingers gesturing silently to remind me that he was still watching me like a hawk. "Chug! Chug! Chug!" the crowd around the kitchen island roared, cheering wildly as one of the guys filled up red plastic cups with gin. I watched them throw their arms around each other in victory. Zephyr's dark hair fell carelessly across his forehead as he jumped up, slamming his chest against another guy's in a classic jock celebration. He looked genuinely happy with them, completely in his element, and seeing him like that made my heart do a weird, unprompted flip. Then, something else caught my attention. Resting on the kitchen table righ
Zephyr's Point Of View "Umm... any sign of Cedric yet?" Elowen suddenly asked, her head turning away as she scanned the crowded living room. My hand froze dead in mid-air. The muscle in my jaw ticked furiously. We were having a genuinely heated, electric moment, and she just had to go and ruin it by dragging that motherfucker's name into the air. "Has he shown up?" she pressed, looking back at me with questioning eyes. I let out a slow, irritated breath, dropping my hand and stepping half a step back, slipping back into my serious, guarded mode. "Umm, no, I haven't seen the bastard yet. But he'll be here. You don't need to stress yourself over it." Always Cedric trying to fuck up a good thing, I thought, my jaw clenching so hard it ached. "Zephyr!" someone hollered loudly from behind me. I glanced back to see one of our backup players pushing through the crowd, holding out a red plastic cup filled with punch. "Thanks, man," I muttered, taking the cup. The guy nodded and di
Zephyr "Chug!! Chug!! Chug!!" The entire living room of the massive Greenville villa echoed with heavy bass and roaring chants. Everyone was crowded around the kitchen island, hyping up Marrick as he tried to chug an entire bottle of alcohol in a fierce drinking competition against a few players from our team. Marrick slammed his empty bottle down on the marble first, throwing his arms up in victory. "Woooo! I won!" The crowd erupted into wild cheers. I was leaning casually against the kitchen counter, my legs crossed at the ankles. I joined in lazily, yelling a quick "Yayyy!" for Marrick's win, but honestly, only half my attention was actually on the drinking game. The other half was laser-focused on the staircase, waiting for a certain blonde-haired girl to walk down. After the game ended, I hadn't even waited around for Coach Jones's official congratulations. I immediately went to fish Elowen out from the bleachers before that bastard Cedric could somehow come sniffing
Zephyr In spite of my best intentions to avoid adhering to my mother, here I was in her fucking car on our way to meeting my “new family.” “You could at least try not to look like a fucking criminal for one day.” My mother’s voice sliced through the car like broken glass. I kept my eyes on
Elowen"I don't do virgins, blondie." It had been nine solid months since that night, and yet the embarrassment still lingered heavily in my chest whenever I remembered the events that occurred. “I want to hold another party, in celebration of you getting into Whitmore College!” Isa shrieked thr
ElowenI didn’t even have the luxury to react before his hot mouth came down on mine. My eyes widened. How did things get to this point?In the next second, my back was pressed against the cold wall as his tall, muscular frame trapped me.I tried to push him away, but his grip on my neck tightened.
ElowenThe stupid thing was that I could still hear the annoying sound of his laughter five minutes later. In my head.I pushed through a crowd of dancing people and headed straight for the kitchen.My face was still burning. No. Burning wasn’t the right word. I was mortified. I grabbed the first












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